Date: Tue, 01 Oct 2002 12:28:34 -0400
From: R Y <ray_985@hotmail.com>
Subject: Going Slow With Jess

Disclaimer: You must be 18 or older or something like that to read this. If
it's illegal where you are, then don't do it, or at least don't get caught.
This story contains details of male on male sex, if you disagree with this
or don't like it, then don't read it.

This is my first story I've actually posted. I've written a few but never
got around to post them. I might post more of my stories or continue this
one. Oh and I know the grammar might not be great, but I really hate to
proofread so deal with it. If you have any feedback feel free to e-mail me
at funinnj@hotmail.com

We sat there on my bed watching a movie together. My head was lying on his
chest, my hands running over his side. He was gently rubbing my back. It was
the best feeling in the world, just to be there in his arms watching TV. It
was so safe and loving. We didn't get to do this all too often, being in
college it was really hard to find time alone, having roommates and all.
Plus we both had busy schedules, I had a lot of classes and homework to do
and Jess had fewer classes but he also worked part time. But this weekend,
he had off, I did my homework ahead of time, and my roommate was home for
the weekend. It was our weekend alone; it was going to be so nice. Now get
those dirty minds out of the gutter, just because we have a room to
ourselves all weekend and nothing else to do, we're not going to be fucking
the entire weekend, sorry to dash your dreams. See, we haven't even had sex
yet.
	Well that's not right, we've both had sex before, with other people, but in
the three weeks we've been hanging around with each other we haven't had
sex. I know it's strange, but it's what works for us. Before Jess, usually
if I met someone I had sex the first time, just down right fucking. And
plenty of one night stands. And although they were all fun and all, it
really left me hurt and empty inside. Plus the fact that, being gay and not
out, I never really had a chance to go on a date and just make out with a
guy and have that be all it was. I've just always jumped into bed with a guy
and I wasn't going to do it anymore. I told Jess this the second or third
time when we went out and we were getting into it. I was ready for him to
just get up and walk away, I'm not worth all this trouble, but instead he
just gave me a huge hug. He understood where I was coming from and thought
it'd be a good idea to start a foundation of a relationship instead of just
fucking.
	That was three weeks ago and I can tell he's getting a little tired of it,
and honestly I am too a little. We'll be making out fully clothed and he'll
start rubbing up against my leg and then he starts to unbutton and when I
hesitate he stops, kind of frustrated. Now I've never told him no, but he
sees that I get uncomfortable and he stops. But I feel closer to him now and
I really want to show him how I feel. I don't want to wait too long either,
otherwise I think he'll just leave me and find someone else.
	Well I doubt he would, but he so could. Jess wouldn't leave if I wouldn't
have sex with him, but if he did, he could so easily find someone ten times
better than I am. See Jess is such a cutie. He's a little taller than me, so
about 6' or so. He has a pretty good build, he works out sometimes, so his
chest, shoulders, and biceps have a nice tone to them which fills out his
shirts nicely. He has a flat stomach, but not a six-pack, pretty close
though. He has these beautiful hazel brown eyes with short dark hair that's
always gelled up nicely. He had the cutest face, with young sparking eyes
but a mature look and a nice masculine jaw. His skin is lightly tanned with
a few freckles here and there. There's the cutest little trail of hair from
his belly button down into his boxers. Oh and when he wears his glasses he
looks like the hottest, cutest, smartest guy on the planet, at least to me.
In reality he was no god, but he was good looking, plus I'm attracted to the
more boy-next-door type so he was good for me. Jess could have had anyone he
wanted, but he was with me, and I was so happy about that.
	See, Jess was totally out of my league, that's what I thought at least
though his disagrees. I'm about 5'10" with a few extra pounds I carry
around. I'm not fat or anything, just have a little belly from those damn
freshman 15, but most people can't tell when I'm dressed. I have red hair
and blue eyes. My skin is pale as hell with freckles. Some people like the
look and say red hair is sexy, personally I hate it and don't like how I
look at all, but Jess likes it and it's all that matters. It just scares me
that one day he'll leave my dorky ass and go find some hot guy to be with.
	Anyway, back to the action. It was 12 o'clock Friday night and Jess and I
were laying on my bed watching House on Haunted Hill on HBO. The movie
really sucked, but I was there with Jess so it didn't matter. All the lights
were off and TV dimly lit our bodies and we lay on the bed together. I
looked at Jess and noticed he wasn't looking at the TV he was just staring
at the ceiling. He looked like he was in deep thought, his cute face looked
like he was really trying to concentrate.
	"You ok Jess?" I asked him.
	"Huh? Oh and yeah, I'm fine. Why?"
	"You were just staring at the ceiling"
	"Oh, guess I was." He smiled at me "I was just thinking."
	"About anything good?" I asked him.
	"Not really, just about stuff"
	"Like what? C'mon, tell me"
	"You wanna know do you?" he said as he smirked, "I was just thinking about
the cute guy I'm with" and he started to tickle me. I'm not normally very
ticklish, but Jess knew just were to tickle. I started tickling him to get
back at him, we were both giggling and flipping around in the bed fighting
for power. It was funny, it was getting really hot and short of breath and
then SMACK!
	I hit my hit on the dresser that was next to the bed. I didn't knock myself
out or anything, but I was definitely seeing stars. I stopped and sat up.
Man it really stung, my head was pounding.
	"You ok babe" he asked me.
	"Yeah, I'm fine. Just hurts"
	"Aw, come here" He put his arms around me and kissed my head. "Does that
make it feel better?"
	"It'll take a lot more kissing before I can feel better"
	"All you had to do is ask" He said. He gave me another kiss on the head and
pulled me closer. He was so warm and comfy. He kissed my cheek and then
looked right into my eyes. I could stare in his eyes forever, there was
something so comforting about it. Then he came close and gave me a soft kiss
on this lips. It was dry yet firm and soft, so sweet. Man, I really like
him, and I couldn't take it anymore. I kissed him again but harder this
time. His tongue poked at my lips and then entered my mouth. Our two tongues
were playing together, our lips caressing each others. We were really
getting into it. We laid down on the bed and made out some more. I was on
top of him, kissing him so passionately. We were so close and so hot. We
were grinding each against each other as we kissed. Our two bulges rubbed
causing me to get hotter and hotter. I reached down and grabbed his package.
His cock was really straining against his khaki's. It was so hard and warm I
just wanted to make him feel good.
	I started to unzip his jeans and he pulled away. "Are you sure babe, you
don't have to"
	"I'm positive Jess, I really want to" He just smiled and me and I finished
unzipping and reached my hand in. I went through the fly of his boxers and
found his rock-hard cock. It'd been so long since I felt one besides my own,
it was exhilarating. I took it out and looked at it. It was so cute. It was
the same length of mine about, a little over 6.5" but it was thicker than
mine. The head was a cute pink mushroom shaped and precum was dripping down
in. The shaft was lightly tan and olive due to his natural skin tone. I
wrapped my hand around it, it was so hot and hard yet with this softness to
it. God it felt good in my hand. I jerked it up and down slowly and Jess
started to moan softly. The precum was oozing down the shaft and providing a
warm lubricant. I kept jacking him and then decided that I just had to have
it in my mouth, it had been so long.
	I bent over and quickly tried to take as much as I could into my mouth. It
was a mistake since I'd been out of practice, but Jess clearly enjoyed it.
He gasped as I went down on it. I slowly started to bob up and down on his
dick and used my tongue to twirl around the head. I pulled off and licked
the sides and the head, his precum tasted so good, which was weird because I
never used to enjoy the taste, and he smelled great. Then I went back down
and tried to swallow as much as I could. I got pretty far down but I never
mastered the art of deep throating. I kept going and Jess was really getting
into it. He was getting so hot, he was thrashing around, "that's right baby,
you make me feel so good. Oh baby, I'm getting close, will you please
swallow my load" he said.
	I had to think about it, but not for long, I gave a quick "uh huh" but with
my mouth full of cock I don't think he couldn't have known what it was, but
I don't think he cared anyway. "Uhhhh!" he moaned as his cock started to
spurt in my mouth. I felt his fluid enter my mouth and started to swallow.
It was sweeter than I remember others to be and it wasn't as bad as I
thought, I didn't used to enjoy swallowing, just felt weird. But it felt
right this time. I finished milking the rest of his cum out of his dick and
then released his softening meat from my mouth. I looked up and there was
Jess looking down at me. His face was all red and covered in a light sweat
and he gave me his killer poster-boy smile.
	"You're the best" He leaned back, the poor guy looked exhausted. I scooted
up to him and he gave me a hug. Then we had a passionate kiss. It was gentle
but very caring too. "Wow that really took a lot out of me"
	"Sure looks like it"
	"Now I think it's your turn" He reached over and undid my jeans. My rock
hard dick popped out of my pants. It looked similar to Jess' but it was a
little thinner and a lot more pink with a pale white shaft. He bent over and
took it right into his mouth. Man, it was so warm and wet, I knew I couldn't
last long. I was really turned on and couldn't hold back. In what seemed
like a few seconds but what was probably a few minutes I started spurting
into his mouth. He licked the rest of the cum off of my dick and we snuggled
together.

	"I think that was definitely worth the wait" I said.
	"Oh hell yeah! You're the best boyfriend ever. I'm glad we waited" We
kissed with a new found feeling for each other.
	"Me too"
	"I think we should get some sleep now"
	"Good idea Jess." We both undressed and got down to our boxers. It was
funny because we both had the other's dick in our mouth at one time, and yet
we felt the need to keep our boxers on. It was cute. I laid down and he
spooned me. I felt his now soft cock gently pressed against my ass. He
wrapped his arm around me and kissed the top of my head.
	"Night night, Randy."
	"Night Jess, sweet dreams" That night I fell asleep in his arms. It was our
first time really sleeping together so it was hard to actually sleep. We
kept switching positions and sometimes we'd both be awake and give each
other a quick kiss. Plus the bed really wasn't big enough for the both of
us, damn college beds. But it was one of the best nights of my life, it was
the most natural feeling in the world to be in bed with Jess that night.