Date: Thu, 18 Dec 2008 22:03:35 +0000
From: Steve Thomas <stevethomas535@hotmail.com>
Subject: Growing up Joshua, Chapter 27

Growing up Joshua This is a work of pure fiction, but based on the author's
feelings,beliefs, and in some cases, experience.  Come to think of it -- it
mightnot be all that pure! There may be graphic sexual encounters at
timesbetween males, so if this offends you, you are invited to retreat.  If
youare too young or it is otherwise illegal for you to be reading this
kindif story, shame on you for reading it - - please stop here.  If not, -
-ENJOY!  Cast of characters:

Joshua Alan Black II
Barbie Warfield -- my mother
Dennis Warfield -- my stepfather

Richard -- My favorite Cousin
Ray and Raul -- Richards' younger brothers.

Nate Willows  -- My first roomie.

James Meriwether -- Mid-year Transfer

Seth Gary -- My therapist.
Luke  -- Seth's partner. (Lukamaiola Makamakahaiiolioli)

Jake -- Seth's Cousin
Colin -- Jake's partner
Uri -- Jake and Colin's Son
Ursula -- Jake and Colin's Daughter

Chris -- Seth's brother
Craig -- Chris's partner

Rob -- Seth's "big brother" (not really, but ... )
Denny -- Rob's partner.
Greta -- one of Rob' and Denny's 4 kids.

Uncle Jake Smith -- Jakes father and the Smith Patriarch
Aunt Lindy -- Jakes Mom
Etta -- The Smith's housekeeper

Ren (Lawrence) Smith Family Friend
Lenny (Leonard) Ren's partner.

Bobby -- Colin's brother


>From Chapter 26:

I led Scout -- with Donny atop her -- all around the four main houses, then
when I led her around back of Seth's we saw the car from the group home.

"Shit!"  Said Donny.  The first time I heard him say anything so
emphatically.  When I led him on Scout to the car, the window came down.
His group home mother said, apologetically, "We have to take him home."
"Can I bring him home later?"  I pleaded.

She looked at her husband and said something.  She looked up at Donny.
"Would you like to stay a little longer -- and have -- this man -- being
you home?"  I laughed inside when she called me that!

Donny enthusiastically nodded.

"He needs to be back by five to get ready for dinner.  He'll be pretty
smelly after this, I suppose."

"Could he stay for dinner?"  I asked.

She looked at me suspiciously and said, "Just a minute."  She made a call
and then turned back and said, "He may stay -- but should be back before
ten."  And they left.

This was the first time I heard Donny laugh!

Chapter 27

I watched the big ol' SUV move around the driveway, and out the gate, and
when I looked up at Donny, he was hugging the neck of the big ol' horse,
and, eyes closed seemed to be in heaven for a moment.  Scout wiggled her
ears and nickered softly.  "Shhhh."  Whispered Donny.  "I'm here."

I climbed up behind Donny.  Scout started to dance around a little. "I
think she wants to run!"  I whispered in Donny's ear.

"I -- d-d-don't think - " Donny said.

"I know horses, Donny -- she wants to run a little.  Hold on!"  I slid up
close so my crotch was actually under the rear of the saddle and hugged
Donny close to me.  Donny let out a low giggle.  I took the rein and told
him to hold the horn.  I nudged her sides and she started to walk.  I
pressed my knees in and whistled low, while digging in my heels.  She
sprang into a trot, nearly bumping me off.  I held on the Donny and yelled,
"Lets GO!"

Scout went into full gallop, around the house and onto the trail, then
stretched out her neck and galloped full tilt toward the other side of the
property, around the easy bend and then headed back toward the stable.  I
could have stopped her any time, but as Donny was giggling and yahooing, I
let her have her head.  It was about a five minute ride, because the
equestrian trail runs around the entire Smith acreage.

When we approached the stable, Scout again slowed to a trot, and I gently
pulled back the rein so I wasn't jiggled off.  She slowed to a walk.  She
was breathing hard, nickering loudly, and seemed to be relieved to get out
and run.  Donny was still giggling and when I got off, I helped him off
too, and he hugged me closely.  Donny's curly head came up to my chin, and
as he held on to me, I petted his head.

Then I felt it.  My leg warmed up.  I am afraid I overreacted slightly, as
I realized that Donny had gotten so excited he was wetting us both!  As I
quickly stepped back, he suddenly looked almost overwhelmed with
embarrassment.  He ran into the stable and tried to find a place to hide.
As he was frantically running form place to place, I said, "Donny -- stop!"

He stopped and looked at the ground.  "It's okay Donny.  You were excited.
It could have happened to anyone.  That was so much fun!  I was excited
too!  But we're not finished.  No one else is here, and Scout needs to be
walked awhile.  Will you do that?"

He looked at me for a split second , then down at his wet jeans.  "I won't
tell of you won't!"  I said, looking at my own wet pant leg and laughing.
I held the rein out o him.  That was too much temptation for him.  He ran
to me and grabbed it.  He turned to hug me again, then looked at our wet
jeans and thought twice about it.

"Just walk her around outside the stable until she's breathing more
normally."  He walked away with her.  I went back into the stable and
opened a few gates until I found some hay, grabbed a flake of it and tossed
it into her cubicle.  The sun was starting to be low in the sky, and there
were deep shadows in the cubicle.  I went in and as it was pretty
stimulating, having my genitals under the saddle seat, rubbing up and down,
I felt the need to relieve some of my own tension -- which I did quietly
and quickly.

When I was finished, Donny was approaching the stable.  He brought her in
and I showed him how to take off the saddle, then we let her into her
cubicle.  She went directly to the flake of alfalfa and stated to munch.

"Now lets get us cleaned up!"  I said.

We walked back to the house in the semi dark.  Seth was with a
patient. Luke waited for us outside.  "Looks like someone found a horse!"
He said.

"I think he likes riding."  I said, looking to Donny.  He grinned shyly and
nodded.  "Luke -- you're about his size.  Do you suppose Donny can borrow
some clothing while his are washing?"  Donny gave me a worried look. "We
got pretty sweaty riding.  We'll need to clean up a bit, and we may as well
wash his clothes to wear home."  I winked at Luke.

"Sure!"  He said.

We went upstairs and Luke handed me some shorts and said, "I understand
Donny will be joining us for dinner.  Do you like pizza, Donny?"  Donny
looked up and nodded, grinning.  It won't be delivered for another hour or
so. Why don't we go over to Rob's for a swim?  The kids will be at their
dinner about now, anyway."

I shed my own wet jeans. And walked into my room in my underwear.  Luke
stared momentarily at my wet pant leg and I shook my head slightly.  I
changed in to my swim suit and then told Donny to go into the other room
and do the same.  We went downstairs and hopped into the little golf-cart
type transport and rode over to the pool.

After we washed off at the poolside shower, Luke and I played and romped
and dove in the pool, not excluding Donny, but letting him join in as he
wished.  He mostly watched.  But he got wet and cleaned the sweat and other
residues off him.

When we came back into the house, and went upstairs, I told Donny he could
shower first.  I gave him a towel and bath robe, and then showed him where
the shower was.  He went in and came right back out, looking distressed.
"I can't!"  He said, holding the door ajar. I walked and pushed the door
open and saw why he couldn't.  He felt exposed to the Craysons, next door!
I laughed and hit the video switch.  The wall want blank.

"It was just a picture."  I explained.

As he started to shower, and I started to shed my wet trunks, Luke came
into my room.  As I stood there in my birthday suit, Luke admired anew my
prowess.  "That's amazing. Better not expose Donny to that, eh?"

"Yeah, I was planning to give him his privacy.  When I heard the shower
stop, I wrapped in a towel and walked in as he walked out.  He didn't
bother with the towel.  He was slim and had skinny arms and genitals to
match his otherwise small proportioned body.  I closed the door and started
the shower.  Luke joined me from his room.

"What happened -- to your jeans?"  He asked.

"He has never been on a horse.  When we galloped, he got very excited.
When we stopped he was so elated that he hugged me and then ... wet his --
or rather -- OUR pants.  He was devastated, but I treated it as nothing,
and had him walk Scout.  Both of us commenced washing our hair and as we
rinsed, and I opened my eyes, the door to the shower room was standing open
and Donny was staring, open-mouthed at my junk.  When he saw me seeing him,
he quickly closed the door.

"So much for non-disclosure!"  said Luke.

"Non-disclosure about what?"  Said Seth coming from their room.

"Non-Exposure might have been a better term," Said Luke.  "We tried not to
expose the kid to our bodies, but he helped himself while we showered.  He
was just standing and staring."

"No biggie!" Said Seth, then he chuckled, "Well, except for that!"  He
said, pointing to Josh Junior.  "Let me talk to him a moment before you
guys come out.  I'll remind him of a few things he ought to remember when
he is in a situation like this.  He's no dummy!"

"Will he understand?"  Said Luke.

"Oh yeah!  There's nothing wrong with his mind.  He can reason ... but he
has a hard time with reality.  He will understand alright.  But either or
both of you may need to expect something interesting -- from him --
depending on what fascinated him the most."

"It was no mystery what THAT was!"  Said Luke.  They walked out together
into their room, and I in to my own.  Luke knocked my door and came in,
dressed, to wait with me while Seth talked to Donny.

Their talk lasted longer than expected, and we heard the doorbell ring.
"LUKE! -- the Pizza guy is here.  Go let -- er no!  Send Josh!"

"You heard him.  Go answer the door!"  Said Luke.

I went to the door and opened it.  "Pizza Hut Delivery!"  I stood open
mouthed for a moment -- at the 6'-8" hunk on the porch.  "Did you order
some pizzas?  Um - Sir?"

"Oh - Yeah!"  I said coming out of my mini-stupor.  I handed him a fifty.
He started to make change and I waved it back.  "Thanks!"  He said.  Then,
"Um -- did you want me to come back ... later -- or something?"

"Later?"  I said, puzzled.

"You know -- like -- after work?"

"Oh!  Haha!  I don't think - "

"Oh!  I'm sorry!  I mean -- I thought - "

I grinned.  "You thought I was gay?"

"I -- er -- that is -- I -- um -- THANKS -- um g'bye!"

"The tip wasn't for anything other than telling you a job well done.  And
if you want to come back later, I'd be open to chatting with you.  And --
yes -- I'm gay!  But if you do this sort of thing for money -- better not
come back."

Look ... uhhhm -- I'm sorry that I uhm -- assumed that -- I mean -- your
tip was just so big -- what was I to think?  Oh god, no!  For money?  But I
guess -- I mean -- uh -- haha!  When did you want me to come back?  This
actually was my last delivery, so I am off the rest of the night.  I live
just over the county line."

"What?  This was way out of your way!"  I said.

"Oh -- yeah -- that!  Well -- haha!  Um -- the Smith's usually tip pretty
well, and -- as I was on my way home -- well, anyway -- when could I come
back -- um -- that is -- if you want me to - ?"

Was I imagining that he was admiring me too?

He turned bright red, as he dug himself in deeper.  "How old you?"  I
asked.

"19."

"I'm Joshua!  I -- um -- can you wait here a moment?"  I started to close
the door then opened it wider.  "I mean -- come in for a moment -- okay?"

I tore upstairs and asked Luke if he saw any problem adding one more to the
mix. "Who?"

"It's the -- um -- Who?  Um -- haha!  I don't know his name!  haha!  The
pizza delivery guy!"

"Is it the tall one?" Asked Seth.

"Yeah!"  I said.

"That's Randy.  I've wondered if I should fix you two up!  He's your age!"

"I know!"  I said, suddenly more excited than before.

"I've been working with him."  Said Seth.

"Oh!"  I said.

"Oh -- nothing serious -- well, anything is serious, I guess, but -- I
think you'd get along.  I just wasn't quite ready to- "

"It's okay!"  I said.  "We can get together another time."  I demurred.

"No .. I mean -- NO!  Usually the Universe delivers things right on time!
Tell him to stay!"

"There's plenty of pizza!"  Said Luke.

I bounced down the stairs.  I stopped short at the bottom, realizing that
maybe my excitement was over the top.  Randy gave me a querying look.

"Can you stay for dinner?  I mean -- do you even like your own pizza?"

"Of course I do!"

"Oh!  Heh!  I mean -- well -- sometimes when you work somewhere, you get
tired of - "

"Not to worry.  I never get tired of pizza -- from anywhere!"  He grinned.
"I'm Randy!"

"I know!"  I said, then realized that was stupid.

"You do?"

"Um -- er -- yeah -- um -- Seth told me."

"Oh!"

"Hello, Randy!"  Said Seth.  "This is the guy I was telling you about."

"You're joking!  But I thought -- you said he was in -- Chicago, was it?"

"Milwaukee."  I said.  "I was in Milwaukee.  I came here to - "

I stopped because of the shocked look on Randy's face as he looked up the
stairs.

"Donny?"  he almost whispered.

I turned and looked up at Donny.  He looked as shocked as Randy.  Donny
nearly floated down the stairs and came and stood inches away from Randy,
looking up into his face.

"What?  You two know each other?"  Said Seth.

"Don's my cousin. His dad is the one I - "

"Yes!  I remember!  Say no more!"  Said Seth.

Donny threw his arms around Randy and they both started weeping almost
uncontrollably.

Finally Randy looked up and said, "We haven't seen each other for five
years.  I was only fourteen.  All I knew was that he was taken away -- for
the same reasons my dad stopped letting me go over there.  My aunt and
uncle are sick-o's."

All the time he was talking, Donny clung to him.

"Donny -- no one's going to take him away again -- ever."

Donny looked at Seth, keeping his face firmly pressed against Randy's
chest.  Randy said, "Donny -- I thought you were -- far away.  Where -- I
mean -- can I come see you?"  As he talked, Randy extricated himself
slightly from Donny's grip.

"We'll take the pizza's in to the kitchen and heat them up some more, while
you two get reacquainted."  Said Seth.  "C'mon, Luke -- Josh -- come with
me to the kitchen.  We'll call you guys when everything's ready."

When in the kitchen, Seth said, "They never mentioned each others' names to
me.  As soon as I saw them looking at each other, I knew.  Omigosh!  They
both were destroyed when they were split up.  I should have put two and two
together, maybe.  But It didn't occur to the that they both were talking
about one another.  Randy's mom is sister to Donny's father.  I can't tell
you details, of course, but -- they are obviously happy to see each other."

We had dinner and when it was time to take Donny home, he balked.  "Donny,
you know you have to go."  Said Seth.  "But maybe you and Randy can come
ride horses together some time -- soon.  Do you ride, Randy?"

"Yes, as a matter of fact - "

"YESS!!"  shouted Donny, then looked all around with that old scared look.
We all laughed and he did too.

I invited Randy to ride along when I took Donny home.  We were a few
minutes late.  Donny's "parents" were waiting at the door for him.  Donny
and Randy hugged again closely before he reluctantly got out and walked
soulfully toward the door.  "We'll se you in a few days, Don!"  Donny
looked back and waved.

As we pulled back into the Smith compound, Randy said, "Um -- er -- do we
still have a date?"

"Date?"  I said.

"Um -- yeah -- I was originally staying to see you -- wasn't I?"

"Look, you don't owe me anything!"  I said maybe a little too quickly.

"I didn't think it was about that!  You said - "

"Oh!  I mean -- no!  I just thought -- I mean -- you and Donny -- I just
thought - "

"Dude!  He's my cousin!"  he said, grimacing.

That took me back!  I realized that I was projecting my relationship with
my own cousin -- on them!  I decided not to mention that to him.

"Oh -- well -- okay!  Sorry I jumped to THAT conclusion!"  I parked and we
got out.  "Wanna go for a walk?"  I said.

"Sure!"

"Hey!"  I said, "It's a warm night -- wanna go for a swim?"

"I -- don't have anything to swim in."

I flipped out my Blackberry.  "Craig?  Yeah, Josh here.  Yeah, Seth's Josh.
Um -- would it be okay -- I mean -- is anyone swimming in your pool? -- I
mean -- I'd like to bring -- oh ... no?  Great.  Thanks!  Well -- maybe --
okay bye!"

"We can go in my friend's pool -- it's inside, and very private."

"Cool!"  He said, understanding that I meant clothing optional!  I didn't
mention that Craig and Chris might join us.

We walked around for about a half-hour discussing what we had in common
... Seth.  I found out that he was seeing Seth because of abuse from his
uncle -- which happened to be Donny's dad.  I told him about my own
step-father and we compared some notes.  "Wow!  Amazing how much we have in
common!"  Said Randy.

We ended up at Craig and Chris's.  Craig invited us in and showed us to the
pool.  "Excellent!"  said Randy.

We stripped and went swimming.  We were standing next to each other in
about 5-feet of water, when Randy moved in -- or maybe some current in the
water pushed us together.  He simply leaned down and kissed my lips.
"Thanks for being so sweet to my cousin."

I returned the kiss, pushing at his mouth with my tongue.  He offered
little resistance.  We were in this mode, arms wrapped around naked bodies,
when the door behind us slammed.  It was dark and the hallway that they
came out of was light, so I don't think that saw what we were doing.

"Craig!  Chris!"  I said, as if I was surprised.  Well, I was slightly!
"This is - "

"Oh, we KNOW Randy!  He delivers pizza to us -- and has shown up at Rob's
on occasion to the Smith Family quarterly.  Randy's -- what did Seth call
him -- one of the good ones!"  said Chris, buffing fists with Randy.  "Who
was that I saw you tearing up the sod with earlier -- on Scout?"

"Oh -- that was Donny -- as it turns out -- Randy's cousin!"

"Scouts not the most exciting ride."  Said Craig.  "But he's good for two
-- or with someone who's never rode.  Very well mannered horse.  Now if you
want a good ride -- hey!  Randy -- I think I remember you saying you'd like
to come ride my Button!" Craig turned to me.  "That's my 2 year old Morab."

"I didn't want to intrude.  I mean I thought you were just being nice!"

"Well you see now!"  quipped Chris.  "If you knew Craig better -- you'd
know -- he's never all that nice!"  He laughed.

"Both Chris and I have to work for a living -- unlike most of the people
around here.  We'd like for someone to come and exercise our horses.
Mine's the Arabian bay -- dark brown.  He's a devil.  Can either of you
ride well?"

"I think I can handle it."  I said.

"Then it's settled.  My bay is Chocka -- short for chocolate.  I guess that
means you get to ride Button." He directed to Randy, who was all grins.

"Button?"  Said Randy.

"Who knows?  That was her name when we bought her.  But she's fast -- just
not as skitterish as Chocka."

"Are you coming in the pool, or are you just here to look like movie stars
and set the mood for us?"  I asked.

"Oh -- he's good!"  Said Craig.  He stripped off his shorts and dove in,
followed closely by Chris.  We played grab-ass Marco polo -- which I think
Craig made up rules for as he went.  But it was fun and it gave each of us
a chance to see the rest in full flag!

"Well, we oldsters need to get up to bed.  Are you staying over tonight,
Randy?"

Randy looked at me.  "I dunno."

Well, I felt awkward!  I think Randy did too.  I can't blame Craig -- after
all. We WERE skinny dipping!

"Oh!"  Craig said -- to try to save the situation.  "Aren't you two - - ?"

"I just delivered the pizza, and as it was the last call of the night, I
was prepared to go home.  As it worked out, that kid you saw riding with
Joshua -- was my cousin -- whom I haven't seen in 5 years!"

"Yeah, so we just -- sort of -- clicked -- or whatever and -- here we are."
I said.  "You can stay if you want, Randy -- there is an extra room up
there."

"Yah know, I'd really like to, but actually I'd want to call my mom -- so
she wouldn't worry, you know.  I don't want to wake her up.  I've done that
once already tonight.  I think I'll just drive home."

I was both relieved and ... disappointed.  We threw our clothes back on and
walked out into the balmy night air.  When we got back to his car, I hugged
him g'night and he kissed my mouth again, but it was not a deep kiss.  "I
guess I'll be coming over to ride with you and Donny, huh?"  He said,
scanning my face for something.  "Well, that will be fun!  Maybe we can
both stay and have a fun night of it sometime."  He said.

"Yeah -- maybe."  I agreed.  "But I was hoping that tonight - "

""I mean -- well -- I don't really have to call Mom.  I often don't come
home.  I was just being -- um -- polite, I guess.  I didn't want to put you
on the spot."

"Well, alrighty then!  So now I'll put YOU on the spot.  "You want the
extra room or -- shall we spare the sheets and just sleep in my room?"

"I like the way you think, Joshua!  Is there a place to rinse off this
chlorine?"

"Heh!  Yeah!  I think you're gonna like it!"  He gave me a querying look.
"You'll see!"

When we got up to the bedroom, I was sure to turn on the LCD "windows".
When I showed him the shower, he -- like his cousin before him, walked out
as fast as he walked in.  I laughed and called him back.  "What's wrong?"
I laughed.

"Your -- your -- your neighbors!  Won't they see us up here?"

"They're very liberal.  They won't care!"  I said off-handedly.  "C'mon,
it's okay!"  I said.  He came back reluctantly.  As soon as he got in, I
pulled him into a close hug and kiss.  He struggled to get away, but even
though he was several inched taller, I held him fast, and pulled his butt
up so we were tightly clasped together.  Then I started to laugh.

"What??!!"  he said.

I walked around the corner and hit the switch on the monitor to the Hawaii,
Oahu north shore scene.  By this time he was standing, covering his crotch
with his hands, then he said, "What the - - ?"

"It's not real.  They're not windows.  They're LCD screens.  That's Hawaii
-- Luke's favorite place to surf."

"Why's it all dark?"

"It's a real-time web cam.  It's about 9:00 PM there."

"Boy -- you got me there!"  He said grinning.

"I bet you'll think of a way to get me back!"  I said.

"Yep!  I really do like the way you think!"  He giggled, and pulled me up
close to him again, and pecked me n the forehead.

I pretty much let Randy lead -- which I was glad for, since I learned that
he was not all that experienced.  We did a little light sex play -- mutual
wanks -- first doing ourselves -- then each other -- and he asked me before
he went down on me.

"I've never done an uncut one before.  `Course I haven't done that many cut
ones before either.  I heard that there was a pretty strong smell that --
um -- you don't seem to have.  There was this Puerto Rican guy that I went
to school with -- I think he was straight -- but in the locker room, he had
a very strong smell that the other guys complained about -- behind his back
-- but I never said much about it ... because it always made me a little
excited!  How come your's doesn't have that nice smell?"

"Well, we just got out of a pool with gobs of chlorine in it and then we
just showered for the last 20 minutes -- that could be the reason!"  I
smiled.

"Stupid me!"  he said, laughing.  "Maybe next time we can hit the sheets
before we hit the shower."

"Is that an invitation for another date?"  I quipped.

"Was THIS a date?"  He quipped back.

"Touché!"  I said.  "Okay -- I'm gonna go out on a limb and say - - yes!"

"Good, because I was having second thoughts about sucking on it -- but if
this is a date -- that will make it okay.  As a matter of fact -- could we
call our dinner with my cousin the first date and after we took him home --
well -- the whole picture changed -- so we can call this the second date --
right?"

"Huh?"  I said.

"Well, I wouldn't want you to think I'm so slutty that I'd go down on you
on the first date!"  He giggled again.  (And a very cure giggle!)

"Well then in the interest of lessening your sluttiness -- and of getting
my dick sucked -- I proclaim this our second date!  You are so polite,
Master Randolf!"

"It's Randall -- and -- with that, sir -- please pass the penis!"

Okay, he was pretty new to sucking.  I guessed that maybe it was his first
time, but he wasn't admitting anything.  It certainly was his first
experience with one as big as mine and also with a foreskin.  He was
fascinated with it.  Almost made me cum, just playing with IT!  We are the
same age, but I FELT much older than Randy.  But - - I liked him and could
get used to his fresh innocence.

The next morning, Seth and Luke were pleased to see Randy again.  They had
figured out that he was with us -- I assume from the noise we made --
though we were pretty quiet.  Luke had been up before us and made eggs
Benedict and hash browns.  That was a treat for them too, because both are
pretty much health nuts.  Oh yeah -- we also had a special nut bread that
Etta had sent over.

"Donny will be here again this afternoon for his regular appointment.  My
brother told me that you guys had a good ride yesterday -- and that you're
considering all riding together.  Will you be doing that today?"

"I have to go to work this afternoon., But Joshua says that he wants to
teach Donny a little more before letting him ride solo.  But -- I can't
wait.  Both your brother and Craig told me to come any time and ride --
Button, is it?"

"I may take Donny over again."  I said.  Is there some way to let his
caretakers know?"

"I'll call them this morning."

"What time do you have to be to work?"  I asked.

"Four, this afternoon."

"Oh my gosh -- we have all day!  Do you wanna ride this morning?"

"I gotta get home to get a clean uniform."  He said, regretfully.

"Give me those!"  Said Luke.  "I'll wash them, and you two can go ride."

"You can wear some of my jeans!"  I said.  They'll be short and -- you'll
have to wear a belt so they don't fall off you -- but they'll be fine for
riding."

We went to the stables and I saddled Chocka.  Randy said he'd rather just
use a riding pad, so we found one and he put it on Button.  "I like
bareback the best, but things can get messy without some protection."

"You just said a mouthful!"  I said.

"Wha -- oh!  You mean -- oh!  Haha!  Well, when I get to the point of doing
that stuff, I'll be extra careful.  I'm terrified of disease."

(Mental check: he's never done THAT kind of stuff!)

We rode for a good 2 hours.  We left the Smith compound and rode the
equestrian trails that were all through the woods here.  Randy was the one
who noticed the time.  "We better get back.  I'll need another shower
before going to work and -- can I use your deodorant?

Of course.  I don't use antiperspirant.  It's supposed to be bad for you."

"I KNOW!  It causes Alzheimer's Disease!"  he said.

"Yeah, I've heard that it can contribute."  I said.

In the shower I got even with him for last night.  I think THAT was his
first too.  He came almost before I got my mouth around it.  But it was
hard enough -- and long enough -- that I was able to swallow it.  It was at
least as long as mine, but much skinnier -- like the rest of him.  He blew
his load down my throat, then hugged my head while still inside for several
minutes.

"You'll probably want to lock all the shower doors when you do that in the
future."  Said Luke, walking in while I was still locked on to his -- by
now -- softy.  Both of us were embarrassed, but Luke just continued, "You
never know who might walk in."

I got up off my knees and Randy was staring at Luke's perfectly formed
small body, with its dark brown skin and hairless chest.  Even his dick is
brown -- browner than the rest of him, but with a deep pink head.  He
proportions were perfect -- and his muscles were smooth and impressive --
with a six pack that would be the envy of anyone.

I pulled Randy out of the shower and to my room and closed the door.  He
immediately attacked me, hugging and kissing me like he was going away for
a month! "I don't know what's happening to me!"  he said.

"Well, I don't either.  Is it good or -- well, based on what you just did,
I will just ASSUME that it's good."

"I -- um -- I've never felt like this before.  I -- I mean -- we're the
same age but -- is it possible to be -- I mean -- I feel like -- Oh GOD!  I
don't think I can even say it!"

"You feel like you're in love."  I said -- not a s a question, but
matter-of-factly.

"YES!!!  Then -- you feel it too, I mean -- how is that even possible -- in
less than 24 hours?"

"It's not."

"I mean one day I have never met -- um -- what?"  He stopped when what I
said hit him.

"It's NOT even possible."  I said, waiting for the follow-up question.

"Wha -- at?"

I smiled -- maybe a little sadly.  "Sex stimulates the release of
endorphins," I explained, "making you feel like you're in love.  Relax,
it'll go away before you are done with your shift tonight."

He looked at me in disbelief -- or like he didn't WANT to believe me.

"That was your first time -- being sucked -- wasn't it?"

"Well -- yeah."  He looked ashamed.

"It's okay.  It's nice to know that.  I hope that it won't disappoint you
that -- I am much more experienced."

"One of us has to be."  He said.

"Right.  And -- last night -- that was the first time you even sucked a
guy, too -- right?"

"No!"  he said emphatically.  "Um -- well -- I did it once or twice with my
cousin -- when we were little."

"And your uncle?  Did he do anything to you?"

He never touched me but -- he jacked off several times while he told me and
Don what to do.  He made me suck Donny."

"I don't think being forced counts."  I said.

"Well -- the other times -- after my parents wouldn't allow me to stay over
at his house any more -- we did it -- willingly. He's 4 years older -- so
-- well, not that it makes any -- um -- anyway -- I always sucked him --
never the other way."

Did you feel that way about him - when you did that?"

"I never got off."  He said.

"Of course.

"Omigod!" He exclaimed

"What?"

"He -- I mean -- Donny -- he probably felt that way about me!"

"It's possible" I said, suddenly remembering how I felt when my cousin
would do me.  Even as a little boy -- I felt like he -- or Dennis -- loved
me.  Well, with Richard at least -- I knew he did.  The very word -- "did"
made me sad.

He left for work -- after kissing me again -- and it felt good!  It's hard
not to let my experience make me jaded.

Soon, Donny came.  "Hello!"  he said, this time greeting me first, but then
looking at the floor.

"We're going over to ride Scout as soon as your finished.  I'm taking you
home afterwards -- like last night."

"Like last night?  Will Randy be here?"  He brightened.

"No.  He has to work.  But we'll do that soon, too.

"Come in, Donny!"  Said Seth.

"I'm gonna ride Scout when we're done!"  I heard him tell Seth.  "Hot
diggity!"

"Seth thinks this is a major breakthrough -- the riding and then -- the
return of his cousin."  Said Luke.  "But he also is worried about how your
relationship with Randy might affect Donny."

"Randy is pretty turned off to that.  He doesn't see himself with a
cousin."

"Still, you may want to tone it down when Donny is around."

"Hmm -- I suppose."


 Notes: Always a complication!  But what would life BE ... without them!
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