Date: Tue, 14 Aug 2001 00:40:23 EDT
From: H
Subject: Heart Desires - "Soulful desires" - chapter 1

The story you are about to read contains explicit material one may find
offensive. It contains homosexual acts and behavior between consenting
adults. If you know you're not supposed to be here or you know this
material will upset you, please hit your back button immediately and get
out of here. The story is fictionally written with real life experiences.
Any similarities of plot, names, setting, etc. are totally coincidental.

After the responses I received from "Heart desires," I've decided to do an
encore. It was a tuff decision to continue because of my work and school
schedule. I don't have as much time as I would like to really concentrate
and work on my stories. But so many of my faithful readers wanted me to
continue, so I decide to do it for them. Now "Soulful desires" will contain
most of the characters from Heart desires with a few new characters that
will come to life, during the progression of the series.

And now...

"Soulful Desires"

Chapter one - The Aftermath

The scenery was so picturesque as I stared out my window, from the 22nd
floor of the Arcadian Building. I began to think about the good things that
were starting to happen in my life lately. Six months ago, after graduating
from Phis University, I landed a high-paying job at PriceWater House
Financial Firm, as a Financial Consultant in the BRS department, which
stands for Business Recovery Services. I had no idea that my life would
change so much after Eric's untimely death, almost two years ago. I truly
had a rough time dealing with feelings of guilt and depression. Sometimes
it feels like Eric is so close to me and during those times, somehow I felt
he wanted me to go on with my life, because that's the type of person he
was.

My office had great opulence all around and at times I'm amazed at the
sight around me. I had the latest technological equipment, the finest
woodwork, black marble floors, and the most exquisite paintings hinged on
my wall. It was beyond me why management thought I deserve all of this, but
hey, I'm not complaining. I know Eric would have been proud of me. As I sat
on my mahogany desk staring through my window, my secretary buzzed me on
the intercom and let me know that there was an incoming call from Adam. Now
Adam and I have been together since Eric's death and I truly loved and
cherished him for his understanding and patience with me. Sometimes I think
about how my life would be without Adam and I can't fathom that thought
without feeling grateful. I picked up the phone and pressed line 2 to see
what my baby wanted...

"Hey, Adam." I hailed, joyfully.

"Hey, you." He hailed back.

"So you miss me that much, that you had to call me?" I teased. "I mean,
come on man, I've only been gone since this morning."

"Oh get a life, Taylor." He said, chuckling. "You're the one who's happy
that I called, because you don't have the guts to admit that you miss me
more."

"Oh please!" I said, laughingly. "Don't kid yourself, Mr. know-it-all!"

"You're so crazy!" He said, with an ending laugh. "Anyway, I'm just calling
to remind you to stop on your way home and pick up the cake from the
bakery, on 56th St. and I think I'm going to be running a little late this
evening."

"Sure, I'll be done here by six." I told him. "Why are you going to be
late?"

"Just taking care some minor details before the party tonight." He said,
rather roguishly.

"Oh I see, and do those details include me?" I asked, playfully.

"We'll see." Said Adam. "But let me worry about details and you worry about
work."

With that, we end our playful conversation. Tonight we were having a
Birthday party for Portia, Adam's sister. Surprisingly, I found out that
Adam had talked to Portia about his sexual inclinations that day when I met
her for the first time. She had knocked on my apartment door, thinking it
was Adam's place. At the time I thought she was Adam's ex-girlfriend and I
was pretty upset, until I discovered later that she was Adam's
sister. That's why she had said to me that Adam talked about me very much,
because both of them were discussing me behind my back (Smile). So Adam
really did like me and I didn't even know it. Now Portia is very accepting
of her brother's lifestyle and since her birthday was tomorrow, Adam and I
thought it best that we should show our love and appreciation by throwing
her a birthday bash tonight, you know, to catch her unaware.

I had a bit of curiosity going on within me, because my birthday was three
days after Portia's and I wanted to know what they were going to do for
me. I don't want to sound selfish or anything like that, I'm just a bit
curious. It was so cool when I found out that Portia and I shared the same
birthday month. Last year on my birthday, Adam and I just stayed at home
and spent a quiet evening together. Now our relationship has grown stronger
since then and it's going to be two solid years in three months, when we
made a commitment to love each other monogamously. I know that sounds
strange coming from me, but it have been working.

Being the intuitive person that I am (sometimes), I believe Adam is
planning something for me too. He can play crazy all he likes, I know when
he was hiding something from me. That's why he was such in a hurry to get
of the phone with me. I wondered what details he was talking about
though. Maybe he and his sister were working on surprising me. That would
be funny, because Adam and I were working on surprising Portia. As I was
thinking about these things in my mind and working on my monthly analysis
simultaneously, a soft knock was heard on my door and in walked Jonathan
Hardwells. Jonathan was the unit supervisor for my department.

This guy looked no more than 27 years old and he was incredibly
good-looking. Why do I always have to be surrounded by these damn
temptations? Jonathan was your all-American type jock. Crystal blue eyes,
blonde hair with highlights and an infectious smile. I guess he liked me
because if I was late with turning in my presentation on time, he'll cover
for me. You guys know when the eye sees something that looks good, if you
don't control yourself, lustful desires can take over. For me I still
struggled with this problem. But since Adam and I have been together, I
never acted on those lustfully thoughts. I love Adam too much to hurt him
that way. Jonathan approached my desk...

"Hey, Taylor." He said, smiling. "I just got back from the conference room
in meeting with the other supervisors and one of them mentioned to me that
you found new ways to turn around under performing companies."

"Yeah, I kinda mention the idea to Jeff when we were working out the other
day downstairs. I'm still not sure of how effective that plan is." I told
him. "I mean, I'm willing to sit down with you, go through the empirical
process and show you why I think it may work."

"I'm sure it's a brilliant idea." He told me. "Why don't we talk about this
more at lunch or something, my treat."

"OK, that'll be fine, just let me know when and where." Said I.

"Tomorrow, at Kenny Rogers during lunch hours." He said, walking towards
the door. "I would have done it today, but I'm leaving early."

"No problem, I'll be there." I told him.

Now I hate getting a head of myself, but was Jonathan technically asking me
out on a date? I'm sure we could discuss this in his office or a meeting
room. What am I saying? I don't even know if he was gay. Maybe he just
wants to get some fresh air away from the business scenery. Jonathan was
really good-looking though and I know just sitting across from him in that
restaurant tomorrow is going to be a task for me to suppress any signs of
blushing.

For the next four hours I busily dealt with client bankruptcies and other
formal insolvency procedures. My job can get pretty stressful sometimes,
but I love what I do. The money is great and I have plans to move on up
within the organization. I looked on my watch and it was nearing 6:00pm. I
tried to finish up because I know Adam wanted me to pick up that cake for
his sister's party. The bakery closed at 7 and Tampa traffic around this
time is ridiculous.

30 minutes later I was out in the parking lot to my car. Yes I now drive a
2001 Ice-metallic BMW, I traded in the SUV. I don't want to sound
materialistic, but I love the good stuff. Adam still had two more years in
college, because when he started Phis University, I was in my third year,
going on my last, but he landed a pretty decent part-time job. I thought
about last night how Adam and I fucked our brains out. Sometimes we don't
get the chance to have sex for a few days because of our conflicting
schedules, but last night we tore the sex up! Just thinking about it as I
drove down Adamo Drive, caused my cock to expand in my pants. To be honest,
Adam was really good in bed and he got better each time we do it. I think I
want him again tonight before Portia's party.

As I continued driving to my destination, I put in a Reggae CD I bought
from that Caribbean band, who played at that famous club I attended while I
was in college. Every time I listen to this CD, it reminds of the time when
I took Adam to that club for the first time. I mean, I had a hard time
convincing him to go and when he finally went along, I had a hard time
getting him out of the car. Now I looked at him in amazement. Every day
that passed he was becoming more and more comfortable with the acceptance
of him being gay. What a wonderful guy he is and I'm totally crazy about
him. Anyway, I haven't listen to this CD for a while and this type of music
usually put me in a happy mood. I wasn't feeling sad or anything, I just
felt like listening to something different.

A few minutes later I pulled up to Kelly's bakery to pick up the cake. When
I got inside, the line was ridiculous. I'm short of patience when it comes
to things like this. I don't like waiting in long lines. What was the
reason for all these people in here this evening? I probably would expect a
crowd on the weekend end, but today was only Wednesday. Anyway, I just
stood at the back of the line, moving my head side to side to get a better
view of what was going on up in the front. Suddenly, someone touched me on
my shoulder. I turned and saw this Nicaraguan-looking guy smiling at me. It
looked like he work there because he had an apron tied around his waist. He
seemed to be no more than 19 years old, very bright-eyed fellow. I looked
on his tag to catch a glimpse of his name. His name was Rouge. Damn, I
thought that was pretty unusual.

"You're Taylor right?" He asked, with a smile.

"Yeah, that would be me." I said, returning a half smile.

"Um, your cake is ready." He told me. "I'll bring it out to your car."

"Wow, thanks man!" I told him, partially amazed of how things were working
out in my favor.

"I'll be right out." He said, as he turned and walked away.

I have a feeling Adam had everything to do with this. He probably told them
to have the cake ready for when I walk through the door. Every now and then
I visited this bakery in the morning times for breakfast, but I doubt
anyone who worked here would remember me. I wondered how this guy picked me
out of the crowd. I never saw this guy in my life and he knew me. I tried
not to lust, but I couldn't help it, this guy looked so beautiful and
innocent, you know the type. As I waited outside my car, 5 minutes later,
Rouge brought the cake outside to me. Man, it was a huge one too!

"Thanks buddy." Said I, as I opened the back door for him to put the cake
in. "How much do I owe you?"

"Nada, it's already taken care of, man." He said, smiling.

"Oh...OK, well thanks again." I said, as I shook his hand and climbed into
my car.

"Hey, tell Adam I say hello." He blurted out before I closed my car door.

When I heard this beautiful guy called Adam's name, I paused and looked at
him slightly bemused.

"You know Adam?" I questioned, looking into his eyes.

"Yeah, he comes here often on his way to school." Said Rouge. "He's really
nice."

"Yeah he is." I told him, not believing this guy sounded like he was
interested in my Adam. "Well, I'll let him know, take care."

With that, I drove off thinking what the hell that was all about? I didn't
think for a second that Adam was being unfaithful to me, because we were
committed to each other. But this Rouge guy sounded like he has the hots
for MY man. He could rest assure that he was never going to have Adam,
because Adam belongs to me. Boy, I turned out to be a jealous and
over-protective individual. I had reasons to be that way sometimes, because
guys find Adam to be irresistible. Not that I'm not a hot catch myself,
because even today I still fight off a lot of advances from guys when I go
to the gym, at the store or anywhere my feet trots. But Adam has this
certain chemistry about him, and many guys pick up on this and sometimes,
some of them have the audacity to approach him, when he and I are
together. Man, that pisses the hell out of.

I just wondered what Adam did to make Rouge think he was a nice
person. Well what can I say? That's my Adam. I looked at the clock in car
and it displayed 6:54pm. I hope I don't be too late for Portia's party,
because it starts at 7 and being stuck in this damn traffic really doesn't
help. By the way, were having the party at Adam and my place, if I haven't
mentioned this before. Adam got in contact with most of Portia's college
buddies and I know she'll be surprise to see them. I believed Portia's
boyfriend would there too. He said he had to work, but that his chances
were good in getting the night off. His name was Rick, very
interesting-looking guy.

Finally, I pulled up to University Squares 25 minutes later. I know I was
already late, so I hurriedly stepped out of my car and proceeded to the
front door. I wondered if Portia had arrived yet, I mean, I wasn't that
late. Everything seemed so quiet though as I pushed my key in lock and
turned it. When I opened the front door, I got the surprise of my
life. Standing all around in the apartment was a crowd of people who
shouted so loud in my ears, that I nearly dropped to the floor. I was
speechless as I scanned the smiling faces. I saw Portia laughing and
clapping her hands together as she screamed my name out. I saw some of my
old college buddies who had accepted me being gay. What a shock it was when
I saw Bryan there. I haven't seen him since I graduated. My friend from the
club, Toby was there also. I was so shocked to see these people. I admit
that I sensed something was up, because Adam was acting so weird, but
seeing all my friends again whom I haven't seen in a while, was more
shocking.

Apparently Portia knew along that this party was meant for me. As it turned
Adam made me believe that we were planning a surprise party for his
sister. I'm going to get Adam later for this. I finally recovered enough to
crack a smile. How did they pull this off? It was a good thing I left the
cake in the car, because without a doubt that cake was going up in the air
and maybe land on a few heads. I still was standing in the doorway at this
time because I was too nervous to move a muscle. So Adam finally came over
and took me by the hand.

"So baby, whatcha think, huh?" Questioned Adam, with a huge grin on his
face.

"Adam, you're going to pay for this later." I playfully threatened him.

"Oooh." He cooed, "I like the sound of that."

Adam is so crazy, he makes me laugh every time I tried to pretend like I
was upset with him. Some of my friends came walking over and started
planting hugs and kisses all over me. Suddenly, my heart was a bit saddened
because I thought about Eric. I wished he was here to celebrate this moment
with me. If only if I could have said good-bye, I would have been in a much
better state. But my life had changed drastically and I see things a lot
different now. I find myself appreciating my friends and love ones even
more. I smiled sincerely as my friends continued to greet me.

Adam pulled me away from everyone and dragged me upstairs to our bedroom. I
wondered what he had conjured up in his mind. Adam quickly locked the door
and smiled seductively at me. I smiled back, knowing exactly what he was up
to. He started to unzip his jeans right away and let them drop halfway
around his butt, which also revealed his thick, strong cock. Adam didn't
wear any boxers or briefs that night. He was just letting everything hang
loose, and I honestly believed he planned this from the get go. Hey, I
wanted it too and the thought of getting caught doing the nasty upstairs
was a turn on for me. I started to unbuckle my pants, which immediately
dropped to the floor.

"You think we can do this in five minutes and get back downstairs, before
they miss us? Adam asked, lustfully.

"We've done quickies before, let's see if we can broke our record tonight."
I challenged him.

With that, Adam reached for the KY jelly and lubricated his cock and then
my manhole. He pushed me up against the wall and spread my legs apart. His
pants were still hanging across his butt as he positioned himself to fuck
me. I waited in anticipation to feel that thick cock inside me again. I
know I said that I would get use to Adam, but somehow the insertion of his
cock still stretched me a little. But I'm good at riding it now, I know how
to work my ass ring muscle around his thick shaft. Suddenly, I felt when
Adam pushed at the entrance of my manhole and the mushroom-shaped head
slipped in about an inch. I started moaning right away, but I had to remind
myself that my guest was downstairs. Adam pushed further until his rod was
completely buried in my ass. He began to slowly ease out and then back into
my ass. As I felt the pressure of Adam's thick meat riding in and out of my
ass, a knock was heard on the door...

To be continued...

Well, that was chapter one and I can only hope that it met your
expectations. Let me know what you think, OK? I'll try and post chapter two
very soon. Thanks again to all my faithful readers, it was you guys who
encouraged me enough to extend the plot. I hope you have enjoyed this
chapter.