Date: Fri, 17 Nov 2000 19:24:29 EST
From: SLK2308888@aol.com
Subject: ~I Wanna Be With You~ Chapter 0

	General Announcements~ Hey you lovely people you.  Are you shocked
to see me post something up in less than a month, I sure am.  Actually I
started my little preface for this story a while back but never had the
chance to finish it.  Kind of gives the story line a bit more dimension and
an ominous feel to it *impending doom music*.  Well since you're here and
the only people who are probably reading this are the only ones who care, I
want to bitch about how there are no nice guys out there.  For those of you
who are, email me now (yes right now, don't even read the story).
Particularly cute Aussie men (wink . . . I think I've got something in my
eye . . . wink wink).  Marriage proposals are currently being accepted at
this time, along with gifts and money (really feel free to send me some
. . . damn credit card bills).

	This story is entirely fictional (your basic Cinderella story HAPPY
style), the characters represented in the story are merely fictitious ones
who have been influenced by people that I know or experiences I've had.
Superficial arrogant comments made by the main character are not the views
of the author (OK maybe half of the time but you shut up its my story
damnit!). If you're under 18 or 21 in some states, you shouldn't be here
(SCRAM before I make you pay my bills, and you thought the National Debt
was bad . . ..)  If your 18 and older (cute, funny, and can buy me lots of
nice stuff [or that previously mentioned Aussie man, you do realize you
must marry me now] email me!) go ahead and read!

	Enjoy the story! Any questions/comment/suggestions can be sent to
SLK2308888@aol.com with the subject heading of ~I Wanna Be With You~.

	Stick a fork in me . . .

	Cause I am DONE! = )~

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I Wanna Be With You
By Rick
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	Chapter 0: Being Patrick Sean Peterson

	Psst!  Hey you, yes you!  Who else would be perverted enough to
read something on Nifty?  Well I'm sure you obviously stumbled onto this
story hoping for some quickie jerk-off fic, sadly this is one of the dismal
few where "Mr. Happy" won't be getting much attention.  Well you're still
reading this so I'm assuming I've got your interests piqued haven't I.  Hey
you've obviously got nothing better to do, so heck why not try this strange
new concept called R-E-A-D-I-N-G.  Yes I know its new to many of you, but
if you try it long enough you might find that you enjoy this reading
business, and yes dare I say it, you might be smiling right now at how
cheesy this introduction is.

	Now they say that life is a learning process, how we learn through
our achievements and failures.  Well I'm here to tell you that those who
think everything we needed to know we learned in kindergarten are probably
those annoying few who think that their cup is not only half full . . . it
has also runeth over.

	In elementary school they teach the ideal of Patriotism.  How we
conquered the "savages" who had run amuck in the forests, deserts, hills
and plains of our mighty nation.  How great men, filled with the ideals of
liberty and justice for all prevailed and denounced evil.  However, by the
time we hit Graduate school we've analyzed and dissected the shittiest
little details of our imperfect society.  Our forefathers owning slaves,
Watergate, an infamous blue "Cum all over, Cum all over Baby" dress and
more "sexual relations" (damn Clinton was busy).  So the cup isn't half
full, in fact it's not even half-empty, the government has drilled a tiny a
hole at the bottom to suck us dry.

	Armed with this knowledge I went into the world a sarcastic and
cynical skeptic.  The best things in life really aren't free; otherwise we
wouldn't care about the Feds, interest rates or taxes.  Nor is there
anything in life that IS free, anyone who tells you so is probably scamming
you for something one way or another.

	Maybe it was a lack of love from my parents as a child, or
something in the water supply; all I know is that I never truly felt
fulfilled or quenched with this unknown yearning.  Until a chance
encounter, a time in my life when aching with dying thirst, a Holy Grail
appeared before me.  Quenching my mind, body and soul, I felt refreshed and
alive, ready to take on the world.  My outlook changed, life wasn't just a
box of chocolates, it felt more like a 10-pound box of my favorite Godiva
chocolates without those sick ones with cherry centers that taste like
cough syrup.

	But what happens when that seemingly endless well does run dry?  Do
you wait in hopes that it fills up once more or do you go in search of
another watering hole?

	For better or for worse, mankind spirals towards its inevitable
destiny, but on this ride, this roller coaster of ups and downs, good times
and bad; maybe, just maybe, we can learn a little bit about human nature
and humanity.  We are animals, and as such, we have impulses that can
greatly affect the way we act, think and react.  Someday I hope to find
what truly defines and sets us apart from our ape ancestors (i.e. Patrick
Ewing)

	Now the whole notion of sex puzzled and still puzzles me to this
day.  From the first strong belief of cooties to the nudie mags that my
friends had underneath their beds, you were sort of just expected to know
the most primal of mating dances.  Everyone has stories about the
embarrassing "birds and bees" talk with their dad.  Unfortunately my dad
never even bothered to explain a thing to me.  He merely sat me down,
cleared his throat and told me girls were trouble and that I shouldn't get
involved with something I couldn't handle.

	In hindsight, I guess this was the only command I ever followed
from him . . . but I guess I'm getting ahead of myself.  Rather than bore
you with an epic story of my childhood, why not get down to the
nitty-gritty of it all?

	They say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.  Well shit
if I knew I would have been through so much crap I would have thought twice
about going through with it all.  Would I have gone through with it all
over again?  Maybe, would I have wanted thinks to go differently?  Yes and
No, but who doesn't look back on their life and think, "Hey if I would have
just done such and such, where would I be now?"  The answer is . . . we'll
never know.

	I highly doubt scientists building some time machine any time soon
(unless of course the government's in on it in which case we're all screwed
anyway).  No, this isn't some science fiction story so those of you with
your Star Trek uniforms on, greeting me with the Vulcan "live long and
prosper" symbol, you better hurry up and leave before I call the Borg on
you.  "Resistance IS futile."

	By this time, I'm pretty sure you're asking what the hell I've been
smoking (its some real good SHI-ET).  As many of you are starting to
notice, yes I am . . . (an arrogant prick) perfect.

	Hey this feels like a good "Wonder Years" moment so why not take a
look at my life, I'm sure you have nothing better to do with yours right
now anyway.  Come along, you know you want to.  Its just like "Being John
Malcovich" except you get to see a much better story progression . . ..
I'd also like to note (for legal purposes) that if you find yourself in
some ditch off the Jersey Turnpike, don't blame me.

	Consider yourself warned.  Enjoy!


	To Be Continued??????

	Well obviously, now go read or re-read Chapter One.


	Hit me back to chat at SLK2308888@aol.com with the subject heading
of ~I Wanna Be With You~.