Date: Tue, 23 Dec 2008 11:20:27 EST
From: HnstSkr4@aol.com
Subject: Jason and Shaun - 6

Telling Jason About Payton

It's now or never.  I have to tell Jason about why I've been so
stand-offish.  I've mentioned Payton but never told him what happened.  For
him to really understand a little bit more about me, he has to hear this
story.  It's important for him to understand what's been up with me.  I
stepped out of my room and started looking for Jason.

I found him awake in his bed.

"Shaun, what's up?"

I have to admit he looked pretty awesome sitting in his bed with his chest
exposed.  Man, I love his chest.  It looks awesome.  Everything is
perfectly chiseled.

"Jason, I need to tell you something about my past, but first I want to
apologize for coming into your room like this."

Jason looked interested and a little bit tired.  He smiled and looked right
at me and said, "Go ahead, I'm listening."

"Well, I guess I'll go ahead and tell you about Payton."

With the mention of Payton's name, Jason sat up and removed himself from
his blanket.  There is a part of me that doesn't want to tell him.  I'm
already feeling a little weird.  Here it goes; I took a deep breath and
started my tale.  Jason's eyes were focused on me as I started to tell my
story.

"Payton was my room-mate before you.  He lost his dorm room and needed a
place to live.  I needed a room-mate and Payton answered my ad.  He was a
typical jock but I never saw him with any women.  I never saw him with any
woman here at the apartment either.  Although I never saw him with a woman,
there were always guys over at the apartment."

Jason looked at me.  His mouth opened and he spoke, "Shaun from what you've
told, I can see where you might have thought he was gay."

The story gets more interesting.

"Well, it gets better.  Payton seemed to enjoy getting hugs from his
friends.  He even hung around the apartment in his underwear.  He even wore
it around his friends.  I have to admit that I had a few jerk off sessions
over it.  I thought I was in love.  Looking back, I know that what I was
really feeling was lust."

Jason smiled and patted me on my back.  "I'm just glad that you can look
back and see things for what they really were."

"Let me continue though."

Jason leaned back on the bed's headboard.  His abs tightened up and man, do
I love this guy next to me, but my story keeps going from here.

"I did my best to put that feeling down.  There was a risk and I knew it.
Payton was a little bigger than I was.  I really thought that I was ready
to come out to him.  When I told him, it ended up being the biggest mistake
in my life. He called me "gay", "faggot", and "fudge packer", all while
beating me.  He was so loud that Miss White actually called the cops.  His
attack on me continued until the police arrived.  I had bruises all over my
chest and my arms, a black eye, and a broken lip."

Jason's eyes grew large again.  His expression seemed to say, "I'm sorry!"
I've never seen anyone who could express themselves so well with just their
face.

"It was because of him that I was afraid of telling you how I felt.  He
made me afraid of telling anyone about me.  I was afraid that the next guy
would attack me.

Jason brought his arms around me and gave me a hug.  I couldn't resist
placing a kiss on his lips.  There is something electrifying about his
touch.  I've felt it every time that he's touched me or I've touched him.

"Do you remember our first hug?"

I thought back to our first hug and remembered how it felt; what my
reaction was to his hug.  I wonder if he felt it.

"Yeah, I remember it!"

His smile became very broad.  His smile makes me feel like jelly.

"I love you Mr. Allen!"

Then he released me from his hug and kissed me again.  He got up out of his
bed and I could see his package.  He gathered his clothes up from his
closet and headed for the bathroom.  About a half hour later, he emerged
from the bathroom all nice and clean.  I couldn't resist pulling him in for
another kiss and smelling the scent of his body.  He whispered in my ear,
"I never finished telling you why I asked about our first hug.  It's
because I felt a pretty good-sized piece of cock inside your pants.  I hope
one of these days you'll at least let me see it."

Right then and there, I had to ask him my own question.

"Jason, will you be my boyfriend?"

"Umm... Let me think about it."

Jason went into the kitchen.  He started working on breakfast.  He turned
and looked at me.  "You might as well take your shower while I get
breakfast ready."

When I got into the shower, I immediately got hard.  There wouldn't be time
to crank out some cum, so I hurried my shower.  I dried myself off, put on
some cologne, and dressed.  When I came out of the shower, there were two
omelets sitting on plates.  Orange juice was poured into glasses.  A sexy
guy was sitting down waiting for me to join him.  I honestly thought that
Jason would stay quiet during breakfast.  He usually doesn't talk much
while he eats, but I suppose he had something to talk about today.

"Shaun, I want to set some ground rules for our relationship," he said as
he placed a fork with a bit of omelet into his mouth.  Guess that's his way
of saying `yes' to my earlier question.

"Okay, go ahead."

I waited for him to finish his omelet.  With the omelet now gone, Jason
continued his train of thought.  I love seeing him in deep thought.  His
eyes take on this very serious look and his forehead wrinkles up just a
little bit.

"Shaun, I want us to be happy and that means that I'm willing to support
you, if you're willing to support me.  I'll be more than happy to follow
you wherever you go as long as you let me lead at times.  I don't want to
be hurt, so I'm asking you not to cheat on me."

I think if it's humanly possible, I just fell even more in love with the
hunk across from me.  He surprises me at every turn.  He stared into my
eyes and I thought for a just a second that they twinkled.

"Jason, I always knew that you would be here for me.  The same is true for
me as well.  I will follow you wherever you need to go in life or want to
go.  I..."  My right hand reached out and took his hand. I placed a gentle
kiss on his lips and he returned it.  "...I love you Jason and I will never
cheat on you.  I want us to never grow apart.  If I ever do anything to
anger you, will you come to me and let me know?"

He smiled and squeezed my hand.

"Shaun, you'll know when you get me upset.  I don't ever want to us end the
day on a bad note.  I don't care what's happened, what argument we've had,
or who has hurt us.  I know it's a lot to ask, but it's important to me."

"Babe, I don't think that I could hold anger against you.  I love you too
much for that."

"Just a few more things, I want you to always be honest and upfront with
me.  Second, you don't have to change for me.  I love you no matter what!
I love you!"

He leaned forward and kissed me.  Maybe it was the mood in the air, but his
kiss was truly electrifying.  From my lips to my toes, I could feel the
current passing through me.  I'll remember this kiss for a long time to
come.

"Thanks, Jason!  I love you, babe!"


Jason's P.O.V. – Telling Jason About Payton

I blame it on the dreams that I've been having, but at any rate, it's 5:30
AM and I can't sleep.  Since I can't sleep, I've some time to hold Lucy.
She feels so incredible in my hands.  I only held her for about ten minutes
because she seemed to be a bit cranky.  Not wanting to be bit, I put her
back into her haven.  I sat back in the bed and just listened to the sounds
around me.  For a few seconds, I thought that I heard Shaun up and moving
around.

It was Shaun that I heard.  A couple seconds later, he appeared in my door
and entered my room.  He was dressed in a t-shirt and a pair of boxers.
Hmm... those boxers look really good on him.  I need to tell him to wear
them around the apartment more often.  He smiled and spoke, "Shaun, what's
up?"

Shaun's eyes were glued to my chest; more precisely, to my pecs and
nipples.  They fascinate him for some unknown reason.  He must be a chest
man.  His thoughts shifted and he looked away from my pecs to my eyes.  I
could tell that whatever he was about to say wasn't going to be easy for
him.  It didn't take him long to speak.  Lucky for him, because my mind was
more attuned to what was in his boxers.

"Jason, I need to tell you something about my past, but first I want to
apologize for coming into your room like this."

He has no reason to apologize to me.  I'm just glad that he coming to me
about it instead of waiting for another month.  I have to admit that I'm
pretty tired, despite not being able to sleep.

"Go ahead, I'm listening."

"Well I guess, I'll go ahead and tell you about Payton."

Looks like I finally get to hear about the mysterious Payton fellow.
Something tells me that I'm not going to like this guy.

He took a deep breath before he even started telling me about this guy.
True, I've heard his name thrown out here and there, but I've never heard
the whole story.  I'm anxious to hear it.  Shaun has all my attention.

"Payton was my room-mate before you.  He had lost his dorm room and needed
a place to live.  I needed a room-mate and Payton answered my ad.  He was a
typical jock but I never saw him with any women.  I never saw him with any
woman here at the apartment, either.  Although I never saw him with a
woman, there were always guys over at the apartment."

Hmm... sounds like a gay guy to me!  I can see where Shaun could have been
mistaken.  "Shaun, from what you've told, I can see where you might have
thought he was gay."

I've learned that with Shaun it helps to encourage him.  He has a hard time
dealing with the rough spots in his life.

"Well, it gets better.  Payton seemed to enjoy getting hugs from his
friends.  He even hung around the apartment in his underwear.  He even wore
it around his friends.  I have to admit that I had a few jerk off sessions
over it.  I thought I was in love.  Looking back, I know that what I was
really feeling was lust."

I wish that Shaun would hang out the apartment in his underwear.  It would
be okay with me if he did.  I mean, if it was a turn on for him to see
Payton in his underwear, maybe I should go about our home in my boxer
briefs.  He just mentioned that when he looks back at the whole Payton
situation that he now realizes that it wasn't love that it was lust.  I'm
proud of him because I think what he felt for me at first was lust not
love.  Now though, I think we've reached a point where we both love each
other.

"I'm just glad that you can look back and see things for what they really
were."

"Let me continue."

I want to hear what else he has to say.  I've gotten the impression that
this Payton was not easy for Shaun to live with.  I can't imagine how he
dealt with it.  My back was getting a bit stiff and I needed to move a
little, so I repositioned myself on my bed.  I guess it exposed a bit more
of my body to Shaun because it seemed to hold his attention for just a
second.

"I did my best to put that feeling down.  There was a risk and I knew it.
Payton was a little bigger than I was.  I really thought that I was in
ready to come out to him.  When I did tell him, it ended up being the
biggest mistake in my life. He called me "gay", "faggot", "fudge packer",
and "queer", all while beating me.  He was so loud that Miss White actually
called the cops.  His attack on me continued until the police arrived.  I
had bruises all over my chest and my arms, a black eye, and a broken lip."

Damn... no one deserves to be treated like that, now I know that I hate
this guy.  Shaun must have been terrified.  Surely, he had heard those
words before but I'm pretty sure that he had never been beaten up because
of his sexuality.  I felt sorry for him and I made no attempt to hide my
emotions.

"It was because of him, that I was afraid of telling you how I felt.  He
made me afraid of telling anyone about me.  I was afraid that you might
attack me too."

Suddenly, I felt overwhelmed!  I brought my arms up, placed them around his
body, and gave him a hug.  He leaned in and placed a soft kiss on my lips.
When his lips touched mine, I felt a jolt of electricity that was even felt
in my cock.  It bounced just a little bit.  It stirred memories of our
first hug.

"Do you remember our first hug?" I asked him, hoping that he remembered our
first hug and how it affected him.

His cheeks turned a little red as he answered, "Yeah, I remember it!"

I remember his cock swelling when he felt our bodies in close contact for
the first time.  I smiled and I smiled big time.

"I love you Mr. Allen!"

I removed my hands from his body and I kissed him again.  After our kiss, I
got up out of my bed.  My cock had grown just enough to show off a bulge.
I knew that he could see it.  I went about gathering my clothes and a towel
and headed for the bathroom.

Stripping down for my shower, I glanced down and willed my semi to shrink
back down.  It wasn't easy to get it to deflate.  I wanted to be relieved,
but I wanted him to relieve me.  I spent about fifteen minutes in the
shower.  Man did it feel good to be clean.  I sprayed myself with some
cologne and put on my deodorant.  My comb got my hair looking just right
and then I got dressed.  I came up to Shaun and he wrapped his arms around
me.  We didn't exchange another kiss this time.  I whispered into his ear
in sexy, deep voice, "I never finished telling you why I asked about our
first hug.  It's because I felt a pretty good-sized piece of cock inside
your pants.  I hope one of these days you'll at least let me see it."

The mere thought of seeing his cock got sent blood down south.  I certainly
wasn't expecting what happened next.

"Jason, will you be my boyfriend?"

"Umm... Let me think about it."

I can't believe that he actually asked me.  Why didn't I just say 'Yes!'?
Oh well, I already know the answer.  There is no denying it.  I'm going to
accept his offer and then hopefully, I'll help him ease out of his shell.

I slipped into the kitchen and went straight to the fridge.  This morning
we're going to have omelets.  Let's see, eggs, milk, ham, onions, bell
peppers, mushrooms, and cheese... everything that I need to make a couple
of perfect omelets.  I started mixing the eggs with the milk.

"You might as well take your shower while I get breakfast ready," I said,
as I turned around and looked at him.  Hmm... I would love to be in the
shower with him but I can't be in two places at once.  I still need to cut
everything up.  Luckily, omelets don't take too long to cook.  I cooked the
omelets and then put them into the oven to hold their heat in.  I got out
the orange juice and set the table.  I placed one omelet on my plate and
one on his plate.

When he came out of the bathroom, he looked great.  He saw the spread on
the table and actually smiled.  We sat down and started eating.  I waited
till we had eaten a little bit of our omelets before I started talking.

"Shaun, I want to set some ground rules for our relationship."

"Okay, go ahead!" Shaun said to me, but I was in the process of feeding my
face.  Using my fork, I grabbed another bite of omelet.  Not wanting to be
rude, I waited till I swallowed it to finish my train of thought.

"Shaun, I want us to be happy and that means that I'm willing to support
you, if you're willing to support me.  I'll be more than happy to follow
you wherever you go as long as you let me lead at times.  I don't want to
be hurt, so I'm asking you not to cheat on me."

I knew Shaun well enough to know that he would never hurt me, but I wanted
him to know my thoughts.  I also wanted him to know that I supported him
and expected the same from him.  The whole time that I was speaking, his
eyes were glued to my eyes.

"Jason, I always knew that you would be here for me.  The same is true for
me as well.  I will follow you wherever you need to go in life or want to
go.  I..."  He didn't finish his sentence instead he reached out with his
right hand and took my hand.  He again leaned in and kissed my lips.  Once
again, I felt a spark of electricity travel down to my penis.  I had to
return the favor; return his kiss.  I think he was ready to finish his
sentence.  "...I love you Jason and I will never cheat on you.  I want us
to never grow apart.  If I ever do anything to anger you, will you come to
me and let me know?"

I smiled at him and squeezed his hand.  Now that he was done, I added more
of my thoughts.

"Shaun, you'll know when you get me upset.  I don't ever want to us end the
day on a bad note.  I don't care what's happened, what argument we've had,
or who has hurt us.  I know it's a lot to ask, but it's important to me."

"Babe, I don't think that I could hold anger against you.  I love you too
much for that."

Man, this guy could charm the pants off of the Frankenstein monster.  I had
to tell him a couple more things.  Things that I felt he needed to hear
from me after what he just told me.

"Just a few more things, I want you to always be honest and upfront with
me.  Second, you don't have to change for me.  I love you no matter what!
I love you!"

I leaned out to him and placed another kiss on his lips.  I'm not sure how
to explain it, but I think we both felt the spark that time.  Shaun's face
lit up like a Christmas tree.  He leaned in and said, "Thanks Jason!  I
love you babe!"