Date: Thu, 20 Feb 2003 09:17:09 -0800
From: Steve Thomas <s4d@hotmail.com>
Subject: Leonards Lust 4

This is a fictional story. It is based on many experiences and fantasies
of the authors. If you are really into graphic sex, it may not satisfy
your purpose for coming here. If you like to hear of real love and real
teen angst, with a little sex thrown in, you are in the right place.
There may be some amount of graphic sex between males. If this is
objectionable to you, or you are legally too young to be here, you are
cordially invited to press your back button.

Chapter 4

Bobby:

I left Rennie's room feeling almost kind of -- well, all I can describe
it as is -- high! It was so cute to see those two guys -- obviously in
love -- well, as in love as teenagers and be. They are so cute. Both are
kinda nerdy, but so cute! Ren has those smooth well-rounded swimmers
muscles and -- well, such a cute bubble butt! And Lenny, tall and lanky
-- I bet he has a proud package hangin'!

Even Rennie is nicely hung! I've seen him. He is so naive! I can't
believe he never guessed or noticed me checking him out. Oh yeah, I saw
the shocked look on his face when I told him this morning that I liked
guys! If he wasn't so young -- well, I can't be thinkin' like that. I
hope they appreciated that I locked the door behind me as I left.

I really like Joy. I do! That may sound kinda funny to say, considering I
married her. But it was one of those marriages -- of convenience. She was
dating my brother; Colin and he broke it off rather suddenly. I won't go
into the details but it had to do with a stupid mistake he -- we actually
WE made. Colin and his lover, Jake, broke up because of this mistake.

Well, okay, here it is: My brother and I had just recently discovered
that each other were gay -- or at least bi. And we got a little drunk and
let our defenses down and -- well -- Jake caught us having sex. Anyway,
what came after that broke them up and then Colin met Joy. They dated and
it even looked for a while like they were getting serious, but then Jake
relented and Colin had to go back! He asked me to talk to Joy.

I went over there with good intentions. She was really depressed. She had
actually walked in on Colin in a compromised position with Jake, and had
left abruptly. Colin's heart was broken that he has hurt her like that,
so he asked me to run interference and try to explain to her. I went over
there and she was really depressed. I felt sorry for her and was
consoling her and one thing led to another and we found ourselves in bed
together! One time was all it took! Well, she tried to hide her pregnancy
from us but Colin saw her on campus when she was too big to hide it. He
started putting things together -- counting months on his fingers -- and
he figured it was his baby she was carrying.

She had to admit to him that it was not his -- that it was mine! Colin
was pissed! He imagined that I knew and was not willing to shoulder my
responsibility to this child and he attacked me. When I convinced him I
did not know, he calmed down and then I called Joy, we started dating,
and one thing led to another, and we got along pretty well, so we got
married! Our parents were ecstatic! My parents didn't think they would
ever have any grandchildren, with two poofs as their only sons!

So yes, I feel a responsibility to stay married. And I really like Joy's
family -- and they like me. Rennie is the only one -- besides Joy -- who
knows about me. I've known about Rennie practically since I came into
the family, but decided to wait until he was ready to tell me. It was
such a relief this morning to hear that -- and to tell him about me. I
hope I can keep up the facade of love that I profess for his sister. I
really do love her, but - - -

Rennie loves all of his sisters, but especially Joy -- and now our little
boy, Jacob. Rennie just lives for him -- or he did before Lenny came into
the picture. And Jakey idolizes his uncle Rennie!

Lenny:

When Bobby left, he seemed to make a point of locking the door on his way
out. That was very cool! We both stared at the door momentarily, and then
Rennie grabbed me and pulled me in for a kiss! God, I love kissing this
boy! I had my first experience with that other friend of Seth's -- and
it was hot -- real sex with a real guy! But it was different somehow with
Rennie. With Rennie I felt something that was not there with Fred -- or
was it Ed? See? I can't even remember his name. Does that stink or what?
I can't even remember the name of the first guy I had sex with. Well it
was hot and it was quick. We kissed, and sucked and sucked and kissed.
And that was the end of it.

But none of that was anything as good as kissing this wonderful boy in
front of me! He pulled back and looked into my eyes. They were wet. "Are
you okay, Lenny?" He asked.

"Okay?" I asked, lost in my thoughts. "Yeah, you could say that! I don't
understand this at all, but -- I really think I am in love!"

"I'm so glad to hear you say that!" Rennie said. "I -- I know exactly
how you feel!"

"Speaking of feeling," I ventured, "I want to -- uh -- feel your body
again!"

We both stripped down to our skivvies and then hugged again, feeling each
other's warmth. It was hot outside, but it was cool in the air
conditioning. And I think Ren kept his room colder than the rest of the
house anyway. Ren's body felt so good. I was wondering what he must have
been thinking of my skinny, bony body. Even my butt was bony! Rennie had
such smooth, nice muscles, and hard when they were flexed, but they were
soft and warm when relaxed. I was so turned on by this boy!

Rennie:

Lenny was running his hands all over my body, and seemed to be almost
humming as he did it. He looked deeply into my eyes and I could see
something strange there. "What's up, Dude?" I asked. "Are you okay?"

"I am so in awe of your body!" Lennie said. I felt blood rush into my
face. I shrugged. "No really! You look and feel so good! It really --
well," he looked down and smirked, "obviously, it turns me on!"

"And that's somehow a problem?" I remarked.

"It's just that -- I am so -- skinny and NOT muscly! I can't imagine
what you see in me!"

"Dude!!!" I exclaimed! "I LOVE your body! I love that you don't have an
ounce of fat on you. I've got lots of it!"

"Wha -- at?" Lenny said. "You're not fat! You're perfect!" I blushed
again.

"I hate this fat! But no matter what I do -- it's ALWAYS there! Coach
says that swimmers need it -- to keep them from getting too cold in the
water. But it just looks like fat to me!"

"Trust me on this one, Ren. You are not fat! Hey ALL guys have some fat!
Everyone does!"

"You don't!" I retorted. He looked helpless and like I just slapped him.
"Lenny! That's one of the things I LOVE about your body! I love the feel
of your bones -- especially the other night when I was on top of you! And
I think you KNOW which bone I like the best! Hee hee!" I said as I
grabbed his throbbing manhood! I kissed him again, stroking him through
his skivvies. He moaned a little and reciprocated.

I pulled him onto the bed. I had a large window next to my bed, but as we
were on the third story, nobody but the birds saw us. We ripped off our
underwear, and it was kinda cold without any clothes on, so we slipped
under the covers. We were kissing each other passionately. I think I
could go on just kissing Lenny for the rest of my life. If all I did was
kiss him, it would be enough. But his hot throbbing dick in my hand felt
pretty good too! And of course mine was in his hand too. He worked his
way down to my balls, He was very gentle, as he felt and stroked them. He
rubbed and massaged my butt and the returned to my dick. I was in heaven!
Obviously he had done this before, whereas I have never been with anyone
else before! I tried to ape what he was doing -- and I guess I was doing
all right, considering his jagged breathing and all the moans.

"Shhhh, Dude!" I warned. I don't want anyone to hear. I got sisters up
here with me, you know!"

"Sorry." He said and he kissed me again hard and deep. Then he kissed my
neck and before I knew it, he was sucking on one of my titties, licking
my nipple. That sent surges of electricity down to my dick, which felt
like it would jump out of his hand! He squeezed it a little harder and
kept up a slow stroking. His head was now buried under my covers, and he
nuzzled my chest and down to my stomach with his nose. His breath on my
skin drove me crazy! He teased my light little treasure trail, nipping it
with his lips.

His chin touched my dick, and sent a bolt of lightning down me so intense
that I felt a little something spurt out of it! Must be some of the
`precum" he was telling me about! Then he did it! He licked it off, and
then made an appreciative little "mmmm" sound. I could feel his hot
breath on the head of my dick as he started to surround it with his
mouth.

RAP RAP RAP! On the door! "Rennie! Are you in there!" It was my DAD!!!

We both sprang from the bed, and I hollered, "Just a minute, dad!" I ran
around in a little circle, not knowing what to do! Lenny grabbed me and
quickly whispered in my ear, "We were just getting changed to go swim
with Bobby."

"We were just getting changed to go swim with Bobby!" I hollered and I
grabbed two pair of Speedos from my drawer, and tossed one to Lenny! I
put mine on, and ran to the door, trusting that Lenny would get his on
before I opened it. He did!

"Oh!" My dad said. "Hello. I'm Lawrence's father."

"Nice to meet you, sir." Lenny said, looking down at the balding top of
Dad's head. "I'm Leonard -- Lenny!" I wondered if dad could possibly
miss the oversized bulges we were both trying to conceal with our hands.

"Yeah, I saw Bobby swimming. Actually he was sunning." Dad said. Rennie,
how many times do we have to tell you to make your bed in the morning!"
He saw that the bed was in total chaos.

"Dad! I ALWAYS make my - " then it hit me! "Oh, heh! Guess I did forget
this morning!" I grinned self-consciously.

"Nice impression on your friend!" Dad said. "Well, make your bed and then
if you still want to catch up with Bobby, you better hurry! Renate will
have lunch ready in about 40 minutes!"

Renate (pronounced "reh-notta", with the accent on the "not") was our
housekeeper and cook, and did NOT like latecomers for a meal. She was
German and was a fabulous cook. She worked for my parents since way
before I was born. She was as round as a ball, and very sweet -- in her
own special way -- that is, unless you came late for dinner!

"And Rennie?" Dad said. "Turn up the thermostat in this room! You keep it
way too cold! How in the world can you be sweating when it's this cold!
Look at you! You're starting to shiver!"

I was at a loss for something to say. I felt like he must have known what
we were doing and was playing with me -- but he wasn't one to play.
Still - - -

Finally, it was Lenny again who saved my ass! "It really didn't feel
this cool before we put our bathing suits on, sir!"

Dad was out the door by this time and he closed it behind him.

"OH! MY! GOD!" I said. We broke into hysterics! "I don't know what I
would do without you to bail me out!" I exclaimed. "You are very quick!"

"We better get this bed made and get down there!" Lenny said. "All you
need to do is slow down and `think'!"

"Some have a talent for it! I don't!" I said. We kissed again and headed
for the slide. I went first and spiraled the two stories down into the
water. I looked up at Lenny, and he looked down and was shaking his head.
I looked over at Bobby, who was smiling big. I looked back at Lenny and
hollered, "C'mon, PUSSY BOY, just DO it! That was all it took. He
screamed all the way down! When he got down, I hugged him and when I
looked over into the window in the game room, there was Dad, watching us!
He was smiling, and then he turned around and walked away. I visually
trembled.

"What's up young one?" Bobby asked noticing my shiver.

"Ya ever get that feeling like a mouse being toyed with by a cat?" I
asked.

" I TOLD YOU!" He half laughed.

"This means nothing." I said half believing myself.

"Ummm I get the feeling I missed something." Lenny said.

" Ya see," I explained. " Bobby here seems to think that on some
conscience level my parents already know that I am --- what I am"

" Gay! Your Gay. And judging by the way you two horny toads act together
I would suspect they know about your beanpole too."

That's Bobby, always with a smart-ass remark.

" Well I don't see any beanpoles around here, but I do see one GIANT
fruit basket with a tiny banana in a pair of red satin shorts!" Lenny
quipped.

I think Bobby turned as red as his shorts. Lenny's gonna fit in just
fine I think. You see I come from a large family of smart Asses and
pranksters. Unfortunately I'm not quick as most of them which usually
makes me the brunt of the majority of the jokes and gags. We swam around
for a while until I looked at the clock.

"OH SHIT!" I shouted jumping out of the pool. Bobby was hot on my tail.
Hey Sickos! You know what I meant. I was almost to the blower room when I
realized I had forgotten Lenny.

"Lenny! Quick up and out, we're late"

LENNY

Something about the urgency in his voice told me this was not a time to
ask questions. I hurried and followed him into what he called the blower
room. No, don't let your imaginations run wild, Imagine giant hand
dryers on opposite walls and one on the ceiling. We threw on some tee
shirts that are kept by the pool, and hurried into the dining room where
everybody was already seated.

Rennie's Dad looked over to me and Rennie when we sat down and gave us a
childish look as he whispered "OOOOOH Your gonna ge---t it!"

Suddenly a large Nazi-esque Woman entered and scowled in our general
direction.

" Lunch is served at 12:15 daily. Any latecomers will suffer the wrath of
Renate!"

I about pissed myself right then. Pictures of medieval torture devices in
the kitchen flashed through my mind. I then realized that everyone around
me was looking straight ahead. What the hell was this, boot camp?

"YOU!" she boomed. "Come with me!"

I was frozen to my chair.

"You probably better go" Ren whispered. I said a silent prayer as I got
up from my chair and followed this spherical psychopath into the kitchen,
feeling like a lamb being led to the slaughter. As soon as we were in the
kitchen, She was on me in a flash.

" You hurt my Lawrence, I kill you. You make him cry, I kill you slow.
And don't think I am joking, I know people, fairy boy."

"Yes ma'am" was all I could muster and even that came out in a barely
audible squeak.

"Now take this in there, and if you speak of anything I said - " she drew
her finger across her neck.

I quickly did as I was told and carried the stroganoff into the dining
room. After I placed it on the table all eyes followed me as I sat back
down.

Rennie

My poor baby looked like a puppy who had just poo'd on the rug.

"Welcome to the family" I said half joking. I knew that all my extended
family had to have a meeting with Renate. I wonder what she said?

Dad:

When I saw Leonard -- Lenny -- come spiraling down the slide -- and then
the way they hugged -- it made it even more clear that we had a situation
to deal with. We have known for some time -- or at least supposed -- that
Rennie is gay. We're just waiting for him to open up to us. I don't
think he realizes we suspect.

What is maybe more interesting is that Bobby imagines we don't know
about him! Lack of age and experience make them oblivious to just how
obvious they both are. Oh, Bobby has a bit more finesse, to be sure, but
to me it is so clear. I suppose it may not have been, if my own brother
was not gay. I guess my "gaydar" is more developed than most straight
guys.

I have known of the probability that Rennie was gay since he was a
preteen. He tended to want to always play with the girls. He never went
through the "hate girls" stage that other boys do. And -- sorry to say --
he was a wimp. The other boys picked on him unmercifully. I could see he
would never be a footballer, so I put him into swim camp every year. He
hated it at first -- until he found he had a talent for it. Then when he
was in 8th grade he really took off. He started to develop in all the
right places, and became a sleek machine in the water.

I knew from Joy's early years that she would have to have a very gentle
guy. Bobby fills that bill, and he is good to her. I don't see the
passion between them that there might be, but they have more going for
them than most couples, that's for sure!

I thought poor Lenny was going to mess his pants when Renate "invited"
him into the kitchen. He looked around at all of us, and we didn't give
him any safe harbor. So he walked in the kitchen. When he came back
carrying the stroganoff, he looked like he had been whipped, and told to
like it! The look that passed between him and Rennie was priceless!
Everyone else was straining to keep from giggling. Renate did not see any
humor. I knew exactly what she told him. She loved Rennie like he was her
own.

Rennie:

As soon as dessert was finished, Lenny said he had to be getting home. He
looked sick, and as we took the lift to my room, I asked what was wrong.

"I'm not feeling very good."

"Does it have anything to do with what Renate told you?" I asked, knowing
immediately that I was right by the pained expression on his face.

"Man, Ren, she must really love you!" Was all I could get out of him. We
got dressed and as soon as Lenny had his shoes on, he made to leave the
room.

"Dude!!" I exclaimed, "Aren't you forgetting something?"

"Oh, yeah." He said, tiredly. He came back and gave me a hug. I closed
and locked the door. I grabbed him again and wrapped as much of my body
as humanly possible around his stick-frame. He was actually trembling. I
held him for about 3 minutes, my head on his chest until he stopped
shaking. Then I looked up into his eyes, and he bent his head down into a
sweet kiss. Well it started out sweet. It developed into a hot,
passionate exchange! When we were finished, he adjusted his shock of hair
and then his crotch and started to open the door again.

"Dude!!" I exclaimed, "Aren't you forgetting something?"

He looked unbelievably at me -- perplexed. "The horn, dude! The horn! I
told you it is yours!"

"I can't take that!" he objected. "What will I tell my parents? My dad
knows a good instrument when he sees it!"

"I've seen you in action, my sweet Lenny, in a lot more pressing
situation than how you came to have a new instrument!! You'll think of
something!" He looked embarrassed, but took it anyway.

"Thanks." He said, looking at the floor. I walked him downstairs to the
front door. We said goodbye, with most of the family there. They all had
to say good bye to my sweetie. When he was gone, my mom asked me what he
was taking home with him. "That looked like the case for your - "

"That's what it was, Mom." I said it almost defiantly. That was not lost
on my dad.

"Son," Dad said. "You know that was yours to do as you please with. But
you have to be careful."

"What do you mean, Dad?"

"I could see by the way your friend acted that this was all kind of
overwhelming to him. He comes from -- well -- a family with considerably
less means than we have. You know that this is not a problem for us, son,
but you have to be sensitive to people's feelings."

This hurt me. I probably more than any other member of this family was
sensitive. I guess Dad saw my confusion. "Rennie, people who are not as
fortunate as we are -- if they are good people -- feel uncomfortable
accepting large gifts. And that's as it should be. Just be sensitive to
that, if you want to retain Lenny's friendship."

"Oh. I think I see, Dad. Thanks." I said. I looked at Bobby, then back at
my parents. "Dad -- Mom? I -- er -- can we talk -- um -- privately --
tonight?"

Notes: Coming out to parents can be the hardest thing any gay person has
to do. That's why so many of us put it off. Comments are welcome to
Steve and Ken at s4d@hotmail.com. Please mention "Lenny" in the subject
line. Thanks and love!