Date: Fri, 4 Apr 2003 15:20:42 -0800 (PST)
From: Louis DePasquale <louisdepasquale0@yahoo.com>
Subject: Mark Changed Me Forever

This is a true story.  I haven't even changed the names.  I you want me to
write down more of what happened drop me an email at
louisdepasquale0@yahoo.com.

I suppose I need to do the usual disclaimer.  This story is about two
consenting adults having gay sex, if you are under age, don't want to read
about it, or there is a law against it in your area then don't read it.

I hold the copyrights to this story.  It may be posted freely to free story
sites without permission.  It may not however be posted on any sight that
charges a fee including sites that use and adult verification service.


Mark Changed Me Forever

By Louis C. DePasquale


This past week has been pure hell.  I am a sophomore at Kutztown State
University in bum fuck nowhere Pennsylvania.  I haven't been laid in like
six months, my roommate is getting it pretty much every night, and my
professors seem to have formed a conspiracy to overload me with enough
writing assignments to keep me in front of my computer for the next 6
months.

            Instead of working on those writing assignments, however, I am
sitting here writing about the most amazing experience I have ever had in
my life, and it happened just the other day.  In most of the stories like
this one I have read the writer tells a little about himself, so I guess I
should do that.  I am 22, 6'3", deep red hair, green eyes, a few freckles
on my face and arms, and I weigh in at 195lbs.  I have kind of an average
build, I'm not really muscular but I don't look thin either, just somewhere
in the middle.  I am a history major which probably means I am going to end
up teaching eventually.

            All my life I have always considered myself straight.  I have
dated and slept with a number of girls throughout high school.  I never
really gave any thought to guys in a sexual way until like a year ago or
so.  It was weird, instead of just looking at a girl's tits I also found
myself looking at guy's crotches.  I didn't even realize I was doing it
until my next door neighbor made a comment about taking a picture and I
realized I had been staring at his crotch.  I blushed a really bright red,
stammered something unintelligible, and ran the other way.  I know this is
going to sound like bullshit but my next door neighbor just happened to be
a linebacker on the school football team.  That's when I realized that I
was watching other guy's crotches.  I had no idea why I was doing it; I
mean I've always been into fucking chicks.  The more I was asking myself
why I was looking the more I looked, and not just at crotches but at guy's
chests and asses too.

            Over the next week I found myself dreaming about the guys on my
floor of the dorm.  In my dreams they were naked with big dicks and their
dicks were like calling out to me.  The worst thing about it was that I
kept seeing my roommate Anthony in my dreams.  He had this huge hardon...it
had to be like 12 inches or something.  I guess I should tell you about
Anthony.  Most of the girls I know think he is a walking wet dream.  He is
Sicilian.  He stands about 6' 5" with dark black hair and dark brown eyes
and he has a thick pelt of hair on his chest, arms, and legs.  He weighs in
at a very muscular 235lbs.  He works out like every day.  He is big but not
over built.  His pecs stand out on his chest, he has great V shaped thighs
and obvious six pack abs. He fucks a different girl every night of the
week.  He keeps a huge box of like 500 rubbers sitting on his desk.  When
we moved in at the beginning of the semester it was brand new and unopened.
Here it is the middle of April and there are just a few rubbers left in the
bottom of the box.

 I was beginning to think I was having a nervous breakdown.  But no matter
how much I wanted to I couldn't stop looking at the guy's crotches.  Then I
started to wonder as I was looking at the crotches how big the guy's dick
was.  I really started to freak out.  I mean I couldn't be a fag or
anything...I mean fags don't get off on fucking chicks...and I knew that
every time I fucked a chick I got off.

            Then it happened, my next door neighbor Mark caught me looking
at his crotch again.  This time he didn't say anything he just smiled and
went on his way to class.  That night I was trying to write a paper on the
American Revolution, my roommate was out of town for the weekend, and it
was hot has hell.  I was getting ready to take a break and smoke when there
was a knock on my door.  I put the shit away and went to see who was at the
door.  Surprise surprise it was Mark.  I opened the door to see what he
wanted and he just said hi and kind of pushed his way into the room.  He
asked me where Anthony was (he and Mark were close friends), I told him
that Anthony was out of town for the weekend.  He asked me what I was up
to...

I told him what I was working on and he kind of laughed and said...man it's
Friday night, you should put the school shit away and do a little partying.
I admitted to him that I was just about to smoke and he said cool.  So I
went and got the pot out and we passed it back and forth.  We were both
kind of feeling good, and Mark just looked at me with a goofy grin on his
face and asked me if he could ask me a personal question.  I was all like
go ahead.  Then he hit me with the question I had been afraid to ask
myself...he asked my why I was always staring at his dick.  I stammered and
didn't know what to say.  He smiled again and said that it was cool he had
a friend who was gay, it didn't bother him.  I got all defensive and said
that no way was I gay...what the fuck was he talking about.  He just kept
smiling at me and said dude get over it you are what you are.  The more I
kept denying it the bigger his smile got.

Then I noticed that he was unbuttoning his shorts.  I was like what are you
doing and he said just getting comfortable.  I knew that I should have
thrown him out of my room but I just sat there and watched him unbutton and
pull off his shorts.  He wasn't wearing any boxers so I could see his dick,
it was like half hard.  He just sat there stroking it and it was like I was
mesmerized cause all I could do was sit there and stare at it.  Then all of
a sudden if felt his hand on the back of my neck trying to push my face
down toward his dick. I started to protest but he just kept shushing me.  I
tried to keep my head up but realized that my face was slowly moving closer
to his dick.  I had to stop this so, I used all the strength I had left and
so No Man I'm no Fag!  He just smiled at me and said that of course I was
and started pushing my face back toward his dick.

To this day I have no idea why I didn't put up more resistance, I mean here
I was a straight guy getting closer and closer to another guys dick.  But I
just let him push my face right into his crotch.  Once my mouth touched his
balls and my lips and nose where in his dick hair, he started rubbing my
face all around.  I could smell his manly odor.  It was clear that he had
been working out and hadn't showered yet cause of the strong scent coming
from his nuts. After a minute or two he just started talking to me in this
low monotone voice, my ears where straining to hear what he was saying.  It
was like; that's it baby just stick your tongue out and just lick it a
little that's all you have to do is lick it a little bit.  Believe it or
not I did.  I felt my lips opening and my tongue slipping between my lips
and licking the base of his dick.  I can't describe to you how it tasted
all I can say was that it blew my mind away.  All of a sudden I couldn't
get enough.  I was licking his dick like there was no tomorrow.  And all
the time he just kept encouraging me in that monotone voice.

Then I noticed the instructions changed he was telling me to lick his balls
and I found myself doing that as well.  My God it was like I was in heaven.
His balls felt so good in my mouth.  Then he told me to suck on his dick, I
tried to resist, pulling my head up and telling him to fuck off, but it was
no use.  While my mind was thinking about how to tell him no, my mouth was
hungrily sucking on his dick.  He was uncut so my tongue worked its way
inside his foreskin sucking out the bits of cheese still inside.  He had to
warn me a couple of times to watch my teeth but said I would get better
with practice.  Practice no way in hell was I going to do this again.  Then
I felt him stiffen up and start moaning and I felt his dick start to swell
in my mouth.  Then it happened I could feel the head of his dick explode
and shoot his cum in my mouth.  My mind said to spit that shit out, but
instead I started to swallow it.  Damn that shit tasted good.  I kept
licking at his dick hoping there would be more and there was.  He shot like
6 good shots of cum in my mouth.  I still kept sucking, he had to pull my
mouth off his dick cause it was getting too sensitive.

I sat back shocked at what I had just done.  He just smiled at me and
pulled his shorts back on.  Then he looked down at my crotch and said I
must have enjoyed myself.  I looked down to see what he was talking about
and saw a big wet spot over my dick.  I had fucking nutted in my shorts
while sucking him off.  He got up to leave the room and I grabbed his arm
and asked him, your not going to tell anyone are you?  He just smiled and
said no that he was planning on keeping my mouth all to himself and that he
would see me soon.

I had no idea what was going on, I had just sucked my next door neighbor's
dick and came while I was doing it. Did that make me a fag?  I mean I
couldn't be a fag...I liked chicks too much.  There was no way in hell I
was ever going to do shit like that again.


That was Friday night...my roommate was gone until Sunday night...if you
want to hear about the rest of the weekend drop me an email and let me
know.  Louisdepasquale0@yahoo.com