Date: Sat, 04 Feb 2006 00:50:04 -0400
From: JT Ogden <curldude@hotmail.com>
Subject: NEW- CHAPTER 5 -  GAY COLLEGE SECTION

INSERT TYPICAL DISCLAIMER HERE!
	    After we finished kiss, Will realized he was in public and
kinda pushed me away. I could see Will look around to see if anyone saw
him.
	"What's wrong Will; you like me, but don't want to be seen with me?
I forgot, I am a fag, can't be seen kissing me."
	"Shut the Fuck up JT. God damn it!" Will was pissed.
	"What! I open myself to you, in front of people in the dorm and you
come after me, you initiate the kiss, and then you fucking go and push ME
away, and look like you are ashamed to be with you."
	"Can we go back to the room and talk about this?"
	"What?"
	"Please JT, please?" I could hear the urgency in his voice. We
turned around, and started the trek back to the dorm in complete
silence. Will didn't look at me once. He just kept looking at the ground
for the entire walk. I was starting to get a little freaked myself. This
was not going to turn out well.

	We made it back to the dorms, as it was after midnight, it was real
quiet. Instead of keeping up our neighbors, we went down to the floor
common room, as people would be asleep on a Monday night. We were right, no
one was there, so we walked in and Will locked the door behind us.
	I turned around to look at Will, and saw he was crying. This was
the first time that I have ever seen him cry. It was weird. I started to
walk over to him and as I was about to try to console him, Will said
	"Stop! Please stay over there. I need to get this out."
	"OK" I am sure he saw the weird, concerned look on my face, as he
continued on.
	"JT, I have never been so scared in my life. I have never been
attracted to another guy in my life before ever. However, when I saw you,
it was like this other side of me just opened up. A side I never knew even
existed. At first, I was doing a good job to hide it, but the night I read
your journal, I couldn't hide it anymore. However, I still didn't want to
admit it. When I left your room, I had all intentions in finding a girl and
fuck to tell myself I still liked women and I wasn't a Fa...gay. I didn't
have to go far as I ran into Michelle crying after her and her boyfriend
had a huge fight. One thing led to another and we fucked. The whole time
though, I couldn't get you out of my head.  I then started to get rough
with her, as I was getting angry. By the way Michelle likes it real
rough. She looks small but kinda kinky." We both chuckled before Will let
out a big sign.
	"We don't have to continue Will, we can talk later."
	"No we have to do it now JT. Anyway, then when you left without
saying where, I spent half the time trying to track you down and the other
time trying to screw any females. I wasn't just with Jane, I was with three
others, and no matter what I did, and it was you I thought of."
	"Should I be flattered by this Will?"
	"No, Damn it JT! Let me finish. You never let anyone finish before
you think the worst. Anyway, then when you left tonight, I knew that I
couldn't ever be with anyone after knowing how you felt. I feel the same
way, but it scares me. My parents are not the most open of people and I
don't know if I can be that strong about what others think. I just need
some patience."
	"Will, I will be gentle. I am so happy, you have feelings with
me. I will not push you to do anything that you do not want to, however I
will be devastated if this turns out to be some mistake."
	"JT, I wasn't lying to you in the park. This is the most intense
that I have ever felt about anyone in my life. I felt this before you
professed you feelings to me. I do not know where this will lead us, but I
think this is the beginning of something special."
	I went over to Will, gave him a peck on the cheek, a giant hug and
took him back to our room. When we got there, the beds were still on the
floor. Will tried to say something but I said "This is perfect, lets just
snuggle and go to bed." We stripped down to our sleepwear (which is our
boxers) and lied in the bed. Will moved over to me, put his head on his
chest and we went to bed.

	We started off slowly, and only progressed slowly on the sexual
side We were each other almost 24/7 and when we were alone, we discovered
each other emotionally, intellectually and physically. When we were in
public, we acted like best friends. Will was too scared to come out yet,
and I was willing to wait. Once we got the physical exploration, I
discovered Will's love for blow jobs, giving and receiving. We then often
exchanged oral sex, be it a long passionate 69 so we could drowse off to
sleep or it a quick suck in the shower, the feelings I was getting from
Will was amazing. However, it had not got to the point in which either one
of us had given ourselves to each other. There was something holding us
back, and I couldn't put my finger on it. I wanted, it, but the thought of
it scared me. I didn't want to push him, as he was still timid. I don't
think he was too sure of us, after the incident that just occurred the day
after the night in the park. That didn't mean that we weren't going through
the motions of a new relationship.
	On Valentine's Day, for example, after about a week of being
together, Will did the nicest thing. I came back from the Gym and noticed
something beautiful. He had little flashlights going all around the
room. You could not have candles in the dorms, so I guess this was the best
he could do. On my computer screen was a picture of a fire, like a
fireplace as well.
	On my bed was found one single red rose lying on my bed. I walked
over to the bed and read the card. The card said "To the guy I love. Happy
Valentine's Day. - W" A tear then fell from my eye when the magnitude of
this piece of card no bigger than a business card said. Will loves me! This
is the first time he ever said this to me. Whoa!
	I stood there in awe, a felt a pair of arms come around my
waist. It was Will dressed in his finest. He looked stunning; even more
than usual. He was wearing a blue dress shirt that only magnified the
intense blue eyes that he has.
	"Are you ok JT?" as Will noticed that I was crying.
	"I am perfect. I just saw the room and read the card and got a
little choked up."
	"Awe Shucks!"
	"Did you mean it? I mean the card..." as I started to wipe the
fears from my face. Just then, he grabbed my hand away from my face and
very softly said
	"I love you JT, More than anything. I know sometimes it's hard for
me to show how much you mean to be, but I can not imagine spending another
day without you." He then went and kissed. We kissed the most passionate
kiss that I probably could have imagined. It was like; we could not have
enough of each other.
	Just then, there was a knock on the door.
	"Aww, supper has arrived. Let me go get it."
	Then the door opened and it was a delivery boy with a pizza. Will
paid for the pizza, shut the door and set on the bed.
	"I know I like romance as much as the next guy, but if that pizza
is in a shape of a heart I think I will be ill."
	"No worries, JT. I just thought we could spend a quiet night
together. I have the movie "Center Stage" thought we would watch it and
enjoy it together.
	We ate the pizza and then started to watch Center Stage. It is
probably one of the only two dance movies I have ever liked. I was sitting
on the couch, with my arm around Will watching the movie. It felt great. I
felt comfortable, safe and in love with this man. Man I love this
guy. After about 20 minutes of the movie, I was no longer watching the
movie anymore. I was watching Will. Several minutes, Will looked up at me
and just kept looking back at me. We must have sat there more several
minutes, not saying anything, just watching each other. The only noise
being made was the background of Center Stage. I leaned down and kissed him
again, knowing that I wanted him more than ever.
	I took him to the bed, he laid me down and we starting
kissing. Kissing, fondling, our hands explored every single inch as we were
playing an extreme match of tonsil hockey. I knew he was waiting for me to
make the first move, as he was still a little unsure of himself. . One
button after another, until his chest was exposed open.  It was beautiful,
traces of a six-pack were showing and it sent me off. I could have enough
of his skin. He smelled like nothing I had smelled before but I could not
get enough. Will always smells great to me. It is hard to describe, and all
I can call it is the Will smell, but still.  I kissed his face, down his
neck until I hit his chest. I then went down to his nipples, first the left
than the right, massaging them, licking them with my tongue. These glorious
objects on his body were there and I could not get enough. However, Will
decided he wanted to explore as well as he was getting extremely
impatient. I guess the slow treatment was teasing him too much.
	He unbuttoned my shirt over my head, and just stood back and
stared. He must have stared for seconds but it seemed like hours. I asked,
"Are you ok? Are we going too fast" as I was scared that I was pushing him.
	He said, "The only thing wrong is that you are so damn beautiful it
hurts to be away from you."Then he went to my chest, fondling, and licking
down the traces of my ever-present treasure trail all until it hit the
waistband of my khakis. Needless to say, those pants did not stay on much
after that. A quick manoeuvre by Will and they were off. It just left me
with my bulge in my boxer shorts
	As I pulled him up to continue the kissing, I noticed that he was
rubbing quite hard through the material of my boxers. I also noticed, he
was quite strained in his jeans. Now there is only one way to fix that
problem and I went down, unzipped his zipper with my teeth slowly and tried
to pull off his jeans with my teeth. However, seeing that it was too
difficult, I just yanked them down, and released him of the
strain. However, Matt must have been expecting this, as for when I unzipped
out came his 7" hard cock. The commando feeling must go for him, but I
wasn't complaining.
	His cock was beautiful. I don't think there is a better way to
describe it. A nice cut, long, hard, thick cock with the smallest amount of
pre-cum resting on the top of the cock.  I was mesmerized with this, until
I couldn't stand looking at it much more and I attacked it. I started
sucking slowly first just around the head, then licking down the shaft,
while playing with his hung balls. After a little, I noticed the most
beautiful feeling around my cock and I let out a little moan. I looked down
and saw Matt sucking my cock too. It was awesome, too awesome for words. We
went on like that for what seems like houses until we both exploded
somewhat simultaneously in each other's mouth. Then before I could swallow
his delectable gift, he came up and kissed me and we exchanged the fluids
before digesting. We then fell asleep arm in arm, exhausted but completely
content.