Date: Sun, 26 Feb 2006 21:52:19 -0400
From: JT Ogden <curldude@hotmail.com>
Subject: NEW_ CHAPTER-8

INSERT TYPICAL DISCLAIMER HERE

Since it has been two weeks since my last chapter, here is an excerpt from
Chapter Seven

""I'm CUMMMINNNNNGGGG!! FUCK! I LOVE YOU WILL!"  And I spewed my oozing
goodness into my lover's internal love track. As I was cumming, I rubbed
the head of Will's dick a couple times, and sent three or four big gobs of
his cum onto his chest.
	"I LOVE YOU TOO JT!"
	With that I collapse on to Will. It was hard work, but we consumed
our relationship with that.
	The funniest part, was that when we both got a hold of our senses
were heard some clapping and banging. At first we weren't sure what was
going on until the shouting "FINALLY!" happened coming through our wall.
It was Jane and Michelle, letting us know that they heard what was going on
and were happy.
	I thought that this was going to make Will freak out, but it
didn't. He blushed a little, then snuggled up next to me, as we fell deep
asleep from the intense love making that occurred this evening with so much
love between us.
	It was a great great night!"

Now for Chapter Eight

	I woke up the next morning at daybreak. For a Sunday morning, this
was completely out of character for me. I am not typically a morning
person, but am a Night Owl. However, for some reason this morning, I was up
at dawn. It was weird, but I couldn't sleep any more. I was laying here in
the bed with this guy that I absolutely adored and was so excited to sleep.
	It was like Christmas for a small child. We became one last night
and professed our love in the most intimate and beautiful manner
possible. We made love. Will was now officially my lover. I said it many
times in my head that morning as I watched him sleep. It seemed so foreign
yet so correct.
	I could watch Will sleep for hours. He was so peaceful, and
gorgeous, and now he was part of me. It was beautiful, as I caressed his
fine hair while he slept. I just kept watching him. Watching how his chest
went up and down slightly as he was in a deep sleep. Even so often, Will
would release a gentle snore that often did annoy me, but today was the
cutest thing ever. I was blinded by love, but I didn't care.
	I wish I could have stayed like that all day, but sadly I had to
piss like a racehorse. I manoeuvred myself out of the tangled mess that
Will and I had became and walked to the communal washroom. Once I left my
room, I went to the washroom and pissed. Then on my way back, I heard.
	"JT, what's the grin for?" and then a chuckle.
	It was Jane and Michelle. Their room was opened and they had the
hugest `I know what you did last night grin'.
	"I don't know what you are talking about?"
	Jane grabbed my arm, and dragged me to her mirror where in fact I
was glowing. I didn't think it was humanly possible to be smiling as much
as I was. FUCK, now everyone was going to know.
	"I am just in a good mood. I slept like a baby last night."
	"Sure you do. But I wouldn't really call it sleep"
	I was getting really embarrassed. I knew they knew what was going
on last night, as the banging on the wall indicated, but I still wasn't
very comfortable. The smile on my face turned into a red face of almost
panic.
	"Nope, there was little sleep last night. JT is an animal." It was
Will, dressed in merely his boxer shorts. He entered the room, and I just
stood there in shock as I saw him through the mirror approach me. He stood
right behind me, and wrapped his arms around me.
	"You see Jane and Michelle, this animal here gave me the biggest
grin on my face and even left me this mark as you can see." Fuck, I looked
and the biggest hickey on his neck.
	"Man, I am so sorry Will."
	"No worries, but I will enjoy the payback." In his devilish tone of
voice, so I knew everything was cool.
	"So Will and JT. You are finally together. Are you guys
boyfriends."
	"Uhhh..." Was all that I could say
	"JT, why are you hesitating? You're starting to scare me. I thought
after last night that..." I had to interrupt. I could see the panic in his
eyes.
	"I just didn't know if you were ready to be an item."
	"I said it last night didn't I?"
	"Yeah but.."
	"I love you JT, but maybe you're the one that's not ready." With
that, Will left the room and slammed the door.
	I say my goodbye to the girls and went into the common room to
think. Maybe I wasn't ready. Maybe Will was right. I spent all the time,
trying to sort out my feelings, getting over what happened in Quebec,
making sure I wasn't pushing Will, that I didn't think about what I
thought.
	Was I ready? After thinking about everything, I knew that I was
scared about taking that next step. It was a huge step. I had never been in
a real relationship before. One that I could potentially be `the one.' It
was scary, and right before I totally freaked myself out, I realized that I
was even more scared off not being with Will, and then it all seemed so
simple.
	I went back to my room, in which I found Will crying on his bed. I
went over to him and tried to comfort him, but he pushed me away.
	"Will, you were absolutely right. I am totally scared of what this
between us means. I mean I have never been in a real relationship
before. What we have is the most special thing we have, but I am scared of
it. I trust you 100%, but I don't know if I trust myself. However, I am
more scared of disappointing you Will. You mean more to me than life
itself, and I don't care who knows it."
	Will looked up from me and in his tears there was a smile.
	"Are you sure JT? I can't take this if your not. We might as well
end it now."
	"Fuck No Will, I will scream it from the rooftops if I must. I love
you. I love you. I love you. Will, please be patient though. I know it is
new to you, but I am still shattered and fragile buddy. I need some time
and some support to get through some of my shit. I still don't know what
you see in me."
	"Stop talking like that JT (he said quite forcefully.) You're
everything that I have been looking for. You are intelligent, kind, and
have a great heart. You complete me. I know you are having a rough time
right now, but trust me. I will be there for you. It is what a good
boyfriend is supposed to do. I look after you when you are hurting, and I
know that you will look after me when I am hurting."
	"You're damn right I will."
	"See, you didn't even need to think twice about it. That's what I
love about you."
	"Thanks, Will, you are so awesome yourself."
	"I know."
	"Maybe I should reconsider."
	"Reconsider this."
	With that Will kissed me. Wow, Will can kiss. Maybe I am biased,
but the way he manoeuvres his tongue in my mouth just sends me will. I
guess I am no slouch, because Will just couldn't get enough. Will went down
to reach through my boxers, to continue on what we did last night, but I
knew I had something I had to do first.
	"Before we do something where I know that we won't be leaving this
room for some time again, I have to do something. Come with me."
	With a puzzled look on his face, and a sexual frustrated breathe,
Will came with me out of the room.
	"Wait, don't you think I should be wearing something else."
	"It didn't sop you before now did it?" He was confused, but then I
saw the light bulb click and he knew where he was going. I walked over to
the girls' room, knocked on the door and said "Hey, this is my boyfriend
Will."
	The girls ran, and hugged us. Then we chatted for a little, then in
Will's not-so-subtle way, told the girls we had some other business to take
care of. We left the room, and went back to ours.
	I went in to kiss Will, when he backed away and asked "You know
when we said that we would be with each other when we needed it."
	"Yeah, what's up buddy?" Now curious.
	"I am going to tell my folks about us. I was completely serious of
what I said last night and this morning. I am so completely scared out of
my mind. I mean, I don't know what to expect when I tell them. This
conversation really has never came up."
	"Will, you know you don't have to tell them right now. I mean, I am
not asking you too. I know as much as I love you, I am not totally ready to
face my parents yet."
	"That's easy for you though JT, as you live more than 3 hours
away. My parents live in this town. They have friends, and news around this
town is spread super quickly. So I have two options. We have our
relationship in this room, and this room only, which to me is impossible,
because then I could not be in the same room, without trying to jump your
bones, or I tell my folks and deal with it, and be open with you to
whomever. Frankly, after I say it out loud, there is only one real option."
	"You know Will, whatever happens, I will be here for you. I love
you."
	"I know. This is why I feel even a little comfortable about telling
them. Because no matter what, I know I will come back here and you will be
here."
	"Do you want me to come with you?"
	"I don't know. I don't want to subject you to the things that may
occur."
	"No worries, It gives me something to do." I said in a joking tone
	"Asshole."
	"No, in all seriousness, I want to come, because I know I will need
you when I have the nerve to tell my folks."
	With that Will kissed me

NOTES: Sorry this chapter was so overdue. I am a huge fan of the Olympic
games and since it ended today, I had more free time. Sorry if this chapter
wasn't very exciting, but I needed it to lead to the next one