Date: Wed, 21 May 2014 03:14:32 -0700 (PDT)
From: "e_bacrot@yahoo.com" <e_bacrot@yahoo.com>
Subject: Nick in the suite part 2

Thanks for the comments. Like I said, this thing with Nick was before
Justin and very different. Nick and I were both very masculine and knew
what we wanted, but I think he wanted to take the bro thing further.  But
it always was a friendship thing with sex on the side, we never ended up
falling in love or anything.  I always regretted not helping him more with
his school work, maybe things would have worked out better if I did.

I gave him a bro hug before he went back to his room.  We decided on
breakfast tomorrow, and true to his word, he would be spending a lot of
time in my room.  He hated his roommate and I didn't mind the company.  I
guess I was more concerned about what happened the night before, maybe it
was a one night thing, maybe not, but the more time I was around him the
more time we would have to maybe fool around. Soft knock on the door, shit
it was only 6 am.  I assumed it was Nick, I got up in only my boxers and
opened the door.

Nick: Sorry I know its really early, I already showered and shit, I had to
get out of my room, man that kid stinks, I don't know what it is...wanna
hang out a little before breakfast?

Me: Jesus Nick, yea, turn my computer on.  I'm gonna shower and be back.

I showed him how to use the internet and start games.  I showered and came
back, he was looking at some news sites.

Me: You getting the hang of it?

Nick: Yea man, lets play some hockey.

So we played a little hockey on the computer, I put on the TV for
background noise, Nick paused the game and got up to get some booze.

Me: Dude its 7am, you getting a drink?

Nick: Yea fuck it man, we have almost a week before class starts, you want
one?

Fuck it too I thought.  And I was also thinking he needed to be close to
drunk or at least buzzed to fool around.  Maybe he had something planned.
I never understood guys that needed to get drunk to fool around with
another guy, were they afraid being sober doing it?  Anyway we starting
drinking a little and playing some games.

Nick: So last night huh.

Me: Yea.

Nick: Nothing to say about it?

Me: You brought it up, what do you want me to say about it?

Nick: Nothing, it was just really weird I guess haha.

Me: I thought it was just really fun.

Nick: Me too actually, lets make more recordings on the computer.

Me: Lets get breakfast first.

We went to breakfast and came back.  You have to understand, Nick used the
making recording thing and drinking as an excuse to justify us fooling
around.  He would later admit it to me, and we are still friends.  But its
funny back then, in his head he needed to justify to himself what we were
doing together.  It was only 10am when we got back.

Nick: Shit I'm tired and my roommate is out, lets take a nap before we do
any recordings.

So we did.  He went to his room and slept, and I laid down in my bed
thinking about what could happen later.  I was really just thinking about
what this dude wanted from me.  He was obviously straight, and just horny
last night.  But, he also had my dick in his mouth and probably wanted a
steady thing.  I was confused where this was going.  Knock on the door at
about 3pm.  I had slept a little but was mostly lying in bed thinking.  I
opened the door.

Nick: Woah, I feel better dude.

Me: Good, whats up for tonight?

Nick: Same as it ever was haha, lets just hang and drink.

Me: Lets get some food first and come back.

Nick: Ok cool.

We went out somewhere, some fast food place in the area and came back.  I
also went to the liquor store on the way.  Yes I was underage, but the guy
knew me, and I had a fantastic fake ID.  We went back to the dorms.

Nick: Lets get this going, I am fired up!

Me: You should be, you slept most of the day haha.

He slapped me on the shoulder, a little hard actually.  He was really a
good looking guy.  A lot of emotion in his already happy looking face.  We
started playing on the computer, and all I could think of was his dick.
That and I needed him to go a little further.  I wasn't sure how far I
could push him, but I would try.  See, he had already sucked me too, so I
wasn't afraid of being outed by him anymore, but I also didn't want to push
him away with my intentions.  It was getting later and the booze was
starting to flow.  We made a few more recordings and were laughing a lot.

Nick: Wanna do something like last night?

Me: You horny again I take it?

Nick: haha, dude I'm always horny.  I just get more horny when I drink.

Me: And around me?

Nick: I'm straight Brandon, seriously.

Me: I know you are I can tell, so am I.  I'm straight all the time, except
when I have a dick in my mouth, what about you?

Nick: That was just a thing last night, and maybe every now and then.

Me: Really?  Most straight guys don't suck cock Nick.

Nick: I mean really, I just like girls, and the thing with you last night
just happened, I was horny.

Me: And you are now too I can tell.

Nick: Yea I am.

Me: Well sucks for you then huh, no girls around.

Nick: I thought you and I could fool around like last night?

Me: Nah.  I'm not up for it, and I don't do straight guys who are assholes.
Not ones who want to use me for sex.  See ya.

Nick: I don't wanna leave man, I love hanging out with you.  I just, well,
I guess I did use you for sex, sorry.

Me: Ok, thanks for the appology, now get the fuck out of my room.

Nick: Woah, so thats the end of us?  Its only been 3 days, lemme explain
man.  I mean we have been hanging out and having a good time, last night
was weird for both of us, I liked it I guess, but I can't really do that
stuff with you all the time.

Me: What are you afraid of?  You do know you sucked my dick last night
right?

Nick: Yes I remember...I mean it kinda just happened I guess.

Me: But you let it happen and didn't seem to mind.  I like hanging out with
you too, but just admit you liked what we did, stop selling the "I'm
straight shit" to make up for it.  I get it, I like girls too.

Nick had to think for a minute.  I really didn't care either way, I mean
just fucking say it.  I was legit bi-sexual, and I knew he was just drunk
bi-curious for now, but I wasn't going to have someone like that in my life
if they couldn't at least admit they enjoyed it and wanted more.  I wasn't
asking him to marry me, but it would be awesome to have a side thing with
him while we hung out, he still wasn't really sure.

Nick: Ok, fine, I admit it, it was great last night.  I just don't want it
to be a regular thing, thats all.

Me: Bullshit, you baited me tonight and wanted to get off again.

He was trying to being honest:

Nick: I thought I could play you and get what I wanted when I needed it.

Me: Yea, when we are drunk and you need to cum somewhere, dude I don't work
that way.  I don't want a relationship either, but you live 30 feet away
from me, how is this gonna work out?

Nick: I don't know.  Lets just see what happens I guess, we can do our
thing after we get drunk enough at night, right?.  I admitted it was fun,
and I am down with it every now and then.  We'll see where it goes?

Me: pfft, get the fuck out of my room.

I picked him out of his chair and pushed him out.  I was having none of
this.  No I didn't want a guy in my life at this point for a serious
relationship, but a steady fuck friend? Sure.  Instead I got a confused
asshole.  I was done with him in that aspect.  20 mins later a soft knock
on the door.  I opened the door and it was Nick.

Nick: Sorry, can I come back in and just hang with you? please?  We can
just listen to music and hang?

Me: What the fuck dude, what is this?  You are soooo straight, but want to
come back in here with me?  Your dick miss me?  You know I want to sleep
with you, and you come back?

Nick: I know whats going on, and maybe we can find a situation that fits
us.

Me: Well lose the whole, "I am straight thing", you sucked my dick last
night.

Nick: Can I just come in please?

I let him in, but I was still pissed at him, fucking make a decision.  I
wasn't trying to make him gay or anything, but I wanted a guy on the side
if I found a steady girl.  I also liked that we were becoming friends, and
its always better with a friend, trust me.  We were both 19, but I had the
benefit of having older brothers, so I think that made me mature a lot
quicker...he didn't.

Me: So?

Nick: Last night was weird, and I get it, we both like girls.  But maybe
you and I can have a little side action. (He must have been drinking when
he went back to his room)

Me: You are shitfaced, what do you really want from this?

Nick: Just to hang, and if something happens, cool.

Me: If something happens?  You mean when you get horny and need a mouth to
cum in right?

Nick: I get it, you aren't a whore.  I don't want to treat you like one,
but I just wanna have fun.

Me: Me too, but don't make it sound like you are doing me a favor everytime
we fool around.  I don't need you as much as you need me Nicky.  You know
how tough it is to find guys to fool around with?  I do!

Nick: You're right.  Sorry, just let me chill in the room with you tonight
please.

Me: Fine, make some drinks.

So thats how that went.  It was very confrontational at first.  He was
scared to admit he had any feelings about guys outside of being really
drunk.  I was having nothing of it.  If he wanted to be friends, and more,
he needed to admit both parts of it.

Nick: So we are ok now? (He made a cheap attempt to rub my dick through my
shorts)

Me: Shut the fuck up, and stop touching me. Man you are a joke, get the
fuck out.  And don't come back in 10 mins later with a weak ass appology
and trying to justify yourself.

Nick: Fuck, I'm sorry.  Please I just wanna hang with you.  I'm sorry I
grabbed your junk.

Me: You need to really think things out dude before you do them. Rubbing my
dick doesn't fix anything, and you never answered my question, what are you
after with all this?  This has been a real shitty night so far for me.

Nick: I just wanted to hang with a teammate, and last night just kinda
happened I guess...If that is your thing, then fine, I'm ok with it.

Me: My thing? haha, get the fuck out.

He left, and he looked really depressed.  I felt a little bad, but what
could I do?  He made it seem like I convinced him to do something he didn't
want to do.  Only thing he forgot was that he was the one that started the
whole thing.  Maybe he was just horny, but I'm not gonna be some whore for
him to blow his load when he needs it.  He needed to take his medicine I
guess.  I went to bed, extremely angry and I heard a knock on the door at
about 8am.  Christ....it was Nick again and I opened the door.

Me: What?

Nick: Just wanted to say sorry about everything.

Me: Well that clears it all up, thanks for stopping by, later, see you at
practice in a few weeks.

I tried to close the door and go back to bed, he put his foot in front of
it.

Nick: Jesus, I don't mean sorry for everything, can we just talk?

Me: I'm tired and want to go back to bed.

Nick: So go back to bed, I'll sit on the side and tell you my thing.

I thought fine, and that was a nice gesture on his part.  I got back into
bed and rolled over on my side.  Nick sat down on the bed and started
talking.

Nick: Ok, this is how I take it.  And this is what I want from us, I have
really been thinking. Obviously we are going to be good friends, and we
both like girls. Obviously I want to fool around with you because it
already happened and I have never had a relationship with a guy man.  Its
all new to me, and I don't know how to balance the friendship and
the...other stuff.  But sometimes, when we are playing games or just
hanging out, maybe we have more fun with each other, I want it.  Not a
relationship, because both of us don't want that, but I can say that I
would like to fool around sometimes. I really like hanging with you, and we
can do whatever, I will be ok with it, I just want to spend time with you.
Sorry for the speech, and if it made no sense.  I understand a little
better, we do our thing on the side.

Me: Makes perfect sense to me dude.  And if thats what you want with me, I
am cool with it.  Thanks for just admitting to what you want.

Nick: Thank god, I rehearsed that all morning. Shower and we can go
skate. Please?

Me: Jesus, fine.  Get off my bed let me get ready.

I thought I needed a way to fuck him.  Sorry to be so blunt, but I wanted
my dick inside him, and he deserved it to behonest.  I mean he had a really
nice dick, really sweet looking almost 7 incher.  Cut and nice girth.  Time
will tell I guess.  We went to the rink, his shot was getting better, I let
a few past me I shouldn't have because I was still thinking about things
and was tired.

Nick: You ok Brandon?  You seem a little slow.

Me: Yea I'm fine, lets finish up and get some lunch.

We went to get lunch and were chatting back and forth.  He was always a
happy guy, always had a smile on his face.

Nick: Lets get fucked up tonight and make more recordings.

Me: Fine, just don't be an asshole haha

Nick: haha fine.

We went back to the dorms and showered, he came in my room and made a real
heavy drink.

Me: You wanna get shitty on purpose so you don't regret what we do later?

Nick: No, I just wanna get fucked up a little bit.

We started drinking and smoked a little weed.  He was getting decent.  We
were making some recordings, and I paused it.  I pulled him over to me and
kissed him.  He tried to move away, but I opened my mouth and held him to
me.  He responded and we made out a little bit.  I backed off.

Me: How was that?

Nick: Wierd, but nice.

Me: You know you want it Nick, lets just fucking do it, its just you and me
here. It doesn't make you gay, its just two buddies fooling around, kissing
is gonna be part of it dude so get used to it.

I went over to the bed and waited for him.  He took his shirt off and his
jeans.

Nick: Fuck it.

He undressed me to my briefs and joined me in bed.  God this is what I
wanted from him.

Me: Kiss me again Nick.

He did, and we actually started to make out a little bit, both of our hands
were searching for each others junk.  I found his and moved down to blow
him.

Nick: Jesus this is great, yea suck that cock Brandon, faster, really suck
it.

And I did.

Me: Stroke me and lick my balls.

And he did.

Me: Im getting close, swallow this time, Im not spraying on the wall this
time.

Nick: I, I don't know about that.

I stopped all action.

Me: Wow, fine.  I'm gonna fuck you then instead if you don't swallow me.

Nick: haha yea right, lets just keep doing what we have here.

Me: Its in your mouth or in your ass, or you get dressed and leave.

Nick: Fine, cum in my mouth, I'll try to swallow it.

Me: Don't try, do it.

I went back to sucking his balls and jerking him a little.  I started
feeling up his his body, I was doing everything I missed out on before to
him.  He did the same. I told him I was cumming, and pushed his head down
on the tip of my dick.  And sure enough he did his best to take my load and
swallowed most of it.  He had a weird face, I think he was surprised cum
was so hot.  I sucked him real fast and he came.  He was grabbing my head
and face fucking me, he was holding me when he came in my mouth.  I
swallowed it all and he tasted great again.

Nick: Shit....

Me: Yep, thats how it works, your cum was sweet.  How was mine?

Nick: Dude, I don't know, I mean it was cum, I didn't do a taste test with
it.

Me: Tell me.

Nick: Salty and warm I guess, it was gross.  I mean I thought it would be
more gross, but it wasn't too bad, just warmer than I thought it would be.

Me: You liked it didn't you, a little bit?

Nick: Jesus I don't know, I did it because you made me.

Me: Oh please.

Nick got up off the bed, put his shit back on and left the room.  He was
really confused, but I got what I wanted from it, and he did too in a way.
He probably had to think things through, which was fine with me.  He was
starting to get used to us doing shit together.  I know he was straight,
but guy fun in college is different.  I was pretty much straight too, but
when you are 19 and want to get your dick wet, you really don't care how it
happens.  Soft knock about 20 mins later.  Of course it was Nick.

Me: Jesus, what?  You gonna have second thoughts after every time we fool
around together?

Nick: No, I mean, this stuff is all new to me.  Eating another guy's cum?
I never even dreamed I would be doing something like that.

Me: But you liked it right, price you pay for being with me dude - I want
to get off as much as you.

Nick: Well I liked it when you ate my cum and I blew in your mouth, not so
much the other way around haha.

It was still early, and we had actually done our thing and not been
shitfaced.  I mean he had some to drink, and so did I, but he didn't need
to be almost passed out drunk to fool around.  Jesus I needed to fuck him
real bad.  We stayed up until about 1am drinking and smoked a little weed.

Nick: Can I sleep in here tonight?  I don't want to go back to the room,
roommate smells, sucks etc.

Me: We are gonna have trouble in this bed together.

Nick: haha no man, I'll move the couch in here from the common room and
sleep on it.  Dude, I like what we have going, but I'm not sleeping in a
bed with you.

We'll see I thought.