Date: Tue, 26 Mar 2002 17:24:48 -0500
From: redwheels <redwheels@subdimension.com>
Subject: Set Free [gay male / college]

Written by redwheels [ultf113]
Spring 2002

o   o   o

"I'm gonna miss you so much!" I said, hugging Kev one last
time.

"Just two weeks Sandy," he said.

I was about to leave our apartment for winter break.  My
last as a graduate student.  My winter coat made that
sliding sound as we loosened the hug.

"I love you..."

He gently smiled.  God, I was getting another hard-on and
the plane was taking off in two hours...  We shared a long,
soft kiss.

"Mmmmm, Kev..." I said, feeling ready for tears to flow over
this bittersweet moment.

"Take care of yourself Sandy," he said, softly brushing my
hair back and petting my fuzzy nape.

"Yeah.  Well.  The time has come," I said.

"Why don't you just tell them now on the phone?" he asked.

I took a breath.  Kev meant so much more to me than my
family.  To leave his touch, his understanding, his warmth
for another disastrous round of holiday tension with my
family...  I let go of my beloved and walked to the phone.
Tapped in the number.

"I can't believe it...  Sandy!" he said with a smile.  He
came over and held my free hand.

"I got the machine," I said.  I waited for the message to
finish.

"Hi Mom and Dad, this is Sandy.  Uh, there's been a slight
change of plans at the last minute..."

Kevin closed his eyes and held my hand tighter;

"You remember my room mate Kevin?  Well, the truth is, I've
been in love with him for two and a half years, and I've got
to tell you all, I'd much rather stay home with him this
year, and hopefully be with him the rest of my life..."

The phone clicked.  "Sandy, what the hell is this?!?  You've
got to be joking," said my Dad.

"Hi Dad."  I smiled over to Kev.

"No, it's no joke.  I'm gay, in love, and it's a whole lot
better than pretending I'm normal back home."

"You fucking quee"  I hung up the phone.

"Well, there goes $450," Kev said, referring to the plane
ticket.

I felt such new clarity in my mind.  Everything in life was
fresh and new again.

"It was worth it.  God, I don't have to deal with them
anymore!"

"That was so brave," he said as we hugged tightly again.
The snowstorm outside grew stronger.  I took off my coat and
we went to our couch.  I loved the feeling of resting my
head in his lap as he sat and caressed my hair and face.

"I love you," I said, leaning my head back to his warm lap.
We both wore the subtle winter-themed sweaters we exchanged
last night before our small tree.

"It's such a relief for both of us to be out now," he said,
caressing my temple with the tops of his curled fingers.

The phone jaboodled, startling me.  My heart was still
beating fast after my impulsive, years in the making coming
out call.  Kev picked up the cordless from the stand.

"It's for you," he said after answering.

"Hello?  Yes.  Oh.  That's fine.  Actually I had just
changed my mind and...  Okay.  Thanks for calling.  You too.
 Bye."

Kev looked down at me.

"Snowstorm," I said with satisfaction.  "They cancelled the
flight and I'll get a refund by mail."

He laughed.  I laughed with him, loving how his lap moved.
I felt content and happy so close to him.

He laughed again as he began saying, "So...  You didn't
really have to make that call home after all."

I thought about it, feeling warm inside.  Out of the closet.
 And I announced it about our love, not just my own
sexuality.  I was free to live my life in truth.

"I'm glad it was over quick.  It was pretty cool telling it
to the machine too...  I can just imagine them playing the
message back.  And going off in the car to services knowing
their son is... one of THEM!"

"There's only one of you, Sandy," he said.  "And I totally
love him."

He leaned down and I stretched up for first Out kiss.  I
tingled, fully enjoying our intimate connection.  I rested
down again and exhaled.

"So what's on for today?" I said, as if I needed to ask.

Kev turned to look out our windows.

"I think we're snowed in for now Sandy," he sighed.

"Maybe we should change the message on our machine..." I
said.

"Yeah.  Good idea."

I pressed my head back into Kev's lap as we got up.  Our
little game...  We pressed the outgoing message button on
our phone;

"Hi, this is Kevin"

"and Sandy's"

"machine.  Leave a message at the tone"

"Bye now."

Our voices were so warm, clear, and true.

"There," Kev said, "that should be nicer than the old one."

We rose up to stand side by side.  I had to hug him again;

"Oh Kevin," I softly said, my hands feeling his muscular
back through his thick sweater.  His hands moved down to my
back pockets.  I smiled through our kiss...

"Shall we?" he said.  My dick felt so good, pink and hard
inside my pants.  Yes.

"Mmm hmm."

We walked into our plain white bedroom.  I got my boots off
as he twirled the blinds 90% closed.  I began undressing,
watching my beautiful love turn on our stereo and CD
changer.  The mix from last night was still loaded; A couple
of relaxing piano discs, Sharon Isbin's guitar, and slow
love songs of the 1940s, sung by the soothing, warmly
recorded voices of men.

I stood naked at the edge of our bed as Kev walked around to
turn every light on.  We liked it bright, especially with
these true color bulbs, so much better than standard
yellowish ones.

One of my favorite piano pieces, "Eastern wind" came on as
Kev slipped out of his clothes.  He approached and stood
before me.  I saw his pale, slender nude body reflected in
our mirror.  Gorgeous.  I sat back on the bed.  He placed
his hands on my shoulders.  I closed my eyes and began
kissing his abs and rising penis...

He caressed my hair and pulled my head closer.  I looooved
giving him blow jobs!  Ever so slowly, I opened my mouth and
angled in to his waiting penis.  Oh, the warm taste of his
first drops of come...  Mmmm, I kissed and licked his cock
as he petted my nape and massaged the tension from my
shoulders...

Kev moved himself to the bed.  We slid the white cotton
comforter out of the way.  He liked to lie back on the
pastel lavender sheets for 69...  Our mouths tongues and
dicks joined in a love flow...  How simple, how wonderful
this was.  Delightfully impossible to devote my mouth to his
cock as my own came under his spell of licks and hot
sucking...  Oh.  Oh how I love our love, Kevin!

I sucked and held my beloved's penis of joy, moving my hand
down to circle my middle finger round his tanned assflesh.
Licking Kev's dick, tasting him, my lips firming and
squeezing upon his head rim, my fingertip firmly touched to
his soft pink anal bud at last...

My toes curled as Kev's fingertips brushed and caressed my
firming and releasing buns.  Oh.  How could I hold back an
orgasm when he started playing with my soft scrotum and
aching balls within?  Yet I loved going higher...
Tightening my own ass to get past this pleasure wave.  Okay.
 Okay.  Yeah... keep it going Kev!

My fingers pressed to his soft ass.  I rubbed him faster,
still sucking him harder and harder.  Our bodies in all this
white light...  I had to fuck him hot...  Now...

I sucked him in deep one last time, hoping he would come...
No.  Okay.  I rose, my hot dick slipping from his lips, and
got our tube of K-Y from the nightstand.  The graceful lines
of the heroic Isbin's nimble classical guitar virtuosity...
Kev smiled over to me as I came back and pressed the left
side of his ass with my hand.  He quickly turned and got
ready, on knees and elbows for our favorite play...

"I'm ready for you Sandy," he softly whispered, curving his
back down and lifting his perfect ass up high for me.  His
defined shoulders, oh!

"Mmmm, you are so beautiful Kev," I said.

"Take me..."

His calves twisted around mine as I got into final position.
 Uhhhhmmm, my hard rod tunneled in his glistening pink
body...  Mmm!  Oh yes, I fucked him tight...

"Oh!" he said in a high pitched breath.

We rocked and pumped, his fine velvety ass squeezing out my
throbbing gelled penis in between deep, deep, burning
thrusts.  I closed my eyes in ecstasy at this realization of
sexual rapture...  The irresistible building toward orgasm
feeling like it could last forever...  Our flexing bodies
squeezing and slipping again and again in perfect motion.

"Sandy," he breathed...  "Oh God!"

I swallowed and plunged him deep and fast.  My slippery K-Y
hand reached around to his dreamy cock to masturbate him
while we fucked...

"Ohhh," he cried.  "Sandy...  Oohhh.  Mmm."

I guessed I wasn't going to get buttfucked soon, but oh
well...  maybe tonight...  Kev deserved this special gift.

A long graceful big band introduction, piano and horns
setting the starlight mood...  Oh God!  I stuck my pumping
shaft in his soft ass while jacking his stiff red dick off
with both hands...  Our sacred bodies dissolving into the
Universe...

"Ah, aaah, aaammmhhhaaah yes.  Oh.  Uhh, oh mmmm yeah,
it's... yes.  Ohhh...  Oh!  Aaaah!  Owww!  Oh!  AHHhhhhh.
Oh, mmm Kev yes.  Ohhh..."

Coming pleasure sprayed and spread through both of us, our
gay cocks climaxing beyond joy...  I tightly closed my eyes
as every cell glowed with the raging wave of orgasmic power,
leaving me shaking, thrusting wildly in Kev's golden butt...

Covered in tiny droplets of sweat, we slowed and slowed to a
stop, I still hard inside him.  Like always, it felt so
wrong to know I had to leave his anal ecstasy...  Oh.  Mmmm.
 That was soooo good Kev!  Sorry, we can hold each other
when...

I let him squeeze me out one last time.  I took his anal
push and slid my softening cock free, my love's little round
pink anus squeezing out a dripping line of come and lube
soon after...  Oh what a perfect fuck!  Kev's dripping cock
tilted to his body as he collapsed and turned to face me...
We came together in a weak embrace, our hearts and lungs
slowly relaxing back to normal.  We gazed into each other's
souls, our eyelids slowly blinking.  Oh how I loved him...
loved sex with him...  faithful to me all this time... His
caring love and acceptance!

"Sandy... thank you.  I was wondering if it could ever be
this great again..."

I breathed out and gently kissed his lips, weakly bringing
my hand down to caress the side of his ribs...  My Kevin, so
clearly the One for me...

"We're free men now..." I said.

"Mmmm."

o   o   o

The End
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