Date: Wed,  8 Mar 2006 20:07:50 -0500 (EST)
From: James Freemantle <freemantle1@excite.com>
Subject: Spring Training 5 (College T/T+)

I couldn't believe that I had let t slip to Robert what I had done during
spring break in Daytona.  He went ballistic.  He wanted to know
everything. In Daytona I sucked Doug in the hotel after a card game.  I
sucked a guy named Blair at the Marriott.  I sucked Doug and Gary in our
hotel room.  I sucked a surfer kid in the dunes. Then to finish my spring
training I sucked Doug, Gary and three other guys in the hotel.  Now that
we are back at school I had gone with Doug to his house jerked off Robert
and then twice sucked his cock.

Robert yelled at me, "James stand in front of me. Get the fuck over in
front of me.  I was nervous as I moved in front of him. His yelling had its
effect on me. You will listen to me.  You sucked my brother?" Then he
looked at me and said, "James you are disgusting.  You are six feet tall.
You lift weights, you make good grades, and you could smash Doug and me to
bits if you wanted.  Instead you act like you want to be abused.  Do you
understand?"  I argued, "I'm not doing anything wrong."  He said, "I want
you to go with me this weekend to the shore.  We need to work on your
identity."  He looked at me and said, "Do you agree?"  I nodded yes.

I listened as he called Doug.  He said, "James and I are going to the shore
this weekend and I want you there.  You will do what I tell you unless you
want me to spread what happened in Daytona.  In other words, you will
follow orders.  Hell just make sure you follow my rules."  Doug said,
""What's this about?"  Robert said, "Just pure blackmail.  Do we have a
pact?"  Doug agreed.

Well it's Wednesday and I am getting nervous.  I was considering not having
a part in the "weekend retreat."  I had a long talk with Robert.  He has
spooked me and I am unsure if I want to stay for this weekend.  The stakes
are too high.  Robert was telling me he could not wait until the weekends
started.  He said he plans to put it to Doug.  I asked him what he has
planned.  He said, "You will see."  He said, "My brother has always been in
charge of me.  Dad thinks he is always right.  I am the one that does
everything wrong.  I am the one that has poor grades.  I am the one that
the neighbors complain about.  Hell, I'm the one that dad caught jerking
off."  He looked at me and said, "You are a pussy.  You want to do things
and then you don't want to do things.  You can name the weekend "Robert
forces his brother to suck a dick weekend".  Or you can call it "Doug's
mouth and ass will be used weekend."  Or you can call it the "Opening up
the tight ass hole of my brother weekend".  I looked at Robert, "I'm not a
pussy.  I know what I want and I know what I don't want.  Just because I
sucked a dick doesn't make me a pussy." Robert laughed, "I was listening
when you told Doug you were upset that you did not suck my dick that first
night.  Well you will get your chance to suck a lot of dick.  Your best
friend Doug will feed you this weekend.  I think you will like the training
session. His dick is almost the same size as mine." I could not let it go,
"Doug's cock is not as large as the cock you have."  He said, "Yes I forgot
that are you familiar with his dick?" I said, "I'm not sure I will come
this weekend."  I just glared at Robert.  He continued, "The way I see it,
after a weekend of constant abuse, I will have you all broken down.  I
don't think you can stop.  Sure Doug can beat my ass.  He has done that
plenty of times.  I can take whatever he dishes out.  So coat your stomach,
grease your lips and ass, and prepare to down boy sperm this weekend.  You
will not have a virgin hole again come next week.  Do you have any more
questions pussy boy?  Of course I could go easy on you if you would like to
make an arrangement."

I Felt like I had been kicked in the balls.  Doug's cock was the first dick
I sucked. Now, I was going to be fucked. What kind of arrangement.  After
my conversation with Robert I called Aaron.  I relayed the conversation
that I had with Robert.  I asked him if Robert would really do something so
extreme of was he just shitting me.  Aaron said, "I know Doug and Robert
better than any one else in the world knows them.  Robert will do what he
says."  He laughed as he said, "Don't worry I have sucked off both brothers
and you will not be abused by Doug. So to sum up your concerns, Robert will
let his dick talk for him.  Doug will let him play the game and do what is
asked from him.  Doug hopes that you will learn a lesson from the weekend.
Doug loves you, me and Robert.  He is not trying to make me straight and he
is not trying to make you gay as that is already determined.  He is not
unsure of you sexuality.  Don't worry about Doug or Robert as I can tell
you from personal knowledge that they will survive but will you?"  I was
real queasy when I met Robert next to the science building.  I asked, "What
kind of arrangement did you have in mind?" I don't think I will ever be
able to relax again as I am afraid.  Yesterday was not one of my better
days after I discovered, "What kind of arrangement Robert wanted." I can
still feel my mounting humiliation as he spelled out his terms. I
understood that Robert just wanted sex, and he could care less that it
would be a degrading form of sex to me.  Robert looked down at his crotch
and began to massage the bulge, "I would bargain away my left testicle to
drop a load."  He was laughing as he said, "Come on lets get started."  I
followed him behind the building and I asked, "How do we do this?"  He
smiled, "Don't worry I tell you what to do?"

Robert said, "Keep a lookout and let me know if you see anyone coming this
way."  That really built my confidence, "not only did he want to corn hole
me.  Now we could be caught in the act.  I watched as Robert lowered his
pants and stroked his dick.  He said, "We have to be careful and ready for
a quick getaway so we will just keep our clothes on.  Robert didn't wait
for me to lower my pants instead with a tug he pulled the zipper, my pants
and my jockeys below my knees.  He said, "Did you bring the shields?"  I
handed him one.  He said, "I will put the rubber on, so bend over."  I did
as he asked.  I cannot tell you the pain I felt next.  His cock was pushing
and probing.  I was yelling for Robert to stop and I realized that he had
not even put the head past my opening. I started begging for him to stop.
Robert said, "I have fucked two other first timers. It will be easier if
you lubricate my cock first."  I looked at the sheath covered head and I
thought, "What can I lubricate it with?  I didn't bring anything." He said,
"Kneel down and help prepare it for entry. Hurry."  I did as he asked. I
knelt on the ground in front of his dick and I slobbered all over the
rubber covered weapon until it was ready.  Robert said, "For ease of entry
you need to pretend that you are pushing out a big dump as I push in.  You
will feel a great deal of pain as the head enters you but as the shaft
follows the pain will decrease.  The first couple of times we screw the
pain will be bearable then as you become accustomed to the size it will
fade."

So that's my agreement.  I'm bent over. My pants are lowered to my knees.
Tears stream down my face as I have a telephone pole entering my butt for a
third time.  I have two used condoms beside me as the marks of my first
visit and my second visit to anal sex. I thought that I could just take it
up the ass by bending over and that I wouldn't really be doing anything but
Robert made me an accomplice by having me help him get ready for entry each
time. This was not what I had imagined and it was not the sex I
wanted. This was one sided sex that provided gratification for him
only. Hell I never even got a hard on.

Doug, Robert, Aaron and I left Friday heading to the shore.  Doug's remarks
still resonate, "Only four days of the weekend and we can relax until next
Sunday. I jumped when I felt Robert shake me and say, "Wake up James we are
here."  We unloaded the bags into the house.  I said, "Don't we need to get
stuff ready for the weekend.  You know, um food, stuff like that.  I mean,
don't we need to get our stuff ready?"  Robert moved in front of my face.
He stood on his toes and we were nose to nose.  His scream was loud, "Shut
the fuck up pussy mouth.  You will do what I say.  You will drink and eat
when I tell you?"  Then he laughed, "You will also eat what I tell you do
you understand?"  I was pissed as I said, "Whatever Robert?"  That's how
quick the weekend started.  I could screw up a good wet dream.  I thought
things would be easier if I made the agreement with Robert.  Now Robert
made it clear he planned to make my life miserable. I never realized that I
had not moved from my place since Robert had yelled at me.  Robert came up
to me again and said in an almost normal voice, "I think you are a sissy.
Are you gay like Aaron?  Can you admit to that?  Every since I have known
you, you have followed my brother around like a little princess.  Do you
want to suck his dick and swallow his load?"  I came apart as my tears
started to flow.  Doug came and grabbed me.  He said, "This is only a
weekend.  You have given him control in less than ten minutes." I watched
in amazement as Robert grabbed his big brother and pushed.  Doug fell
backward and he glared.  I expected a great fight to break out.  Robert
moved over with his jeans clad crotch in front of Doug's face.  Doug never
tried to stand up.  Robert grabbed the hair of Robert and he leaned over
and asked, "You ready to call this off big brother or are you going to
continue?"  Doug in defiance said, "Fuck you."  Robert leaned over and he
held his face close to his own brother he said quietly, "Any time, big
brother."  With Aaron and me watching in amazement he kissed Doug square on
the lips.  It was not a brotherly peck but a "Damn you make me hot kiss?"
Robert left Doug lying in front of us as he called me, "Did you see what I
just did to your girlfriend?  Well that's what I want to see from you and
her.  Go sit by her.  Doug is not a boy anymore.  He is your girl.  You are
secluded at the shore.  She is hot for you and wants to go all the way. Go
on, I want to see you lovers making out."

I was now in the center of the room looking down on Doug.  Doug was quite
but had a defiant look on his face. Robert said, "Doug, you ever think
about eating your boyfriend's cum?  You think you could suck someone off?"
This caused Aaron to laugh. I snapped in his defense, "Robert leave him
alone, he isn't a queer." Robert grabbed me and started, "Hey James you
want to swallow his load then?"  I was starting to get nervous. I looked at
Robert. He said, "I can see how your cock reacts when you see his dick.
Faggots like to see cocks, the bigger the better.  You can't look at one
and not get a hard on."  "Shit you're on the bone, man. You're ready for
some cock.  Is it my big rod or the chance to put the make on Doug?" said
Robert. My big mistake was to look down at my crotch. I noticed that his
eyes were glued to my erection.  My thoughts were so intense that I did not
hear him when he said, "James, I know you are ready but just scared.  I
think you and my brother are in the closet.  If you don't want this just
tell me." I did not reply. I was too busy thinking what I would look like
making out with Doug.  I was very nervous, when I sat down by Doug. He
blushed and would not make eye contact with me.  We had arrived at the
uneasy place.  Robert was constantly telling me to start.  I lightly
touched Doug's face.  He jumped and drew back.  I leaned in and I kissed
the side of his cheek.  This was a strange experience.  It was different
than when I make out with my girlfriend.  Doug needed a shave and I could
feel his stubble. I heard Robert telling Doug, "Open your mouth. I want to
see James put his tongue in your mouth.  I want to see you suck his
tongue."  Doug glared at Robert.  Then he opened his mouth and looked at
me.  I felt Doug gag as I placed my lips over his.  I moved my tongue
inside his mouth.  I could hear Robert telling Aaron, "I told you that they
would do it.  Neither had the balls to admit what they wanted.  I hate to
say it but they look hot."  I was so caught up in the moment that I forgot
it was my best buddy that was making out with me. I heard Robert say,
"Loose some clothes guys.  I looked down at Doug.  He was now staring
straight into my eyes.  I reached for the bottom of his shirt and I lifted
it up.  I removed my own shirt.  I reached for the zipper of Doug's
pants. He lifted up so I could remove his jeans.  I moved my face toward
Doug.  He grabbed the back of my head and our lips met.  As he smashed his
lips to mine I started rubbing his chest. I looked down toward Doug's
basket and I could see that he was fully erect.  I could see the uncut head
poking past the band of his jockeys.  He looked as large as Robert.  "Go
ahead James, You can feel his dick," Robert said.  I did want to look at
his hard teenage dick. I emerged from my cloud when Robert asked me to grab
Doug's cock and stroke him.  I did not realize that Robert and Aaron had
removed all of their clothes and were now naked.  I wanted to put his cock
in my mouth and suck it and let him cum in my mouth. I was down in front of
Doug's jockeys.  Robert just smiled down at me and said, "I know you are a
cocksucker. Go ahead; it belongs in your mouth." I looked at the tip of
Doug's cock. I could almost taste his pre-cum in my mouth and lips. His
dick has purple veins that run its length. The head seemed to pulse with
each beat of his heart.  My face blushed as Robert said, "You'll just
practice sucking Doug's dick." Tears welled up in my eyes.  I felt a
weakness in my knees and arms.  I wanted to suck Doug's cock and taste his
cum. I didn't resist. Robert was in control.  I licked down Doug's chest
and abs as I tasted the salty and musky boy scent. "You like that don't
you?  You like the taste of my brother don't you?" I started to pull away
but my mouth was drawn downward.  Robert's quest was to watch Doug empty
his large balls into my submissive throat.  He said, "Well boy you are
about to taste another cock.  Soon you will taste Doug's cum." I opened my
lips and I closed them around the crown. The smell, the feel and the taste
of his dick in my mouth made my own dick rock hard.  "You're his best
friend and now you are his personal cocksucker. Feel his cock in your
mouth. You like it don't you?" Robert was in total control and I knew he
could get me to swallow it deeper.  He said, "A dick is in your mouth and
you love it. I'm making you suck a dick."  I should never have gone to the
shore. I had become a submissive cocksucker in just minutes. I did not want
to give Robert total control so I tried to pull away, but Doug held me in
place as he continued to fuck my face.  I knew he was right that I looked
like a queer and I was acting as one. Doug was moaning as he humped my
face. Pre-cum coated my lips as he pushed the hard cock to the back of my
throat. I started gagging at his abuse on my mouth. I knew he was close.
Doug became more urgent and said, "I'm going to shoot, I'm going to cum in
your mouth." He pulled back so only his cock head was in my mouth, and I
tasted the first spurt of cum, then another. Cum was shooting into my
mouth. I had a mouthful of cum. Some of it dribbled out of the corner of my
mouth. All I could think of was "Swallow it?" He held me as he pushed his
cock into my mouth so my nose was pressed to his pubes. Then I swallowed.
I regretted what I'd just done. I had put on a show for Doug, Robert and
Aaron. I didn't understand why this happened. I looked up at Robert as he
rubbed his hard cock.  Before I could speak he said, "You were great
swinging on my brother's dick. Your lips were tightly clamped around
it. You swallowed his cum like a vacuum cleaner."  Doug told me to stay
clear of Robert and I planned to until I first saw his large dick. In these
few days I have jerked off Robert, sucked him off and I have let him use my
ass.  My humiliation was not as great by sucking dick or by getting screwed
as it was by putting on a show with Doug.  I realized that I enjoyed my
session with Doug.  My desires went deeper than just friendship. I have to
re-evaluate my feelings.  Could Robert be right about me?  I heard Robert
say, "OK now we know that James likes to suck dick.  Now I want to see how
my big brother is at returning the favor.  But before you swallow your
first load, big brother, why don't you make out some more.  I'm sure you
will be able to taste your own spunk in James mouth."  I saw the look of
disgust on Doug's face as he pulled my mouth to his.  He closed his eyes
before our lips met.  Aaron was talking as we made out on the floor.  Doug
was naked and I sat in my jockeys.  Doug said technically this will not be
the first dick that Doug will suck.  I wanted to pull away from Doug's kiss
as he told the story.  It seems Doug and Aaron had played around a little
last year.  And as Aaron told it one weekend Doug had sucked his cock for a
few minutes.  Robert said, "No shit, why didn't you tell me my brother is a
cocksucker?"  Aaron laughed and said, "Well I never told Doug what you did
either?"  Robert said, "OK, I'll just change the subject."  Then I heard
Robert ask, "I need to drop a load.  James, come help me."  I thought that
Robert was kidding until I felt him pull my arm and drag me toward the
couch.  I was sprawled on the floor at his feet.  I looked up and saw that
Robert was fully erect.  Robert grabbed my hair and he pulled me into a
kneeling position. Robert said, "I don't give a fuck about anything other
than knowing that James and Doug have me to thank for their experiences."
Robert was moving my head toward his erection.  I gagged as he forced the
first couple of inches into my throat.  Then he came.  It happened so fast
that I just swallowed his load.  Robert said, "Sorry about the quick fire.
Watching you make out with Doug had me boned.  I'll be able to let you suck
me properly in a few minutes.  Why don't you help Aaron get off while I
recover?"

Doug looked at me as I moved in front of Aaron.  I lowered my mouth over
the first couple of inches of the smaller cock.  I worked him for ten
minutes before he fired into my mouth.  Robert said, "Don't swallow save it
for you girlfriend."  I looked over at Doug with a full load in my mouth.
He gagged again as I made contact with his mouth again.  I felt him give in
as Aarons cum moved between our joined mouths and we both swallowed.  Doug
grabbed my head and again smashed my lips.  I could see that Doug was fully
hard again.