Date: Tue, 20 Dec 2005 07:14:23 -0800 (PST)
From: Alexander Trujillo <anakin7384@yahoo.com>
Subject: Straight Intoxication Chapter 2

Hey again to everyone. I just wanted to thank you all for responding to
this story. Hope you enjoy the next chapter.

Anakin7384@yahoo.com

Chappter 2 Confessions

I took a shower and brushed my teeth. I couldn't get him off my mind and I
know I wouldn't be able to for the rest of the day. Just thinking about him
got me hard. His brown eyes, well defined chest, his cut six pack, and that
light treasure trail that led to something that I have been longing. I
looked at myself in the mirror and asked myself `Can you do it today? Can
you talk to him and get everything out?'

I hope so.

I finished getting dressed and headed out the door and went to work.

Throughout most of the day I kept toughing myself because I had this hard
on that just wouldn't go away. The only thing that saved me was my desk. I
knew I had to take care of it soon so I got up and went to the bathroom. I
locked the stall and pulled down my boxers and dress pants. I felt all over
my chest and stomach as I pictured him. I wanted him to be here with me,
touching me and kissing me. I started to stroke my dick slowly at first as
now my left hand started to rub my balls. I could feel him now just licking
my nipples and chest going down my abs. I started to stroke a little
faster. Then he went back up and started kissing me and his hand started to
stroke my dick. Now I'm close. Gosh I want him so bad. I could feel myself
about to explode.

*Click*

The door swung open. `Why couldn't they wait just a little longer?' I
thought to myself. I waited until the person was done. Once he walked out I
started to stroke it once again and now I knew I had to hurry up. How long
have I been away from my desk? Oh I could feel it now. Then it happened. I
shot load after load into the toilet. Gosh that was great. I cleaned up and
went back to my desk.

5 O' Clock^Å Time to go to practice.


Practice came and went by super fast. And now it was time. I was so
nervous. What am I going to say to him anyways? What else is there to ask?
What was that dream all about? Am I rushing things? But that conversation
we had on the internet was just to smooth. Do all straight guys respond to
gay guys like that when they confess their love to them? Love^Å Ha that
word has to be the most confusing ^Ö

"Alex can I talk to you when you get a chance?" a voice said from
behind. It was him. I turned around and he was wearing this tight black
tank top that was drenched in sweat and white basketball shorts. He looked
great.

"Sure want to talk now?"

"Yeah but not here, not in front of anyone," he said.

"You want me to take you home today? That way we could talk in the
car. What do you think?"

"Yeah that'll be fine. Let me get my trumpet."

He turned around and walked away. His ass looked great. What did he want to
talk to me about?

I waited for him in the car as he said his good-byes. Once we started
driving things got quiet. I knew this was going to happen.

"So what's up?" I asked.

"Alex I've been thinking about you ever since the letter. What you wrote
was just amazing and after that conversation online^Å I know it's hard to
talk to me about these things and I'm sorry. I seriously am. I wish there
was something I could do but I don't think there is. I'm sorry."

"It's okay^Å we're still friends." What the fuck did I just say? Don't hold
back Alex just tell him everything. We're already close to his
house. "Andy?"

"Yeah?"

"Nothing's going to change between us so don't worry. Well we're here so I
guess this is good night?"  I can't. He looks at me and I look at him. Look
at those eyes.

"Alright then^Å Good night."

He stepped out of the car and I waited for him to go inside. I always
do. He waved assuring that he got in and I drove of, my mind bitching at
myself for being so damn afraid. I got home and checked my E-mails and saw
that there was a fraternity party this upcoming Friday. I hurried and
checked the list to see if Andy was going to go. He was.


I got there about an hour late. Damn traffic. Once I got in the house
though it smelled like beer and pizza, your basic college needs. I said my
hellos to all my brothers and then I walked round and mingled. `Where was
he?' Then he walked through the door. I guess I wasn't the only one
late. He was wearing a pair of jeans and a screened tee that said `I'm a
keeper.' He looked funny. Then behind him walked this girl. Damn he brought
a date. Oh wait there's Danny. The girl turned around and grabbed Danny's
hand. Yes! He came alone!

"Hey Andy"

"Hey"

He said his hellos and mingled for a while. About an hour later and six
beers he was a little drunk. I on the other hand had gotten alcohol
poisoning about a month ago a still was a little afraid to drink and get
sick again.

"Hey Alex^Å Did I ever tell you you're a great guy?" he said to me from
across the room.

"Um^Å okay?" I answered back and walked to him before he said anything that
could ruin the night.

"Come here and give me a hug"

Great, what am I suppose to do now? In front of all these people? Well they
all know me so why not right? I gave him a short manly hug and he looked at
me.

"Can we talk really quick?" he asked. I could smell the beer on his breath.

"Sure"

We walked outside and started to go around the block and I asked what he
needed to tell me.

"Alex, when I received that letter and I talked to you that night I lied. I
got scared when I read that letter because I knew that everything was going
to change and here we are acting different to each other. Alex I need to
tell you the truth."

Great what is he going to say now that's probably going to hurt like
hell. This has to be the beer talking.

He continued, "Alex I know I'm a little drunk and that's probably why I'm
going through with this but I just wanted to say that maybe I do want to
give this a shot and try this out."

WTF? He's totally drunk! He's gone mad! This can't be my best friend!

"Andy do you know what you're saying right now, do you understand what
might happen?"

"Yea^Å but I want to try and work this out Alex. I guess I have to confess
a few things too. When I was smaller I had this neighbor which I use to
fool around with and one day my dad caught us and he screamed and yelled at
me and told me I was going to hell. So this scared me for a couple of years
and I decided I wanted to hide that side of me. But I'm done Alex; I'm done
hiding myself to everyone and hurting myself in the process. I just can't
take this anymore."

Wow, the giant fell, the building crumbled, here he is, my dreamer, crying
and confessing his darkest secrets to me. What do I say? What can I say to
someone so hurt and confused? Nothing.

I hugged him then like I've never hugged someone in my life. I cried as
well that night along with him. I tried with all my might to transfer the
pain that he was experience to me. I guess I wanted to be a superhero. I
looked into his brown, now red, watery eyes and he leaned forward and
kissed me. I could taste his tears that had run down to his lips. I
couldn't believe that this was happening. I finally kissed those lips that
I desired so.

"Alex, thank you for everything." He said.

We kissed once more that night. And then I took him home. Gosh I'm scared
now of the obstacles to come.