Date: Wed, 4 Mar 2009 12:39:25 +0000
From: whiterabbitdrama@yahoo.com
Subject: Submission to Nick (Authoritarian, college)

Please do not read if you don't want to read a story about two gay kinky
guys. Simple enough. Please email thoughts to
pancakenwaffles@yahoo.com. Thanks!


The day was finally here-my first day in college. I thought it would never
come. I had a so-so high school career, and I was definitely ready to move
on.

I was going to live in the dorms. I'm pretty avoidant when it comes to
meeting people. I don't know why but I've just never been good at it. I
knew my roommate- he went to high school with me. I never really talked to
him, but he had always been nice to me. Others would pick on me because of
my disability (I'm hearing impaired) but he would always tell his friends
to lay off of me.

I'm a pretty average guy-about 185 pounds, 5 feet 10. I was a swimmer but
kind of gave up on that so I gained weight. I really like playing video
games, especially Kingdom Hearts (over and over again). My childhood was
decent- had a loving family. I never knew sign language because I was
mainstreamed. I had signed up for a boring semester- english,history,math,
and science. It felt like high school all over again!

Anyway, back to the story. I was in my room unpacking-it wasn't a bad
looking room. It had two beds right next to each other, but enough room to
walk in between. Nick-that's my roommate-hadn't arrived yet so I took the
bed on the right. We had been emailing back and forth and I had said I'd
bring the futon. The futon went by the end of the bed, facing where the tv
went. Then there was the door! Pretty small room but it was college. The
bathrooms were down the hall. We had the last room in the hallway. I kind
of hated the fact that the bathroom was so far down,if I had to really piss
I didn't want to walk all that way! Especially not in the middle of the
night when I was trying to sleep.

I was getting out my blankets and stuff. My parents had already left, but
they helped me get everything organized. I wasn't quite sure how Nick
wanted it but that was okay-- I had brought the futon after all. Nick still
hadn't arrived when I finished with the sheets so I shrugged and got on the
futon to watch tv.

By the time the Simpsons came on it was 8 pm-and still no Nick. I wasn't
too worried, but I wanted to be awake for when he got there. I was getting
pretty tired since I had been moving all day. I finally fell asleep, not
being able to stay awake.

The door had flung open and Nick came walking in. He was alone-having been
dropped off. He only had two big suitcases. I had brought most of the stuff
anyway. His entrance didn't wake me up right away-hello, deaf! But he
eventually woke me up by turning on the light. He was laughing as he looked
at me.I shook my head rubbing my eyes feeling like a total dork. "Hey Nick,
sorry, I fell asleep waiting for ya." I started to get up but Nick
shrugged.

"Naw bro, you don't have to get up. Sorry I'm so late, my parents worked
all day you see." He picked up his suitcases and pointed to the bed on the
left. "This my bed man?" I nodded, motioning to my bed ready to
explain. "Awesome bro, its so small in here! I saw the bathrooms, they're
pretty rank too!" He looked back over to me and sniggered, looking toward
my crotch and back up. "Haha man..do I make you hard or somethin'?", he
said ever so carelessly.

My face blushed red as I looked down and noticed I had a clear boner
bulging in my pants. I quickly sat down and bent my knees toward me to make
it not obvious. "Er..I was sleeping." I didn't know what else to say. It
was true that Nick was way hot. He had these brownish black eyes that could
kill, a smile that made you want to pinch his cheeks. It also didn't help
that he was quite toned. "Yeah..sorry." I quickly turned my head to the tv
trying to look distracted so he'd start unpacking and forget the whole
thing.

Nick just chuckled and unzipped his first bag. I kept watching him with one
eye to see what he was doing. He looked over to me and smiled. "Yo
dude.. You excited to be here?"

I looked over to him and almost forgot what had happened for a
second. "Yeah.I'm taking really boring classes but that's college for you."

Nick nodded and kept taking clothes out of his suitcase and practically
just threw them on the bed. "Yeah..me too. Except I'm taking math, a high
level math pipsqueaks would cry at." He pointed to the tv and squinted at
the dvd case I had at the bottom. "Did you bring movies?",he asked
politely.

"Yeah, I get bored really easy so I brought a ton of movies and my game
consoles."

"You must be spoiled at home, man! I'd kill for all this!", Nick said with
some sarcasm in his voice.

"I'm not spoiled. I bought all this stuff on my own from money from my
job." I didn't like being called spoiled but I didn't want to sound mad,
not on the first day.

"So man,would it be ok if I brought my girl here sometimes?" Nick asked
this with a hint of caution in his voice. I wasn't sure why he had asked in
the first place- why wouldn't it be ok? It was his room too.

"Yeah why wouldn't it be? I might bring my own girl here sometimes." I lied
when I said this. I don't have a girlfriend, I never had one.

"Cool man." He sounded like he knew I was lying but didn't say so. I was
really taken aback by his next statement- and how he was so "cool" with
saying it. " So I might bring my girl here to fuck her tight pussy.. She
can't get enough of my dick man..pounding in and out of that wet lil
thing. You know what I'm talking about man?" I didn't even look at him- I
just kept looking at the tv. "She's such a cock whore too- she loves
sucking on it day and night. There's no keeping her off man." I admittedly
was getting stirred by the way Nick was talking- but I was being stirred
thinking about his dick, not her pussy. How I wish I could be her.

I kept trying to watch the tv, but my mind was racing with these
thoughts. I hadn't noticed that Nick didn't say anything else, nor had I
noticed he was practically right next to me. To my embarassment I was hard
again. I was sure he couldn't notice.

Sure enough, Nick was right over me. He chuckled loudly enough for me to
almost jump off of the futon. I was easily spooked. He shook his
head. "Man, you're so uptight." He petted me on the head and laughed. "I
knew you were a cocksucking faggot the minute I laid eyes on ya boy!",he
said not being able to control himself. He kept laughing as he talked. "You
know man, I could care less. But you know.. My girl isn't here at this
college. She's at some fucking college in Wisconsin, so far away." He got
up and walked over to his computer. I had remained silent this whole time-
I didn't know what to say.

He pulled up a chat log from some conversation he had with someone. I
looked at him confused. "What is this?" He nudged his laptop over to me and
I took it into my hands.I could not believe what I saw.

It was a chat conversation that I had with Nick. What's more is that I had
used my own name and he used his. The only difference was that Nick lied
about where he was from. He had never sent me pictures of him- saying that
I didn't need to see them.

They were quite graphic conversations as well. We talked about everything
together. He had known who I was this whole time and apparently did nothing
about it during high school. I looked over to him. He was laying back on
the futon by this point. He shrugged and took his computer back. "So, I
told you. I've been talking to you this whole time."

I hit him on the arm, not hard but I still hit him. I got up in anger and
looked to my bed. It was still close to him so I just turned to the door
and opened it. "Don't do this man,what are you angry about?"Nick said
trying to get me to stay.  I was so angry I didn't know what to think. I
felt embarassed and stupid. My best friend online never sent me his
pictures but told me I could trust him. I was confused- why would he keep
this a secret until now? Why am I his roommate of all people? Now I was
going to have to deal with this every day.

I had made my way into the bathroom (which was really more like a locker
room) and looked around for a place to go. I heard the door open, and I was
sure it was Nick.I was hearing impaired but I definitely heard the door
open. I didn't know where to go so I just went into the shower and closed
the curtain. I turned around to face the shower, not noticing that this was
it. The only shower! There were four showerheads facing each other. I felt
stupid-what if the guy who came in wasn't Nick?

To my relief it was Nick. "Ben? Are you in here? He was right by the shower
heads, but I didn't answer. He with one swoop opened the curtain. He sighed
with relief and laughed. "Thank fuck it's just you! Imagine how embarassing
it woulda been if it was some dude."

I started to walk past him to get away and he tried to grab me."Stop being
a baby and just look at me." Nick grabbed me despite me fighting him to get
away. He was too strong so I gave up and just looked at him.

"What do you want from me? Do you expect me to be okay with the fact that
you were lying to me this whole time?" I almost started crying saying this
but I managed.

"Dude, shut up and man up. This is why I hate girls sometimes-so fucking
whiny!" Nick managed to laugh and loosened his grip on me slightly. He was
holding me by this point. I stood back as much as I could to show that I
was angry at him, but felt so good in his arms. "I'm sorry dude for lying
to you. But the me you saw was me- I meant every word I said."

I tried to push off again but it didn't work. "You practically used me as a
cyber doll sometimes. Hell, you did it in the room with that pussy talk,
asshole!" By this point I had given up trying to get away from him.

Nick laughed in amusement. "Dude. You know why I do that! I know how
jealous it makes you. You just want me, and you know it!"

I started to struggle again, thinking this was too be good true. He didn't
loosen his grip, and moved his hands to my face. "Dude, you look better in
person. This proves you take crappy pictures." He took my face and rubbed
it. I wasn't really expecting the next moment- he started to kiss me. I
wanted to fight him,I wanted to stand my ground, but his powerful body
didn't let me. I got engrossed into the kiss, loosening up and moving
closer into him. My hands started feeling up his back- which was quite
muscley.I started to move my hands toward his butt. I could feel him
chuckling as I worked my way down. His hands never left my face. He put one
hand on my neck as we very aggressively made out. I eventually decided to
become more aggressive and pushed him against the wall of the showers,
closing the curtain behind me. I confidently placed my hands on his butt,
two muscled globes that I had been wanting forever. Nick started to try to
stop the kiss, and I groaned. He eventually pulled off and I stopped with
my hands and rubbed them together on my body.

Nick looked at me and laughed, pushing me away and walking out of the
bathroom."It's late, and some dude could walk in here on us. That's a no go
dude." He opened the door and left. I stood there for a bit with wide
eyes. I honestly did not know what to think. This situation perplexed
me. This was a man-no, a god, who lied to me about where he lived. I
started to think of why he did that. He always talked about how he'd never
come out of the closet. Was he afraid I'd tell someone? I wondered how we
ended up roommates..irony?

I shrugged it all off before I confused myself with too many thoughts. I
left the bathroom and headed back toward the dorm. As I approached the dorm
I saw him laying on the futon in white briefs. I was shocked, he had always
said that he preferred to wear boxers and nothing else. On my bed I saw a
few things that weren't there before. I turned my head and closed the
door. I of course had a boner from seeing Nick in only briefs. He smiled
and pointed to the bed. "Some things for ya, buddy." I went over to the bed
and raised my eyebrow at what I saw. There was a buttplug, a cock cage and
a collar. I turned back over to Nick with a confused look. Before I could
say anything he shushed me. "Nope, no talking. From now on you're
mine. Understood?" He said this with an authority in his voice, and I
wasn't quite sure what he meant. He detected my confusion and nodded. "Yep,
you're mine now. My slaveboy. You don't like it? Ok, ill just send your mom
some of these pictures you sent me." I knew he might be bluffing but he had
the power- he DID have nudes of me.

"Nick, I don't wanna do this, what are you doing?" He got up, shushed me by
putting his finger on my mouth, then kissed me passionately. As he did this
he unbuckled my jeans and pushed them down with my underwear. Not missing a
beat with the kissing, he moaned as he seemed to reach over for
something. He took ahold of my cock, which was flaccid again but starting
to harden- and put the cock cage on. I started to struggle, but he slapped
my hands. He kept kissing me as he put the cock cage on.

When he pulled off he looked at me with a sheepish grin. He held in two
fingers a key. I looked down, underwear and jeans on my knees, to see a
cock cage locked onto my penis. He took the key and put it on his keychain
he had in his coat pocket on his bed. "There ya go slave.. All mine." He
patted my cock cage and laughed again. " Let that be a reminder of it." He
picked up the collar and rubbed my neck to smooth it out. He then placed
the collar around my neck and locked it in. He smiled and nodded,
"Perfect. My little slaveboy is ready to go!" He laughed and pointed to my
jeans. "Take those off of your legs and put them away. Come over here,
we're gonna watch some tv." He sat on the futon and motioned for me to sit
by him. I started to sit on the futon as he waved his finger toward the
ground. "Ah, a good slave sits on the ground, silly boy." I sighed and got
comfortable on the ground. I looked at him and he raised his arm. I put my
head down on his leg as if to rest it, his crotch being inches away from
me. He put his hand into my hair and started stroking it. "Ah, perfect. Did
you notice what I'm wearing?" I smiled and nodded. " I did that just for
you, babe. My one and only. My slaveboy."