Date: Mon, 9 Jun 2008 02:26:05 -0700 (PDT)
From: Doug Smith <das11111@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Diary - Chapter 8

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This story is a work of FICTION. The events described have only occurred in
my mind.  Any similarities to actual events or persons are strictly
coincidental.

THIS STORY CONTAINS GRAPHIC DEPICTIONS OF CONSENSUAL SEXUAL ACTS BETWEEN
COLLEGE AGE MALES AS WELL AS THEIR EARLIER EXPERIENCES. IT IS INTENDED FOR
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We turned and I saw this kid I'd never seen before walking towards us.

"I take it this is the jerk."

"That's him," Ryan said.  Tensing up.

The kid cam closer, laughing.  "What's the matter?  You didn't think you'd
see me again? You're going to be seeing a lot of me when my brother goes
here.  I'll be spending a lot of time here."

People were starting to look.  "Come on Ryan, just ignore him.  Lets go
eat."

"Ohhh, another one," he snickered.  "Don't you two make a nice couple."

We walked to an area without too many people trying to get away from the
jerk but he just followed us continuing his trash talk.

After putting my tray down I finally turned to him.  "What's your problem
anyway? Do you just get off hurting people?"

"Mind your own business, faggot.  Ryan here and I go back a long way.
Don't we Ryan?"

My blood was boiling and I had had enough.  I don't know what came over me
but I grabbed the back of his head and pushed it into the table, not hard,
just enough to get his attention.  "You bother Ryan and it is my business.
He told me what you did to him. I don't know what your problem is but if
you keep bothering him, I promise you, you'll regret it."  Leaning down
closer so that only he could hear, "and your brother will regret it too if
he decides to come here. Trust me on that one. You won't be around all the
time to protect him."  Pushing his face tighter against the table, "Do we
understand each other?"

"Let me go."

Squeezing harder, "Do we understand each other?"

People were starting to look but I didn't care.  My face was red.  Ryan and
Dan looked on as if in shock.  "Chris, it's OK, let him go," Ryan said.
"He isn't worth it."  Feeling his hand on my shoulder.

I started to relax and remembered where we were.  "Why don't you just walk
away.  You leave us alone and we'll leave you alone, agreed?"  Letting the
kid up.  He looked at me confused, with a scared look on his face.  I
couldn't believe what I'd just done.  It was almost like I was on
auto-pilot.  I let him go just as two campus cops were walking in our
direction.

"What's going on here?"  The bigger of the two asked.  He glared at me
first and then at the kid who was just kissing the table.  Nobody said
anything.  I wasn't going to say anything unless he did.  The cop stared at
both of us and I stared at the kid, not giving any indication I was fazed
by a couple of campus cops.  If he wanted to push this so would I..  Enough
people heard him trash talking us.  Wonder what the cops would do if I said
my friends and I were just getting something to eat and this guy started
trashing us because we're gay.  I was never one to claim gay-bashing but in
this case I'd use it if I had to.

The kid finally backed down.  "Nothing," he said.  "I was just joking
around with my friend here and got a little carried away.  It won't happen
again."

"It better not.  We have a lot of people on campus today and we don't need
to be dealing with fights between students."

Ryan spoke up.  "No problem officer.  This guy and I were friends early in
high school before I moved. Everything is cool."

"OK, but if we have to come back here we'll write you up."

"You won't, we're just going to eat and go back to our apartment.  Jeremy
here has to go find his brother, right Jeremy?"

"Yea, he should be finishing up his tour."

Jeremy just turned and walked away as did the cops.  The people around us
started to go about their own business and we sat down to eat.

"Wow," Dan said.  "That was intense.  I've never seen you like that Chris.
Remind me not to get you pissed off at me."

"Don't fuck with Ryan and you probably won't."  I looked at Ryan.  "Are you
OK?  I'm sorry if I embarrassed you or anything.  That guy just pressed the
right buttons I guess."

"I guess," smiled Ryan.  "At least its over now."

"I hope so but if that guy or his brother even comes near you again I'll
...."

"Chris, it's OK.  Relax.  I don't think he'll do anything.  It looked like
you shook him up enough.  And you didn't embarrass me.  You were protecting
me.  I'd like to think I'd do the same thing for you."

"It's amazing how much you two care about each other," Dan said.  "I hope I
find someone who I care about and who cares about me as much as you two
care about each other."

"You will Dan but if I can give you any advice you have to be comfortable
with yourself first.  You've been more gay this weekend then I've ever seen
you but tomorrow your roommates will be back and you'll be hiding it again.
That doesn't bother me but it will make it difficult to find the person you
want.  You are gay, right? Stop fighting it and be proud of yourself.  It
doesn't matter what anyone else thinks or says.  It's you that has to be
happy."

"That's a nice speech Chris but it's not that simple.  My parents would go
bezerk and probably stop paying for college.  They're always asking why I'm
not dating anyone."

"I'm sorry Dan.  I know it's hard.  I'm not sure my parents would know
about me if my mother hadn't walked in on Ryan and me that time.  Ryan and
I are your friends whatever you do.  I'm just saying things are easier once
you're not worried about people finding out.  You'd be surprised.  It's not
as bad as you think.  Most people don't care anyways.  Well, except morons
like Jeremy.  I just wouldn't want you to look back in a few years and
wished you did things different."

"Thanks Chris, I know you're just trying to help but it's something I have
to deal with."

"OK, I'll stop preaching.  Besides, your roommates won't be back until
tomorrow so you can be yourself for another day.  Tom will be around
tonight.  You'll have fun.  Just don't cum in your shorts when he walks in
the door," I laughed.

Ryan elbowed me in the side.  "Chris, stop it."

"Asshole," smiled Dan.  So just how did the door happen to be unlocked when
Ryan was in your room plowing your ass," he laughed.  "Or how about the
time .... "

"Alright, truce," I laughed.  "Lets finish lunch and walk around to check
out the sights."

We finished eating and put our trays with the other dirty trays near the
trash.  Ryan went to the mens room and Dan and I walked outside.  I put my
arm on his shoulder and pulled him against me.  "Dan, I'm sorry if I said
anything that hurt you.  I really do care about you, you know that, right?
You're a good looking guy.  I just want to see you be happy."  My eyes were
watering as I looked at him.

"I know Chris and I appreciate it.  You and Ryan are good friends."  He
noticed my eyes and smiled. "It's OK Chris.  Things will work out. Now stop
this, here comes Ryan."

"What's going on?" asked Ryan.

"Nothing," smiled Dan.  "Chris was just telling me why he likes you so
much.  Underneath that sarcastic exterior is someone who really cares."

"Better watch it Chris, your secret is out.  And you keep your hands off
him," playfully pushing Dan. "He's mine."

"Yep," I laugh.  "I'm his slave."

"That could be fun," smiled Ryan.

We walked around campus for awhile before heading back.  We made jokes
about some of the prospective freshmen as they walked by.  Dan said it was
good we were going back to the apartment when we started rating them.
"There's a 7," I smiled.

"No, no more then a 6," Ryan said.

I turned around after the kid walked by, looking at his ass. "Come on, look
at that ass, a 6?  No way."

The kid heard us and turned.  "This is an 8," he said holding his crotch.
"Interested?"

"No," I laughed reaching down to put my hand on Ryan's crotch.  "This is a
9," I smiled. "It's all I want."

The kid smiled and introduced himself.  "My name's Mike," he said, "I'm
hoping to come here assuming they accept me."

"I'm sure you won't have a problem, you get good grades?"

"Yea, mostly A's a few B's but mostly in English and other courses I don't
really care about."

I laughed.  "Spoken like a true engineer.  You'll do fine."

"I hope so but need to go find my brother." He had a killer smile.  "Maybe
if I come back next year you'll change your mind on this," he laughed as he
cupped his crotch.  "But right now I'd better go find the jerk.  Can you
point me to the student center?"

"Yea, across the green, between those two buildings over there and it's the
building at the end before the road."

"Thanks," he left me a voice mail that he'd meet me back there.  "He said
he had been there but some guy tried to start a fight. I figure he must
have opened his mouth again. He can be a real jerk at times."

"Oh, this is too good," I said to Ryan.  "This kid is related to that
jerk."

"Chris, let it be.  You don't know this kids story."

"Relax, Ryan." I'm cool.  "Hey kid, is your brother's name Jeremy?"

"Yea, how did you know."

"Because it was me who almost kicked his ass.  He was trash talking my
friend here. "

"What did he say?"

"He knew Ryan here .."

"Sullivan???" Jason exclaimed.  "I thought you looked familiar.  You
probably don't remember me.  I was about this tall when you and Jeremy hung
out.  I also hadn't lost my baby fat."

"I'm sorry," said Ryan.  "I know he had a brother but that was a long time
ago."

"It's cool, don't worry about it.  Look, I heard what he did to you.  There
is no excuse for what he did. He's actually a good guy but a real
homophobe.  If he knew about me he'd kill me."

"Don't worry, he won't hear it from us.  You'd better go find him or he'll
be looking for you.  You wouldn't want him to catch you talking to us."

"Well, I'm coming out when I get to college.  I'm tired of hiding who I am.
I was actually joking about you guys being interested.  I have a boyfriend
back home.  He wants to come here too."

"Where is he?"

"He couldn't come today.  Had some family thing to go to.  Is this place
cool for gay guys?"

"Yea, it's OK.  Not everyone is as accepting as you might like but most
people don't care.  We've certainly never met anyone like our brother
around here."

"That's good.  I'm glad I ran into you guys.  Maybe we can hang out as
friends next year.  You could show us around."

"Sure, we're not hard to find.  We spend a lot of time at the gym."

"So do I, maybe I'll work my way up to an eight by then," he laughed.

"Ha, actually by talking with you, I've already bumped your score," I
smiled.  "Now get out of here and go find your jerk of a brother."

"Thanks, hope you don't mind but I might not tell him I met you," he said
as he walked toward the student center.

"Probably a good idea, guy.  See you next year Mike."

He waved and walked across the green.

"It is a small world," Ryan said.

"Actually, I was looking at his small, tight ass," I smiled.  "What do you
think his brother would do if we tag teamed that butt?"

"Come on Chris, lets go back to the apartment.  Tom will be calling soon."

"Alright, lets go. I was just joking anyway, you know that.  It would be
funny though. Might be fun too," I smiled, slapping Ryan's stomach.

"I know you.  You're all talk.  You'd never touch him but you'd also do
whatever you could to help him out, just like Dan here," laughing and
shaking Dan by the shoulders.

Dan and I made eye contact.  He knew it was true and smiled.  When I saw
that I grinned as well.  It was nice having friends and really caring about
them.  "Yea, well, maybe, but they have to be damn cute too," I smiled.
Causing Dan to blush.  I loved Ryan to death but Dan was special
too. Hopefully he'd figure things out soon.

We walked back towards the apartment.  I joked about going back by the
student center just to see the look on Jeremy's face and hear what he said
to his brother when he saw us but knew it was better to leave things alone.
Besides, Mike seemed like an OK guy and he might feel awkward if we ran
into him with his brother.  I wouldn't want him to think we're jerks or
anything.  It would be funny to yank his brother's chain though.  Oh well,
another day.

As we walked by the gym a tour group came out the door.  Tom and Jeff were
in the middle of the group.  Dan got nervous when he saw Tom.  It was kind
of cute.  "Hey Tom, how are the tours?"

"I'm just about toured out.  How's Ryan doing?" Looking over at him.

"He's feeling better.  We just cam up to get something to eat and heading
back to the apartment.  How about you?  They must have lunch for you."

"Yea, that's where we're headed."  He looked at us and smiled.

Jeff had kept going with the tour group.  "Is Jeff OK with not coming by?"

"Yea, it's cool.  He said he wouldn't have been able to stay long anyway.
He has to get back.  Said he had a big date tonight."

I laughed. "I think you do too.  What did you do to Dan anyway?"

"What do you mean, what did I do?  Wasn't it kind of obvious?  What did you
tell him Dan?????"

"Nothing," he said. "I didn't think it was any of his business unless you
wanted it to be"

"Hey, guys -- relax, OK?  Tom, Dan didn't say anything.  He just been in a
really good mood all morning."

"I'm sorry, Dan.  I shouldn't have jumped all over you like that.  I'll
make it up to you, I promise."

"Can I watch?  He walked in on Ryan and me this morning and didn't have any
problem watching," I laughed.

"It wasn't my fault you decided to give him a blowjob when you knew I'd be
right back.  All I can say is I'm glad Tom isn't as big as Ryan. I had a
tough enough time taking his 7 inches."

"What??? You've got 7 little brother?  I've only got 6".  What's up with
that?

"Well, you know mom and dad always liked me best," he laughed.  "Guess I'll
have to start calling you 'little' brother."

"Go get some lunch," I smiled.  "We'll discuss this later."  A wild idea
popped into my head but it was definitely something I'd have to talk to
Ryan about.  I couldn't do that now because Dan would hear.


TO BE CONTINUED

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