Date: Sun, 8 Jan 2012 03:09:12 -0500
From: John xxx <jt6355x@gmail.com>
Subject: There's Always Hope (Chapter 3)

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Tyler's POV: Walking back from the gym there was two things on my
mind. One...my legs really fucking hurt; I never should of worked out that
hard. Two...there's other fish in the sea and I shouldn't get pissed over
the stupid comment earlier. He's straight, and not worth the anger. This is
usually how it goes when I have feelings for a guy when I meet him. I get
my hopes up just to be shot right back down. It's a shitty feeling. I know
it seems stupid, I've only known him for a day, how could it be so bad?
Well, the answer is...I don't have a fricken clue. I just get easily
attached; a little too easily. Anyways...I put my key in the lock, and
opened the door. Victor, and two other girls, where sitting on the
futon...playing xbox. At first I got a little upset seeing Victor hanging
with two very attractive girls, but I let go right away.

"How's it goin?" I asked very casually, not directed at anyone.

"Not too bad, how was your workout?" Victor replied, I found it strange the
two girls were too into the game to say anything...awkward.

"Pretty intense, I'll definitely be feeling it tomorrow" I replied. I
looked over at the clock on the microwave and noticed it was already
4:00pm. I worked out for well over two hours. I didn't realize I was there
for that long. Victor and the girls were playfully bickering back and forth
about the game. I looked over at the screen and saw they were playing Black
Ops.

"Oh, by the way...this is Annie" victor said pointing to his right "and
this is Paytin" he said pointing to his left.  "Paytin and Annie, that's
Tyler" We all exchanged some head nods and they got right back into the
game. I was actually surprised he introduced me. After I put my wallet and
keys down on my desk, just to make things awkward, I threw off my shirt and
headed over to the dresser. Out of the corner of my eye I could see all
three of them staring at me. I silently laughed to myself, pulled some
clean boxers out of the drawer and headed into the bathroom. I thought
about pulling off my gym shorts to but...I didn't want to become known as
the hall perv.



Victor's POV: Since Tyler left to go workout...I had nothing to do but play
xbox. So I turned on some music...relatively loud, and fired up the xbox. I
threw Black Ops in the tray and grabbed a bag of chips out of the food
drawer. This is going to be one long ass afternoon if all I have to do is
play video games...I thought to myself. After playing for about 30 minutes
I heard a knock on the door followed by a few giggles. I paused the game,
got up, headed towards the door, and opened up to find two very cute ladies
staring at me.

"Can I help you" I asked very curiously.

"Oh yea, sorry. This is Paytin, and I'm Annie. We just heard your music and
thought we'd say hi." She then peeked past my shoulder and apparently saw
the paused game screen."OMG Are you playing Black Ops?" Annie said kind of
excited.

"yup" I replied.

"Can we play to?" she asked.

"Sure" I replied letting them in. Honestly, I really wanted them to leave
me alone but...I decided not to be an asshole. And it wouldn't hurt to get
to know a few new people. I wondered for a minute if Tyler would mind they
were in here...but quickly let it go as they were sitting down on the
futon. I grabbed some extra controllers and sat down between the two of
them. As we were playing, I was surprised by how into the game they
were. They were very competitive...although they both completely sucked. We
got into a few different conversations about what school was going to be
like and where we were from. Just basic stuff. I learned they were really
good friends from high school and they lived a few doors down from Tyler
and I. We played for a really long time and it was actually really
fun. After about an hour and a half of playing, I heard a key in the lock
and Tyler came through the door. I really hope he didn't mind they were in
here.

"Hey, how's it goin" he said walking towards his desk.

"Not too bad, how was your work out?" I replied still looking at the TV
screen.

"Pretty intense, I'll definitely be feeling it tomorrow." He said. I
laughed a little at the comment.

As I was getting back into the game I almost forgot to introduce the girls.

"Oh, by the way, this is Annie and this is Paytin" I said pointing at both
of them. "Paytin and Annie, that's Tyler". I saw Tyler give them both a
little nod, and then I turned my attention back to the T.V. screen. What
happened next kinda surprised me a little bit; Tyler took off his shirt and
walked right in front of us. I thought he was going to strip all the way
down for a second. I couldn't help but examine his body again. I don't know
why, it was like an instinct. For a moment I wondered what it would be like
to touch him, to feel his muscles and curves. To sense his warmth and
smooth skin. Apparently I wasn't the only one staring. As Tyler walked into
the bathroom I could see both girls basically drooling out of the corner of
my eye. After Tyler shut the door, we all turned our attention back to the
screen. What happened next was even more surprising. Annie, who's on my
right, slide here right hand onto my thigh and slowly started climbing my
way. While Annie was making her first move, Paytin started positioning
herself to follow Annie's lead. I didn't know what to do, my head started
spinning a million directions and I froze. Annie leaned in and placed a
gentle kiss on my lips, followed by a more forceful press slipping her
tongue in beneath my teeth. Paytin started nibbling on my neck working
lower and lower. I felt nothing but awkwardness. The more uncomfortable I
got the more my senses started coming back to me, what if Tyler came
through and saw what was going on? Do I actually want this to happen? As
these thoughts came flooding into my mind my arms began to push both the
girls off me. I sternly rose to my feet



"This can't happen...I'm sorry." I said, in a serious but sensitive
tone. "You're both really nice girls but...I just can't do it." They both
sat there with a defeated look on their face, but it wasn't challenging my
decision. "Would you mind leavi.."

"Come on, it's just a little fun" Annie said cutting me off, with a really
slutty/seductive look on her face. She stood up and basically started to
attack me again. It didn't look like she was going to take no for an
answer...  I pushed her off me.

"I really don't want to be a dick about this, just please get out" I walked
over to the door and opened it, and motioned for them to
leave. Luckily...that got my point through and both of them trudged out the
door.



Tyler's POV: I got out of the shower and started to dry off when I realized
it was awfully quite in the room. I just assumed the girls left and Victor
resorted to doing something else. After I was completely dry I threw on
some boxers and grabbed the door knob ready to enter the room when I heard
Victor talking.

"I can't do this...I'm sorry" he said in a kind of panicky and
uncomfortable tone. "You're both really nice girls but...I just can't do
it."

`Can't do what?' I thought to myself removing my hand from the door knob. I
didn't really want to walk in on the situation.

"Come on, it's just a little fun" one of the girls said. And then it hit
me. Those girls didn't come over just to play xbox. They definitely wanted
more. But...why was Victor trying to get out of it.

"I really don't want to be a dick about this, just please get out" Victor
said frustratingly. I heard the door shut and nothing but silence
followed. I figured it was safe to walk in now so I opened the door and
entered the room. I saw Victor sitting back on the futon. His face was red
with embarrassment...or anger. I couldn't really tell.

"Not your type?" I said in a joking kind of tone. I really wanted to know
why he passed that up.

"Um...yea, something like that..." he said sounding nervous.

I really didn't want to sound like I was interrogating him but...I really
wanted to know why he didn't do it.

"Well...if I were you...I probably would have gone for it, they're pretty
hot." I thought saying that might get a little more out of him.

 "Yea but...it just didn't feel right. I don't know why..." he replied.

"Fair enough" I said nodding my head in agreement. I still didn't get
it. Any normal college guy would have all over those girls. A normal
college guy wouldn't be able to resist. But Victor didn't really seem to be
interested at all. To get my mind off it I opened up my laptop and started
brainstorming what I could do for the rest of the day instead of sitting on
my ass. My brainstorming inevitably failed and I ended up staying the room
the rest of the day with Victor playing xbox. We kept the door open again
and met a few people passing by that lived in the dorms. Blake, and his
roommate Devin came over for a little bit and played xbox with Victor and
I. Devin seemed to be a pretty cool kid. Of course I checked him out head
to toe at first sight. He seemed to be in shape, but just like
Blake...definitely not my type. He was Mexican...short brown hair and brown
eyes. Not very attractive in my opinion but whatever...he cracked a few
decent jokes and we all had a good time. But...eventually everyone got
bored and they headed back to their room. It was about 9pm when I decided
to go to bed due to a lack of anything better to do.

      I woke up at about 7am the next morning to the sound of my alarm
obnoxiously screaming the sound I dread. I hate early mornings. I sat up
and looked to the other side of the loft to see Victor still sleeping...how
the hell did he sleep through that? I'd be surprised if half the hall
didn't wake up to it. My alarm is unusually loud...and for good reason. I'm
not a big fan of mornings which, makes an annoying alarm pretty much
mandatory. I slowly climbed down the ladder and flipped on the coffee
maker...yes I'm a coffee drinker. Caffeine makes me happy. When I turned
around to head over to my wardrobe I noticed a tent coming up from Victor's
blanket. I took a moment to take in the sight, and after that moment I
realized how creepy I was being and continued over to my wardrobe. I was
only awake for 3 minutes and my day was already made. I grabbed my shower
stuff and headed to the bathroom. I decided since it was my first day of
classes I would put a little effort into looking nice. I shaved my face,
chest, and other important areas. Not that I plan on taking my clothes off
in front of someone but...you never know ;) After that, I brushed my teeth
and hopped in the shower. Luckily, when I talked to Blake last night,
neither him nor Devin had early morning classes which meant the bathroom
wouldn't be crowded every morning. Victor and I shared the same 8am class
so we would be the only ones up...if he ever wakes up. After my shower I
dried off and headed into the room to find Victor still sleeping. There was
only 20 minutes left before we had to leave for class so I decided I should
probably wake him up...so I threw on some boxers and headed over to his
side of the loft to wake him up. I climbed halfway up his ladder so I could
shake him awake but I stopped just before I touched him to creep for a
second. He was so cute sleeping. I got lost in his cuteness and all I
wanted to do was wake him with a kiss and a smile. I felt a longing in my
body, and all I could do is put the feeling aside. I shook his arm and say
his face come to life...

      "Time to get bro, we have to leave in like...20 minutes" I said
climbing off the ladder.

      "Ah fuck, fuck mornings" he said positioning his legs to climb down
the ladder. I laughed a little at his comment.

      "Agreed" I replied digging into my drawer for some shorts and a
shirt. Victor headed in the bathroom and was out in literally 10
minutes...I was impressed. I was on the futon when he started rummaging
through his drawers for some clothes. He seriously needs to start getting
fully dressed in the bathroom or something...it's hard to keep a boner down
with a strip tease occurring every morning and night. After he got dressed
we both headed out the door towards our first class...which we had
together. We made a little small talk on the way, mostly about how we were
dreading classes all day. We walked into the classroom and there were
folders on each of the desks with names on them. Really? Assigned seats? I
thought I'd be leaving that shit behind in High School. Oh well...Victor
and I split up and I found my folder in the back row. Not gonna lie, I
enjoy being in the back row. I opened up the folder to find an overload of
information about the campus. More than I wanted to know. Just as I was
getting to the last sheet of useless information I sensed someone wandering
my way. I looked up to see the hottest fucking guy I've ever seen in my
life. I repeat myself. The hottest fucking guy I've seen in my life. He
stood about 6 feet tall. Very tan skin with short light brown hair. There
was something about his physical demeanor that really got to me. He looked
down at the piece of paper next to me and took a seat. `Shit...am I really
gonna have to sit next to this?' was the only thought in my head. `How the
fuck am I supposed to pay attention with a walking orgasm sitting next to
me?' Damn. I was coming to a point where I just didn't want to associate
myself with attractive people.

      "Hey, how's it goin man, I'm Luke" fuckkk now he's talking to me. He
reached his hand out and...I stared at it for a second. Even his hands were
attractive. Before it got awkward I reached out my hand and replied...

      "Just tired, you?" I said, attempting to sound like a normal person.

      "Same" he replied. Besides that we didn't really talk for the rest of
the class, except for the end when he shot out a quick "see ya tomorrow".

      The rest of the day dragged on. Nothing exciting really happened and
the classes were cut short since it was the first day. I got back to the
dorm and debated taking a nap but...Victor still had once more class which
means I'd have the dorm to myself for about an hour. So, I flipped open the
laptop, grabbed the lube out of the drawer, and searched for my favorite
porn site ;) now that I had a roommate I had to jump on my opportunities. I
enjoyed myself for a solid 30 minutes and after that...it was definitely
time for a nap. Before I climbed up to my bed I decided to check my
facebook. I plugged in the username and password and pressed enter to find
a new friend request. Luke Thesing. The kid I sit next to in my first
class. Why the hell did he add me? How did he find me? We don't even know
each other.



Thanks for reading Chapter 3! If you have any comments / suggestions /
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emails I get the more motivated I am to write the next chapter. Thanks
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