Date: Thu, 16 Jun 2005 20:06:18 -0700
From: tenniswiz12@msn.com
Subject: Three Roads - Part 4-  Who's Gay?

  This story contains sexual situations if you are under the age of 18
please do not read.  None of the characters are to be used without consent
of the author.


	Dr. Jill Taylor was staring intently at the young man sitting in fron of
her.  Last week, after three sessions they has finally had a breakthrough.
Eric had admitted that he thought he might be gay.  He had gone weeks
without even mentioning the word and talking mostly about his family and his
tough time in high school.  His sudden admission had surprised her, but at
the same time made her very happy.  She was already at her wits end with
this boy, and his admission that he might be gay gave her a new sense of
energy to try and help him with his problem.  But now he had clammed up
again, barely making eye contact or speaking on the subject.  Dr. Taylor had
a practice of beginning every session with, "So how was you week?"  That way
the person could bring up what was bothering or most important to them.  But
Eric wasn't talking about his struggles with his possible homosexuality.

"Possible?" Dr. Taylor heard her brain counter, " this kid is gay and he
knows it."

Eric was talking about something he saw on TV, when Dr. Taylor decided to
take a more direct appraoch, "Eric, stop stop stop."

Eric looked befuddled, "What?"

She took a deep breath, " Last week you said you thought you might be gay.
I want to know if you've given it any thought."

"Not really." he said quietly still not making contact.

"Don't you think it's important to consider.  I mean this is something that
could be apart of you?"  Dr. Taylor was trying to choose her words
carefully.  She knew if she applied the right kind of pressure she could get
him to open up again, but if she pushed too hard, he could retreat back into
his shell forever.

"It's hard to explain."

"Try." Dr. Taylor said still intently staring at Eric.

"I want to talk about it, because when I don't I feel like my insides are
being split in two.  But when I talk about it I just get more confused and
it seems better to just keep it inside."

She sighed, remembering her own struggles with her sexuality, and how
liberated she felt when she finally decided she wasn't going to give a shit
anymore and just be honest with herself and other about who she was.

"Eric, what do you want out of therapy?"

"I want to be ok with this, whatever it is."

"Alright, I can help you do that, but you've got to be willing to meet me
halfway ok?  There's only so much I can do."

"Alright," Eric said giving her a weak smile.

"Times up for today," she said glancing at the clock on the wall, "see you
next week this time."

As Eric walked out of her office, he made up his mind that he wasn't going
to go back.  He didn't need Dr. Taylor to analyze him and make up big words
for simple problems.  "You can handle this all yourself." he though to
himself, and that's exactly what he planned to do.



Cooper and Toby were having lunch in the cafeteria.  They had made up after
their minor spat on Eric's coming out.

"Still having those weird dreams about Kevin?"  Toby asked in between bites.

"No they've stopped.  That was some freaky shit though, maybe I'm psychic or
something."

"Or just really horny." Toby chuckled.

"I'm actually thinking of telling him I'm gay."  Cooper said seriously.

"You know I'm all for that."

"Yeah, I think he'll be cool with it, he's a pretty cool guy......right?"

"Seems so, but if he's weird about it then fuck him, you don't need him."

"Yeah." Cooper stated absentmindedly, " I think I like him."

"The dreams definitely gave that one away." Toby replied.

"No, I mean I think I really like him."

"You mean like love?"  He looked at Cooper who shrugged his shoulders.
"You're kidding me?  It's been barely a month how could you be in love?"

"I don't know."

"And besides," Toby snorted, "you don't strike me as much of a relationship
kind of guy, not to mention he's striaght!"

Cooper was a little stung, "Hey, I've always said that I'd prefer a
relationship, it's just I'm not going to sit back and twiddle my fuckin
thumbs waiting for some hot guy in a chariot to come by and plus how do you
know he's straight?"

"I can't believe we are having this conversation," Toby said rolling his
eyes, "dude is straight."

"We'll see."

"Ok, let's change the subject....how many guys have you fooled around with?"
  Toby asked inquiringly.

"I bet not as many as you think."

"Mmmm....I'd say not more than 5."

"3."

"Back in high school?"

"Yeah, one was a good friend of mine, not after that though, one was in the
closet on the football team, and the other was someone random offline.
Dude, the guy on the football team could make me cum without me touching
myself.  I used to joke with him and tell him his dick was made for the sole
purpose of going inside of me."

Toby laughed, " That's exactly how I feel about Richard.....felt, I mean."

"You slept with anyone other than him?  Cooper asked?

"Nope, he's been the only one so far.  I got lucky."

"Yeah I guess so."


Later that night, Toby was surfing the internet and checking his e mail when
he saw that Richard had just signed online.  Toby automatically smiled.

TennisPro12: What's up stranger?

CaliKid:  Hey babe, how's it going?

TennisPro12:  It goes well.  it's really nice 2 talk 2 u it's been 2 long

CaliKid: I know Toby

CaliKid: I've been busy with school and tennis and stuff, but i got a
surprise for you.  Hold a sec

TennisPro12: K

Toby waited and a few moments later a small screen popped up asking him if
he wanted to accept a video invitation.  He accepted and after disregarding
the warning, a window popped up and he could see Richard smiling back at
him.  His heart skipped a beat as he hadn't seen Richard since the night
before he came up to Sunnyvale.

TennisPro12: Dude it's so good to c u

CaliKid: Do u want to c more?

Richard gave a big smile and Toby could feel his groin starting to stare.

TennisPro12: :) U dirty little boy.

Richard stood up from the chair he was sitting in and took off his shirt.
Toby's mind floated back to the many times he had licked those hard nipples
and the numerous times his fingers had brushed against tha beautiful skin.

TennisPro12: Won't your roomie c u?

CaliKid: No, he went home 4 the weekend.

TennisPro12: Cool

TennisPro12: u look great man

CaliKid: stop typing and enjoy

Toby sat back in his chair and focused his gaze on the screen.  Richard
stood up again and flexed his muscles a bit which made Toby laugh.  The
webcam was suddenly moving and Toby could no longer see Richard's face or
torso just his crotch.  He watched as Richard's fingers circled the
waistband of the red basketball shorts he was wearing.  They slipped past
the waistband and TOby could tell that Richard was rubbing his dick.
Richard pulled down his shorts and was left standing in a pair of gray boxer
briefs.  Richard turned around and bent over so that his ass was pressed
firmly against his underwear.  His fingers once again went to the waistband
of his underwear and Toby unconsciously leaned forward.  The underwear
slowly slid off the screen and it was all Toby could do to not lick the
computer screen in front of him.  He began typing in order to tell Richard
to spread his ass cheeks, but halfway through, as if Richard could read his
mind, he pulled apart his ass cheeks and exposed his pink asshole.  Toby
felt a bit of precum squeeze out of his dick and he hooked the waistband of
his shorts under his balls and began to slowly stroke his erect member.
Richard turned around and Toby could see that he was as hard as he had ever
been.  Toby's mind again flashed back to the many times his lips had run up
and down the shaft of the dick he was intently staring at, the many times he
had had those same balls on the screen in his mouth or the many times he had
been the one to slide those underwear down Richard's legs.  Richard sat down
in the chair again and put his legs up on either side of the web cam, so
that Toby could see his balls bouncing in time with his stroking. It took
another ten minutes before Toby saw Richard lean towards the keyboard.

CaliKid: I'm close.

Toby again unconsciously leaned forward and within seconds white hot cum
began erupting from the dick on screen.  Toby could almost sware that he
could hear Richard moaning with each new eruption that occurred.  Toby
himself was seconds away from coming, when the webcam began to move and he
could again see Richard's face, not smiling but still intense.  Richard
scooped up some cum that had landed on his stomach and he shoved his finger
near the webcam to show the cum on it and then put it to his lips and sucked
his finger clean.  That was more than Toby could handle and with that Toby
let loose spraying his keyboard and some papers on his desk with his cum.
He let out an audible moan and put his head back against the wall behind
him.  After a few minutes he recovered.

TennisPro12: fuckin awesome, i love u so much

CaliKid: me 2 kid.

They were silent for a few more minutes, both enjoying their post orgasmic
bliss, before Richard said goodbye and that they would definitely have to do
this again.  Toby shut down his computer for the night and glanced at the
clock noticing it was close to midnight.  He turned off the light, took off
his shirt and climbed into bed.  HE laid there for only a few moments before
he heard the knob turn and in walked Eric.

"Dude, where have you been?" Toby asked sitting up

"Driving."  Eric mumbled.  Eric sat down on his bed and took a deep breath,
"What is it like for you?"

"What do you mean?" Toby asked stifling a yawn.

"I mean to be gay."

Toby's first reaction was to get offended and rant about how it was the same
for someone who was straight except he liked guys, but he knew that wasn't
entirely true and he didn't want to scare Eric away who finally seemed to be
opening up.

"Well, in a lot of ways it's the same as it is for someone who is straight,
but there are some differences. But I've been lucky I haven't had any bad
experiences were someone didn't want to be my friend because of it or
anything like that.  Why do you ask?"

"I was just thinking about it while I was driving around."

"What made you think about it?"

"Random thought I guess.  I was just like wow imagine what it must be like
to be gay...I kinda put myself in that position."

"What did you think?"

"Oh, well I don't know that's why I asked you."

"Ah, I see."

There was a long silence between the two of them.  Toby staring at Eric,
fighting every urge in his body to just scream out I know you're gay.  Eric
was staring down at his shoelaces trying to find the coruage to get out the
words to be able to say he was gay.

"Well, I think I'm going to go to bed now."  Eric said much to his own
disappointment.

"Alright man," Toby said disappointed as well.  He remembered what Cooper
had said when they had had their disagreemenet about trying to get Eric to
come out and he began to speak again, "You know if you ever needed to talk
about whatever, I don't mind listening."

Eric turned around quickly and with a genuine smile said, "Thanks."

"No problem, good night my friend."

"Nite."