Date: Fri, 14 Dec 2001 11:10:27 -0800 (PST)
From: Herman Hurley <herm_hurley@yahoo.com>
Subject: Time for Discovery - chapter 2

This is the 2nd chapter to a "Time for Discover". I have been encouraged
by the comments that I have received on my 1st chapter and I thank
everyone.

The usual disclaimers - underage, if offended by honest and true emotions
and sex between 2 consenting males then don't read. This 1st installment as
with all future installments is true and based upon my personal
experience. Person's names are all that have been changed to protect the
LUCKY participants - BIG GRINS THERE.

College - m/m, acts of mutual consent and desire.




A TIME OF DISCOVERY - (chapter 2)



		I let my head fall back and looked into Josh's eyes. As I
looked at him he had this smile on his face. He looked so good. I felt my
heart pounding in my chest and was wondering whether I should say
something. I guess Josh must have read my thoughts.

		"Are you ok with this?" Josh asked. He was moving his hands
on my back and letting them rub up and down my spine. This was sending
tingles all over me. And I just sighed and softly said "Yes I am."

		"Hermie, you are one hell of a nice person and to tell you
the truth, I have wanted to kiss you almost from the day I met you. You
have an air about you that just makes me want to hold you close and feel
the warmth of your body next to mine." and then he leans in and nibbles on
my ear.

		"MMM ......Josh I never believed that I would have this
experience when I enrolled her. I mean, you have been so friendly and have
included me in with your friends. You have been great." and I tighten my
arms around him. The feeling of being hugged right now was just filling me
all over with such a warm glow.

		"I want to get you to my house and we had better get
going. You can bring some of your clothes if you want.....no pajamas though
Ok....".and he gives me a big wicked grin, plus he squeezes my shoulder
again as we break the hug.

		"Ok just give me a couple of minutes, Josh." I got my
overnight bag from the closet and threw in some underwear, couple pairs of
jeans, t-shirts, and a couple of extra dress shirts plus a couple of ties.

		"Let's get going Hermie, I want to get to the house and we
can ......aahhh....have some more fun." and gives me that grin of his. I
wonder to myself if he realizes that just his smile makes me melt. Maybe he
does and maybe he doesn't but I know one thing for sure.....JOSH SURE KNOWS
HOW TO KISS !!!!! In my mind, I was thinking, just how much experience did
he have with other guys. But right at this point in time, I did not care
because he had just given me a kiss that I know that I would never forget
and we were going to his parent's house for the weekend. I didn't quite
know what I was expecting but I was sure of one thing.....that something
else other than the kiss we had just shared was most likely going to take
place. And was I looking forward to it.....Oh Yeah !!! Big Time !!!!!

		We locked the door to our room and walked out to where ever
Josh's vehicle was. I had never seen it so I did not know what to look
for. After passing 4 rows of cars in the student parking lot Josh said,
"Here we are, just put your stuff in the back seat." and he proceeded to
unlock the door.

		"Nice car" I told him as I put my overnight bag on the
floor. He had a dark blue Jeep Grand Cherokee.

		"It's not bad, my parents bought it for me just a few weeks
ago. Kind of a present for graduation from high school and for going to
college." and then he opened the passenger door for me. Now is this guy on
queue or what? I felt like I was being courted, but then I was letting my
imagination run on overdrive. Couldn't help but feel kinda special though
and I thanked him. Then he walks around to the drivers side and slides in.

		"Hermie, I think you are a really friendly and special
person. I hope to become a good friend of yours, if that is ok with you?"
and he turns and looks at me with neither a smile nor a frown but with a
gentle questioning expression on his face. Oh if he only know just how hard
my heart was pounding and fast my thoughts were racing.

		"Josh, I did not know what to expect when I got here. I
mean I knew that there would be nobody that I knew from where I grew up and
none of my high school friends, from what I knew, had applied to go to
school here. Was really feeling kinda lonely inside and then I find out
that I have a room mate with a personality and a smile that could melt the
polar ice caps. You have been so cool." and I give him a big grin and a
squeeze on his right thigh. He looked down at my hand and then at me.

		"Now Hermie" and then gives out a little laugh, "just like
drinking and driving; for your safety and mine maybe you better not be
squeezing my leg while I am driving. As psyched as I am right now, that
could prove to a little dangerous for driving" and then he squeezes me on
my left leg. He smiles at me and gives me a wink and a grin.

		I let out a little laugh "Guess you could be right there
Josh..guess you just might be right." and then he fires up the engine.As we
start to pull out of the parking lot, I am thinking that this is really
going to a time for growth and discovery for me. But what was it going to
be for Josh. What was I to him? He just seemed to have so many friends as
it was. What was there about me that he would possibly like so much?
Sometimes it is best not to over analyze things too much and as the
expression goes...'just go with the flow'. But was I setting myself up? I
certainly hoped not, and somehow with Josh I did not feel like it. Maybe
this was to be just for fun and games as they say. Could I live with that?
For right now, I am thinking - yes I can live with that. I am a people
person and I need to have someone around that I can depend on for
friendship - to talk with - to listen to my thoughts and for them to listen
to me. Yeah I can go with the flow.

		"Are you still with me there Hermie?" asks Josh. I hadn't
realized it but we were already out on the beltway. Guess I had been lost
in my thoughts for a few minutes.

		"Just think there for a few" I told him."Sorry, I wasn't
trying to be such poor company."

		"Hermie, you could never be poor company bud. Seriously
whether we are talking or just sitting together, I like being around
you. Tell ya what, why don't I put some music on the cd player, ok."

		"That would be good, whatcha got?"

		"Take a look in the carrier and pick something out."

		I opened his cd carrier and started thumbing through his
cds and he had a nice selection of retro rock, disco, in fact a whole wide
range of styles. So with a grin on my face I picked out one and slipped it
into the player after taking note of the track that a particular tune was
on. Before the music started, I fast forwarded the music to the selection
and turned up the volume a little. The the music started and a few secons
after it started, Josh turned to me and said :

		"Very very interesting selection....Man Eater." turns to me
and grins big time and lets out with a soft chuckle. "Are you trying to
tell me something there Hermie? I will have to tell ya....aaahh....I
certainly hope so." and then he reaches over with his right hand and
squeezes me on my leg. That squeeze sent an electric current through my
whole body.

		"Your rules Josh...aahh...remember ...no squeezing while
driving. I for one don't want any damage or bruises on you. I want you in
perfect shape for later. Have I made my intentions clear?" and I laughed.

		"I think so and I am happy to hear that and you know bud? I
think I am going to speed up a bit here. The sooner the better. And then I
can squeeze you just the way I want to. Yeah Hermie - JUST THE WAY I WANT
TO !!!!" he said with some definite enthusiasm. And speed up he definitely
did. In about 5 more minutes he was taking an exit that said Potomac River
Estates. So I thinking that he must live near or on the Potomac River.

		"Do you and your parents live near the Potomac River?"

		"Guess you could say that Hermie. We live on the Potomac
River. My Dad has a 4 acre lot that he had the house built on. He said he
didn't want the neighbors to be able to breath right in through our
windows. We will be there in a couple more minutes."

		Sure enough, it was just a couple more minutes and we were
coming up to a high brick wall with a rather high arch. The arch
encompassed a double wrought iron fence and a large post with a box
containing a digital readout. As he pulled up to the fence, he reached into
the glove compartment and pulled out something like a remote control. Then
he took the remote and aimed it at the box and pressed on the remote and
the fence opened up.

		"The fence will close back up in about 20 seconds after we
pull through" Josh explained. As the Jeep continued on up the driveway, I
was taking in the view, the lighting along the drive was enough so that you
could see the river and the boathouse that his parents had at the
shoreline. They had these big old magnolia trees lining the driveway. This
was getting to me. I mean I wasn't scared but just what was Josh's
background. Just what advantages has he been able to have during his
life. My parents were not poor but certainly were not of this economic
level. Mind you I am not feeling inferior in any way shape or form. Just
feeling a little - I don't know - guess you could say strange maybe????

		Then the jeep screeched to a halt to the left of the
house. Josh slid out and I got out on my side. He unlocked the door and
took out my overnight bag. We proceed to the side of the house and not the
front. To the left of the door was another electronic box with a
keypad. Josh punched in some numbers and then opened the door.

		"I decided to come in this way Hermie so we could go by the
family room. Kinda wanted you to see something." We walked in and went
through what was like a short hallway and came into the family room. At one
end of the family room was a large stone fireplace. It was so high, you
could almost stand in it. Then Josh put his arm around my shoulder and
directed me over towards 2 large glass display cases.

		"These my friend are thee...aahh...shall we say, the trophy
cases. Anybody that my Dad has over eventually gets a look see of
these. They are his pride and joy. Most of these he got while he was in
college. He was quite the college jock and pretty much most of the time I
get the pressure that I am supposed to fill up some cases also. I just
don't know Hermie if I am quite into it as he was and still is." and with
that Josh kind of blankly stares into the cases and just ...well slumps a
little letting his hand slide off of my shoulder.

		"Josh, you said once back at the campus...that I should do
what I want and to go for it......something to think about right. I mean,
its ok I guess to want to please your Dad like I would like to please my
Dad but I can't live my Dad's life and you can't really relive you Dad's
life for him.....can you???"

		Josh just stood there for a couple more minutes staring and
then turns around and looks at me. Slowly a smile starts on his face and
then he reaches over and grips my right arm and then he grips my left arm
and slowly pulls me over to him. He stands there just looking deep into my
eyes. The corners of his mouth start to curl up and he pulls me into a soft
but firm hug. His hands start to rub my back. His right hand slides down to
the small of my back and his hips move in closer and press into my front. I
can feel his cock touching mine. Not much movement going on but the
pressure is there and definitely the heat !!! His right hand slides a
little further down and the tip of his hand tucks under the top of my
jeans. My breathing is starting to get a little ragged here and I let out a
soft moan.

		".....Oh Josh......ahhh..mmmm...." and then he slips his
hand further in and under the elastic of my briefs and cups my left butt
cheek and I know that I must have goose pimple all over by butt from the
electric sensation that is flowing through my body at this point.

		"Hermie" Josh says my name so softly and with such a sexy
voice..."I want this and I am hopeing that you do also....." and he pulls
back and looks deep into my eyes. With Josh's face and his breath flowing
onto my face I answer with one simple expression ....."Yes."

		"There is a fireplace here. Do you like fireplaces Hermie"
he asks. I think they add so much.

		"I sure do !!" I told him. My oft repeated dream was to be
with a someone special and we would make love in front of a fireplace. I
did not tell him that right at this point but would express it at a time
later.

		"Good, lets get your bag and then go up to my bedroom. I
think you might find it agreeable then." and he picked up my bag and we
went down another hallway and into the front part of the house. When we got
into the center hallway, I let out a short whistle. Josh kind of chuckled
and asked me if I was impressed by all of this stuff. I told him that it
was impressive, of course, but not the impressive part of the night.

		"And what have you seen so far that is the most impressive,
Hermie?" Josh asks me.

		"You are Josh....most definitely you" I tell him.

		And with that he looks at me and a slight smile and he
stares at me. He just looks at me for a bit and I think I see some moisture
in his eyes. Then he breathes deeply and grins.

		"Before we go up, what do you think shall we take some
brews up? My Dad has several kinds here. My favorite is Corona, will that
be ok with You?" he aks me.

		"Sure Josh, you're the boss" and I grin.

		So we leave the overnight bag at the bottom of the stairs
and go back into the family room for the Coronas. Back out again, pick up
the bag and up the stairs. When we got to the second floor we go down 4
doors and Josh opens the door to his bedroom. He motions me in first and he
follows. His room is done in all earth tones of sand, browns, and accents
of dark blue. I am thinking that they must have had a professional
decorator do this house....silly of me, of course they did.  To the right
of the door as you enter his bedroom is a wall that has a section that
comes out a couple of feet. On this section there are colonial style raised
panels covering the entire area. Didn't know right at that point but looks
like there might be something behind those panels.

		Josh put my bag down by his bed. He had a lot of pillows on
the bed a big soft down comforter covering it.

		"Hermie, you said that you liked fireplaces, lets see you
like this." and he walks over to the paneled section of the room. He pushes
back 2 of the lower sections of the panels and there was a fireplace, right
there in his bedroom. Was this just about perfect or what !!! Then he turns
around and walks back over to me. "I know that it is not real logs, but it
does give a pretty decent effect, watch." and he clicks on a switch and the
fireplace lights up. It is one darn realistic looking gas log fireplace. I
am starting to feel mighty good at this point and feeling ...well...tingly,
romantic.....and I look at Josh.

		"Hermie, through the grapevine I heard that you talked to
the coach and I know about what you did." He looks at me with those eyes of
his and I could almost swear that he has tears in his eyes, none rolling
down his cheeks or anything but his eyes are kinda moist looking. "Nobody
has ever done anything like that for me before. Of course my parents have
done stuff for me but no one like you or anybody that I have met before. In
just a few days you have become so important to me. I am hoping that
....well just maybe that.....could you be feeling ...anything also???" and
he just stands there looking at me with a questioning look.

		:"AWESOME"

		:"awesome???" he repeats with a somewhat questioning look.

		"Yes Josh, if I were to choose just one word for myself to
describe you it would be - AWESOME !!!" I told him. I walked closer to
him. I put my hands on his waist and pulled him closer into me. I looked at
him "Your eyes Josh, I feel can see straight into my very center and I
believe that you do." and he starts to grin every so slowly and starts to
press his hips into mine. I move my right hand and brush it along his mouth
to his left cheek, then to the back of his head. I pull his head towards
mine as I open my mouth and start to close my eyes. He responds by moving
his head forwards. As our lips meet, I feel the warmth of his breath as it
mixes with my own breath. The tips of our tongues touch and meet. I push my
tongue further into his mouth wanting access to the heat and warmth that is
Josh. Moving my head to the right as he moves his to the right, we get
access to each other in depth and explore each other. We are relishing the
warmth, the wetness and tastes of one another. My senses are going into
overdrive, giving myself over completely to Josh and whatever is to come.

		The realization that the warmth of the moment is spreading
to the rest of my body is hitting into my mind a bit. I feel the straining
in my pants as I press against Josh and I can feel that he is responding
also. I feel his hands exploring the contours of my back and caressing my
butt as we hug and kiss. Our bodies are starting to slowly gyrate and
sensuously movie against one another.

		"Oh..aahhh....you feel so good....I love holding you like
this." and he licks on the lobe of my ear. My ears are an area for me that
are very sensitive and it sends shivers through me and I know he can tell
what he is doing to me. I am glad that he can tell.

		"Hermie, ..do you want to...aahhh...get the comforter off
my bed and we can put it on the floor here in front of the fireplace?"

		"YEAH ..that would be good." and I let out a deep sigh and
slowly pull my arms from his back. As Josh walked over to his bed, I
watched him and was thinking about how good his body looked. How his
muscular butt and legs moved beneath his clothes. My thoughts were about as
erotic as they could get right now. He came back with the comforter and we
spread it out on the floor.

		My heart is beating really really fast but my thoughts are
very clear as to my sense of desire. And Josh was the center of my
desire. I can't remember when I have wanted something to happen as much as
I wanted this to happen now.

		Josh reaches out to me and touches the top of my shirt and
smiles at me. He is smiling but not that big wide grin. This is more a look
of desire. Then he brings up his other hand and unbuttons the top button,
and then the next button ...slowly while looking deep into my eyes he does
not stop until he has completely unbuttoned my shirt. His arms go around me
again and hugs me to him.After a few secons which seem like forever, he
releases his arms and pulls back a little and kisses me lightly on the
lips.

		"I want to make love to you Hermie." and just looks at me.

		"yes I know....and I want that too...as well I want you to
know that I want you also." and let my tongue play across my lips.

		With that, he slips my shirt off my shoulders. I reach for
my tshirt and start to pull it over my head. While I am doing this, Josh is
running his hands over my chest and across my nipples which instantly react
to his touch. He smiles as he notices my reaction and I know that his hands
can sense the goosebumps on my skin. Plus he can feel the beating of my
heart.

		Without anything having to be said, I take the bottom of
his sweatshirt and pull it upwards and start to espose his torso. The torso
that I so want to feel next to mine without any clothing on. I want to feel
his heart beating next to my skin and feel his warmth without anything in
the way. After I get his sweatshirt off of him, I stand back a little and
look at him and just let out a soft sigh.

		"Do you want this ....and me as much as I do Hermie." Josh
asks with a grin. I think he knows the answer to this and this is being
rhetorical. But this is a part of foreplay and a person likes to here that
they are wanted and desired.

		"Josh....I have liked you from the first moment I saw
you. Just to have you as a friend was good for me. Really when I came up
here I did not know if I would be happy. But then I met you. You have been
so nice to me. But then to be your friend ....but aahh...to also ...well
aahhh....so to say be a lover to you is way beyond what I would have ever
expected or thought could happen. Man.......Josh....you are really AWESOME
!!!!!" And I truly mean that with all myo being."

		"I know you do Hermie....I know you do." and then he just
grabs me and we lock in one of the most passionate kisses that I had ever
had up to that point. As out tongues probed and explored each others
mouths, our chest were rubbing together. Our heartbeats could be felt to
each other. And this time I could sense that his was experiencing the same
as mine. Could there be anything better than this. Well yes, because we had
only just started the evening.

		After thoroughly exposing our feelings for each other
through that embrace and kiss, we slowly broke the hug. Then to further
show my willingness to continue; I reached for Josh's belt and unbuckled
it. Not wanting to fumble or get anything caught ( grins ) I was careful
about unzipping his pants. Slipping my hands inside of his waistband I
pulled his pants down over his hips and then kneeled. I looked back up at
him and winked. I noticed that his mouth was open and that he was breathing
hard. He looked down at me with a somewhat dreamy look in his eyes. A look
that was half questioning and half expecting.

		Next, I pulled his briefs over his hips and down to the
floor. His cock was at full attention and leaking. I told him to step over
so that I could get his pants and briefs out of the way. He did it kind of
shuffling as he did.

		With him standing up and me kneeling before him, this was
the position that I wanted to be in right now. I wanted him to see that I
wanted to at this point in time to be his. That I wanted to give him
pleasure...that I wanted to show him appreciation for how important that he
made me feel.

		"Hermie...lets aahhhh....get your clothes off too." Josh
said.

		"In time Josh......in time....right now is about you...and
I want to show you how I feel" and I look up into his eyes with a fire and
smolder in my eyes that I don't think that I have ever felt before. He just
smiles and looks back.

		My hands grab his strong calves and rub them and knead
them. Actually I am massaging them. All the while looking up at Josh. My
whole point being, to show him that I was to be there right now FOR
HIM. Then I give into my feelings and let my hands move up and caress his
thighs and squeeze them. And I move my hands all over his silken skin ( he
shaves his body ). My heart is beating a mile a minute as I am going for
THE TREASURE. As I get closer and closer to what is my intention, I hear
his breathing coming in shorter and shorter gasps.

		"MMM....aahhhh...I want this....are you sure Hermie?" he
asks.

			"NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I BEEN MORE SURE" I tell
him. And with that I stick out my tongue and lick the wet spot on the
tip. At that point, I hear him groan and a gasp escapes his lips. I am
starting to give pleasure to Josh and it is exciting me as much as it is
exciting him. Then I cup my tongue and roll it back and forth around his
tip and I can feel, even just in the tip of his cock the throbbing.

			".....AAHHH..OOO..........Hermie.....my my my..."
he somewhat manages to get out. I can't help but smile to myself. My tongue
glides further up the bottom of his manhood as more of him enters my
mouth. In my mind I am going into overdrive again. I am feeling tingles all
through my body realizing that I am making love to Josh and that he is
getting such pleasure from this. When his tip reaches the roof of my mouth,
I arch my neck up a bit so that I can get him further into my mouth and on
into my throat. At this point, it has all been about just entry and not so
much motion. Once he feels the tightness of my throat muscles on his cock
head, it must have released something in him and his desire. It was then
that he placed his hands on my head and started to run his hands through my
hair.and giving out with almost like soft cat purrs. His moans and his
hands running through my hair only added to my increasing lust.......yes I
was giving into LUST now......after all Love and Lust are both L words.

		With feeling Josh's increasing desire and my own, I start
into moving my mouth over and around his manhood. And occasional deep
throat movement on my part would bring forth a moan from Josh. His legs
were starting to tremble and his butt muscles were clenching and
releasing. Not forcing himself into me, but he start to move his hips back
and forth with a rhythm now. I had no need of keeping my hands on his cock,
instead I was gripping his butt and loving the power that I felt there.

		I went up for another good tongue caressing of his tip and
it was on the next deep throat of his manhood that I felt his body go
stiff.

		"Her...H..H..Hermie....gonna..gon...gonnna cum...!!" he
gasped out. I knew because I could feel his sack draw up into his
groin. The pulsing on the underside of his cock was starting like the beats
of a steam locomotive. I guess he wanted to warn me. No need, I just
grabbed his butt tighter and held on kept his cock in my throat and
breathed through my nose. Then the warmth of his cum started gliding down
my throat and straight into my very being. Oh the soft and warm feeling
that I was experiencing. After several volleys, Josh slowly withdrew from
my mouth and smiled down at me.

		"Hermie,..did you swallow all of my cum?" he said with a
softness and a glow to his face. He held his hands on both sides of my
face.

		I looked up at him and grinned. "Not yet" I said and let my
mouth open and my tongue stick out. I still had some left on my
tongue. With a grin on my face and some of him on my tongue, I curled my
tongue up, pulled it back into my mouth and made a somewhat exaggerated
deep swallow and said "MMMMM.....Yummmy....tastes good." and gave him one
of my biggest grins yet.

		"Ahh Hermie, you are too too much, you didn't have to do
that. You know that don't you?"

		"Yes, I know that, but what you aren't thinking about right
now is that I wanted to do just that."

		"Why?" Josh asks and continues to look directly into my
eyes.

		"Cause I want you to know now that there is nothing that I
would not do for you....nothing." and with that he pulls me up to him and
wraps his arms around me and presses his mouth to mine with an urgency that
he had not done before. His tongue sought out mine and wrapped into
mine. It was if he wanted to join me in the consuming of his own cum. Like
he wanted the both of us to share at the same time. When we finally came up
for air.

		"Hermie, Ithink the beer is still cold enough to drink. Do
you want some while we rest here on the comforter in front of the fire?"

		"Sure Josh you are the boss." I said smiling at him.

		"And you can stop that boss stuff, I am not your boss -
ok. Although I have to admit you calling me that makes me feel good. It is
almost as if I have somebody to take care of. Hmmm...that is something I
have never had before in my life. Are you offering me the chance to take
care of you? Let me rephrase that....I mean...that we can become good
enough friends that we can know what the other needs almost without the
question having to be asked?" and he smiles that grin that always melts
away my very being.

		"Do you want a maybe answer or a straightforward answer
Josh?"

		He lowers his voice and raises his eyebrows and says "my
dear dear friend - between us I always want the communication to be
straightforward - IS THAT UNDERSTOOD !!!!!" and he is looking almost
straight through me. I think he must know the answer but he just needs to
hear the spoken words.

		"Josh, I will always be straightforward with you. And as to
the other part of your question - YES I am offering my complete and total
friendship. Is that what you were searching for?"

		"Yes it is..definitely yes." and he turns and walks over to
get us a couple of beers. He hands one to me and we both lower ourselves
onto the comforter and start drinking in a glowing peacefulness before the
fireplace.

		As we lay there drinking our beers and enjoying the flames
and warmth of the fireplace, we are looking at each other with soft and
contented smiles. Josh is stroking his hand slowly up and down my side. It
is almost as if he is trying a sensory investigation of the surfaces if my
body. All the while, although the goosebumps didn't happen; waves of
pleasure would go through me - from my brain, my groin, and on down to my
toes even. Here was Josh, who by just caressing me could make me feel so
totally satisfied. I was stroking his body also and he would let out some
soft moans of appreciation. During all of this, my persistent need to
analyze things had not kicked in. Any you know what, I was beginning to
realize that there was no need to. Something deep inside me was letting me
know - that this was good and that this was definitely going to be my 'time
for discover' - discovery of self, the pleasure that goes with self, and
the giving of trust to another person and that now, this person was Josh.

		After having a couple of beers, Josh layed back. I could a
look - a smile on his face. He looks at me and winks. Then he turns over
onto his stomach and stretches like you do when you are loosening up the
muscles of your body.

		"Hermie, you know what I would like right now?" and he
turns his head to look at me.

		I smile and say, "What'cha want?".

		"I'd like a good back rub....can you do that for
me....PLEASE !!!!" and then he tells me there is some body lotion in the
night stand by his bed. I get up go over to his nightstand and get the body
lotion. The I kneel down beside him and start to open the body lotion.

		"No, not from the side. I want you to sit on top of me so
that you can give maximum movements to the massage - OK" Me, being only to
happy to oblige, I do just that. As I lower myself and feel my butt resting
on the small of his back, I give out a small moan.

		"Are ya ok Hermie?" and I hear him give out with a small
chuckle.

		"Hmm.....I'm ok....just clearing my throat bud." lying like
a dog. I was going into sensory overload. Just feeling his body underneath
me was putting a fire into my groin. My cock was throbbing....the pulses of
my heartbeat could be felt all over. I am sure that Josh must be able to
feel this also.

		I warmed up the lotion by rubbing it between my
hands. Starting off with his neck, I make alternating soft and harder
squeezes of the muscles around the base of his neck. Next my hands push and
glide over the top of the muscles in his shoulders. I could feel his
muscles flexing as I moved over his shoulders. Then I start using the heel
of my hands on his shoulder blades and just the tips of my fingers are like
the touches of butterfly. I guess the strength of the heels of my hand
contrasted with the light touches of my fingertips was pleasuring Josh a
lot.

		"Oh ..my...my.....but that does feel so good....mmmmm."
Josh purrs and his body kind of ripples in appreciation. I shift a little
and start to work on his lower back.. Don't think that I am not feeling
anything as I am sitting just back of his butt muscles as I do his lower
back. My cock is moving across his cheeks as I make forward and back
motions with my hands and arms.

		"Now on to your legs." I tell Josh and start to shift
again. Although I am not really wanting to leave this position. As I start
to move, Josh turns his head and I feel his hand grab my leg.

		"No, I want you to stay right there. Hermie, you have shown
me and given to me something I have never had before. Something that is
very special to me. And now I want to give something to you. Something that
I have not shared with anybody before, not even Sam and Vinny."

		"What is that Josh?"

		"Hermie, Sam, Vinny, and I have fooled around before but I
have never ever had either one of them to .....aahhh.....fuck me. I have
never felt like I wanted that before but now, with you, I want
that.......PLEASE will you?" and he turns enough to look into my face.

		"Oh my Josh,...do you....I mean...really do you want me
to?" I tell him and look at him with almost tears in my eyes.

		"YES.....I am feeling for you something I have not felt
before and I want us to make love completely." and with that he turns his
head back and rests it on a pillow and just seems to relax his whole body.

                       I have never felt so special in all my life. Here is
Josh offering me something that he has offered no one else before - his
virginity. Am I going to do it? You bet I am, as I am feeling for him
feelings that I have never really felt for anyone before. So I lower myself
so that I am sitting on his upper thighs and my cock is resting on the
divide between his cheeks. Oh my but this is going to be so awesome. Next I
apply a good coating of lotion all over my throbbing cock and I start to
press his butt cheeks open. I warm up some lotion with my hands and apply
it to his entrance. Now here is a little secret. To avoid a lot of
discomfort when you start to enter, you spread the opening as far apart as
possible. Where so much discomfort happens is when someone tries to enter
without pulling the entrance open as far as possible. What happens is that
the skin of the cheeks surrounding the opening is pulled somewhat upon
entry and that is where the discomfort happens. Have I had intercourse
before, Yes, but not with someone that I cared for as much as Josh.

		After I apply as much lotion as needed, I continue to
spread his butt cheeks open as far as possible.

		"Yeah....I am fine....just keep going."

		With that from Josh, I place the tip of my cock firmly into
the stretched opening that I have before me. All the while thinking, that
the discovery part of finding someone might just be over and that I have
found someone. Firmly but gently I place my tip into the pink flesh folds
and start to push just a little. Sensing no discomfort from Josh, I press a
little more. he squirms a little, I hold still. After he relaxes, I press
on some more and then I felt his body raise up a little and tremble.

		"Oh my Lord.....what did you just do?,,,,,,,,,,that felt so
damn good.....AWESOME !!!!!!!" Josh moans and not a soft cat purr this
time.

		I grin and tell him that I had just rubbed over his
prostrate.

		"Do it again.....PLEASE.... and again....and again...." and
he keeps moaning. How much better can it get, here I am giving pleasure to
Josh and feeling so much pleasure and emotion myself.

		"Hermie, PLEASE lie down on top of me......I want to feel
your whole body touching me as we make love. I want to feel your warmth and
the power in your body."

		"Ok - Josh - Ok." and I lower my body so that my legs are
touching his on either side. My loser abdomen is pressed against the top of
his butt and my chest is sweating a little and pressed against his back. I
have my arms around him and underneath and holding on to his chest. Am I a
happy camper or what? Total fulfillment and love - yes LOVE is overwhelming
me right now. He is giving me something that has given no one else. And I
don't mean just his virginity; I also mean he is giving me his emotional
being or at least I feel he is - there goes that analytical crap again.

		Slowly but firmly I rock back and forth over my Josh's
body. All the senses are going into overdrive. I mean not with just my cock
firmly planted in Josh but the feel of his body as our bodies move
together. I feel him starting to push his hips back into me. He is
thoroughly getting pleasure and this makes me even happier. All to soon I
feel my sack draw up and the tingle and pulsing start. I stretch out my
arms over Josh's and intertwine my fingers with his. He grips onto my hands
and squeezes.

		"....AHHH....aahh.....gon..gonna..." I hear Josh moaning
beneath me.

		WOW - He must be having another orgasm and that was enough
knowing that and feeling that to put me over the edge. With one last push,
I exploded into him and just held there. Everyone one of my sense was
sending fireworks to my brain. It just doesn't get much better than
this. After a few minutes, our breathing starts to calm down. I was
thinking that I should roll off of him. But Josh had other ideas.

"Hermie, please don't move......I want you to stay where you are. I want to
continue to savor this moment." So with that I just relaxed my body and let
myself mold onto Josh with our hands still gripping. And believe it or not
we fell alsleep for a couple of hours in that position. BLISS THY NAME BE
CONTENTMENT AND LOVE !!!!!!


Saturday Morning :


		I feel myself starting to wake up and stretch. My eyes open
and I see the fireplace still going and realize where I am. A smile and
total feeling of contentment fill me.

		"Hey sleepy head....about time you woke up." as I turn my
head slightly to the right I see Josh. Still in his birthday suit - BIG
GRIN - and he has set a tray down between us. On it is a carafe of orange
juice, a pot of coffee, and some doughnuts. Now how thoughtful is that !! I
am overwhelmed.

		"Now this is service that deserves a tip." and I grin at
him and he grins back.

		"Well...could be...MOST DEFINITELYES !!!" he says with
enthusiasm. "But first we ear. Here." and he holds out a doughnut for me to
take a bite of. As I take the bite, I let my hand rest on his and
smile. Right at the very darned moment, his telephone rang.

		"Who could that be?" and Josh gets up and walks over to the
phone. As he walks I watch his butt. A most magnificent butt, muscular and
right, a butt that I had just last night had entered for its first
time. AWESOME !!

		"Are you kidding?" and then he is silent on the phone for a
few more minutes. "Oh, Ok we'll be there" and he walks back towards me
looking a bit let down. "That was Sam, the coach has decided that he wants
us to get in some practice time before the beginning of classes this next
week. And he wants us there ASAP !! Damn it all, I had some more panned for
this weekend. But" he says with a grin that starts back up "I think we will
have other opportunities. Do you think so Hermie?" and he continues
grinning.

		I let out a sigh, some of regret for the rest of this
weekend with Josh here but also I am thinking about his comment that we
will have other opportunities. He really is starting to define our
relationship for himself and If I think about it that way - defining it for
me also. I definitely have no problem with that !!

		We get dressed quickly, I pack my things rather stuff them
in my overnight bag and are out the front door. When we get to his Jeep and
after he unlocks and opens the door for me, he leans in and gives me a
light kiss on the lips.



To the readers of this the 2nd chapter of "Time for Discovery", this was a
defining moment in time for me. The definition of this time was in part by
my own feelings and in part by the definition that Josh was giving to those
feelings. And to think that I had just been on campus for a few days. All I
can say is - WOW !!!

Chapter 3 will deal with - the continued definition of Josh's and my
relatiionship, both to ourselves and to Sam and Vinny. The beginning of
classes for the semester and the effects on time available.

comments as before may be sent to :

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