Date: Sun, 23 Sep 2012 15:57:31 +0200
From: Shawn Edwards <shawnedwards92@gmail.com>
Subject: With All My Heart 8

I looked into his eyes straight after the kiss that had my knees
knocking then brushed my lips across his face till they rested on his
ear.

"I love you." I said then smiled at him. This was coming from the
bottom of my heart and i meant it with all my heart. I was finally in
a relationship and my life as getting together, not that i had lost it
but i had found he missing piece to complete my puzzle. Yes he was the
right kinda guy. The one i was willing to cross all boundaries for.
The one who would make my life complete with joy and happiness. I
didn't care what my parents would think so long as i had him. I was
willing to go all lengths for his love, yet i didn't know his name
yet. Tnat qas thw least of my concerns. What mattered was that i had
his love and that thought made my heart skip a beat. Why wouldn't it
when he was so hot he would literaly melt an iceberg. That beautiful
face. Those cute brown eyes and those seductive lips that tempted
yours to lock themselves in them. He had this boyish charm and he was
all mine to have i wouldn't share him with anybody. Why would i think
of Joe when i had him all to myself? I now had my heart's desire right
by my side.

We dried then dressed an thereafter lay on his bed. I knew time was
running but i did not care. With him i had lost track of time and also
lost touch with the world it was only e and him. I lay my head on his
haed broad chest.

This was the time to get to know my mystery man. "So tell me about you."

"My name is Enrique Alvarez. I from San Antonio. Im 18. Just turned in
March..........."

I liked his name. It matched his spanish accent which was an addictive
drug to my ears. He was younger than me. I was almost a year older
than him. I had always pictured myself with an older guy maybe 22 or
26 or somewhere there. Wnen you are bottom you are the woman in your
relationship and no woman wants a younger man, well most women dont
plus i was taller than him at six foot. He was five foot ten. No woman
wants a short guy, well again most women don't. I didn't care about
any of this. I was in love and i had to deal with the fact that he was
young and short. All that mattered was that he was top with a big cock
that he could use well and above all i loved him.

He also told me that he was from a poor background and that hia family
was looking up to him to pass and take care of him. Apparently he was
the messiah of his family. I was the opposite of him. Even if i failed
i had a job waiting for me at my father's law firm. I didn't care that
he was from a poor background. I would ugrade him. I was with him for
richer and for poorer. When he finished i expected him to ask about me
so when he didn't i took matters into my own hands.

"Don't you want my story?" I asked.

'I know all about you sean.' he said.

I looked up in his face. 'How?' i asked then realised i shouldn't
have. He had spoken to Joe that day and i was guessing they were
talkin about me. "You spoke to my roommate."

"Is that a bad thing?" he asked.

I wanted to say yes but i couldnt. I wanted to know what they talked
about however.

"So what did you two talk about?" i aked.

"Same old same old." he said.

When i didn't say anything he must have seen i wanted to know more.

"Joe is my best friend since we were small." he said.

"But he's been in California since childhood. You say you have also
been in San Antonio since you were born. It doesn't make sense."

"That's what he tells people. He's bisexual but trying hard to fight
it that's why he's living a lie and says what he says."

"So when you disappeared you were actualy goinb behind my back and
finding out about me from Joe?"

He remained silent and i took it as a yes. I still had one more question.

"So does Joe know i'm gay?"

"Yes but please try and understand that i did it because i love you."

I knew that it was true but i felt betrayed. I was now between two
extremes. They were Joe and Enrique..........