Date: Wed, 21 May 2003 15:14:09 +0000
From: Andrew Barber <abarber69@hotmail.com>
Subject: A taste of what I'm missing

This is a work of fiction. It is a letter to an friend about an experience
that I would like to share with you all.

If you enjoy this story then please email me. I would love to hear from
you.



Dear Billy,

	I know its not long since my last letter, but I have just got to
tell you about what has just happened to me. I need to get it down now
while it is still fresh in my mind.

	I called in the pub for a couple of drinks was on my way home from
work tonight, nobody was in who I knew so I got bored and headed off home.
I walked today as the car is in for a service, so I walked down Bentley
road way, past the park, you know where I mean. Anyway halfway past the
park I noticed some guy in the park leaning against the porch wall, near to
where the toilet is. I don't even know why I noticed him, he was pretty
nondescript from what I could see.  He seemed to be in his fifties maybe,
wearing a jacket and trousers, as I say nondescript.

	I noticed he was looking at me, I mean kind of staring. This
certainly made me feel uneasy.  I wasn't feeling scared I don't think,
just, well ...I think the best explanation is the feeling you got when you
were a kid and had been wanking away and you parent almost catches you and
you pull up your clothes quickly. They look at you and you are sure that
they know exactly what you have been doing and you heart kind of flips but
it is a horny flip, hope you get what I mean...

	Back to what I was saying. The guy was definately looking at me and
I looked back at him trying to work out if I knew him or something. Then,
wow!, I am not kidding, he reached round and started rubbing his cock
through his trousers, while staring at me. I could feel my face flush with
colour, but I just couldn't stop looking. The guy then leaned up from the
wall and walked towards the toilet, still looking at me and his hand still
on his crotch. Then he turned away from me as he walked into the toilet.
Just before he went in he turned one more time and looked at me and I am
sure his head gestured for me to follow.

	Fuck me! at that moment I was in turmoil. You know I am not gay,
but also I have told you about my curiosity of being bi. But I have never
been anywhere near another guy before. Now here I was, nobody around, a guy
who I think was giving me a come on. I certainly had an hard on but I was
scared shitless, I was actually shaking.

	I am just going to see what is going on, I thought to myself. But
really I knew full well what was going on, but I just could not stop
myself. I walked into the park.  I kept to the path as I did not want to
muddy up my work clothes. I was wearing the usual, shirt, tie and
trousers. I did not have a jacket on as it was quite warm today. As I
closed on the toilet my heart raced, each step I took I had to stop myself
from turning around and running out of the park.  Finally I reached the
door of the toilet, it seemed dark inside, I took a deep breath, and walked
in.

	The toilet was pretty small, there was a trough long enough for
maybe three guys to piss, and two cubicles, the type that were fully closed
to the ceiling with full sized doors. But I did not notice that all I
noticed was the guy standing with his back to me as though pissing in the
trough.  But I could tell that he wasn't pissing. I walked up next to him,
and fumbled for the zipper in my trousers, I really was shaking. I pulled
down my zip pulled out my cock which was semi hard as though I was going to
piss. I never looked at the guy at all.

	'Hi', he said, 'warm day huh!'.

	'Yeah!' I said and looked at him. He was in his fifties easy closer
to sixty probably. I did not feel in any way attracted to him, really, but
the way he looked at me, made me feel so fucking horny and scared at the
same time. He was almost grey and receding back. He was quite tall, maybe
just over six feet, not particularly overweight but certainly not thin. He
wore a beige chequered jacket and beige trousers.

	He turned away from me, and back to what he was doing. Fuck! I
thought, was I supposed to say something else, is there a code or
something. 'Erm, real hot I think' I said, stupidly.

	He looked at me again and smiled. Then he gestured toward the
cubicles.  'You might feel more comfy over there' he said.

        'Yes' I agreed. Quickly I put my cock back in my trousers and
headed over towards the closet cubicle and walked in, I turned to close the
door behind me, but the guy was right behind me and I was sqeezed back as
he came in and closed the door behind him.

	He turned towards me. 'Look er I have er, never..' I was trying to
talk but my mouth was dry and I was struggling. I was not even sure if I
wanted to do this (and I didn't even know what was going to happen), but I
guessed nobody except me and this guy would ever know, so what the fuck.
'Shhussh' he said quietly and then put his hands on my shoulders. He rubbed
them slowly down my chest, over my nipples slightly squeezing and moulding.
Then moved down over my stomach and around my back.  His face came close
and he kissed me on the lips, my mouth remained closed.  His hands moved
down over my ass and then back up my back, it felt great. He kissed me
again, this time for longer and I felt my mouth opening a little, he must
have too as his tongue slipped between my lips. We kissed pasionately for a
while, I had never even considered myself doing this but it was good.

	His hands felt like they were everywhere, round my back, on my
chest, stomach, through my hair, rubbing my ass, everywhere. I had my hands
around him lightly and was hesitant as to what to do.

I felt his hand rub over my, now, throbbing cock and I gave out an audible
groan. 'You like that eh!'  he said with a smile, 'Mmmmm' was all I could
give back.

'You ever played with someone elses cock before' he asked.

'No' Was my simple answer. 'Okay, well sit down' he said. I did as I was
told and sat back onto the toilet seat. I watched amazement as this guy
undid his trousers and let them fall to the ground. He was not wearing
anything under them and his cock sprung out from beneath his shirt.

'Feel it for me' he said 'just like you would like to have yours touched'.
I reached up and let my finger tips rub over his cock, it felt real weird,
to be touching another mans cock. It was about six or seven inches long and
he did not have a foreskin as I did. He moaned as I played with him, I let
my other hand run over his balls I could feel the whisps of coarse hair on
my hand. 'Yes. thats it' he said quietly. I wrapped my hand around his
shaft and began to slowly massage him rubbing slowly up and down. My other
hand feeling all around his pubic hairs and lower belly, over his balls and
between his legs to his ass.

He put his hands on my shoulders as he leaned forward a little, 'oh baby
your good' he said. 'Now suck it a little for me'.

I was going to argue and say no way, but my head sprang forward by itself
and my mouth engulfed his throbbing hot cock. This was amazing, I was
sucking another mans cock, and it did not feel bad at all. I could feel the
guys reactions to what I did as he squeezed my shoulders and held on to my
hair. I could tell that he was enjoying it and that really was turning me
on. I was working his shaft with my hand at the same time, and rubbing his
balls and ass with my other hand. It seemed to take no time at all before,
he was pushing my head away, 'I am going to come, he said - you don't have
to take it if you don't want too'.

I figured this was my one and only time and I might as well go the whole
hog. I sucked harder and squeezed his cock as he fucked my mouth. The taste
in mouth suddenly changed and I knew he was going to come, I let his cock
slip as deep into my mouth as I dared without gagging and felt his cum hit
the back of my throat with a force, I swallowed as quickly as I could in
case I didn't like it. A few seconds later he was spent and was leaning
over me gasping for air.

'Right' he said after gathering himself and pulling up his trousers 'stand
up, you turn!'. A few simple words which fucking blew my mind, I was ready
to cum there and then.  I stood up and we manouvered aroud so that he could
sit on the toilet. Before he did however, he grabbed me and kissed my hard
again as he kissed me he grabbed my cock through my trousers and squeezed
it tightly. He sat down and I reach for my zip, but he moved my hands
away. He deftly open my trousers and let them drop, I had a pair of white
shorts underneath which he seemed to approve of he leaned forward and
kissed my cock through the cloth as he massaged and rubbed my balls.

He pulled down my shorts and lifted my shirt, he pulled my to him so that I
was standing closer, standing between his legs. He began kissing and
licking my belly, it was heaven, his hands neading my ass as he licked
around and then on my sides. This was torment, wonderful torment, I wanted
him to touch my cock and balls and he wouldn't he worked me so well.
Kissing and licking the tops of my legs brushing my cock with his face as
he moved to my other leg. His hand moved around and reached between my legs
tickling and tantalising me. 'Please' I said. He obviously knew what I
meant because he looked up and smiled at me. As he did his hand rubbed over
my balls and grasped my cock.  My knees nearly buckled.

He licked his lips as his hand slid up and down my cock. His other rubbing
my balls and ass. His head went forward to my cock, I felt his warm breath
on the tip of my cock as it entered his mouth. His lips closed around it.
His tongue swished around the tip and then he seemed to take the whole of
my shaft in. 'Oh yeah' I exclaimed. My cock slipped in and out of his mouth
as he wanked me. His tongue flicked and licked and lushed at my cock,
driving me into a frenzy. He must have felt me tense as I was close to
cumming, he quickly pulled back and let go of my cock. 'Turn around' he
said. 'Eh!' I exclaimed I was on the point of cumming and he wanted to stop
so I thought, 'Turn!' he said this time more forcefully and he grabbed my
hips to force me. I turned so that I was facing the door I felt his hand on
my back as he pushed me to bend me slightly.

His hand once again found my cock, slowly massaging it. His other hand
massaged by ass cheek. I felt him kiss my ass cheek and the lick it gently,
slowly making a trail to my hole. He licked my hole, and that moment was
the best feeling I had ever felt. I groaned and pushed back on him. His
rythm on my cock was getting faster, I was getting more frantic again. He
licked and gently probed my ass hole with his tongue, one hand rubbing my
balls and the other wanking me silly.  Then it began to happen, I was
cumming my legs were getting weak. 'I am cumming' I said 'oh shit - I am
cumming'. Just as I began to cum he pushed his tongue deeper into my ass
hole, 'ooohhh!' I let out as my cum shot over the door, the floor and his
hand. Three times he pushed deep inside me as he carried on wanking me, and
three times I orgasmed as he did so.

I leaned on the door for a little while trying to get me senses back. He
was pulling up my shorts and trousers, I stood up and tucked my shirt in. I
turned again towards him. He was smiling. 'You are good' he said. With that
he reached around me and opened the door of the cubicle, he kissed me one
more time as he squeezed past me and was gone. I closed the door and sat
for a while, my mind blown.

I don't know how long I sat there but when I came out there was nobody
around and I came straight home and here I am telling you.

Anyway, I have got to go now, but I hope this is not the last time anything
like this ever happens.  No not at all.


All the Best

Andy


As I said this is a work of fiction. However, I am that guy Andy and I
would love for this to happen.  Please email me.