Date: Sun, 29 Mar 2009 20:10:06 -0400 (EDT)
From: Bill Romero <wjromero@peoplepc.com>
Subject: An Epiphany, Chapter 4

AN EPIPHANY, Chapter 4
BY  WILLIEJESS


I awoke feeling the warmth of Jim's naked body with my still hardened
member wedged in his crack.  Hearing Jim's soft snoring or deep sleep
breathing, I lifted my head to see over his body to check out the time.  It
was 5:48 AM, which means that I only had a couple hours of quality sleep
time, and so I kissed his body in several places while laying my head down
on the pillow.  My gland head attached to my cock started to swell and push
slightly against Jim's crack, sliding along it until it rested against his
anus opening.  It was only a slight drifting off into a light sleep, and
automatically my hips started a slight push or thrusting motion against my
lover.  This must have awakened Jim because, without saying a word, he
started to reciprocate by pushing backwards against my cock, while he
raised his left leg to make it easier for me to penetrate his muscle.  Jim
then lifted his entire body to reposition himself closer to me, and that's
when I held on to his raised leg while giving a strong push forward.  I
don't know who was surprised first, but we both exclaimed a nice pleasure
sound when my cock entered his anus and my gland ring just cleared his
sphincter.  Without any further pushing, I left my love tool just where it
was, and didn't want to enter further for fear of causing Jim any pain or
discomfort.  It then made me realize that this was my very first act of
sexual anal penetration with another man, and then my emotions took over
and I started to cry.  Jim immediately twisted his upper body to rest his
shoulders against the pillow, and softly whispered to me his comforting
words:

"It's ok Thomas, just continue and go for it.  You make me very happy, and
I just want you to enjoy this experience.  Don't worry, I've got an elastic
opening, and I am sure I can accommodate your cock without any discomfort.
Please, love, go for it and continue."

With my nose making sniffling sounds, I shifted my entire body closer to
Jim, and started to place my left leg between his raised leg and the lower
right one, and my knee softly brushing against his scrotum.  I wanted so
much to love Jim and so I grabbed his cock while slowly pushing mine
further into the incredibly warm colon.  It was a learning experience for
me to feel the smooth, yet accommodating walls of his tunnel as my cock
slid further and further until my balls became squished against Jim's
perineum.  I remember my softly uttering a short prayer of:

"Thank you God," and my telling Jim "I love you so very much."

It came automatically with both Jim and I carefully turning together so
that he was beneath me lying on his stomach and I knelt between his spread
legs with his slightly elevated ass area.  My cock stayed connected
throughout this role-over process.  Jim responded further by locking his
lower legs around mine, thus helping to lock us together.  I then
straightened my arms to take some of my body weight off of Jim, and to be
freer to begin a thrusting motion---all this taking place automatically
without any prior experience.  Oh, the beauty and wonder of how our bodies
react during the time of love-making.  Again, "Thank you,my beautiful God."
I do not know why we didn't close our window blinds when retiring to bed,
but the result was the wonderful soft light coming in from a nearby street
lamp, which allowed me to look downward and see my cock coming out and
sliding in every time I did my thrusting.  I guess it was my precum mixing
with any exited juices in Jim's colon that I started to notice a nice sheen
along my cock.  I was only hoping that Jim was enjoying this as much as I.
The urge came over me to lower my body into a prone position along the
length of Jim's, but I still was able to support myself on my elbows.  This
made me feel like I wanted to push more into Jim if it were possible, and
to simply be as much one with my lover's body.  I just felt like I wanted
to somehow get completely into Jim.  Without missing a beat, my thrusting
continued while my balls softly pounded against Jim.  Jim turned his head,
raised it, and we both started a deep tongue passionate kissing.  I started
to open my mouth and breathe deeply as a funny sort of feeling started to
build up in my scrotum.  Jim knew what was happening, as he, too, started
to really feel the wonderful pleasure building up in his ass as well as in
his own cock.  We broke off our kiss, and I extended my arms once again to
raise my body off of Jim.  In the mean time, Jim started his own thrusting
against the bed sheet, and in sync with my own motion.  In spite of feeling
our urgency to climax our love, Jim raised his upper half body as much as
my body permitted, and I leaned forward again to give ourselves that
encouraging love kiss to bring our love to an explosive passionate
conclusion.  Of the few times I had kissed Jim, this particular one had a
unique taste for both of us as our sexual tension was quickly mounting.
Our kissing was mixed with our heavy breathing.  Somehow, Jim was able to
support himself with his right arm while he raised his left one to place it
upon my neck and bring me ever so closer to his passionate kissing, urging
me on with:

"I love you, my precious Thomas, my spouse."

That did it for me, as I raised up my body with extended arms, and began a
rapid short thrusting, making my cock slide quickly in and out.  Jim also
raised his body into a contorted position with his ass raised higher for
easier penetration, and supported his upper body with both his elbows.  He,
too, started a quickening pace of thrusting against the bed.  And all too
quickly, we both expelled our seed, mine gushing in seven, eight or maybe
nine squirts into Jim, and Jim's seed making a rather large puddle on the
bed sheet.  This exertion completely exhausted me, and as I temporarily
pulled out of Jim, he somehow knew what I wanted, and so he turned his body
to lie on his back, right on top of his messy pool of wonderful sticky
semen.  I quickly reinserted my still hardened cock into his hole, and
placed myself prone on top of Jim so that we both could give each other as
deep a lover's kiss as possible.  No words can adequately describe how we
both felt at the moment, and yet we managed to say:

"Thank you lover, and thank you dear God for the wonderful gift of sex and
love."

Once we expressed our feeble words, we dug our tongues ever so deeply into
each other's mouth, and suck away.  It's almost like we were trying to suck
each other's soul and spirit into our own bodies.  When I finally broke off
my kiss, I leaned down and took in Jim's extended right nipple between my
teeth, and ever so gently gave it a tender love bite along with lots of
licking.  Eventually my cock softened and slid out of Jim.  My first love
deed has been accomplished, and I am no longer a virgin as regards giving
anal sex to another man.

This experience created in me a deep desire to continue my love experience
into other forms of expression, and so, without telling Jim what was my
desire, I came off his body and repositioned myself in a 69 position.  Jim
thought I wanted to suck off his penis, but then when he noticed that I
pushed my ass against his face, and leaned forward to bend my head down to
his anus, he quickly felt my tongue making probing darts into his somewhat
opened hole where I was able to lap up the semen leaking out of his
opening.  I then fully extended myself to place my tongue into the opening
as well as placing my mouth over it to continue my sucking.  Jim enjoyed
the rimming and sucking so much, that he also started to do the same to me.
We were now both heavy into lust and sex.  Jim crossed his legs over my
back to help pin me down to his anus as he became engaged with penetrating
my own hole with his tongue.  Jim was really salivating heavily by now,
which helped to lube up my opening.  It then became obvious that Jim wanted
to mount me and give to me that wonderful experience of anal sex while I
wanted the same and to have his cock deeply in me.  A few more minutes of
rimming each other had charged up our testicles, and soon both our cocks
were fully hardened and extended.  When I felt Jim's middle finger
penetrate me, I then asked him:

"How do you want to take me," to which he replied that he wanted to enter
me from the rear somewhat in a modified doggie position with my kneeling on
the bed with my ass up and my chest and head down against the bed.  Jim
continued for a short while finger fucking my ass, and then signaled me
that he was ready.  I placed myself on the bed according to Jim's desire,
but placed my head and face into his damp pool of semen where I was able to
sniff in the wonderful aroma of spilled seed, and lap it up like a dog in
heat.  Jim felt that my opening would be tight for his cock, and so he
reached over to the night stand for the KY jelly.  After applying a coating
of it to his cock, he turned the end of the tube against my ass opening and
squeezed a sizeable amount of the stuff into me.  I felt Jim place his
gland against my slightly opened hole, and as he pushed slowly into me, I
relaxed my muscle as though I was expelling.  This working together made
Jim's cock quickly pass my sphincter and immediately he went deeply into me
with one swift motion.  I felt some fullness and discomfort, but I was too
sexed up to complain of any pain.  In fact, there really wasn't any pain to
speak of since I sometimes use to penetrate myself with a small dildo when
masturbating.  Jim rode my ass and started to build up speed in his
thrusting as more and more he leaned over my body.  He grabbed my torso
with both hands and then started a quick hard jabbing motion with his hips.
This form of thrusting into me only made me want to push backwards and meet
with his cock jabs.  We were both into deep heat and once again, animal
lust was taking over.  With tasting the wonderful flavor of Jim's spent
seed on the bed sheet, my one hand quickly started to masturbate my own
cock.  The root of my cock was so swollen and hard that I was very
sensitive to feeling each and every jab of Jim, and his pounding against my
prostate.  Both he and I knew that this was not going to be a long love
session as our balls started traveling upwards and scrotums tightened
against our cocks.  It must have been no more than a half dozen strokes of
masturbating when I started to warn Jim I was going to spill out my seed.
And then my ass muscle tightened, and my wonderful orgasm took over.  This
then led Jim to push as deeply into me with one more thrust, and then I
could really feel the gushing forth of his seed as it coated my insides,
about five or six really hard squirts.  The joy was mine as I felt Jim's
explosive climax, as I am sure Jim was equally happy to be ejaculating into
his lover.  As Jim was catching his breath, I lowered myself over my own
pool of semen, bringing Jim along with me to rest against my back and
somewhat taking his weight off me by the support of his elbows.  That's
when Jim reached his face to mine, we both kissed deeply, and he informed
me the wonderful surprise that this was also his first time giving anal sex
to another man.  If this love isn't made in heaven and allowed by the Will
of God and his love for both of us, then I am at a loss to explain all
this.  The biggest surprise, however, lies ahead for both of us, and we
will only gain knowledge of this during the next day.  For now, we both are
exhausted by love and in love, and so we separated and turning towards each
other, we intertwined our arms and legs as best we could and laid down for
a much deserved sleep.  The only difference is that now our sleep will be
the result of love for each other, and what a sweet way to end our new
adventure, even though I could start feeling Jim's semen leaking out of my
opening and down along my crack.  Who cares I thought to myself, for as
wonderful as love is, so is it also a bit messy.  Not that I am
complaining, because the semen we spill is our very essence of life we give
to each other.


To bring our readers up to speed concerning my first encounter with Juan,
it is now a month since our last sex episode.  I do pray for him, but also
renewed my commitment not to make any phone calls to arrange a rendezvous.
Somehow I feel in my heart that Juan has returned to give his wife the
total love both he and she deserve.  I also feel that it was a good
learning experience for both him and me, as we became forced to examine
ourselves and reach for our sexual identity.  In our next chapter, my faith
and wonderment in the Power and Love of God will show itself when Jim and I
really become heavy into our sexual love and reveal our true selves.


I wish to express my continued thanks for the responses I have received,
and especially by everyone stating their own like-minded experiences or
self-examination.  I truly feel so many men, regardless of age, go through
the same questioning experience and try to better understand their sexual
identity without the stigma of shame.  If we travel the road of love
together with God and develop a faith relationship with God, we will be
more accepting of His Divine Will for us, whether we should remain faithful
to a hetero-sexual relationship or accept the fact that God permits us to
be gay just as long as our love to our partner is sincere, honest,
monogamous and truly self-sacrificing.  Finally, if you haven't surmised it
by now, these stories are true life experiences.