Date: Fri, 20 Aug 1999 15:22:25 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mutt Barker <mutt_barker@yahoo.com>
Subject: Beach Shadow

Note: If you offended by gay, male sexual situations, please avoid the 
following story.

Beach Shadow - Part 1
by Mutt_Barker

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This is my first attempt at writing a story. This story is one of my
favorite fantasies that, alas has not come true. I would welcome feedback
positive and critical but will delete any flames.
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There I was mid forties, divorced with two kids and I hadn't gotten laid in
months. The trouble was I didn't want to have sex, at least not with a
woman. I had lost all desire for a while during the divorce and then when
my appetite kicked in again I found myself wondering what it would be like
to have sex with a guy.

I knew I wasn't gay, good looking women still turned my head and I knew
that I wanted to find a new long term female life partner, but my fantasies
were filled with the thought of a cock in my mouth or up my ass. Where this
repressed desire sprang from I did not know, but I knew that I had to
eventually give into it.  If I didn't then I would always be left wondering
what it would be like to feel the touch of another mans tongue on my lips
and in my mouth or what the feeling would be like when hot sperm came
shooting out and filled me up.

I had tried my own cum a few times and it wasn't bad and I'd even bought a
dildo to loosen up my ass. It was fun to fuck myself, but it wasn't the
real thing. I had placed a couple of personal ads but had not had any luck
so I was left wondering and having to satisfy myself with a porno tape and
my hand.

One day while surfing the web I came across a site called LA Nude Guys. It
was a club that espoused nudity and held get togethers of like minded
men. I loved being nude and often swam in my pool or sat in my spa in the
buff, but the thought of being with a whole set of guys was a little
intimidating. While that looked like a way to meet someone who could help
me experience male sex I just couldn't work up the courage to call.

But the site had a link to a list of nude beaches in the Southern
California area. I was a real beach nut, surfing every chance I could get
so that was a scene that I felt I could be comfortable in.

The first chance I got I journeyed up the coast from LA to Santa Barbara to
experience a nude beach full of guys. I arrived, parked my car and hiked
down to the beach. It was nothing special, just a beach, sand, almost all
guys, some with suits on and many without.

I found a spot, parked my knapsack, spread out my blanket, and stripped
down. It felt strange at first to be naked in a public place, but no one
gave a dam and after awhile I settled down and just enjoyed the day. I lay
on my stomach as the thought of oiling my cock up with sunscreen brought an
immediate hard-on.  The scenery was nice and I enjoyed looking at the other
guys. Some with awesome bodies that I would die to have, others more like
me, a little bit of a gut and average looking and others who had obviously
never seen a gym in their life but reveled in being out in the buff.

After about an hour I noticed that I had a shadow. I looked up and there he
was. While I didn't know it at the time I was looking at my first male sex
partner and newest best friend. I saw someone who stood about 5'10" average
body, blond curly hair with big blue eyes and a big fat uncut cock.

He leaned down and said "Hi, I'm Mark, is this your first time here?" I
looked up and said hi back and asked him how he knew it was my first
time. He replied that my white ass was a dead giveaway and asked me if I
wanted some company. I said yes and he lay down on my blanket and we
started to chat.

It was the usual stuff at first, jobs, friends, and hobbies. Like me he was
a surfer, though vastly more experienced. As we talked he offered to take
me out sometime to the local breaks and I found myself being drawn to him
and began to wonder what it would be like to be in his arms and to feel his
lips on mine.

Over time the conversation became more intimate. I discussed my divorce and
the pain inflicted on my kids and myself. He shared the fact that he to had
ended a long term relationship and was just getting over it. He never
indicated whether or not it was with a guy or a girl, but unlike me he was
tanned all over and this was primarily a gay beach scene so I began to
think about the fact that he might be gay or bi.

He asked me why I was at the beach. I told him that I wanted to experience
the pleasure of being nude in public and explained how I had found the WEB
site and was to intimidated to be in a room full of guys my first time. I
figured if that weren't a blatant enough hint as to my desires then he
wouldn't catch on if I hit him over the head with a two by four.

Over time we had twisted and turned a little and we were now each lying on
our sides facing each, cocks flapping in the wind. We were very close,
about six inches apart, and Mark had begun lightly tracing his fingertips
up my side. I found myself becoming aroused and blood began to flow to my
cock as it became half-hard.

We continued to talk and eventually I told him of my hidden desires to
experience male to male sex. He asked me what I fantasized about and I
found myself opening up to my new soul mate. I told him of my wish to kiss
and become intimate with another man.

I went on to explain how I wanted to feel a hard cock in my mouth and to
have it filled with hot creamy sperm. How I wanted to take that cock a lick
it back to life and then to feel it deep in my virgin ass.

As you might imagine my cock came to its full 6" as I talked and Mark
continued to caress me, extending his touch to include my engorged nipples
and the curves of my ass. We were now almost touching we were so close. I
found the courage to run my hands over the Mark's supple body, feeling the
differences between a man and a woman for the first time in my life.

My fingers drifted down to his round ass, touching and running them around
in circles, then up to touch and pinch his nipples. We were both rock hard
and the inevitable happened our cocks touched and a I let out a deep moan
as I felt another cock pressing against mine. Mark grinned and asked if I
was enjoying myself. I told him that I had never felt better.

He brought his arm up and pulled me into him and our bodies melded
together. I closed my eyes as I felt his face move near to mine. The first
kiss was brief, but sent shockwaves through my body. He bent his lips to
mine a second time and this was more forceful. I knew from his firm touch
that this was how a man kissed. As our lips pressed together I became more
excited and felt I could explode at any moment.

Our cocks were grinding and leaking pre-cum all over each other. Mark
kissed me again and I felt his tongue probing my lips, looking for an
opening. I gladly gave in to the demands of his tongue and opened my mouth
wide and reveled in the passion that Mark had unfurled from within me.

We finally came up for air and Mark grinned and said that anything more
would qualify as sex on the beach and that might not be the most
intelligent act.

I agreed and we discussed what to do next. Mark asked if I wanted to come
back to his apartment with him and resume where we had left off. I
responded with a big yes and we packed up our knapsacks. I couldn't resist
reaching over and touching my first cock, wiping off the pre-cum that was
dripping from the large head and licking the nectar from my fingertips.
Mark laughed and told me that he would soon provide me with a lot more then
the spoonful I had just swallowed.

(To be continued if there is any interest)