Date: Fri, 01 Nov 2002 10:02:39 -0500
From: Paul Drake <pdrake7@hotmail.com>
Subject: Discovering Bi in SF

I just turned 39 and am struggling with the big 4-0 when I knew I wanted to
try something new.  Skydiving or a motorcycle was not what I had in mind.
For years I had thought about doing it with a guy but I am married and
resisted the thought of 'cheating'.   I had jacked off a couple of times
with a friend and 17 and had thought often of that over the years.  Even at
that time I wanted to touch him but did not.  Years of gym membership kept
me looking but still never touching.  This summer I got my chance.

I signed up for a work conference in San Francisco before I found out who
else from my company was going.  There would be only two of us, myself and
Nathan, a coworker from another state.   I had worked with him minimally,
but knew one thing from another coworker, he was gay!   I did not know if he
was involved or not, if he was, did that matter?   I just realized that I
would be in San Fran, with a gay guy, it may be time to touch cock!

The conference started on Monday morning and I had planned in advance to go
early and see the city for the weekend while I had the chance.  Luck!, I
found out Nathan had the same idea.  We made arrangements to meet on
Saturday after we got there.  Okay, I will cut all the tourist stuff crap in
the middle and get to Saturday night.  He said he had plans to go to this
gay bar he knew and to his surprise I said I would like to go along and see
what it was like.   He seemed guarded about this but agreed anyway.   We had
dinner and I managed to have several beers to get me a good buzz going
before we headed off to his bar.   When we go there, there was a decent
crowd.   I must say I wish picking up women was as easy as picking up guys
seemed to be.  I saw guys hook up and leave just by seeing each other.  Some
headed somewhere in the back and would be back shortly, others would just
leave.   I was getting drunk.

Nate and I were talking about work and other crap.  He would be checking out
the guys and I was looking around too.  Guys were checking me out and that
was making me hot.  Nathan must have picked up on this and finally just
asked if I was me... I remember the line like it was yesterday, "Hey, you
seem to be having a great time here, are you BI?".

I just got a big smile and said, "Not yet".   Of course that just opened me
up to some questions where I revealed I had been wanting to see what guy sex
was all about.

He said, "Hell, what are we doing here then, I can help with that, lets go",
so we jumped in a cab and headed back to the hotel.   In the cab, he took my
hand and put it on his cock.  I could feel it was nice and hard though his
pants.  I was the same way.

He took me back to his room.  These was no time for awkwardness, he shut the
door and started pulling at my clothes.  At this point he knew I needed
someone to take charge and he did.  Soon I was to my boxers with a nice
little pup tent.  He took his clothes off next and was soon in boxers too.
Then he dropped to his knees and gently and seductively worked his way to
having my cock in his mouth.  He gave great head.  I did not get a blowjob
much at home anymore and this felt great.  Still the thought of his cock was
greater than the desire to cum soon.

I said I wanted to touch his cock, so he stood and we moved to the bed.   He
laid down on his back and invited me in.  I pulled his boxers off quickly,
like a kid at Christmas.  I was nervous, but reached and took it in my hand
and started slightly pumping.  To that point, that was all I knew about
cock.  It was exciting touching another man's cock and soon I moved to have
it in my mouth.  It did not take me long to feel at home and bobbing on his
cock, trying to give the pleasure of great head.  I must have been doing
okay as he was making all the right noises and trying to fuck my face.  I
don't know how long I was blowing him or if he was getting close to cumming,
but I knew I was ready for more attention too.

I paused to asked something like 'what next', when he asked if I wanted to
be fucked.  I knew I did but replied with 'I will try it'.   He got up and
pulled some condoms and lube from his suitcase, came back and laid them on
the bed.  I was laying on my back so he gave me head again for a minute or
two to just completely work me up again.  I was so hot.   Then he instructed
me roll over and lift my ass up.  He took the bottle of lube and squirted
some in my crack and soon had a finger working my hole.  I was tight and he
told me to relax.  It was feeling better and I was relaxing.  Soon he worked
another in then another as he was stretching my hole with short finger
fucks.  It was feeling good and he asked if I was ready.  I said I was and
he told me to open the condom.  I tore it open as he came around and told me
to put it on him.  It had been years since I had unrolled a condom, but
unrolling it on another man's cock made me shake, but I got the job done.
It reminded me of seeing my cock for the first time wrapped in a condom and
about to get laid for the first time.  In a lot of ways it was the same.

He moved behind me, added some more lube and put his fingers back in me for
a minute to make sure I was still loose.  Then, out came the fingers and
replaced by the head of his cock.  Slowly he pushed until his head made it
inside.   He paused only briefly before he slowly pushed inside me deeper.
It was a little painful as I got used to his dick inside me.  He continued
little by little, pausing with short fuck strokes when I would tense up.
When he felt me relax he would push deeper.   He repeated this process until
I finally felt his hip on my cheeks.   He paused there only briefly before
he pulled back to almost pulling out and then slid it all the way back in.
Another move like that and I remember saying "OH YEAH".   Then he let loose
on a wild fuck of my ass and I was feeling great.  My cock was hard as hell
as it slapped against my own stomach as we moved with each thrust.  I could
feel his balls slapping my ass and he pump his cock in and out of me.

We started getting a little vocal as he told me I had a nice tight ass and
if I liked it.  I said, "Oh yeah, fuck me", and we were both making or own
fuck noises.  He said he was about to cum and asked if I want him to cum on
me.  I said I wanted to watch him and he told me to roll over when he pulled
out.   He fucked me a little longer and I could tell he was getting close.
Soon he pulled out of me and pulled at his condom as I rolled over.  He
moved over and started stroking himself over the edge when he started
pumping his cum all over my chest and stomach.  I was stroking myself
watching this and was about to cum myself.   As he finished he said let me
and he moved and took me in his mouth.  I would not last long.  I reached
over and took his just spent cock in my hand and gave it just a couple of
strokes as I announced I was gonna cum.  He did not move away but instead
just sucked harder.  That was it as I started exploding right there into his
mouth.  He slowed down as my climax was subsiding and he swallowed every
drop of my cum.  His mouth stayed on my cock until I started to soften.
Never before had any girl allowed me to cum in their mouth.  That made the
blowjob perfect.

I still had my hand on his now deflated cock when he lifted he head, looked
at me, smiled, and said, "I think you are Bi now".

I laughed and said, "Yes, and I think I like it."

I did not spend the night there, but every day until we left on Thursday, we
managed to get together for me to learn more.  By the end of the week, I
blew better, swallowed cum, and fucked him a time of two, but I still
preferred to receive since it was all so new to me.

I have not repeated any guy experiences yet, but I hope to hook up with
Nathan again somehow and possibly find new partners.