Date: Tue, 11 Mar 2003 18:46:45 -0500
From: Goo Gobbler <googobbler@hotmail.com>
Subject: For Love Of Cum

'For Love of Cum'

	By Goo Gobbler

	googobbler@hotmail.com

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	'Oooohhhhhhh'

	A blast of cum splattered against the back of the roof of my mouth,
and dripped down my tonsils and into my throat. My tongue was pressed
upwards against the bottom of the cock I was sucking, and as the warmth of
the sticky load hit my mouth, and the musky taste hit my throat, my cock
hardened inside my pants.
	A second spurt of goo hit the roof of my mouth, and then the
discharge of thick juices turned into a steady flow onto my tongue and my
mouth began to fill.
	The taste intensified, and I moaned quietly, still sucking softly
as I gently massaged the balls in front of my chin, coaxing the last drop
out before I started swallowing.
	I could feel the heat moving down my throat as the thick globules
of cum slid towards my stomach as I gulped it down, and as the warmth
spread within me the cock between my lips started to soften, and at the
same time so did my own cock.
	The cockhead popped out of my mouth and I did a final stroke of the
shaft in front of my face from balls to cockhead, and when the last 2 drops
appeared at the opening I ran my tongue across the end, then closed my
mouth and ran my tongue around the inside and with a final gulp sent the
last drop heading down my gullet.

	'That was really great, dude' he said as he began to stuff himself
back into his pants, and I was back out of the squat I had been in and was
leaning back against the booth wall, my heart racing as the energy I'd just
received assimilated itself into my being.
	The sound of the zipper going up snapped me out of my daze, and for
the first time since he'd come into the booth I looked up to see who the
person was whose cock had just relieved itself in my mouth. When he'd
walked into the booth I'd probably looked up for a quick pass/fail
evaluation but it didn't register, and my focus was only on his cock, which
had been about 3 inches and cut, but quickly had at least doubled in size
inside my hot mouth.
	I now saw an average looking guy about 40, dark hair, short beard,
and dark eyes.

Whatever.

'Cum again sometime' I said as he left the booth.

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	I'm really not sure where my obsession for drinking cum came
from. But from the first time I'd ever heard of the concept, at a really
early age, it was something I'd wanted to try.
	But there's never been a single guy in my entire life that I've
ever been physically attracted to. All through my childhood, and
intensifying greatly at puberty, had been a strong desire to take almost
anyone's cock in my mouth and suck and lick on it till they shot their load
into me.
	As a normal, straight boy, however, I could find no way to
accomplish this in a way that was totally discreet. I'd have thoughts about
maybe finding a dark place where boys would sometimes go to be boys (there
was a long storm tunnel in my neighborhood that was a source for this
fantasy) where I could blow someone in anonymity. Or other thoughts about
being in the middle of the woods hiking where I'd run into someone I could
talk into letting me suck them off. None of these had an ounce of reality
to them, and my strong fear of being branded a cocksucker kept me from even
touching on the subject with anyone who knew me.

	The fantasies stayed totally in my head, but never left.

	Years later, long married, opportunities opened up - the Internet,
and with it, information about easy sources for cock. There were sites with
lists (and reviews) of all the tearooms, theatres, and adult bookstores in
my area. Bookstore booths became a home away from home.

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	He stuck his head in my booth, and I looked up to qualify him. He
passed the benchmark, and I even smiled, not because I liked him as a
person or found him attractive, but because his cock was a favorite of mine
- and always fed me a huge amount of cum. He also liked to leave the door
open and have an audience, which I also liked.

	He stood sideways to the door to provide a good view for anyone who
wanted to watch me blow him, unzipped himself and dropped his pants as I
went down into a squat. The cock in front of my face was already semi-hard,
maybe 7 inches, with a tapered head. I took it into my hot wet mouth and
ran my lips right up to the blonde pubic hair so the cockhead was in my
throat, then slowly slid back up.
	Stopping my lips at the cockhead, I gently sucked and began
flicking my tongue across the piss slit - and then started slowly moving my
mouth up and down his shaft with my tongue lapping the underside, knowing
it would get this guy going. And it did, because he began to slowly move
his cock in and out of my lips as he always does, and I put my hands behind
my back and stayed unmoving as he slowly, and gently, fucked my mouth.
	From the corner of my eye I saw my audience watching, so I closed
my eyes as the cock slid along my lips, barely entering my throat on the in
stroke, and I kept up suction and pressure with my tongue..... and my dick
was rock hard again.

'Mmmmmmmmmm' I moaned

'Ahhhhhhhhh' he replied

	He kept up the same slow steady strokes into my mouth and throat,
and I could feel him start to tremble slightly and knew he was close. And
when he said 'Here it comes' and pulled back so his cock was almost out of
my lips, I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out, and the first blast of
cum skimmed right across my tongue and directly into my throat, and then
just began to flow out onto my tongue like a faucet was turned on. I tilted
by head back a little so none of the goo would drip back out but kept
myself from swallowing, and he left his cockhead resting on my tongue as he
slowly stroked himself and his thick hot juices filled my mouth.

	I love the feeling as the warm stickiness covers my tongue to
overflowing, and the taste permeates everything. And I knew that the guys
watching it were loving it, but were grossed out at the same time, as the
entire inside of my mouth became a huge pool of thick off-white liquid. And
when he finally stopped stroking I closed my lips, and swallowed it down in
three large gulps, and then took him back in my mouth to suck out the last
few drops remaining in his shaft, as I felt the slimy mass slide warmly
down my throat to my belly.

	He zipped up as I licked a few stray drops off my lips, and said
'Thanks, as usual' as he left the booth. I sat back on the bench to catch
my breath and closed the door partway.

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	When I used to fantasize about sucking cock, the picture in my mind
was always of actually just sucking, like nursing on a bottle or a mother's
breast. But when I started actually blowing guys I quickly learned that
while suction was necessary, and maybe even the one universal technique I'd
use, there were countless other techniques necessary for giving a great
blowjob.
	I was a good learner, though, and quickly picked up what different
guys wanted, and needed, to allow them to feed me the cum I was seeking.
	I learned to use my lips in different ways, pressed tight around
the cock to allow suction, loose and wet at other times, and sliding them
up and down the shaft in different rhythms.

	My tongue was a key element, licking across the cockhead, lapping
slowly and wetly all over the dick and the testicles, pressed against the
shaft and cockhead as my mouth got fucked, and I even used it to block my
throat from aggressive thrusts to prevent gagging.

	I learned to take a cock inside my throat without gagging, to get
the right angle and be able to take slow thrusts 3 or 4 inches down my
gullet, and also to be able to hold a cock inside my throat and tighten the
muscles for the guys who liked to shoot their loads directly into the
throat.

	And finally, I learned that even though it's called oral sex, and
the mouth is going to receive the cum, the hands and fingers are frequently
a crucial element. Sometimes to stroke the shaft and jerk it off into my
mouth, sometimes just providing warmth and friction as my mouth and tongue
work on the cockhead, and my fingers learned to softly stroke a guys balls,
massage the last few drops of cum out towards the end, rub the spot between
the balls and asshole, and to rub across the asshole itself, sometimes
slipping inside if they like that.

	But the trick is to be able to sense exactly what is required of
any cock without being told, to just instinctively know that the particular
cock that I've just taken into my mouth is going to want to have the head
licked and sucked while I quickly stroke the shaft, while another cock is
going to want to have my lips moving up and down the shaft with my tongue
pressed against the bottom while I cup his balls loosely in my hand.

	Even drinking the cum itself has it's own techniques .....

**********************************************************

	I was leaning back against the wall of the booth, catching my
breath as the last glob of cum was slowly sliding down my throat, and the
taste still strong in my mouth. I had closed the booth door, and it now
opened and a guy stood in the doorway. I looked up to qualify, but the
first thing I saw was a really huge belly hanging over a belt slung very
low to accommodate this.  Without looking any further, my pass/fail
qualifications pointed to fail.

	'Thanks, but I need to take a break' I said, and he backed out of
the booth.

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	Back in the fantasy days I always pictured myself on my knees,
submitting, with the other guy in control. But once I started sucking cock
I realized that control was not always as it appeared.
	With women doing the sucking the perception is always that they
rarely, if ever, really want to be sucking cock, they're usually doing it
grudgingly if at all. Guys know that, and sometimes that's part of the
enticement, and there is a feeling of control to that.

	But because I really love what I'm doing, who's really in control?

	I always make the choice upfront to suck someone off or not, and
generally I'm the one in control of the whole experience. The guys might
have preferences and I might go along with them as a way to get my mouth
filled quickly, but I still decide what my mouth is going to do to their
cock.
	If a guy wants to fuck my throat I'll probably let him, as long as
he's not forcing it violently and making me gag. And if he wants me to use
my hand stroking him, or put a finger up his ass, or lick and suck his
balls, I'll most likely do that also.
	But there've been more than a few times when I've spit out a cock,
got up, and walked away. In general I'm the one controlling the sensations
he's going to have and how long he's going to hold off before he feeds me
his juices.

	But if a guy wants to feel like they're in control, and to call me
their cocksucking whore, or whatever, while they're fucking my mouth, well,
that's all part of the fun for me.... as long as I get my mouthful of cum.

********************************************************

	A few minutes later the booth door reopened, and a guy stuck his
head in. I looked up, an older guy, late 50's, well dressed, slim - a pass.
	'Come on in' I said, and he walked in. I reached over and began to
unbuckle his belt, and he took over and finished, unzipped and dropped his
slacks, and pulled his boxer shorts down below his knees, releasing his
cock.
	'Nice' I said, and it was, still soft but already 5", slim, with a
fairly pronounced head.  I dropped to a squat and took him in my mouth, and
got a slight taste of urine as my lips went down his shaft and I got him
wet, and then began sucking gently and slowly lapped at his dick with my
tongue. He slowly hardened, growing a few more inches, and I began a slow
rhythm as I moved my lips up and down his shaft, and kept my tongue working
on his cockhead at the outstroke and against his shaft on the instroke.
	'Ohhh, that's nice' he said.
	'Mmmmm' I replied. He was standing passively as I worked on his
cock, and he reached down and gently ran his hand along my cheek, and then
his fingers along my lips as I slowly and gently sucked. I slipped my lips
off his cock, and replaced them with my hand, slowly stroking the length at
an upward angle as I leaned in and ran a wet tongue over his balls, and
then gently slurped his right testicle inside my mouth and ran my tongue
over it with just a little suction, and then repeated it on his left
testicle.
	'That feels so good, baby' he said, as I softly suckled his balls,
and after a few minutes I switched my mouth back onto his cock and my
fingertips onto his balls, and slowly rubbed his saliva slickened testicles
and went back to a slow gentle sucking and licking on his cockhead.

	'Can I cum on your face?' he said
	'I'd rather you didn't', I replied, taking my mouth off for a
minute to speak. And I was right back on his cock, still moving my lips in
a slow steady rhythm, going right down to the base which put his cock about
2 inches into my throat, and then back to the cockhead, my tongue now
pressed tight against the underside. I kept up this same motion, and his
cock got even harder in my mouth, and he began to tense up.

	'I'm gonna cum, baby, swallow me up' I felt the underside of his
shaft pulse and I slid my lips up to encircle just the head, and his sticky
load spurted onto my tongue as I sucked and licked. I involuntarily moaned
again and my cock got rock hard again as the salty sweet flavor of his cum
hit my taste buds, and I began to gently massage his balls softly with both
hands as I drank down his hot cum as it was being fed to me, and the warmth
slowly flowed downwards in my gullet.
	There were no major blasts of cum, nor a heavy flow, but his cum
kept steadily emptying into my mouth and I greedily drank it down, swallow
after swallow till he was completely drained and began to soften.
	I slipped my mouth off his cock, and stroked it from the bottom to
the head, twice, and a few final drops oozed out from the end, and then I
leaned over and licked off those drops.
	'Wow' he said 'that was the best, honey'
	'You're welcome' I said and leaned back against the wall to absorb
the experience.
	'I sure hope I see you again sometime' he said, and I looked up
with a small smile as he left the booth.

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	To me there's almost a mystical component to sucking cocks and
drinking cum. While I'm blowing a guy, and doing my magic on his cock,
there's a lot of energy being expended on his part. And as he's expending
that energy working towards orgasm, I'm getting energized.
	It seems like it's flowing out of his being and being concentrated
in his cock, and thru the saliva bonding us together, is being absorbed by
my lips, tongue, and mouth and expanding back out into my being. And as I'm
bringing him closer and closer to cumming the energy increases, and reaches
a peak as he shoots his load into my mouth.
	His warmth, his energy, and some of his power are concentrated
within his semen, which flows into me, and his juices fill my mouth and are
swallowed and slowly drip down my throat and into my stomach where they are
digested and become a part of me.

	Maybe this is a fantasy on my part, but after sucking off a guy and
swallowing down a load of cum I do feel very high, and slightly dazed and
confused for a few minutes. Though with my cum addiction, like any other
addiction, there's never enough.

**********************************************************

	I'd been sitting in the booth for about 10 minutes, and not a
single head popped in the door. I was just getting ready to leave, figuring
happy hour was over, when the door swung open and I looked up. A fairly
young guy, mid twenties, in very good shape.
	'Are you into taking on three of us at once?' he asks.
	'That depends on who the other two are' I reply, and he opens the
door a little wider and I see two other guys behind him. One looked to be a
little younger than him; maybe early twenties, and the third guy looked
barely twenty one.
	All were a pass on the pass/fail scale.

	'Squeeze on in' I said, and they did, and closed the door.
	'I don't fuck, I just suck' I said, getting that out of the way.
	'That's exactly what we want' said the first guy, and the three of
them lined up against the long side of the booth and began dropping their
pants.

	The guy on the left (the youngest) was maybe 6" long and tapered,
the middle guy (the guy who asked) was about 5" but very thick, and the guy
on the right was the longest, a good 7" and medium width.
	I was going to be leaving after these three, and since I had on old
jeans and the floor wasn't too bad (at least no pools of cum apparent), and
my thigh muscles were kind of tired from squatting for the last 3 guys I'd
blown, I dropped onto my knees in front of the middle guy. He was already
semi-hard, and I opened my mouth wide and with my lips stretched around his
thick shaft slid my lips down to his pubic hair, and moved my mouth up and
down his shaft a few times till he was hard and his cock slippery with my
saliva.
	I wrapped my right hand around his cock and leaned over towards the
guy on my left, the youngest one, and took him into my warm mouth. He was
already hard, and I got his whole shaft wet, and sucked softly on just his
cockhead as I licked around the ring and across the piss slit.
	And then I turned to my right to see the last guy was facing in and
I slipped my lips down his already hard cock all the way to the base, and
had his cock pop into my throat a few inches, and then I was back out to
the end, sucking and licking him.

	All three were now facing in towards my face, and I began to
alternate between them, moving my mouth from cock to cock, sucking,
licking, and taking each cock into my throat a few times, and using my
hands to stroke any cocks in reach that weren't in my mouth. I figured
these guys were probably mostly straight, and as I was sucking them off
there was a constant commentary going on.

	'Look at that cocksucker go'
	'Do you like sucking on my dick, cocksucker?'
	'Mmmmmmmm' I mumbled around his cock.
	'It's hard to believe someone could do that, especially to three
guys at once'
	'Do you want to swallow all our cum, cocksucker?'
	'Mmmmmmmm' I mumbled again.
	'Lick my balls, faggot'
	'I have a huge load waiting for you, cocksucker'
	"Mmmmmmmm'

	I had three wet cocks right by my mouth by this time, and as I was
sucking off one, another was being pushed right against my lips and they
were stroking themselves now in between my mouth working on them. I could
tell they were getting close, and when I took the guy in the middle back in
my mouth and moved my lips down his thick shaft he reached over and held my
head in place and started fucking my mouth.
	His cock was the shortest, so even with his width I wasn't gagging
as he thrust in and out of my lips a few times and said 'Swallow my cum,
cocksucker' as he thrust towards my throat and blasted my tonsils with his
goo.
	'Ohhhh, Geez' he said as I kept sucking, and when the taste hit my
throat I moaned, as usual.
	'Look at his throat moving, he's swallowing all the cum'
	'Gross!' said the youngest guy.
	'I'm gonna cum any minute' said the guy on the right, and since I
pretty much had the first guy drained and swallowed I let him slip out of
my mouth and locked my lips on the other guy just in time as he began to
spurt onto my tongue. His cum was really thick and tasted kind of bitter,
but I like that, and I slurped it down my throat while my mouth was still
filling.

	'That is so disgusting' said the youngest one, who was now stroking
himself
	'It's hard to believe that anyone would actually want to do that'
	'Mmmmmmmm' I moaned again as I felt the warmth from the bitter
juices of the second guy slowly ooze down my throat, and I massaged his
balls to get the last drop out.
	He pulled out of my mouth and I looked at the first guy who'd cum
and saw some drops that were still dripping out, so I leaned over to lick
them off, before turning to face the young guy.
	He was still stroking himself, so I leaned forward and began to
lick at the very tip of his cock while he jerked himself off, and then I
opened my mouth, and said 'Cum on my tongue', as I stuck my tongue
underneath his cockhead and waited.
	'Ohhhh' he groaned, and began shooting his cum right into my open
mouth, one large spurt, then another, and another, and it began to pile up
on my tongue as the 3 of them watched.
	'Look at that'
	'That is probably the grossest thing I've ever seen'
	I stayed there with my mouth open as he continued to drain himself
in my mouth, my tongue was overflowing so I tilted my head back a little
and the juices started flowing back into my gullet as a moan slipped out.
	'Look at his pants, he's hard as a rock'
	'Hard to believe he likes this'
	'Hard to believe anyone could be a cocksucker to begin with'

	He finally stopped cumming, and squeezed out the last drop onto my
tongue.  I looked up at all of them, one at a time, with my mouth open and
halfway filled with cum and my tongue covered, and then closed my mouth and
took a few gulps and felt a large warmth start to flow down my throat. I
then got up off my knees and sat back on the bench.

	The three of them wordlessly pulled up their pants and zipped up.
	'Thanks, cocksucker'
	'That was really nasty man'
	And the youngest one just shook his head as the three of them left
the booth.

***********************************************************

	What is it about cum?
	It's hard to describe but there's nothing like having it shoot into
my mouth, either in a spurt or just pouring out of the cock between my
lips.
	Whether it's thick and gooey or watery, it's still always hot out
of the testicles, and the warmth is an unbelievable feeling.
	The taste is also indescribable but always delicious, sometimes
salty with sweet overtones, or spicy and musky, and sometimes even bitter,
but every load of cum has a flavor unique to itself.
	And the feeling of swallowing it down, to take that juice filled
with countless sperm into myself, whether it's sucked down as it's pouring
into my mouth, or savored by swirling it around my mouth before swallowing,
or held in my mouth till it's a large pool of goo that has to literally be
gulped.
	To feel the warmth of it as it travels down my throat to end up in
my stomach, where it'll mix with my stomach juices, all the proteins,
carbs, and fat digested and any remainder passed through to my small
intestine where it'll either be pissed or shitted out.
	What is it about cum?

*********************************************************

	I was just getting ready to leave when the door to the booth
opened. And looking up I was totally surprised.
	Standing there was the youngest guy of the three who had just left,
and he looked slightly embarrassed.

	'Forget something?' I said?
	'Well' he said 'I am sorry about any comments I might have made,
but I was afraid to not talk like that in front of the other guys - so I
waited till they drove away and wanted to talk to you'
	'No problem' I said 'It doesn't mean anything to me, only the cum
matters'
	'Well, that was what I wanted to talk to you about' he said 'you
see, I've always wondered what it was like to suck a cock like you do, and
seeing you getting into it like that was driving me crazy'
	He stopped and just stared until I finally said 'And?'
	'Well, I was wondering if you'd let me suck your cock, it'd be my
first time'

	I was not really all that surprised, and normally I don't
especially like being sucked off by a guy. But I was getting ready to leave
anyway, so I said 'What the hell - if you really want to'
	'Thanks' he said, and he dropped to his knees on the dirty floor,
as I opened my pants and zipper and dropped them to the floor. My cock,
which is 6 1/2 inches, medium width, with a nice distinct head, was totally
hard from the taste of cum still filling my mouth.

	He leaned over and took it into his mouth and began to suck hard on
it.
	'Softer' I said 'and use your tongue on the head', and he began to
lick at the end of my cock and softened his suction.
	'Tighten your lips' I said, and he did, then I said 'I'm going to
be gentle, but watch what I do, and then try it on your own'
	I held his head in place with my hands and very slowly pushed my
cock into his mouth till I felt the cockhead push against his throat just a
little, and then backed out so only the head was in his mouth.
	Then I pushed in again and said 'breathe through your nose' and
pushed into his throat till his lips were right against my pubic hair, and
he made a slight gagging sound but I pulled right out again. Then I began
to very slowly thrust into his throat and right back out again, and got a
very slow rhythm going.
	And then I stopped and said 'Now, do that on your own'

	He slid his lips down my cockshaft till I was in his throat, and
back out again, then back into his throat again and back out. It was
feeling pretty good, and having a virgin mouth work on me was always a
trip. I said 'Very cool, keep doing that, but press your tongue up against
the bottom of my shaft as you move in and out' He did that, and I closed my
eyes as his warm mouth stroked my dick.
	I felt myself getting ready to cum, so I said 'Do you want it in
your mouth?'
	'Mmmmmm' he said
	I reached down and gently held his head in place as I pulled my
cock out till only the head was between his lips and said 'Now' as I
exploded into his mouth.
	He gagged as the spurt went directly into his throat, but he kept
sucking on the head as I exploded with blast after blast into his warm
mouth.  Finally I was done, and I pulled out to see him gulp, and I asked
'Did you swallow it all?'
	'Yes' he said
	'Well, what do you think?' He just looked up with a huge smile on
his face, which said it all.

	I normally don't like to waste the energy and pass it on to someone
else - but sometimes you have to give a little back.

	'Well, I guess I have another cocksucker to give me competition' I
said, and I pulled up my pants and left the booth.

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Author's Note: I hope you liked the story. And if anyone in NJ wants their
balls drained, write me.

googobbler@hotmail.com