Date: Sat, 21 Apr 2012 11:16:48 -0400
From: Geezy Big <biggeezy@gmx.com>
Subject: Forced First Time

My first gay encounter was a shocking scary experience that turned
extremely erotic and sensual. Let me begin the story...

When I'm horny I love to masturbate rather than seek a hooker or sex
partner. Unfortunately it is the only way I'm sure to get off right. Don't
ask me why but it's been that way for some time now. I'm forty eight, live
alone and consider myself straight (don't know about now) however I am
fascinated with gay anal sex, particularly transsexual. I have a lengthy
collection of movies with them getting fucked anally and I've spliced a few
compilations of trannies cumming while being fucked. Highly erotic for me.

I lately have become adventurous and purchased and small vibrator. Its call
the 'anal intruder'. It's small and with enough lube I slide it into my
asshole with only three or four gentle pushes. The feeling is amazing when
I flip the on switch and starts vibrating my prostate. If I have on a
tranny flick, and my legs propped up, I come hard and fast.  Sometimes two
or three times if I'm horny enough.

Anyway, the other day I was beginning my ritual .I was lubed and had one of
my favorite tranny flicks in. I have a wide screen TV in my bedroom but for
whatever reason I like the living room best for fucking myself. I can lie
on my big sofa and put my legs up and reach my ass easily while stroking
myself. I was fastly approaching a monster size orgasm when there was an
urgent knock on my door.

I live in a high rise apartment building in New York City where you have to
be buzzed in, so naturally I thought it was one of my neighbors. I ran to
the door quickly but just as quick realized i was naked, had a vibrator in
my ass and was dripping lubricant! I ran to my bedroom to grab my robe and
I ran back into the living room and almost had a heart attack when I saw a
man standing in my living room!!!

I must have inadvertently hit the lock latch when I rushed to the door
prematurely. I was so scared, I couldn't speak. Now, I'm not a small man
(201 lbs. 6 ft.) but I'm no fighter. I work as an accountant and love video
games so I don't get much exercise but I do run(which I wanted to do at
this juncture ) The man was tall, six feet two I'm guessing , white , lanky
build, glasses and wearing overalls. He looked like he was at work or on
lunch break (it was 12 noon on a Tuesday). We just stared at one another
for an eerie moment. I knew he was going to kill me or something horrible
like that. I couldn't think nor could I move!!! I was literally frozen with
fear. I've never been that petrified in my life. Even now writing this that
feeling is returning.

Then through the eerie silence, I became aware of my surroundings. I could
hear the moans on the tv from a sexy black tranny with an extremely large
penis being fucked (one of my favorite scenes). My intruder's eyes roam
from me, to the scene, back to me. Also I glanced over and saw I left my
lube out and open, and worst I had removed my dildo and left it near the
lube - still on!

To add to my horror, I never saw my intruder walking towards me until he
was but an arm's length. I cringed and almost fainted and stumbled
backwards. He reached for me but stumbled himself somehow and I ran into my
bedroom. I had no plan to escape- I couldn't even think straight. In these
high rises, there is no fire escape in the bedroom so I'm definitely
trapped. I hid in a ball on my knees at the side of bed, sobbing like a
pure bitch. (this is humiliating , but unfortunately the truth ) I'm crying
so hard, I can't even see (nose running- the whole nine) when I feel my
robe being lifted from behind. I shuttered with disbelief but I knew what
was about to happen. He was going to rape me. Take my ass like the bitch i
was acting like. I wanted a gay experience one day but not like this. I
wanted to say something but i was so scared. My heart was beating so fast i
thought it might bounce itself loose. Everything was happening so fast-my
head was spinning. My intruder knelt behind me and began to squeeze my
buttocks with his right hand while the other bunched up my robe to my
neck. While he pulled it up it tightened around my arms which made me go
face down into the carpet. He pushed down while lifting so I couldn't
move. He was strong and my heart was beating real fast as he was kneading
my ass for all it was worth. His fixation on my butt made feel a little
like the trannies i like to watch. It's hard to describe but it felt good
to be massaged in a strong grope, but i was so scared because i didn't know
when the pain would come. I don't know when but apparently he undid his
overalls because as he was holding me he began fumbling with his trousers
and took out his penis. Now I couldn't see much from my position, plus my
head was against the night table next to my bed, but I could see a little
as I looked through my knees. He had taken the jumpsuit off and was quickly
back at my ass. He lifted my hips a little and gently began putting his
dick into me. Now when I tell you he was gentle, it was also unbelievably
pleasurable. His dick was sliding into me steady, but slowly. After all, I
was already lubed and open. Soon he was all the way in and began a slow,
smooth fucking motion. The feeling was indescribable it felt sooooooo good!

As he stroked me he began squeezing my ass again and on the third deep
stroke, I let out an uncontrollable moan. I never even grunt during sex but
the moan came from deep within me. He pulled out and slowly fucked it back
in and my dick was so hard, I thought it was going to pop! Then he fucked
another gentle long stroke, and then another-then it happened. I came. I
came with a long gutter sounding groan. My entire body shuttered as a chill
ran through me. With each gentle stroke, I came again. I was lost in
another world. For that time in space, I felt like he was sent to make me
his woman and he was committed to making me cum. He sped up his strokes and
I kept shivering with each one. I was in another world. My mouth was open
and I was drooling, this man had just fucked me to three hands free orgasms
within a minute of each other and was still driving me crazy. I never would
think it was possible, to feel that intense amount of pleasure. Perhaps it
was the fear mixed with the humility mixed with the helplessness, I don't
know. I can never type enough adjectives to describe the best sex I ever
had.

All of sudden, he stopped. I had to come down from the ecstasy as he slowly
dislodged from my asshole. Even when he took it out I almost came, but I
felt an empty feeling. I think he had gone into the living room for a
second, I don't know but he did leave the room briefly and came back. He
could move very fast! Then this part is the craziest!!! He helped me to my
bed and removed my robe. His hands against my skin were electric. He pushed
me gently on to my back and climbed on the bed with me. Now I could see
everything. I was actually still a little scared, so i tried not to look at
his face and concentrated on his body. His penis was actually just a little
larger than my dildo; maybe about 5 inches, skinny-but had a nice curve to
it. He was a thin guy maybe about 170 lbs. on about a six foot two inch
frame. His hands were large and strong looking but his arms and legs
actually looked a little frail. His lower body was hairless except for a
little pubic hair that thinned near his tight small ball sack. His dick was
rock hard and i wanted to suck it.  I don't ever remembering in my deepest
fantasies about trannies ever wanting to suck their dicks, but i really
want to suck his, it had given me such pleasure! But he wanted my ass. He
grabbed both my ankles and lifted them up until my knees were completely
bent. Then he spread my legs and put my feet on his shoulders. He had to
scoot forward a little and while he was doing that it caused my feet to
slide ever so slightly across his t-shirt which kinda tickled (my feet are
very sensitive). He paused quickly and lifted his tee and flipped it over
his head and off. Then he grabbed both ankles with one hand while
positioning his dick to my ass. Then I remember him slowly and almost
lovingly place both of my feet back on his chest. Feeling this powerful
man's skin on my feet made feel more submissive and helpless. I felt as if
he had overpowered me and I had to submit, but the truth was I never
resisted the rape in the slightest. I look at his face; he wasn't handsome
or anything but he looked gorgeous to me right then. He never saw me
admiring him-his eyes were focused on what he was doing. He entered me the
same way as he did before: slow and easy with persistence. I can't really
describe it but he was fucking me again with those smooth strokes and now I
can see my intruder-lover up close. I'm still a little scared but now I'm
bolder as I touch his chest. When I did that he got a look in his eye which
was nothing but lustful and bent down (never losing his masterful stroke)
and sucked my hard right nipple in his mouth. This went through my entire
body and i moaned out again. My dick is hard again and I feel like I can
come over and over like a woman. He sucked my nipple hard and increases his
pace. I reached for my dick but the orgasm beat me there. The fourth (yes
4th!!!!)unassisted orgasm of this rape. Then he grabbed my dick as he's
fucking me faster and faster and I come again!!! Yes again!!! I don't
really know how many times I came but it was at least six!!! I've never
came like that ever in a day and this has only been twenty minutes!!!!

The last orgasm was so intense; I can't tell you much about my lover's
orgasm. (I know he did because I remember him tensing up and shooting in me
but it's all a blur. Of course the large amount of semen oozing from ass
later was a big clue too. I remember a tinkly feeling in my ass hole that
lasted throughout the rest of the day and the entire night. ) When I came
the last time I believe I lost consciousness for a moment. It was really
hard. My toes curled and it seem like and electric pleasure shock went all
through my body-starting at my balls and splitting going up my body to my
brain and down to my toes simultaneously. I can remember feeling my legs
shake and i curled my toes for so long i had a cramp in my foot for two
days. I actually cried (yes, real tears!) from the insane intensity. With
all that, I ejaculated so hard, some had hit me in my face!!! Some on my
chest, my arms...I was floating in one continuous orgasm it seemed. I will
NEVER forget this fucking; I can't.

The last thing I remember was him getting off the bed and pulling up his
overalls. He never said a single word to me throughout the entire ordeal
but our last eye contact before he left was so intense; it was almost as if
we spoke to one another in a new non-verbal language.  He even smiled as he
walked out. I don't know what else to say but I definitely want another gay
experience. I would be overwhelmed if it was with him again.  I look out my
window for him daily but I've haven't seen him. If you're reading this: the
key is under the mat...