Date: Tue, 27 Jul 2010 08:39:02 EDT
From: Julyguy1@aol.com
Subject: Forever Lenny

Forever Lenny Copyright Alex Carr 2010

I first saw Lenny at our local YMCA. I don't know what it was but it was
just something about him that sparked my interest as he  leant over the  pool
table to score a terrific shot . His colleague  was a bad looser,  waved
his hands in the air, swore and slammed his cue down.

I empathised with Lenny who I knew was a shy boy, he looking a little
dejected and I asked  I could I play with him. "You will probably lick me
easily but I'd like to have a go" I  said smiling and shyly he turned and
handed the other cue to me which was obviously an `okay.'

From that point of time I would find out an awful lot about the real Lenny
Barker - he was a sweet, sweet guy and , because of the way he was brought
up as  an adoptive lad he had gone a little on the wayward side, having both
been  abused as a youngster and mislead later.

And that's why he was attending the YMCA under one of their schemes to help
 wayward teenagers and I was one of the  staff there.

Lenny had just had his nineteenth birthday, was a handsome guy and in my
mind had everything going for him. I grew to like him ever so much, not only
as  a person but sexually too. But no way did I want to take advantage of
him,  because of his shyness and weaknesses in having been persuaded by the
bad guys  who got him onto drugs.

I just contented myself that in fact it was nice seeing him attending about
 three times a week and that way we could spend lots of time talking. I was
 determined not to spoil this relationship no matter what because of my
secret  urge to share more than just conversation with this lovely guy.

He was so terribly inhibited and  eventually I guess I earned his  trust
when he told me about having been sexually abused as a kid which instantly
shut off any notions I had about  having him, even although my arousal was
constant just seeing him in those wonderfully fitting tight jeans he wore, he
was seriously the best guy I had ever seen in jeans, the fitting everything
was  perfect and all the time that urge running through my mind which in a
way made  me quite paranoid, that in no wait must I touch, thinking that
would spoil it  all. Content, be it very difficult for me, to let it flow and
just continue to  be happy talking with him.

When eventually we got around to sex I was quite expecting him to freeze -
mainly because of the ghastly experiences he had suffered as a youngster
which  suffice to say are unmentionable here - but at least he was coming out
of  himself which had to be good for him to rebuild his confidence again,
That was a  very precious factor so I had to be more careful than ever when we
got onto the  subject not to press myself on him in any way.

But I needn't have worried. I was so happy when it happened.  When he
really came out to me with his true sexuality and how he feared his leanings,
always having been brought up that such thought were unnatural.

"Well you can rest assured they are definitely not and you know you can
share anything with me, Lenny because I do think the world of you."

His eyes met mine in a way that I can't explain, but they expelled warmth
and trust and he gradually started to tell me about something that had
happened  just a year ago for which he felt so absolutely dirty and  ashamed.

When he told me I reassured him that it was only curiosity that had led him
 to it and in fact I had been there too.

"You have, but I would never have imagined. You look to be a straight sort
of guy, married and with kids>" Lenny said with a sort of relief in his
voice.

"Hey! I'm not that old, just ten year older than you - but yes, I guess
you  are right, I could have had couple of kids by now but no, I have always
been  like you. So no worries you see, Lenny - you are with your kin so to
speak."

He smiled at me, he was a different guy then, his inhibitions, well with me
 anyway, had dissolved.
"And if you want to know I didn't enjoy it - meeting  that guy , a
stranger at that, and spending those brief moments with him in a  public toilet."
"Well you could have got done for it, it is a public  indecency offence>"
"That too, that's why I stopped short when he wanted  to - you know - with
me."
"Fuck you?" I asked taking a chance he would not be  offended.
"Yes. Pete I think you are such a great guy, with you I can talk  about
things I have never shared with anyone before and anyway. I was thinking I
want to do that with someone I loved, not with any old Tom Dick or Harry"

So from then on I knew he wanted me to say what was in my mind, he almost
prompted me too with his enquiring questions as to how was it for me, that
time  in the toilet.

"I guess like you I had second thoughts, he was an older guy too and not
exactly inspiring - I was like you curious, just that but when it came to the
 crunch and he dropped his trousers I felt no way was it like how I
imagined in  my dreams, that I could enjoy fucking this guy. But he was desperate
and the  best I could do for him was to give him a massage, just that and no
more - and  he went away happy enough. He wanted to do the same for me but
somehow the urge  had gone, not as though it was there in the first place,
then I realised what a  blundering idiot I was, and should just concentrate in
finding  a  meaningful relationship."

"That is really odd because almost the same happened with the guy I was
with in the toilet. Except he wanted me to suck him if I refused the  fuck."
"And did you, Lenny?"
"Just a little. I hated it though, I tasted  him in my mouth all the way
home even though it was just for a minute or so,  because after I gave him a
really brisk wank and he was off like a jack in the  box, I never saw him
again and never wanted too, It was simply  horrible."
"Poor you," I whispered touching his hand.
"It is okay, I feel  better now for having told you. You are really so nice
and understanding  Pete."
His flow was natural now, no more hesitation in his speech. "Just tell  me
how it is" I said hoping that somehow he would come to me, having
disciplined  myself that because of my circumstances, I must never appear to take
advantage  of using my job as and  entry into Lonny's sexuality but of course, I
 really fancied him like hell, I just had to get into those wonderfully
tight  fitting jeans that did everything for him.

It was a wondrous thing just how Lenny seemed to read me, the way he moved
now, the way he swayed that so beautiful  rounded rear in such a
provocative way , looking back at me all the time as he swayed his rear  -  just
having got up to get a drink and then come back again to join me on the  long
bench.

"I can almost read your thoughts, Pete" he teased.
"And?" I urged.
He  just smiled sweetly. I touched him for the very first time. It was a
quiet moment, the other guys had gone for lunch, there were just the two of us.

Her closed his eyes leaning his head backwards as I gently smoothed my palm
 across his jeans. He was superb and made no move to stop me opening his
fly  zip.

But then came to mind his mention about his abuse, and how his step dad had
 did that. I pulled my hand back and zipped him up again.

"Sorry, lenny," I don't know what came over me.
He looked so  disappointed.
"It's alright, I don't mind!" he returned.
"I just thought  -.."
Once again he read my mind: "You don't have to worry, I was a kid then,
well almost and it was different, Lenny I really want to share with you.
Please  done stop."
"It's a bit dodgy  here," I said looking around, someone  could come back
any minute and it would not look good at all."
Again he  looked so disappointed, his hand rubbing himself and I could see
he had an  erection.
"Tell you what, lenny. I do like you so very much and want to be  with you
too. let's be brave and leave it until tonight, when the both of us can
just be alone and enjoy each bother to the full" I suggested.

"At your place,?" he asked.

"Yes. Shall pick you up at the clock tower at 7. You can stay the night if
you wish but no demands, up to you?"

"I want that, shall I bring my overnight stuff?" he asked with a wry
smile.

Just what you are in and maybe a tooth brush" I returned showing him how
much I wanted that too.
For the rest of the day and when Lenny had gone going  through my mind was
the thought of him and I being together ...

The magic moment had come and there we were, just sweet Lenny and I
completely alone and he looking do delightful and appealing in those so tight
blue jeans and a blue over shirt which suited him perfectly, it was summer and
hot that made for me too.

We got more acquainted within the boundaries of my home, I showed him
around hoping he would be seeing much more of it soon and, looking ahead to the
future, maybe for his to move in  with me. He lived in digs at the moment
and not very comfortable at that.

"You are not with anyone presently then are you?"  Lenny asked  cautiously
over a glass of cider. I had to tell him of my former partners. Like  there
was Danny who was great, we got along so well together until for no reason
at all he decided to dump me, and then there was sweet Jeffrey who passed
away  with Cancer. But for about a year I have been on my own so was keen to
start a  new relationship with Lenny who , apart from his unhappy episode in
a toilet had  not had any sexual experience at all.
I sidled up to him, his hand stroking  my knee - we were meant for each
other. "If you have any second thoughts or if  there is something you don't
like us doing just give the word." I said feeling  the need to gradually coax
and comfort him, not like my body wanting to take him  like some mad animal,
that's how I felt for him, that beautiful ass just asking  for attention..
I started where we left off earlier, stroking him there and  getting the
wanting  - gently unzipping him, his head leaning back again as  he gave a
deep encouraging sigh.
"That is so good, Pete" he whispered. Never  thought it could be like this.
I squeezed him through his opened jeans and  through his briefs, he wore
nice snug fitting red ones which were a great turn  on. I was determined not
to do as my body urged , to take him fast, I wanted to  enjoy him and for him
to enjoy me, squeezing him still through his briefs,  hearing him moan was
a wonderful sexual turn on.
"Don't stop, that is so  nice, Pate" he gasped - as I cupped him in my
hand.
"Just open  you  thighs slightly" I urged
"Like this?"
"That's better, mind if I remove  your jeans for a bit?"
"A bit of what" he teased. Yes, the ice was broken and  he felt at ease
with me. I could tell with his huge uprising.

He stood up and dropped his jeans and his briefs to reveal; all, although I
 could sense his shyness. I leant forward on my knees, saying he had no
need to  be bashful, that he was lovely, that just to relax and let it flow. I
pressed my  face into his erection, feeling its warmth stroke my face, then
sniffing his  scent. I so love the scent of cock, it has a certain pungency
to it, especially  when aroused, and it is with someone you adore - lovely
stiff pulsing cock was  just what the doctor ordered, and Wow! Did Lenny have
just that, his ripe red  balls hanging so fruitfully like a bunch of plums,
for the next few minutes,  Lenny simply standing there for me, I enjoyed
him to the full, sniffing and  tasting him, teasing my fingers along the
sensitive ridge between his  cheeks until I felt his soft just moist  ring which
I gently rimmed, hoping  to get into soon, would he want that, would he be
ready?, I turned and lay my  head down on the floor between his thighs,
asking him to open more and nestle  down, just so that his balls were hanging
over my face, so I could lick and  taste him everywhere, and when my tongue
teased his ring I felt him shudder, was  that because he didn't want that? I
asked him to which he gasped, "Please don't  stop!" and so I ventured to
tease my tongue as deeply as I could into him, he  really tasted so good, that
beautiful ass I had craved for so long was now all  mine, I must have licked
and sucked him  to cum, He said he was sorry, I  said what for, he said
that he thought I would want his fuck inside. His rich  hot cream oozed out
delightfully as I whispered to him that I would do the  fucking, how I wanted
that, he steeped for me like he'd been doing it before, on  his hands and
knees and really pushing it all out for me, his ass was gorgeous,  I would be
wanting so much more of it big time, I would want it bent over my  knee for a
fabulous spanking and pampering, we had talked of that, of our  deviations,
and he said he was willing to try, his lovely tight jeaned ass would  be a
real temptation for me to lightly spank and fuck his red ass afterwards -
all those things he had never known, his fuck was as good as I knew it would
be,  with plenty of KY jelly I made sure it was smooth for him, and my cock,
after a  little working with lenny's mouth, soon slipped up inside him,
like a natural he  moved with me, I felt his throb inside as he squeezed my
cock moving his ass  from side to side, so working it right into him up to the
hilt until he was full  of cock.
He groaned that he was so happy with me, that it felt so good, that  he
wanted always t be all ass for me hook, line and sinker, and I would go for
that.

When I let loose all my pent up feelings it was like I was fucking an
animal, and he responded so, I wished I was fucking without a condom but
ventured I thought so much of him I did not want to spoil the relationship  giving
him  trouble. He said he would be exclusive for me and I said I  would be
for him, and after that I had the thrill of feeling his fuck without  the
ghastly shield spoiling the sensitivity of his quality fuck.

Afterwards, sucking my cock numb, peeling my foreskin back as tight as he
could, Lenny had a wonderful time sucking me as deeply as he could manage,
we  spent a lot of time just experimenting on that score, it was great fun,
he said  he wanted to feel me spurt into his mouth, I said are you aura, he
said he  wanted that, because then he would feel complete with me, it was so
lovely just  laying there, feeling his hands explore, balling me as his
fingers tease up the  shaft pf my throbbing cock,  and his mouth and tongue
taking me all the way  to heaven. I felt the surge come, looked down to see his
head bobbing up and  down as he took me so beautifully, and then I just had
to return the gesture, I  was soon tasting his fine young cock all stiff for
me, his red knob and p-hole a  delight to suck and lick, and then the
sensations I I felt the spurt of his hot  cream fill my mouth son quickly, the
salty taste of prime fresh cream, and it  was his cream, for the first time we
felt the urge to kiss, to share our cream  together, that seemed to be the
ultimate experience between two lovers, and then  we were well and truly
complete.

Forever Lenny was my byword from now on ....