Date: Fri, 3 Aug 2007 21:23:12 -0700 (PDT)
From: Neil Ellis <nodramaguy310@yahoo.com>
Subject: My First Time at the Hard Rock

I'm so not sure about posting this story it isn't even funny.  All I can
promise it that it's 100% true!  To start let me say that I have never
never had sexual feelings for another guy... ever!  But, I'm open-minded
and very perverted so...

I dunno something... curiosity... the "why not" mode.  I mean, that's not
all...  I have found myself grow decidedly more excited about see another
guy's cock... and letting him see mine... I'm proud of mine... not saying
HUGE, but... I guess sorta like the rest of me... nice.  (and fun to be
around.)  ;)

Perhaps, it's not different then the innocent curiosity of pre-pubescent
exploration of the human form.  Not, sure why guilt it soooo strongly
connected to sexuality.  Especially when it comes to crossing the "casual
encounter" stage.  I mean to go out and have nights without boundaries is
soooo liberating.  I need to work out a bit to get back to what I usually
look like, but I still recall how exciting it was when I first discovered
another man looking at me naked.

It wasn't until after I had lassix surgery that gave me the improved vision
which caused me to discover that my gym was really... a bath house!  Allow
me to "expand" that thought.  You see my gym (Bally's -- West LA), have
open showers stalls which are cluster in closely aligned rows... meaning
you are about 3 feet from the showers across from u you, while the
adjoining stalls are separated by semi-see-through plastic separators which
create a detailed silhouetted appearance.  If a guy presses against it, say
with his ass as happens often (mostly on purpose) you um... have a pretty
clear view!

About Me: During this period of time I was in very good shape, for me, as I
went to the gym 3 times a week, etc.  I have short brown hair average build
& height with grey-green eyes.  I'm pretty much your typical cute boy next
door type (parents always love me) with not much body hair and a 7-inch
THICK Penis.  I'm a writer and well, I like to get high and fantasize/write
and of course have sex... with women!  Not to brag, but I've worked my
buzzed-influenced "charm" to get more then my share of erotic experience.
When stoned, everything is intensified...music food, movies... SEX.

By going to the gym so often I think I had gotten comfortable both with my
body, and with the nakedness of the shower/sauna area.  For the most part
it seemed benign, with a few "weirdo' exceptions.  You know the "flashers".
So I get lassix,,, and I can see... the jerkers... like every time I shower
or so it seemed at least one shower had a guy with a erection which was
getting "WASHED" lol.  It was startling at first, especially trying to act
like I didn't notice some very obvious "shows" which went on for my
benefit.  In some cases I got the feeling that I was their... Inspiration.
Talk about a mind-fuck... getting looks was sorta flattering but as I had
no intention of acting on the opportunities, I just tried to ignore
it...least I become a prick-tease lol.  After a while I grew to enjoyed the
attention more and more, taking longer more lingering showers for the
audience.  I knew I was in trouble when I found myself sometime going to
the gym ONLY to shower!  Well some steam room too, but it was moving to an
uncharted territory.

I had zero emotional feelings, and never a thought of being a Homosexual,
but the sight of a hard cock got to be a major turn-on.  This lead to me
surfing gay porn a couple times and allowing others to see me fully-erect
while "washing."  One day my passive role as a sex object (or whatever)
changed forever when I notice this guy with a HUGE cock stroking as he
admired me naked... and he wasn't even fully hard... yet.  He was making no
pretence over the fact that he was showing and watching me.  I got hard,
like iron hard and in a leap of lust, presented it for him to view.  He
watched and vulgarly stroked this monster cock... then I started stroking
myself.  I still can't believe I did it, but I sure did.  It was then I
saw...

Another dude with an oddly large dolphin tattoo on his shoulder also
stroking his decent-sized cock as he too was looking at me.  Monster dong
could not see flipper-boy, but I could see both and both were watching me.
This was really getting scary!  But also sooooooo hot!  I mean it was a
public shower room, with the risk of getting caught!

Big Dong, had a cock rings and was very gay in an aggressive
prison-shower-rape sort of way.  I decided to cum and run... and I did for
both they and one other just watchers (50s heaviest Latino) pleasure.

I came and then... BAMN!

"what the fuck did I just do?" hit me like a rock... not a cock I said a
rock.

My hands were shaking so bad I could barely unlock my locker, dress and
then get the fuck out of there.  Not that I was thinking Bobby McGee... not
going to kill myself... this emotion of exultation combined with shame was
not too dissimilar to the feelings after an especially slumming-chosen sex
partner. You know... the ugly fat girl in the bar alone, or the A-student
trying to prove a point... perhaps, more like the times you've left without
fulfilling the partner... not that I have ever...

This ended, or at least tempered by gym shows for a while, but is started
the curiosity to explore beyond my traditional sexual boundaries.  It
wasn't too long after this that I made the jump from fantasy to reality.
This happened in a very obvious place for sordidness... Sin City!


Las Vegas 2002

Staying in my own room at the Hard Cock... so how witty I am... not.  For
the reason of chatting on AOL and hooking up with easy sexy I smoked up the
first morning... at like 8:00 am...  by 9:30... naked, hard as a
rock... and stoned out of my mind!  The agent of boredom had no defense to
the slightest possibility of... reality.  Hell, I may have even taken a
Viagra!  The headaches are worth it!

He said he was close, and would drive to my room... I was giggling at the
likelihood... until he called.

Um... hello... "Neil" (fake name)... is that you?  beat (who's neil)

Yeah... like I was on helium.

"I'm on my way..."

HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT

Sooooo scared.... so unable to dress with all the shaking.

RNNNNGGGGG

RNNNNNGGGG

"I'm in the lobby... what's the room number?"

He was a non-threatening dorky and a slightly older gay man.  He moved with
caution as he sensed my fear.  I was wearing a tee shirt and a clingy pair
of navy-blue terry-cloth shorts w/o underwear.  He undressed... down to his
underwear in nothing flat.  Freckly, white with a huge bulge... he suddenly
seemed much taller... and this felt dangerous.

He had me sit on the edge of the bed and stood in font of me.  His package
was just below eye-level GULP... he placed my hands on his hard-on and I
played with it through his shorts.  I made the first move... out of fear
for my life.... okay, that's my story and I'm sticking with it!"

Out pops this huge 10ish and thick rubbery cock.  It felt like I was
masturbating a dolphin.  So, I quickly put it my mouth.  I tried lord knows
I tried, but I could only take... a lot :)

Suddenly, I was in control... weird.

He moved to pleasure me, and yes getting your ass licked rules...  just
didn't strike me as orgasmic.  He ended up standing over me stroking felt
good to be cummed on... every time.  The kissing I could do with out... and
although it hurt and I freaked out like a lil girl... the attempt at anal
was intriguing.

I would doubt many of you are still reading at this point.  If you
are... and you too are thinking about a first time, or even if not and
you're just interesting... and naughty in a safe and mostly sane way.

I'd love to talk with other newbie -- curious guys...  or couples... or
anyone wanting to talk about sex lol.

yim -- nodramaguy310