Date: Tue, 20 Mar 2012 10:41:48 -0400 (EDT)
From: Julyguy1@aol.com
Subject: Heaven on Earth

Heaven on earth with my Phil...

Since I came out and openly declared my homosexuality the whole world has
opened for me.

No more of those sinister and secret visitations thinking that what I was
doing was absolutely beyond contempt. I guess that was simply because that
was  the way |I was brought up in a strictly Quaker environment - and that
being straight was considered to be the only right and proper way to be. To
be  anything else was nasty and not very nice and one would be outlawed from
the  family if found to be `bent' - that is was unnatural and being like
that meant  that you we4e some sort of freak!

But now after the declaration to myself  that being natural for me was  to
be akin to my own sex, I feel free and mentally balanced, it has made so
very  much difference to my life and in my opinion freed me to create this
wonderful  relationship with Philip who thinks the world of me as I do  of him.

With Phil there are  absolutely no inhibitions, like how I felt and  how it
was before, relieving my sexual frustrations  with a complete  stranger I
met in the park and going to a private place, just to mutually wank  and
occasionally a quick fuck. Hoping ! We wouldn't be caught and the rest of  it,
and one could never quite relax anyway feeling that, having to keep a watch
out for the law or anybody else who may report us for being vile and
contemptuous!

And the casual act as it was, did nothing to really relieve me and later I
felt dirty anyway, I felt I had to have a really good scrub up afterwards
when I  got home just in case the other guy had crabs or something equally as
 horrible.

One of my regular casuals thought it was all part of the fun, like it was
being a naughty boy at school and recalled how twice he did it behind the
trees  with equally willing and curious guys who were simply experimenting -
and  somehow he said it added to the occasion, but for me looking;  back to
my  childhood was a turn off because there I was trapped in the authority of
Quakerism and at last I had happily torn away from that.

Phil and I have so much blatant fun together, he has a large swim pool and
of course we end up doing lots of skinny dipping which is very stimulating,
and  although we haven't yet managed to do it in the swim we are working on
it which  makes for a lot of laughs and fun in trying to hold a position.

It was good having oral with him under water until I realised the
chlorophyll which purifies the pool was getting into my throat so I reluctantly
refrained from that, at least until the after swim shower and then I could
really enjoy the feel and suck of his well bathed warmth filling my mouth and
tantalizing my epiglottis which was really lovely.

That is one of the images I shall always relish when for a few days at a
time, Phil's work as a flight attendant takes him away for a few days at a
time;  Phil stood there in his glorious nakedness presenting his bloom so
wonderful and  upright for my utter pleasure.

 "Come here you slut" he says and tells me to " do the business" which
of course I always do and being called that makes it all the more fruitful
and  erotic. I spend tons of time with cock in mouth, I am besotted by him,
when we  are apart I taste him in my mouth and he always leaved me a well
soiled pair of  his briefs or boxers which he places in a sealed plastic bag to
keep the scent.  Then after missing him for a day or two, I can resolve to
opening the bag at  night, imagining him there, sniffing his cock scent and
tasting him - and yes, I  have to tell you dear reader; he had a mould made
of his cock and balls so I am  well away with my imagination when I can enjoy
 an imaginative sucking and  then, with some lubrication, like coconut oil,
which Phil always prefers, I  anoint myself and pretend it is really Phil
sliding up there inside me, of  course it isn't anything like the real thing
but it is a jolly good substitute  and does wonders for me.

 And Phil says that if ever I go with another guy that's the finish,  so
this help me stay loyal although my passion is strong and constantly been
gratification. But to help me through those sometimes never ending times he is
away we have made several lavishing porno films together, just for us and
just  laying there stretched out on my bed, looking at them soon finds my
hand doing  the business, and with the aid of hand fucking with the mould I can
relish a few  wonderful moments of sheer bliss.

When we do the skinny dipping bit and sometimes before we shower Phil loves
 to give me a  wonderful and satisfying fuck when he adores  to have me
leant over a rail beside the pool, I so very much enjoy that, having just
enjoyed the so invigorating swim and then feeling a lovely smooth slow sensual
fuck inside, the feel of his warm length thrusting into my very being sets
me  alight that I can never get enough of it.

As soon as he is done inside me and I am still scolding with the feel of
him up me I go onto my knees and beg him for a taste  of his fresh fucked
cock, it is so divine, just being like that with Phil, just being uninhibited
and relaxed and seeing him standing there for me, his gorgeous masculine
thighs  parted for me to kneel between, and take him in my mouth and suck him
as I like  to fondle his tight ass with my busy fingers, moving around his
buttocks as I  suck and suck to my hearts content, tasting the residue of his
fuck with me just  before and working his cock and well hung firm balls
into a frenzy for his  second cuming  inside my mouth - as he spurts with a
grunt and a gratifying  moan as I suck his all, feeling the warmth of his cream
trickle down my chin  when I love to lick it up, and smooth it around the
girth of his still throbbing  erection - and take it down my throat in slow
wonderfully soothing slurps. That  to me is loving my guy to the full, just
how more intimate can one get? And it  is worth so much more all those seedy
fucks I'd experienced with those sad guys  who hung around toilets and the
like, me thinking why ever did I do that, but  knowing of course the sexual
urge was that great I just could not help  myself.

But happily all that was over and I am quite happy with Philip. I will do
anything with him, even an occasional handcuffs and gags when he feels in
the  mood, being spanked by Phil is a dream too, it hurts like hell at first
but  sort  of dissolves into a wonderful soothing numbness as he continues to
 slap and massage me with so much wanting and need that I am willing to put
up  with the initial pain just for him because I love him so,

He sometimes loves to feel me up and spank me in tight jeans, telling me I
have the most becoming ass and letting him stroke, feel and do those things
in  which he finds so much enjoyment is magic.

I am across his lap quite often  now, it has become a regular part of our
passionate encounters, I love to wiggle  for him, he tells me it is so very
tantalizing and accuses me of being a prick  tease, so still numb with a
soundly spanked ass I feel his throb sliding up  between my plum red cheeks, he
is fucking me like a piston engine, I feel his  balls slapping my ass every
time he thrust ardently into me, I feel him  starching me a little more open
with each thrust and then, when he has cum  strong I so much enjoy the
ecstasy of his oral delight as he calls it, when he  sucks my bare red plum ass
and licks out my asshole. The feeling is absolutely  fantastic and I would
not swap Phil for the world.



I love to just kneel on all fours or whichever position he wants me in and
simply be all ass for him. Presenting it, pushing it up high, touching my
toes,  whatever to give him the presentation he wants of me, to tease and
tantalise his  being with my stance. It feels so good too, it really does, and
the sensation of  his licking, sniffing and tasting me between and beneath
gives me a countenance  I am unable to aptly describe, save for that
sensation that what he does to me  with those very sensitive and sensual finger
tips, that very busy tongue, and so  gratifying mouth sucking me up the way he
does, and the sheer splendor and  absolute intimacy of that after fuck kiss,
after we have both mutually sucked  each other  and taken each other, to
share all that  in a long and so  wonderful stimulating  and sensual wet French
kiss is absolutely beyond any  description, save to say it is simply heaven
on earth with my  Phil..