Date: Sun, 21 Nov 2010 10:44:24 EST
From: Julyguy1@aol.com
Subject: Helping Harry

Helping Harry ... Copyright Alex Carr 2010

"You know I would do most anything for you Harry - but this, well, I don't
 think I am ready yet."
He looked at me glum like and I couldn't help feeling  sorry for the old
guy.
It had been a month since we became more intimate in  as much as he
persuaded me, after some deliberation, to wank him.
I still am  not sure if I am sexually inclined to do it with other guys
anyway..
"You  must like it, Pete you do it so nicely." Harry said warmly. After I
told him  about my doubts.

And what he said  made me think what was I doing there anyway. When he
enticed me to go to his place for a drink that really is all I intended. We met
 at the bowls club and I gave him a good thrashing, He reminded me of my
Dad in a  way although he was probably younger than him, I reckoned him to be
about twenty  years older than me.

We sort of got chatting and I discovered his wife had died  of cancer  some
three years back and I began to feel empathy for the guy.

"I'd love to do something with you, Pete  - you know what I mean?" And
that was not long after we-d got to his place and it suddenly dawned on me why
 he'd asked me, how could I be so naive!

I guess I would have given him short thrift if he hadn't of looked at me
the way he did, the look of a real lusty guy eyeballing me below, commenting
what a great bum I got.

For the first time in my life I had been embarrassed by a member of my own
sex.. It just came out of the blue and to be honest I was in a bit of a
quandary.

"Think about it, Pete - you may very well like it - and I'm game if you
are  and I promise to be as discrete you want me to be."

I looked at him in another way now, he was not just the guy I was sharing a
 drink with but something else, and could I really indulge in anything
which then  seemed so absolutely  bizarre?

"Just take a look, see what you think, no pressure, Pete, you are such a
nice lad I would love to do something."

He started to unzip his corduroy trousers and  tell him to go do the  other
thing!

At that point I didn't know if I was coming or going but I just stood
there, as if frozen.

"There, that didn't hurt Pete did it?"

"No!" I said feeling my eyes focussed on his credentials -  his hand
working  busily there it until his appendage rose up like mine does when I  play
with it, when I feel all those wonderful  desires like I wanted to be  with
a girl.

But this was a guy, I was just eighteen and he was fifty!
And yet...
I  did feel something stir.
Harry seemed to notice too and a wide smile creased  his face.

"Touch me," he said warmly, "touch me and once you have, you will soon get
 into it."

I paused and carried on looking, watching him  starting to wank  himself,
but the infinite  urge to touch was there, I actually wanted to  touch and
gingerly I stretched down my hand to take hold of his cock and that  was it,
it seemed not strange but oddly natural. It felt warm and good and,  hearing
Harry's vocal reaction  I felt good about giving another  enjoyment.

I felt myself wanting to go further, I squeezed and got use to the idea of
cock in hand, and another guys cock at that.
"There, that's not so bad after  all is it Pete? And it is far better than
wanking yourself because that way you  have control over movement, whish
makes it all a lot more pleasurable. Just help  yourself and let me enjoy,
there, feel it throb in your hand like this ..."

We were both silent then as I started to massage him, his hand occasionally
 gripping mine and prompting me to try another stance, he showed me just
how he  wanted it, I started to stretch his foreskin right back and marvelled
at his  sizeable knob all pink and wet. I recognised the scent, just like
mine after I  had wanked, very earthy and pungent, certainly a turn- on
because I felt an  arousal in my pants.

Harry was not slow to notice and all at once I felt this wonderful soothing
 feeling down there. Harry was touching me too and suddenly a whole new
world  opened for me.

For the next few minutes we silently indulged in a sort of wild frenzy
orgy, he stripped me completely and I felt his hands exploring me everywhere,
and I mean everywhere!

Somehow he coaxed me to lay on his settee and the feel of his rough hands
indulged what seemed my very being. I thrilled at the thought of what he
would  do next for that moment it was all one sided - although I found myself
squeezing  his cock when I managed to  catch a hold of it, he was so busy
with his  experimentations, moving about everywhere, it was hard to locate. But
when I did  I realised with all that he was doing to me, that I would love
for him to put  that wonderful attribute inside my ass, I really did. So I
knew at that time I  did have a gay leaning and I felt good about that, it
was like a brand new  wonderful world was opening for me.

I lusted as his head furrowed between my thighs, his rough hands forcing
them apart as he indulged deeper , rubbing his face ardently against my cock
and  balls, kissing and sucking there, sniffing me like I was a hot dinner
ready for  the eating, that's how I felt as his sucking and licking became
more intense and  I yelled I would cum if he didn't stop!

But then he did something that certainly was going to change my whole
concept of what homosexual sex was, I felt him licking me there, his mouth and
fingers starting to rim me, I felt the passion rise as he pushed something
onto  me, I presumes a finger - maybe two, I yelped and for a now my moment
to cum was  interrupted.   Harry told me to hang on, he'd get some lube to
make it  easy. Me laying there wondering how it would feel, now I knew his
intention,  obviously he wanted my ass, Would I give it to him? I was still
apprehensive to  be doing this with another guy, wanking was fine and up to now
the rest was  wonderful, but actually letting him put his ravaging cock
inside me was another  kettle of fish.

But then there was me thinking he was really hot, thinking how it must feel
 for a girl first time when she realised there was no stopping it, that she
 hadn't quite understood what snogging would lead to.

 That is how I felt, Harry was a big strong guy and I felt like if I
wanted to stop it happening, he would possible rape me But really was there any
need for that, after all I had already imagined how it would be if he did
put it  into me, then he returned panting like there was no tomorrow, the look
on his  face told me he was up for it, his cock showing the way before him,
it was as if  he was in a complete world of his own, that he had just one
thing only on his  mind, and I was soon going to discover exactly what that
was..


But to give him his due - then he poked his fingers into me again,  working
them around inside with lots of lube, it felt a lot better and the
stretching started to feel actually good, he told me to bend over the arm of the
settee to give him more access and I obeyed -for the first time I wanted to
feel  his sweet cock up me - , for one thing it didn't have finger nails and
was more  apt for the job in hand. He showed me how to place myself on all
fours and  spread my legs so he could get between me, but first he said to
prepare him I  must suck him and all at once I felt his huge fat cock fill my
mouth, tasting of  the sea, pungent and I felt some moisture which must have
been his pre-cum  trickle down my chin. somehow a big, big  turn on, I
sucked him well and  suddenly he withdrew it from my mouth, yelled at me to get
on all fours again,  and then I felt the strong grip of his rough hands on
my thighs and new at that  instant I was about to feel my first fuck of a guy.

"Just grit your teeth and it will be fine" he yelled starting to open me
up  with the head of his busy cock.
It was like he was bursting me open, I really  thought non way was he going
to get that into me, no way - but he was determined  to fuck me no matter
what, he worked me slowly at first, telling me to help him  by shaking my ass
around. I felt it going deeper, wondered how far it was into  me as a sort
of numbness came and he slapped my ass - I twisted my hand back to  feel his
cock, to feel how far it was into me, I was amazed to find it was all  up
me except about an inch or so, then I felt him start to pull back which was a
 bit painful, then another surge and this time he must have got it right
into me  because he shouted Allah!

"Now Pete I am really going to fuck your ass numb so let's do it together
babe " OMG! It bloody hurt, it was so tight inside me, I tried to move
thinking  that may help, but it made it worse, he carried on fucking and fucking
me, each  deep hard thrust coming with loud grunt like and animal and I
felt completely  beholden to him.

I was hoping it would soon finish, the pain was intense, but all of a
sudden the pain was gone, I guess I was fully open and st4retched, his cock
riveting me, I closed my eyes and enjoyed the rest of his fuck, soon to hear
him  cum with another rousing "Allah."

And after all that he praised  me, he rubbed some cream into my well
fucked numb hole and said it would be even better next time.

After that I decided to `come out' big time. Now I was focussed on Harry.
He was divine and I absolutely admired him for making me aware of my true
potential and leaning.