Date: Sat, 01 Mar 2003 10:20:18 +0000
From: Fred Farkle <drfred1@hotmail.com>
Subject: Impulse

I grew up at a time when there was very little open gay sexuality;I was 17 
and had fooled around with a couple of girls and had basically just gotten 
frustrated. I got to touch a boob and then go home and whack off. Not very 
exiting; the biggest thrill I had was when a large group of us boys had done 
a circle jerk and had tried to see who could shoot off with the longest 
flying wad. My best friend, Mark, won as he was the oldest.
  I used to hitchhike a lot around my Southern California area, it was 
realitively safe back then; anyone who hitchs now, is just looking for 
trouble. I would get picked up every once in a while by these men that would 
go on about did I like girls and how frustrating it must be to have to get 
myself off, etc. One guy that picked me up several times was handicapped and 
he asked me to help him into the bathroom at a service station. I did so and 
he proceeded to seduce me by rubbing the front of my jeans and asking me if 
I ever had one of those girls put their mouth on my cock. None ever had and 
the idea seemed good to me at the time and I let him suck me off. It felt 
really good as he wrapped his lips around my cock and his warm, wet mouth 
slid up and down my shaft. Being a young, inexperienced boy, I shot off 
pretty quick and we left and he took me to where I was going. This happened 
several times with this man and I got pretty good at how he liked me to move 
and it was good for both of us.
  I got picked up by a couple more guys like him and I got blown pretty 
often. And then one fateful day..........
   I was hitching on a bright summer day and I was wearing the baggy surfer 
shorts that were popular at the time and just a T shirt. I was picked up by 
one of the regular guys and we went to a Service station in Pasadena where 
we had gone before. He was slowly licking my cock and I was getting hard and 
horny, when I acted on an impulse that had been building in me for some 
time. I just up and said to him "I want to try sucking on your cock" There 
was a stunned silence for a few seconds and then he said"I never thought 
that you would want to be a cocksucker" "I really want to try it, Please?" 
He didn't say another word, he just stood up and unzipped his pants, 
dropping them to the floor he pulled out a much larger cock than any of my 
friends or the boys I had been watching in the shower after gym class. I had 
no idea that a Man's cock got so much bigger than our boy cocks.All of us 
boys were viril, a mans cock exuded power. I had asked for it and I was 
determined to return some of the pleasure that this man and all the others 
had given me. I dropped to my knees and studied it up close;I saw how his 
meaty balls were hanging low and loose in his hairy sac, his cock was 
semi-erect and the head was like a large, meaty plum. The veins were 
prominant that criss-crossed his meat. I could smell a dusky, musky scent 
wafting off his crotch, that was the first time I smelled the sex of another 
man and it is a smell that instantly gets me aroused to this day. I reached 
out and felt it, I loved the texture and the warmth that his cock had. I 
stroked it up and down, I felt every inch of that Mancock and it was still 
growing in my hand! When it was stiff and proud, it stood up several inches 
tall and it swayed hypnotically before my eyes, I was mesmerized by this 
snake swaying in front of me. I gently kissed the flaring head and licked 
the slit there, I slowly opened my lips and let my mouth engulf his manhood, 
I took several inches and then I started to gag and I back up. I gently 
caressed his cock with my inexperienced mouth and tried to suck more of it 
in every time I slid my lips down the pulsing shaft. I knew he was enjoying 
it, as he was making little sighs and groans as I sucked on my first cock. 
He started to direct me by putting his hand on the back of my head and 
slowly fucking in and out of my eager mouth. By doing this, he was able to 
help me get over the gag reflex and soon I had all of his meat sheathed in 
my mouth.His balls were slapping my chin as he fed me his tool, I was 
helpless as this man, this stranger, fucked my face. Both hands were on my 
head now and he was pumping faster and faster, his breath was coming in 
little short gasps as he started to talk, not really to me, but more about 
me. "Suck it, suck my hot dick! You little faggot cocksucker." Oh, shit! 
Daddies got a load for you, punk!" I could feel his cock swelling up even 
bigger as he fucked my face and then when he held my face up tight against 
his hairy pubes, I knew what was coming and I sucked for all I was worth, I 
wanted his cum. I felt saltiness in the back of my throat and then he 
erupted! He shot wave after wave of his spunk deep into my throat as I tried 
to swallow it. It was coming too fast and there was way too much for me to 
swallow, it leaked out around his spasming cock and ran down my chin. When 
he had finished, he kept his cock in my mouth and I sucked and licked at the 
first man I had ever sucked. I had never imagined how wonderful it felt to 
accept the gift of cum. I felt so privileged to be able to service him and 
make him feel so good.
  "Damn, boy! That's the first time you ever sucked a cock?" "Yes sir." "You 
have a talented mouth. I'd like to introduce you to some friends of mine and 
show you, and them, a good time. Can you meet me where I picked you up next 
Friday at 6?" "I think so, where are we going?" "To a party where you can 
meet men and boys like us" "Ok"
   I had him drop me off near the park on Colorado Blvd. I often went there 
on the south side of the park, near the playground, and played basketball or 
baseball with the kids there. I played in a touch football game for a couple 
of hours and had a difficult time keeping from getting a hardon, today it 
felt different to touch other boys. After the game, I decided to go and find 
out just what did happen in the restroom at the other end of the park. It 
was commonly called "Faggot Park" and there were hints of goings on 
there,but, nobody had ever been able, or willing, to define just what did go 
on. As I had just become a faggot a couple hours before, I figured that I'd 
fit in.
  The restroom was set off from the path and far away from where any kids 
were likely to be playing and it seemed deserted when I walked up to it and 
walked in. It wasn't deserted at all, there were a half dozen men that were 
hastily pulling up their pants or zippers and heading for the exit. I know 
now that I had upset the party by being an unknown walking in. I went to the 
stall in the middle and entered; pulling my shorts off and hanging them on 
the door, I sat down. I hadn't cum when I had been with Peter earlier and I 
was going to whack it off in here at least. I liked to play with my balls 
and spread my legs far apart, which is why I took off the shorts. Or maybe, 
I knew what I was going to be doing for the next couple of hours.
  I sat there and cupped my balls and teased my cock while I read all the 
writting on the walls. "Show hard" was the most common one and I was 
wondering just who I was supposed to show it to, and what the hell were 
those large holes in the wall for? Then I found out what they were for when 
a man entered the stall to my left and stood in front of the toilet and 
pulled out a very long, fat dick and started to play with it. I watched, 
fascinated, as he stroked it and it grew into a huge piece of meat that 
scared me just a little. By this time, I had swung around on the seat and 
had put my face very close to the hole. He saw this and turned towards me; I 
groaned out loud as he dropped his pants down and unleashed all of his 
weapon along with his large meaty balls. As he walked over to the hole, I 
instinctly opened my mouth and his cock poked me on the chin. I reached in 
and moved it to where I could get it into my mouth, where it belonged. I 
exploreed the fat, flaring head and licked at the slit, as I engulfed the 
head and licked along the underside of the tip, I felt so good to be doing 
this. I kissed and licked along the underside of his cock and inhaled the 
rich, musky scent of his pubes, which got me even more exited. Peter had 
fucked my face, I did little except open my mouth, this man was letting me 
service him and I was trying to make it good for him. I worked my way back 
up to the head and took it between my lips and sank my mouth down upon it 
and his cock entered my eager throat. I started to gag and pulled back up 
and set up a rythm, going up and down his cock while sucking. He reached 
down and put his hand under my nose and I heard a sharp "crack!" followed by 
a pungent aroma. "Breath in deeply" he said and I complied. My senses 
whirled and his cock become the universe. There was nothing more important 
than sucking this man and eating his cum.He thrust forward and held his cock 
in place for me to work on and then I tasted a sweet saltiness followed by a 
flood of his jism shooting into my mouth, while I sucked and licked the 
sensitive head. After he finished shooting, he pulled away from me and I 
felt incomplete, having his cock in my mouth gave me a sense of being 
complete,that this is what I should be doing,sucking men.
  After he zipped up and left the stall, I sat back and stroked my own cock 
and thought about what had just happened to me. Here in a public park, a 
stranger had shoved his cock thru a hole in the wall and another stranger, 
me, had sucked it. I didn't even know what he looked like, I just knew that 
his cum was creamy and Peters was sort of stringy. I noticed an eye peering 
at me thru the much smaller hole in the oppisite wall; I don't know what 
made me lick my lips at just that time, but, it was all the invitation that 
he needed. He was just able to get his cock thru the hole, no balls, just 
meat. I wasted no time enfolding it in my mouth and sucking it into my 
throat. It wasn't very long,it was pretty fat and it fit in my mouth just 
fine. I started to run my tongue around the underside of the rim and he 
came. No swelling, no warning, just a short blast and he was done. He pulled 
out of the hole and left almost as fast as he had shot off. I was very 
disappointed at that turn of events and found that my own cock had drooped 
in sadness. It didn't take very long and my young cock was up and ready to 
run. I sat there stroking and thinking about how great it would be if I 
could suck my own cock. I was pretty suple and it seemed to be a goal worth 
trying for.
  I noticed an eye at the crack of the door and I had yet to learn fear in 
T-rooms, I just sat back and let the eye see what I had to offer. I had lost 
my sucking cherry and had not had anyone suck *me* off yet. It seemed to be 
very unfair and I thought it would be a good idea to advertise my young 
8"and maybe get someone to do to me what I was enjoying doing so much.
   The door opened and a boy about my age came in the booth with me and 
looked down at my crotch and licked his lips as he reached for me. I was 
surprised to see him and smiled at him as he stroked my cock with one hand 
as he attempted to undo his pants with the other. I gave him a helping hand 
with his belt as I stood up to let him get a better grasp of my prick. IN 
one motion, he dropped his pants and sat down on the toilet seat that I had 
just stood up from. He wrapped his mouth around my dick and moaned deep down 
in his throat as he swallowed me in one motion; when I was all the way to 
the balls in his throat, he started to undulate his throat muscles and 
caress my cock as he fondled my ass cheeks. I sucked cock with eagerness, 
this boy had technique, to spare! He continued the tight caress of his 
throat as he started to corkscrew up and down my raging prick, when his 
finger started to tickle my puckered asshole, I about lept out of my skin 
and I screamed as I shot my load into his still sucking throat. As I 
finished shooting the cum of my life, he kept his finger pressing against my 
asshole and I started to shake, so intense was the release from cumming and 
I sat down on his lap where he hugged me and kissed my nipples before 
pulling my lips down upon his and giving me tongue. I had never considered 
kissing another male, and was surprised at how great it felt to have him 
transfer some of my own jism into my mouth. All the while, his considerable 
meat was lodged in my ass crack and he was slowly stroking along the crack 
and jacking himself off. I wanted to suck him off, but, I didn't want to 
stop kissing him and besides, I really liked how good his cock felt 
caressing my ass. He started to pump faster and he moaned as he shot his 
spunk up onto my back and he almost bit me his mouth was sucking on my lips 
so hard. As he relaxed ,he pulled back from the kiss and asked me a very 
puzzling question "Your ass is virgin,isn't it" I thought about that and 
couldn't figure out what he meant by that (I was really dumb!), so I just 
answered "Yes,it is" "I sure would like to help you with that problem,but, I 
gotta go" With that, he pulled on his pants and left the restroom.
  Nobody came in right away and I needed to get home myself, so I left also.

  end of part one