Date: Thu, 29 Nov 2001 16:53:02 EST
From: CalAmi@aol.com
Subject: Two Male Lovers' Morning Dialogue

This is a slightly edited version of a real life dialogue between myself
and another middle aged male lover. One is telling the other about his
afternoon at a gay gath house.


Two Male Lovers' Morning Dialogue

This is a real life chat with only the names changed. A few explanatory
notes also have been added

 Bud [5:38 AM]: hi
 Tex Ami [5:38 AM]: hey there.
 Bud [5:39 AM]: ola sexy !
 Bud [5:39 AM]: now teel me!!!!!!!!!!
 Tex Ami [5:39 AM]: teel you?
 Bud [5:39 AM]: JUAN
 Tex Ami [5:40 AM]: most handsome 36 year old body I have EVER touched.
 Bud [5:40 AM]: AND..
 Tex Ami [5:40 AM]: about my height or a bit taller and firm, firm, firm
from neck to toe.
 Bud [5:40 AM]: IVE been excited for 3 dats waiting !!
 Bud [5:41 AM]: days
 Tex Ami [5:41 AM]: I was alone in the larger TV room, and he smiled at me.
 Bud [5:41 AM]: say no more!!!!!You devil!
 Tex Ami [5:41 AM]: OK. I'll say no more.
 Bud [5:41 AM]: of course you turned tail and ran?
 Tex Ami [5:41 AM]: you want more?
 Bud [5:41 AM]: <G>
 Bud [5:42 AM]: DO I want more......Question or statement??? OF course XXOO
 Tex Ami [5:42 AM]: I started some idle chat about never having seen him
there before, and he said it was long having to take the bus from Ramona,
change twice, etc.
 Bud [5:43 AM]: <G> you're going to tease me to the end!!
 Tex Ami [5:43 AM]: He then sauntered out and I decided it would not hurt
to follow him.
 Bud [5:43 AM]: <G>< is my buddy in love??
 Tex Ami [5:43 AM]: no, not really. I'll explain why later.
 Bud [5:44 AM]: ok I will listen now. no response from me
 Bud [5:44 AM]: if you have time?
 Tex Ami [5:44 AM]: you can interject from time to time.
 Bud [5:44 AM]: ok xoxoxo
 Tex Ami [5:44 AM]: anyway, he walked to his room but I noticed he looked
back to see if I was following.
 Bud [5:45 AM]: were you walking?? Or running <G>
 Tex Ami [5:45 AM]: He then stood in his room and left the door open. What
did I have to lose by entering. I am accustomed to rejection.
 Bud [5:46 AM]: well it's the rejects own mistake. You're a keeper!
 Tex Ami [5:46 AM]: But lo and behold, he showed me a beautiful grin with
his perfectly white and evenly spaced teeth.
 Tex Ami [5:46 AM]: As soon as I entered, he dropped his towel.
 Tex Ami [5:46 AM]: ....and so did I.
 Bud [5:46 AM]: I'm shocked!!!!
 Tex Ami [5:47 AM]: rather than doing something like sticking his cock at
my mouth, he asked, "What would you like?"
 Bud [5:47 AM]: <GGGGGG>
 Tex Ami [5:48 AM]: ...and I started by doing just that. At first he stood
there while I sat on his bed and sucked him.
 Tex Ami [5:48 AM]: He had a nicely shaped cock, not too small, not too
long, just right.
 Bud [5:49 AM]: oh<G> I see where that's going !!
 Tex Ami [5:49 AM]: ......after I had sucked him for a while, he started on
me. I then suggested we 69. I knew I could sustain a long session since I
had cum earlier that afternoon with my old buddy Malcolm down from Canada.
 Tex Ami [5:50 AM]: I call this my North American Free Sex Agreement.
Canada, US, Mexico all in one afternoon.
 Bud [5:50 AM]: GREAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!  OLD BUDDY?  OLD ENUF FOR ME(SIDENOTE)
(Note: Bud in his 40s likes older men.)
 Tex Ami [5:50 AM]: yes, Malcolm is 76.
 Bud [5:50 AM]: SOMEHOW Tex... DONT THINK YOU SHOULD GO PUBLIC ON THAT BILL
 Tex Ami [5:50 AM]: Juan told me he was 36 or 38, I can't remember.
 Bud [5:51 AM]: YOU CAN HAVE JUAN. I WANT MALCOLM
 Tex Ami [5:51 AM]: Malcolm is a trained masseur.
 Bud [5:51 AM]: OK I INTERUPT.GO AHEAD
 Tex Ami [5:51 AM]: married with children and grandchildren.
 Bud [5:51 AM]: WHEN CAN I MEET HIM?
 Tex Ami [5:52 AM]: Well, at some point Juan said, "I want you to fock
me. You want to fock me?"
 Bud [5:52 AM]: OH ??
 Bud [5:52 AM]: AND
 Bud [5:52 AM]: DID YOU FOCK?
 Tex Ami [5:52 AM]: He was prepared with condoms and lube, so I said I'd
give it a try.
 Bud [5:52 AM]: OH MR. CASUAL
 Bud [5:53 AM]: CAN JUST PICTURE YOU BURSTING AT THE SEAMS!
 Tex Ami [5:53 AM]: Sometimes I lose my erection when I put on a condom,
but he put it on for me and got on his knees on his bed. That ass of his
was simply exquisite.
 Bud [5:53 AM]: yes.  umnnnnnnn
 Tex Ami [5:53 AM]: so firm, so bronzed.
 Tex Ami [5:54 AM]: I would have loved to eat it too, but he wanted to be
focked.
 Bud [5:54 AM]: so needless to say my buddy got into it
 Tex Ami [5:54 AM]: yep, I'd say for 10 or more minutes, but I knew I was
not going to be able to climax even though Juan kept crying, "I want you to
cum inside me."
 Bud [5:55 AM]: is focking as fun as f...ing ?
 Tex Ami [5:55 AM]: With every thrust, he'd make the most wonderful groan.
 Tex Ami [5:55 AM]: yes, with a Latin twist.
 Bud [5:55 AM]: and I'm sure you were just ho hum(GGGGGGGGGG)
 Bud [5:55 AM]: brb pee
 Tex Ami [5:56 AM]: well, I got tired frankly, and suggested we just lie
there. Go, pee and I'll continue to write.
 Tex Ami [5:56 AM]: We did that. I wanted to kiss him so badly, but I could
see he was resisting my kisses, so that is why I am not in love with him
like I am with you.
 Bud [5:56 AM]: back too excited
 Bud [5:57 AM]: Tex. you can kiss me anytime..
 Bud [5:57 AM]: you're a GREAT KISSER
 Tex Ami [5:57 AM]: That is important to me.
 Bud [5:57 AM]: NEXT TIME YOU CAN FOCK JUAN WHILE I KISS YOU
 Tex Ami [5:57 AM]: Anyway, that did not mean that I wanted to stop having
sex with him.
 Bud [5:57 AM]: oh REALLY !!!!!!!!
 Bud [5:58 AM]: LOL
 Tex Ami [5:58 AM]: He then asked if I'd like him to "fock" me....and I
said, "sure." Should have said "surely" to improve his English.
 Bud [5:58 AM]: OH. THE FUN CONTINUES!
 Bud [5:59 AM]: IM GONNA CUM LISTENING TO THIS!
 Tex Ami [5:59 AM]: So, I lie on my back and he mounts me face to
face. Great thrusting action. His cock felt bigger in my ass than I
remembered it in my mouth.
 Bud [5:59 AM]: SO YOU HATED IT ?
 Bud [6:00 AM]: ALL I CAN SAY IS WELCOME HOME TEX !! (Note: Tex returned
just a few days earlier from a trip to Europe.)
 Tex Ami [6:01 AM]: I could see, however, that for some reason he was
having trouble keeping his penis lined up with my rectum, or maybe I was
having trouble lining up my rectum with his penis.  So....
 Bud [6:01 AM]: YES...
 Tex Ami [6:02 AM]: I suggested he straddle me and ride my pole. He was
more than happy to do that since he really liked BEING focked more than
focking.
 Tex Ami [6:02 AM]: brb....coffee
 Bud [6:02 AM]: WOW YOU STUD...you OWE ME!
 Bud [6:02 AM]: LOVE YOU XOXOX
 Tex Ami [6:03 AM]: back. should I continue?
 Bud [6:03 AM]: NO.IM BORED
 Tex Ami [6:03 AM]: thanks be to Viagra!
 Bud [6:04 AM]: NEXT TIME LETS BOTH TAKE VIAGRA. AND SPEND THE DAY AT THE
V! (Note: V is for Vesuvius, a local bath house)
 Bud [6:04 AM]: YES CONTINUE!!
 Tex Ami [6:04 AM]: now, there you go, teasing me again. You know goddam
well, I enjoy telling the story. Yes, all day at the V.
 Bud [6:04 AM]: LOVE TO TEASE YOU YOU KNOW THAT
 Bud [6:05 AM]: all in jest...  xoxoxo
 Tex Ami [6:05 AM]: Anyway, he squatted over my torso and slipped his
rectum over my hard, condomed penis and began to move up and down.
 Bud [6:05 AM]: you of course said no ??
 Tex Ami [6:07 AM]: What amazed me was that his leg muscles were so strong
that he could raise and lower his torso without ever putting any real
weight on my pelvis. I recalled that was always a bit off-putting when my
wives wanted to ride me and I felt that they were a bit too heavy. Not
Juan.
 Bud [6:07 AM]: you lucky man.  as I recall your cock is beautiful
 Bud [6:08 AM]: wish I could take turns with Juan
 Tex Ami [6:08 AM]: I've always liked its looks. Never been ashamed anyway.
 Bud [6:08 AM]: sitting on you
 Tex Ami [6:08 AM]: You'll get your turn at Christmas.
 Bud [6:08 AM]: could use a good fuck right now,
 Tex Ami [6:09 AM]: I know, and I'd like to fuck you right now.
 Bud [6:09 AM]: any way you want it
 Tex Ami [6:09 AM]: ...and let you fuck and suck me.
 Bud [6:09 AM]: now tell me more
 Tex Ami [6:10 AM]: Well, the story kind of winds down after
this. Eventually, Juan's legs got weary, and he climbed down.
 Bud [6:10 AM]: sounds like your day was great !!!
 Tex Ami [6:11 AM]: We went back to caressing (still no kissing) and he
asked if I'd like him to jerk me off. It was obvious that I was not going
to climax by fucking. I replied that a jo would be fine, and it
was. Sometimes manual masturbation is absolutely sensational.
 Bud [6:12 AM]: right now Tex.I'm so hot. would you like a little pre cum
on your lips?
 Tex Ami [6:13 AM]: As soon as I had cum, he started to jo himself while
standing to the right of my prone body. Yes, your pre cum would be better
than Post Toasties and cream.
 Bud [6:14 AM]: am fantasying standing behind you fucking you while you
fuck Juan
 Tex Ami [6:14 AM]: I told him, "Yes, sure, cum on me," and he did. He was
surprised that he could cum twice so soon. I failed to mention that he had
in fact cum once while focking me (since he was wearing a condom, I had not
been fully aware until he told me.)
 Tex Ami [6:15 AM]: yes, wouldn't that be fun. I have never been fucked
while fucking or sucking. I think at the V you were sucking me while I was
sucking that other guy you introduced me too.
 Bud [6:15 AM]: did you set up another round?
 Bud [6:16 AM]: was shy still. but give me another chance
 Tex Ami [6:16 AM]: I tried. It turns out that Juan lives with a family in
Ramona, and they don't like it when he uses the telephone. I asked if he by
any chance had email and he smiled negatively.
 Bud [6:17 AM]: well...  maybe by chance you will meet again
 Tex Ami [6:17 AM]: Juan said that he was late for meeting a friend and
needed to shower and dress right away. So we went down and showered, and
that was the end of a beautiful encounter.
 Bud [6:17 AM]: WOWO. GREAT DAY
 Tex Ami [6:17 AM]: I think I'll only go back on Mondays when I hope to
meet him.
 Bud [6:17 AM]: <ggggggggggg>
 Bud [6:18 AM]: YOU KNOW WHAT ID LIKE YOU TO DO
 Tex Ami [6:18 AM]: I have a theory about men getting tired of each other
sexually as is so often the case with wives.....even though the friendships
can continue to grow strong. I am FAR from being tired of you sexually.
 Tex Ami [6:19 AM]: what would you like?
 Bud [6:19 AM]: We barely have had time to get tired
 Tex Ami [6:19 AM]: you left so soon after arriving.
 Bud [6:19 AM]: I'd like you to fuck me in the room downstairs. I'd be
proud to have others see you focking me
 Tex Ami [6:19 AM]: Barely in both senses of the word.
 Tex Ami [6:20 AM]: I'd be happy to oblige if that is what you'd
like. Still, I need some real loving time with you.
 Bud [6:20 AM]: yes I was thinking later in the day
 Tex Ami [6:21 AM]: body against body, cock against cock, lips and tongues
entwined, hands wherever they feel best.
 Tex Ami [6:21 AM]: in case you are wondering, I too am very HOT right now.
 Bud [6:21 AM]: tell me a bit about Malcolm. Did I meet him ?
 Bud [6:22 AM]: I'd like to have you shoot your load while sitting over me
spilling it into my mouth
 Bud [6:22 AM]: and that way I could watch your eyes while you cum.
 Tex Ami [6:22 AM]: no, he wasn't there that day. He lives in British
Columbia or Alberta not far from Spokane.
 Tex Ami [6:23 AM]: yes, I recall your fucking my mouth at the Miami Inn. I
really loved that so that opposite would be good too.
 Bud [6:23 AM]: nice guy ??
 Tex Ami [6:23 AM]: a real gentleman.
 Bud [6:23 AM]: kisser?
 Tex Ami [6:24 AM]: tall, slim, beard, very Scottish. Yes, he will kiss but
not an accomplished kisser like you. He hands are magic, however.
 Tex Ami [6:24 AM]: I guess it's the difference between Scotsmen and
Irishmen. <G> (Note: Bud is an Irish-American.)
 Bud [6:24 AM]: You're an accomplished kisser my friend....  you really
love it
 Bud [6:24 AM]: <G>
 Tex Ami [6:24 AM]: you're right again there.
 Bud [6:25 AM]: It's so good to chat with you...
 Tex Ami [6:25 AM]: Did I tell you that Malcolm said he had just finished a
four-day course of massage in Vancouver. The course consisted of 40 gay men
students.
 Bud [6:25 AM]: no..
 Tex Ami [6:26 AM]: Most of the regular massage seemed pretty much the same
as I remembered from our first encounter at the V a couple of years
back. (Tex did not have time to tell Bud about the genital massage that
Malcolm had perfected at Vancouver)
 Bud [6:26 AM]: he is still married?
 Bud [6:27 AM]: Tex, I need to get to school.......  I will be horny all
day
 Tex Ami [6:27 AM]: Yes, but because it is cheaper than hiring a lawyer. He
lives pretty much alone but visits with his wife and kids for big family
affairs. He thinks his kids suspect he is gay, but no one ever talks about
it.
 Tex Ami [6:27 AM]: OK.  I don't want you to miss out on real duty.
 Bud [6:27 AM]: well not all day <G> seeing a buddy here later.
 Bud [6:28 AM]: I think I would not mind that arrangement. (Note: Bud is
married with children and a grandchild too.)
 Tex Ami [6:28 AM]: Have enjoyed telling you my story. I may copy it for
future reference.
 Bud [6:28 AM]: <G> You're a sweetheart.....
 Tex Ami [6:28 AM]: at your apartment? Grace is not back yet?
 Bud [6:28 AM]: I've enjoyed it too my friend
 Bud [6:28 AM]: no she is back.  meeting at a xxx
 Bud [6:28 AM]: theater
 Bud [6:29 AM]: with my van <GGGGGG>
 Bud [6:29 AM]: I'd better run.. xoxoxoxo have a great day xoxoxo
 Tex Ami [6:29 AM]: Well, think of me while you are making out with the
buddy. xoxoxoxo
 Bud [6:29 AM]: really happy we have met.....  and continue!
 Bud [6:30 AM]: will do...  thanks for all the good vibes today !!!  wowo
 Tex Ami [6:30 AM]: I think we'll be lifelong fuck buddies and friends at
the same time.
 Bud [6:30 AM]: bye for now xoxoxox
 Bud [6:30 AM]: love that idea xoxox
 Tex Ami [6:30 AM]: ciao caro mio. xoxoxox