Date: Sun, 04 Aug 2002 08:25:50 +0200
From: natan10@hotmail.com
Subject: My Cyber Cock

The stories which I write are not always true stories. Actually, they
rarely are. They are entirely fictional. They grew out of a desire to put
down in words many "fantasy dreams" which I have had. I am bisexual,
married and white with two grown children. I love sex with a man and, in my
real world, it is no stranger to me. My stories are intended for mature
eyes only and are always based on male/male relationships. There is no
violence, S&M, bondage, etc. in my works. If you liked the story, let me
know. If you didn't like the story, I would also appreciate a note and an
explanation why ... otherwise, I won't get anywhere, will I? Feel very free
to write me anything you'd like. I look forward to hearing from anyone
interested in responding to these stories. All I am trying to achieve in my
writing is to make you feel good. Really good.

If you want to write me just to "get off", then do so. After all, this is
why we exist and who we are. In my stories 'condoms' do not exist. In our
real world, condoms MUST exist. In our own personal fantasies, however, sex
is idealized the way we would really like it to be  raw skin and no rubber.
But remember: Safe sex must be the only way!

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MY CYBER COCK by natan10@hotmail.com

I had been on my computer all day, deleting unnecessary files, expanding
the capacity of  my disc. I felt extremely horny. I couldn't even begin to
explain to you why. Perhaps the mundane procedures that I had been going
through with my computer. Perhaps that I had not had cock for over a week.
The reasons were superfluous. I was horny, plain and simple.

I decided that I would phone my new friend Ben whom I had just met and
didn't even really know that much about. We had only met once and we had
mutually agreed that we would like to meet again over a beer or something.
Ben actually called me on the phone today to ask what I was doing tonight.
I told him that I would call him back, which I did. I had only spoken with
him on the phone once before during this period. We met approximately 2
months ago. Ben doesn't know about me at all and I basically know the same
about him  nothing. Yet, I feel this incredible attraction to him. The
power of how it came across on the phone today is more than words can describe.

He gave me a phone number and I called him. We made a date to meet later
that night for a glass of wine at a bar not far from where he lives. I knew
that I would have to take the bus for almost an hour to get there, but I
didn't care. I was very excited about meeting this person who had such an
influence on me recently.

I showered, shaved and dressed in my favorite jeans (the ones with the
patches) and my loose-fitting sweatshirt ... the one with the sleeves that
I had cut off. I did not put on any underwear (Was I too over-anxious?). I
was completely naked within my jeans. The entire time I was travelling on
the bus, I had felt the pressure of my cock pressing against my pants with
anticipation. I was very very hungry to let it all out. But I hadn't yet
met Ben in person. Had I misread his signals?

I had arrived at the appointed address and entered the pub. Ben was sitting
at one of the tables off to one side. He looked so handsome in his
sweatshirt. I had wondered if I should come on to him. I had been so
frightened of how he would react. I had decided to play it cool and just
take the moment for what it was  a prearranged meeting with a new person. I
was congenial. He seemed a bit nervous. (He should only know how nervous I
was!)

We had two glasses of wine each and a lot of small talk crossed between us.
Ben told me about himself a bit: his schooling; his aspirations from his
job. I told him about myself  the same old crock. I saw that it was close
to 10 and I was beginning to feel a bit woozy from the wine  thank G-d I
was taking the bus home.

Ben surprised me by offering to drive all the way to my place in order to
take me home. I didn't know what to say  but that sparkle in his eye played
the game. I nervously agreed. Who is this person? What will happen? I was
so nervous. I wanted to let it "all hang out" and tell him, but I couldn't.
He had seemed to be so straight on my first impression. He was very nice.

We stopped at a diner on the way home and he treated me to a cup of coffee
and a piece of pie. We finally arrived at my place around 11:30. I
generously thanked him for the ride home. He asked if he could come in for
a moment for a glass of water and I immediately answered in the positive.
My hopes began to climb. I did not want to let on to him what I was and
what I really desired from him aside from his companship.

He came in and I gave him the water. Then he asked where the toilet was and
I showed him. When he came out, I noticed this big bulge in his crotch. I
licked my lips. I was so nervous. He sat down on the couch next to me,
relaxing with his water. I had turned on the TV and offered to make us both
a nightcap and once again, I was thrilled that he had agreed. Was he making
an excuse to stay a little longer with me? At the bar, he had said that he
wanted to get me home and go home himself as he was tired.

He commenced to tell me some jokes and I was laughing so hard that I fell
off balance and I honestly had to put my hand on his leg to steady myself.
My head ended up being less than 5 inches from his crotch! I got this
tremendous hard-on. I saw that he was looking at my crotch. I very
nervously straightened myself up again. I had to pee badly from the excitement.

I left for the toilet and when I came out, I saw that he had relaxed a bit
and was reclining. I also noticed that he had unzipped his jeans a bit. He
had told me that he had had too much to eat at his parent's house and then
all the drinks with me and the snack and he just wanted to release some of
the bloat. I offered that he sleep over if he was not feeling well. Ben
just sort of looked at me with a smile. I think he noticed my incredible
hard-on through my pants, as I saw that he glanced downwards, toward my
crotch.

Then he did it ... he looked right into my eyes. I could take it no longer.
I sort of rubbed my crotch a bit and he responded by making a move with his
hands toward the inside of his thigh. He began to rub his thigh a bit and
asked if I minded if he let down his pants a bit "to release some of the
pressure on his stomach" (yeah, right! I knew I was going to get somewhere!)

"No problem," I told him. Ben pulled his pants down just a tiny bit,
revealing the most incredible sight. I get so turned on by that path of
hair that goes down from the navel to the crotch. I couldn't take my eyes
off him. He was so handsome and I was so horny ... and nervous.

Ben put his hand down his pants a bit (sort of like a message, like he was
scratching his balls). I licked my lips again, but this time he saw it. He
put his hand on my thigh and slowly applied a gentle pressure. He was
driving me wild ... I leaned over and put my mouth on his crotch, and
started to suck through his jeans.  I realized that I had taken an
incredibly big chance by doing this, but it paid off.

He pulled his jeans all the way down and I was rewarded by one of the most
beautiful cocks that I had ever seen. Ben's was at least 7 inches and very
thick. It was standing at full mast and was glorious. My mouth immediately
covered his tool and without hesitation, I swallowed the entire length down
my throat.

Ben started to desperately search for my cock through my pants. I stood up,
tore my pants off and laid down on the floor with my own cock standing a
rigid 9 inches, staring straight into his face. He got off the couch, put
his feet on either side of my head and then lowered himself -- his cock
once again returning to home position (down my throat) and his own mouth
gloriously covering my own throbbing and leaking tool. Why, oh why do I
love 69ers so much??? !!!

I was so completely turned on by this that I came all over my belly
immediately. He went down on my belly, licking up every drop. I began to
suck on him gently, pulling at his balls with one hand; my other hand
exploring his backside, one finger slowly entering his manhole. He began to
writhe. I immediately got hard again. We began to suck and suck, finishing
off in one tremendous explosion of desire in each other's mouths, our hands
searching out each other's lips, face, hair and body ... rubbing our cum
all over each other and we ended up just lying on the floor, gently kissing
one another and sucking on the cum and slowly becoming erect again for a
second performance ...

*************

I really hope you liked what you have read. If you would like to read more,
please write to me and tell me. I shall be happy to oblige if I am able.
natan10@hotmail.com

And don't be afraid to put your own fantasies and feelings down on paper.
It just happens to be wonderful therapy! If you like, you can write your
fantasy and send it off to me. I'd love to read it.