Date: Tue, 20 Sep 2011 08:40:33 -0400 (EDT)
From: Julyguy1@aol.com
Subject: Submission:- My True Learning

My girl had dumped me, I was so low I felt that life  wasn't worth living,
but Roger, unbeknown to me was to be my angel in disguise  and rescue me
from doing the nasty deed I already had planned, to kill myself  and be done
with it, that would show Melissa just how much I loved her and how  she should
have stuck with me, helped me with my erectile problem instead of  ranting
off about me being a wimp and all the rest of  it.
"You should forget Melissa, you have me now," Roger  whispered in that so
soothing voice.
It was funny how it all happened with Roger and me. We'd  been good pals
for quite a time playing for our local amateur cricket team. That  is when our
friendship became more than just that, when we shared room together,
separate beds of course then because that's how it was and I would never have
ever thought any different.
But the weekend we were playing away in Leamington Spar  was when it all
started - and I discovered that which was really my true self  and my true
leaning - and I never realised it - I guess I just followed the  crowd thinking
that the thing for a guy to do was find himself a girl he could  share a
future with.
At first that all went fine with Melissa, but I didn't  reckon on such a
passionate and demanding woman like she, and when I couldn't  deliver, no
matter how she tried, I felt totally embarrassed and inapt which  only made
things worse. Her warm passionate kisses were nice - of course they  were, and I
seriously thought I was in love with her, but you know how it is  with your
first relationship, but sexually it was a complete failure and looking
back, I guess I would have done the same thing if I had been a girl, because
nearly always I have read, if you don't do it -  then you don't love your
girl, but with  me it wasn't just a question of not doing it, more like I just
couldn't raise  more than a half mast for Melissa.
I remember those looks of despair, of frustration and I  guess I knew the
outcome when I noticed her eyeing up other guys, "real guys"  she kept
saying, rubbing it in.
On that first night in Leamington, I had just got the  text that day from
Melissa giving me the proverbial dump after I had tried and  tried to win her
back, even to the tune I said I would do myself in. But it was  of no
consequence and I literally finished  in tears, with Roger there too.
He immediately comforted me, coming across   to my bed in the bedroom we
shared, he was in his boxer shorts which looked just like the ones I wore. I
discovered later they were mine!
He sat next to me and when he put his arm around my back  and gave me a hug
I thought nothing of it other than he was just being a good  buddy and
helping me through the dilemma of losing my  girl.
"Plenty more fish in the sea" he  said.
"Not like Melissa" I returned  blissfully.
"Well you have me, Pete"
"Yeah! But you are a guy."
"And proud of it" Roger laughed just for s minute  touching himself.
I didn't have a clue of what he was on about and I  wouldn't have had. We
were great pals and that was the end of it. And yet, that  night, feeling him
climbs in beside me I felt strangely contented. Like it was  the normal
thing sharing a bed with your buddy.
"Pete, please forget her, you do have me" I heard him  whisper. I turned
around onto my back and faced him, seeing his eyes sparkle in  the moonlight
beaming through the window.
"It was just that I couldn't do it with her, I tried  everything, and so
did she almost, but I just couldn't get an erection, or if I  did,
immediately she spread her thighs over me it was gone again, depleted like  my
confidence and she went off in a huff saying I didn't love her. But I did, I  did!"

"Maybe you just thought you did, it is often like that,  your first love.
Look Pete, just chill, you have me now right, maybe it will be  different
with us, maybe it will all work."
And when I felt his hand gently touch me it felt so nice  and so good, some
of me said it was wrong, and yet --- maybe all along I have  had a leaning
unknown to me and it was Roger who was bringing out the  truth.
"That's it, I can see you closing your eyes, just relax  and enjoy, you
are simply divine to touch."
For a while I was in heaven on earth as his fingers  explored and teased me
- then all at once I realised, I had a real erection and  the more Roger
teased and touched, the more complete I felt, yet all those  things that
Melissa had done, like the touching and the oral, nothing really  worked, but
with Roger Wow!
I guess I was sort of whimpering with pleasure when  Roger responded
saying; "there, that's working for you, I guess you had the  wrong solution,
seems to me all the time you have been like me, that is  definitely how it
seems, Pete and how it feels..."
I felt him squeeze there and a glorious quiver travelled  up my spine, I
had never ever felt like this before and, although I was a little  awkward and
embarrassed at first, now I was encapsulated with what Roger was  doing to
me down there under the duvet.
"It feels so good and so warm and supple and loveable,  Pete. It is divine
to touch, like silk over the firmness of your cock, shall we  call him
Freddy - that would be nice huh?, I do hope to get to know and feel and  touch
him so much more and find out all about him, what he loves best and maybe
soon the feel of his length inside, that would be very  nice."
I realised he was talking about intercourse, something I  had never
imagined with a guy, and yet now it seemed quite the natural thing to  want to do,
but before that moment I was not sure if he would want to be the  `giver'
or the taker - but talking about it, as he continued to see to me,
occasionally licking and kissing I did feel the desire to go into him and feel  his
passion, I even realised I was looking at him in a different way then,
eyeing his bum and thinking I wouldn't mind, it was all very exciting and
thrilling this new me, discovering the true leaning I had obviously disregarded
for so long and now realising what I had been missing and how I so wanted to
make up for all that with love with lovely  Roger.
So it was on, he being the taker - another thrilling  episode to come, and
very soon I hoped.
Roger was talking again; "You see, Pete there are other  ways to skin a cat"
 he said and I felt him doing something which was very  wonderful and
different.
"There, how's that, Baby? " First time he called me that  and it seemed
strangely fitting, like I belonged  and all the bad feelings about Melissa
were going as I felt Roger head go down to me and then another wonderful
feeling as felt him so profusely  sucking me.
I just chilled and enjoyed something that Melissa was  unable to achieve, a
deep feeling of wanting as he sucked and squeezed me there  so beautifully,
then his fingers gentle cradling my balls as he gently sucked. I  felt
myself harden fully inside his mouth, it felt like heaven on earth, just  being
able to see him in the glow of the moonlight enjoying me, then the
endearing sound of his sucking and his moans combined, it was something magic  and
very special.
After a glorious few moments I felt his head rise and  his lips touch mine,
I could sense the scent of sex , something that made me all  the more
comfortable with Roger as he gently teased his fingers along the inside  of my
thighs and then over my chest, like he was making every move, every touch  so
very special and I knew I was falling for him big time, that I had never
felt  that way before and everything seemed alright and as it should be, and
then I  felt his fingers gently teasing my foreskin back and the absolutely
too good for  words feeling when he teased my p-hole, saying how good it
looked and how he  loved the pungent scent of cock and how he wanted to sample
the taste and  afterwards, when  he gave me a suck,  a wonderful massage and,
even when I warned him that I could not hold back, he  smiled and said not
to worry, just to let myself go, I felt that certain splurge  in my groin and
I knew I was there, Roger still jerking away , sucking my cock  so deep and
wonderful, I could feel it throb inside his busy mouth, his busy  tongue
bathing it inside until I was completely done, he wiping me and his mouth
gently with a tissue afterwards and saying how much he enjoyed  that.
"Does that feel better, Pete?" Roger enquired looking to  be every happy
in the glow of the full moon beaming through the window still, it  all seemed
to be heralding  a brand  new relationship and all was fine with the world.
"You see, all that you told me about how you couldn't  perform with Melissa
- proof that you can with the right lover, and you have  really so much to
offer, you are a beautiful seven at least, a wonderful length  and a very
likeable width too and I adore you, the smell and taste of you is so
stimulating and good."
I just relaxed and enjoyed his attention, the way he  stroked and teased me
with his tongue, the way he licked me so very beautifully  expiring every
crevice as he stretched and parted those very private parts - and  me not
feeling embarrassed anymore or uncomfortable, just wanting to feel his
exploration of me and so enjoying the rapturous moments as I simply laid there,
wide open and wanting, wanting to be anything he wanted me to be for him, he
was  divine and lovely
We both fell asleep and in the morning he was there,  still in those boxer
shorts, handing me a cup of tea which he had made on the  teas maid machine.
The I saw the initial on those boxers and knew they were  mine, I had them
marked on the waist  just so I wouldn't mislay them in the  laundry.
Roger confessed that they were mine, that did I mind, it  was just that
wearing them brought him nearer to me in  spirit.
"You have been wanting more than a friendship all the  time then Roger?"

"For at least month, I am besotted by you, to be  truthful I have been
putting your boxers beneath my pillow every night, I love  the smell of you  and
the times I  have cum is more than I can count, so does that mean something
 Pete?"
Then I realised something, he had done all this for me -  and it was so
good and wonderful, but he had gained nothing in  return.
"But I have, I can't tell you just how great and  thrilling it was to bring
my fantasies out - but anyway, there is tonight, would  you like that Pete
- for me to join you tonight and maybe we can do more  Huh?"
I realised I was growing hard at the mere thought of his  suggestion and I
just knew that all the time I had thought I was unnatural and  could not
have sex like any normal guy, that after all I was a complete guy and  the
feelings I had, those I was getting were so different to never before,
something inside me was urging me to discover Roger and enjoy him to the full,  so
yes was the reply to his invitation and yes I wanted that so very  much.
And it was all so wonderfully done, I loved the way he  removed those
boxers, my boxers - the way he so very sexually wiggle for me,  turning to reveal
his so very tempting ass. It was all so new and thrilling and  there was me
feeling I had done it all before, for the time it was all about  discovery,
discovering what we wanted to do in the matter of foreplay, he has  already
shown me, the wonderful way he had caressed, teased and sucked my to the
climax, but now, I was asking him to stretch on all his fours and show me
what  he had.
And when he did, when he showed me, stretching his ass  cheeks wide I
realised how very much I wanted to fuck this guy, my cock  throbbing for the feel
of him deep up inside.
"You can touch me there if you want,  Pete?"
"Like this, Roger?" and I slipped the fingers of my left  hand between his
thighs and slowly finger -walked higher and higher until I  reached his
beautiful hanging balls, all firm but wonderful to feel and touch,  and then
that cock, he unlike me was circumcised and it seemed different feeling  him
there, but very nice and so chilling as he wriggled for me. Then I wanted
everything, I wanted to suck and taste him, like he had me, I owed him that -
to  suck cock and balls and that gorgeous lovely round brown aperture just
waiting  for my presence, he groaned and moaned as I teased it around and
around with the  tip of my tongue, gently probing and tasting, I just adored
the taste of his  cock and his ass as I  joined  him with the moans and groans
telling  him just how badly I needed his deep fuck and how much I ached for
 him.
"Take me, take me now" he said with a more of urgency  and there he was
rubbing some lubricating cream up there.
It was so lovely, I never realised just how much and  here I was with a
full hard and stiff cock, rearing up behind him, lurching  forward to approach
his hole with the head of my throbbing cock, and finally  feeling the
sublime touch of his hole - stretching those cheeks wider and wider  so I could
gain a really deep access to that gorgeous heaving as, feeling I  wanted to
fuck the ass off of him, I was soon there, soon making him cry out as  I
entered him, he moving his ass from side to side to help me gain full
penetration, and there we were, both enjoying the absolutely  perfect fuck of a
lifetime,
And now I was converted, now I had found my true  leaning, it was Roger and
me forever and I shall never look back...My life was  changed forever ...