Date: Tue, 2 Sep 2008 14:39:36 EDT
From: DePeriF@aol.com
Subject: "New Desires To Come True"

			 New Desires To Come True

This is a total work of fiction.

It had been only 6 months since my first sexual contact with a male.  I had
then given a 54 year old man a blow-job. Late one night I'd picked him up
near his home, where he lived with his wife and driven him to a dark
secluded residential street nearby.  He wore jeans and no underwear, and
his cock was hard, wet, 6 1/2", and uncut as it stuck out of his open fly.
I quickly engulfed it into my mouth, and inside of 2 1/2 minutes the man,
Bob, was all mine as he ejaculated a healthy 4 spurts of warm thick semen
which I eagerly swallowed. My first experience was all I'd hoped it would
be.  Bob bucked and bellowed as his pleasure swept over him and gave me the
intense satis- faction that comes from pleasing a virile man in the most
personal and intimate way I know how to.

In the ensuing months I'd had experiences with 20 men in various situations
and environments. Of the 20, 19 had ejaculated into my mouth as I sucked
them off, and I'd enjoyed swallowing each of the gentlemen's semen.  A
number of the men had allowed me the honor and joy of repeat successful
performances which I was flattered and honored to give.  All of the men had
been found by me on the Silverdaddies website of which I was a member. My
profile which had some of my pics and an announcement of my sexual desires
and categories of male types seemed good enough to assure a steady number
of offers for getting hooked up for sex....mainly oral service to be
performed by myself.

However I was beginning to want more than just to satisfy men orally.  I
then decided to make the text in my profile better reflect a more wider and
complex set of sexual desires and needs that I knew I had and wanted
satisfied.  My changed profile, which is still in effect, read as follows,
and I quote:

"I'm a married bi-sexual. I enjoy giving men oral sex, and I do it to
completion and enjoy swallowing.  I love sucking off Bi men, especially
married Bi men. At present, that's the kind of sexual activity in which i'm
experienced. I simply love to make a virile man cum that way.

Foreplay can involve hugging, kissing, caressing, and other body contact
that pleases us. I'm also interested in role-playing as an unwilling party
who's forced to pleasure an aggressive man who wants to have his way with
me as I resist the foreplay he's forcing upon me. I find such play very
exciting, and I think my response will excite you too. You will win in the
end and have me for your pleasure. The size of a man doesn't matter to me,
as most men are bigger than I am, and that makes the role play of being
forced even more exciting.

I prefer the men I suck off to to cum in my mouth, but if a man wants to
jack off or have me jack him off into my open mouth, or give me a facial
i'm willing to submit to his pleasure.  The upper age preference is not set
in stone, so if you can get hard and go off, i'd enjoy pleasing you. No
reciprocation is required or expected. It's a no-strings attached act of
intimacy, and a cum and go experience, unless more develops. I've never
been bottomed or been a top, so both of those acts are always on my mind,
with the right man. If a man desires skilled handwork to make him cum, i'm
very good at that, too.  Because I'm married, all must be kept
discreet. Anyone responding must be totally drug and disease free, and
HIV-, as am I, and practice excellent hygene as do I.

I enjoy writing as well as reading erotic stories, and I have 17 of them
posted on the Nifty Erotic Stories Archive.  Most are m/m, but there are
m/f/m, and f/f there as well.  Also, a few have in incest element in them.

I can sometimes, but not reliably, get hosting at a third party's
residence, so whoever responds will need to agree to that arrangement, or
other arrangements must be made. I have often made late night rondezvous to
service men in local safe area outdoor locations. If you find that I'm
on-line between 10pm and 12 midnight, there's a good chance for you to come
and pick me up for a blow-job. Obviously, only fairly local regional
respondants should contact me for such meetings.  For quicker contact, my
e-mail address is deperif@aol.com."

After my new profile was posted, I began to get more inquiries in the form
of messages on the site and e-mails.  However nothing had come of it, and
my desire for more intimate male sexual experience that I expressed in my
profile seemed to be something for the future.  I simply would have to
content myself with masturbating to the fantasies of a man forcing me to
submit to him the way I was wanting it to happen.....by seduction, rape,
making a women of me as he takes me, all of that which I was wanting to
feel with a man dominating me.

Then things changed. I got a message from Jerry on the site (which I'll
refer to as SD) who wanted to get together with me after reading my "new"
profile. He'd seen my interests posted, and he was very eager and horny to
meet me.  But it wasn't to do to me what I was wishing for that he was
interested in.  He had something completely opposite in mind, and what's
more, he'd completely overlooked that it was I who was wanting to be
dominated and forced to submit to a man.  He was proposing that I be the
dominant male and that I make him submit to my wishes, desires, and
needs. Suddenly I was becoming very excited by that prospect.  I had often
played just such a role with women in the past, which included my wife.  As
I exchanged e-mails with Jer, as he referred to himself, we began to state
the roles we wanted and would most likely assume to please eachother. It
was very exciting to both of us as we aroused eachother in cyber-space and
leaked copius amounts of pre-cum. We then began to talk about a place and
time where we could meet.  He was a married bi-sexual...just the usual type
male I wanted to become intimate with, because I'd always felt safer with
married bi-sexual or divorced men as opposed to strictly single gay males.
Unfortunately, he wasn't free to meet men, and I wasn't able to easily get
away from a wife of 40 years who, like me, was retired and usually home
with me.

Finally, about 2 weeks after our initial discussions for meeting, our
"schedules" seemed to click and we had a time and place to get together. My
wife was going to be out of town for 3 days attending a political
conference in pereparation for upcoming November elections, and I could get
away to meet Jer at another bi-sexual's apartment some 6 miles away.  Jer
lived about 10 mile farther away than I from our meeting place. I was very
excited, as it seemed he was as well. The Friday evening of the day my wife
had left was selected to meet.  I drove the 6 miles to Milton'a apartment
to meet with Jer with an erection all the way.  I was eagerly anticipating
sexual relations with a man that were unlike any- thing I'd previously
consented to.  I wasn't just going to provide oral service to a man as I'd
been doing for the past several months, and then leave with very little
having been done but that...maybe some light kissing and body contact, but
that's all. No....now I was meeting a man who was going to be intimate with
me and allow me to force him to be intimate with me in a much broader and
deeper sense.  Not only was I going to experience him by tasting his cock,
balls, and semen, but now I would be experiencing him through his lust for
me to control his body....through me kissing him deeply, tasting his mouth,
face-to-face and with emotional eye and body contact, and me having him
taste and receive my saliva as I wetly and very passionately explored his
mouth with my tongue as our mouths stayed open and in contact to exchange
eachother's spit.  I thought about and wanted this intimacy so very much!

Finally, after about 20 minutes of driving, I arrived at Milton's
apartment.  As soon as I parked my car and got out, I saw the door to his
apartment open.  Milton stood at the door and showed me in.  There sat Jer
on the couch.  He was about 5'10" and was quite well built weighing just
over 170 lbs.  He was just shy of 50 years old, and appeared very masculine
and desirable to me as a man that I was going to enjoy taking control over,
as though he were a woman. I was feeling an erection building even as I
walked toward him and extended my hand to greet him. This man was going to
submit to me!  He was going to let me enjoy his body.....to pleasure me,
give me access to his mouth, his skin, his lips, tongue, genitals, and
rectum to do with as I pleased. Tonight, I would get to know him as no
other person does.  And if what I think was true about me, I was going to
get to know him more than I'd ever been able to know a man. Not only was I
going to know what he was like as I maybe ejaculated in his mouth, but I
was going to learn what he was like as I ejaculated in his rectum. Those
thoughts were so hot!

He wore walking shoes, jeans, a sportshirt open and tucked in, and with
some light gray chesthair visible.  He smiled and extended his hand and we
shook hands. "Hello, Jer," I said. "Hello to you, Frank," he replied. Our
handshakes were firm and honest. I was tingling with anticipation and
desire for this younger man who was going to submit his body and soul to me
for our mutual pleasure.  He was going to become mine...  belong to me in
so many intimate ways....this I firmly believed, and I loved the thought of
it.  At my 5'4" he was a full 6" taller than me, and over 25 pounds
heavier, and I was totally going to have my way with him. He was going to
submit, if need be by force on my part.  That thought excited me so very
much! Role-play of forced love-making and sexual intercourse was in my SD
profile and what we'd previously discussed, but now I was going to be the
dominator.....a change in my earlier perceived role. I now so wanted that
to happen.  I wanted this man to have to fight me for me to win him.  It
was a fantasy of mine that often provoked a very strong orgasm and lots of
cum out of me when I'd used it in role play with women...my wife included.
I knew he would be turned on by such activities...having to submit to me by
force and persistance as he resisted my very virile and masculine
urges. He'd often told me so in our past e-mails.

We exchanged pleasantries for a minute or so as Milton closed the door and
led us toward the bedroom. When we reached the bed and while he was about
to disrobe I asked "How do you want this to go, Jer....easy or hard?" He
was taken aback by my tone of voice and change in demeanor. "What do you
mean?" he replied.  I looked at him and said "You know, are you going to be
willing, or am I going to have to give you some directions...make you fall
into line with what I want and need?" He then suddenly realized how it was
going to be up to him to decide how real his forced sexual submission was
going to be. I was serious. My erection was big, and he could see
it. Though a small man, I was strong, masculine, and very virile. If I
needed him to satisfy my manly lusts....for gratification, I was willing to
go to extreme lengths to get what I wanted.  He might need to be truly be
raped, if he so decided to be, by resisting me.  It was so incredibly
erotic and exciting! I was going to have my fantasy fulfilled at the level
I wished. Only Jer's degree of reluctance or cooperation would influence
how much force I'd need to use.

I got quickly nude. Jer could see my very serious, excited, and determined
look on my face, and my breathing was hard, deep, and fast. My cut 7"+
erection left him with no doubts about my manhood, either. He could see my
legs, which for my age of 68 I'd been told were so sexy...rough, like they
should be somewhat, hairy with ample gray hair, and strong...so very
strongly built by years of running.  He was going to be forced to have sex
with a real man...a horny stocky-strong bodied small-frame man who he
seemed to find very desirable.....  an object of lust.  The thought sent
shivers through me. As for jer, I was sure that it made him realize his
vulnerability.....almost helplessness against a man who wanted to possess
and use him in just about any way he wished.  He'd just now willingly put
himself in that position.  I'm sure he was hoping that he would not regret
it.  It now had to be scary to him, while at the same time incredibly
exciting and erotic. He was still fully dressed, and yet I could sense that
he felt completely nude as my eyes scanned him and penetrated his clothing
....which was his last defense of privacy before I would strip him of all
his secrets....his wishes and desires for intimacy and sexual pleasures
with a man.

I stepped over to him and started to unbutton his shirt. Suddenly, he moved
back from me and said "No...I don't think we should go any further."  I now
was unsure of whether he was playing a role or meant it for real. I knew he
could see my eyes widen, as i said "Like hell!  You're going to do
everything I ask and want, and I don't know or give a shit if you're going
to be role playing or not...serious or not. You're here, and you belong to
me, babe." I know I said it with such earnestness and with an edge of anger
in my voice. I then made burning eye contact with his, and I could sense
that he was now feeling a true loss of control over his destiny with me. I
must have seemed so different from what he'd imagined in e-mails and SD
messages...even over phone calls.  Whatever erection he had I could see was
fading fast, while surely he couldn't hope but notice that mine was rock
hard and wet with drooling precum.  I could see the sudden fear and even
repulssion for me in his eyes.  Maybe forced sex or rape wasn't really what
he wanted....wasn't for him after all. It didn't matter one bit to me.  I
wanted to fuck and use Jer...to make him totally mine, with or without his
love or approval.  He was about to become mine...body and soul. I was going
to make him receive me in the most intimate ways that a man can receive
another man.

I reached over and began to unbutton his shirt. He started to stop me, but
my steel glance toward him made him think twice and he stood still while I
took off his shirt and eyed his bare upper body. I smiled, or sneered at
him and let his shirt fall to the floor. I next began unbuckling his belt
and unbuttoning his pants. He was now feeling so unmasked as I began eyeing
his lower body as I dropped his pants and slid his briefs down to his
ankles.  "Step out of them," I ordered. He did just that, and I then untied
his shoes. "Sit on the bed, Jer," I ordered, and he did so, as I took off
his shoes and slid his socks off. He was then sitting on the edge of the
bed, nude.  I next began to fondle and caress his feet, legs, and thighs.
I've been told that my hands are soft and have a "touch."  I used a firm
deliberate pressure as though I was wanting to control his senses.  He was
tense. "Relax, babe," I said...more softly now. He was no longer sure of
role-play or reality. He was thinking now that this was real. He started to
get off the bed and stand up. I quickly pushed him back onto the bed, and
then I stood before him with my erect penis inches from his face. "Suck it
some," I said. He hesitantly took my hot throbbing erection into his
mouth. I've been told that my precum is somewhat sweet and very exciting to
taste. A man's intimate fluids from his penis always excites another man
who's interested in male-to-male sex. I next withdrew my penis, and I
immediately climbed on top of him. I'm was smaller than him, not as heavy,
but strong. He knew that he was going to be had. Jer looked so vulnerable,
weak, ripe for the taking. I so wanted to fill him with my cum and spit.

I pressed my body to his and placed my hands on both sides of his
face...deeply looking into his blue eyes with my brown eyes. I wasn't
smiling...just looking, I was looking into his soul. Then I pressed my
mouth to his. His lips were very soft and so wet, as were mine.  my tongue
swiped at his lips and I began to probe his mouth through his lips and
teeth, as I released a flood of saliva from my mouth to his. I pulled back
and said "open." He said "no, please don't, I don't think I want this."
Again I said "open," but his time more omenously. He then did just what I
asked, and then It began. He felt my tongue begin to probe, explore, wipe
around the entire inside of his mouth...deeply. I have a very long and
skillful tongue.  I was treating his mouth like it was a woman's vagina
....her cunt. I was fucking his mouth with my tongue as I began to hump his
body. My wet stiff cock rubbing against his thighs which were still tightly
closed. Jer's tongue began to stir, reluctantly, but stir it did and I felt
it protrude past my teeth and hesitantly probe my mouth. That made my cock
twitch. He could be won, I thought.

"Open those legs, bitch," I ordered. He seemed scared, and he did what I
ordered. I then began to hump him in ernest like he was my woman. My cock
was so wet and hot against his thighs and underneath his ball sack where it
often probed.  I was very excited....breathing hard and fast. I began to
kiss his shoulders, neck, face, eyes, very lovingly but also in a very
determined and controlling manner. My kisses were wet, soft, very intimate,
and I could sense him beginning to respond. My mouth on his neck and
shoulders was too erotic for him to resist, as my breath blew over them
with my kisses. He began to respond with an erection. His arms and hands
which had been pushing me away, or passively resting at the sides of his
head, now began to reach out to me and he suddenly found himself caressing
my back and neck...holding me.  He suddenly clasped both his hands in mine,
like he was telling me he loved me.  It was so moving...erotic. I sensed
this and became even more excited. "You like this, don't you my bitch?" I
grunted. You want your Frank, your master, to cum, don't you? He wanted to
say no....yes, no. He didn't quite know what to say.  He was scared and
becoming excited all at the same time. My cock was so wet! He could feel me
all over his ball sack and underneath it.  It was hot, hard, and wet. It
was a real man's cock and testicles ...full of desire and cum that was
probing all over his crotch. I was kissing him again, and this time he was
returning my kisses in equal measure. He was hard and wet now too, and I
felt it against my stomach. I grabbed his cock and squeezed it on and off
as I humped and built up my passion.

After another minute or so I raised up from him and grabbed a pillow off
the bed.  I grabbed both his ankles together and lifted them up as he slid
the pillow underneath his butt which wound up high in the air facing my
erect cock.  I began to kiss his feet, legs, knees, and thighs....wet hicky
type kisses which left small red marks each time.  Instinctively he knew
what I wanted and what came next. He spread his legs and lifted his feet
over my shoulders. We both were so hard and wet, and I began to stroke his
penis and swipe precum from it to lick it off my fingers. I bent down to
him and began to kiss his lips and mouth. He was now so very excited by me
as he returned my kisses in ernest and held me lovingly to him. I was
kissing his ears...licking each one in turn, and he was returning each
favor to me. I then whispered to him, "I want to fuck you, Jer....cum
inside your ass.....bareback." "Yes, yes, Frank," he sighed. "Give it to
me, please. cum in me...no condom. I want to feel your seed...wet and hot,
spurt inside me." I raised up, positioned my wet hard cock to his anal
entrance, and then I began to push...slowly, gently, steadily, and
lovingly. In about a minute I was inside him.  He was experiencing a man
inside him for the first time in his life.  It was wonderful! He looked so
fulfilled as he sighed. I bent down so that we could kiss, and he then told
me what he was feeling. "Frank, I love you, love you. It's so good. God,
you're making it feel so good!" My thrusts were deep, slow, and very
personal. I felt bigger and bigger with each thrust. What little initial
pain he'd felt had vanished quickly. He was being fucked by a real man, and
he was loving it so very much. I was massaging his prostate with my
wonderful penis. What a wonderful man....wonderful lover I must have
appeared to be to him. He had to be feeling so honored to have my cock
penetrating him, and me wanting, desiring him like I did. He now wanted my
semen...my sperm to flood him...swim up inside of him and make him like a
woman is made and knocked up by a man. If he could get pregnant by me, I
just know he would love to. He wanted to be so close to me, and when I
ejaculated he knew we were becoming one...a sacred bond between two loving
lusting men.

I was now nearing the point of no return. My thrusts were faster, harder,
deeper, and I was almost out of breath.  He was so excited as He
anticipated his reward...my ejaculation inside his body. My mouth was
wet...almost drooling, as I thrust in and out of him. I was kissing him all
over his neck, face, mouth, and eyes. He could taste my saliva from my wet
deep kisses. He was becoming mine totally.  Then it began to happen. "Oh,
Jer, Jer, I'm going to cum. Oh, God, my God, ohhhhh, ooohhhhhh, aaaahhhhhh
aaarrrggghhhh." It was underway. My transfer of semen from my testicles to
his colon to flood and inseminate him. I could see the love in his eyes as
he felt my warm wet sperm flooding and filling his bowels. I loved the man
so much for receiving me. In that instant he was in hopeless love with me
as well.  He then began to feel the familiar sweep of tension from his toes
to his cock and extremities. He was starting to cum.  "Ohhhhhh, ooohhhhhh,
aaaahhhhhh, Frank, I'm cummmmiiinnnngggggg, aaarrggghhhhh." He began
spurting on my stomach and his as well, he'd lost control, while he also
felt the warm wetness of his man's pleasure and gift to him. If only he
could give me a baby, he thought, of me! He was mine forever, as far as he
was concerned. My seed inside him made me his as well ..a part of me living
inside him. It was sacred and wonderful. He had spurted 4-5 spurts and had
cum with a man, and I had come inside him. It was wonderful!

After about 5 spurts while I was letting out deep gutteral groans with my
penis parked deep inside his colon as I'd stopped moving and simply
remained tied to him, we lay together holding eachother.  He began to give
me gentle loving kisses all over my face, eyes, mouth, neck and shoulders,
and he held me comforting me as I lay over and on top of him.  nestled
between his thighs. He caressed my back and shoulders and felt me relaxing
into a deep afterglow of peace. In about 3 or 4 minutes we kissed and
separated, and I took and squeezed his hand while we sat on the edge of the
bed. Then he rose to clean up and a rush of my semen ran out of him and
down his legs and thighs.  I'd cum so much! It was so thrilling for both of
us to see the proof of my passion for his body now being ejected from deep
inside him. We made eye contact and smiled at eachother as forever bonded
in love.

Any comments are appreciated.
Frank
deperif@aol.com