Date: Fri, 25 Jun 2010 05:55:42 EDT
From: Julyguy1@aol.com
Subject: Phil

First time with Phil  Copyright Alex Carr 2010

"How was it for you. Martin, I am so relieved that at last you have had the
 courage to come out.!"
I was still shy to let John know my leanings, me  always having believed he
was straight, but since I discovered he had my  leanings we were that much
closer.

"It was good, John was the best, he knew just how nervous I was too, but he
 was the perfect teacher"
"Tell me more, Martin asked me being very  inquisitive like."
"How do you mean, you want to know all?"
"Well I am on  a learning bend too, and would love to know, yes. Do you
mind, Martin?"

I began that at first I just could not believe I had arranged to meet
Phil in his caravan, like we arranged online. But he was just as attractive to
me as he seemed to be on the Web cam and after we'd broken the ice and
chatted a  bit, him wanting to know all about me, if I'd ever - well you know -
participated in a homo sexual relationship before - and when I said  hadn't
 he was absolutely thrilled saying it would be nice to initiate a virgin.

I suppose the most bazaar thing was when he introduced me to Freddy, that
is what he called it, it just seemed so strange to think I was touching it
like  he'd asked me to."
"How was it, how did it seem to you, were you put off  like?

"At first I didn't know how I felt, until he asked me to squeeze, to get
the feel of it 0 thaty I'f must have had plenty of experience with my own,
but  me telling him doing it to someone else was quite different, and then he
said:-  exactly because you can't anticipate the next more, that's the
exiting thing,  like what I am doing now,,, he stretched it right back, it was
scary at first, I  had never seen another guys cock let alone feel it - it
was big and long, linger  than mine and had a very thick head which seemed so
red, he was flicking it with  his finger tips, it was then I got the whiff
of it, I guess I'd sniffed my own  many times, that certain pungency about
it, the smell of ripe cock he said it  was.

It took me a time to get into the swing of handling it, doing the things he
 wanted me to do with it. And it felt different too, I mean feeling someone
 else's, more flexible than I imagined with that bend in the middle.

"It was strange really how quickly I grew accustomed to this new experience
 and I was so relieved to realise that I was enjoying, especially when he
touched  me and we both participated in mutual masturbation, that was really
lovely, John  and the feeling was fantastic. He soon had me ripe and when
for the first time I  felt him deep suck me I was in another world.

"I suspected he would want me to do the same but nervously I held back,
still little shy and nervous even though he was having a good old time with
mine  - and as he spread my ass cheeks apart and started to finger my back
passage I  knew then what it was all about, and anticipated what was to come,
and do you  know? I actually got excited about it, he was a great lover and
knew exactly how  to turn me on, all equipped with lubricant too as his
fingers sunk neatly into  me giving me all sorts of wonderfully wild sensations I
adored."
"And did you  have oral with him, Martin?"
"I did"
"Was it nice, I mean did you find it  easy to do?"

I looked at John, saw how his eyes were looking raunchy. I went all the way
 and told him what he wanted to hear.

"The scent of him actually prompted me to take it into my  mouth, John
said for me to take it steady, just chill and enjoy a first experience I would
remember forever, he kept referring to Freddy (his cock) and what Freddy
liked,  how he liked it and when I'd. made hi ripe he would give me the most
wonderfully  first time experience I could ever have imagined..

"From that very first moment I felt and tasted cock in my mouth I was
addicted, it was absolutely sensational, feeling the brand new experience of it
actually pulsing against my tongue as I wrapped my tongue around  the head
and touched his p-hole with the tip, causing John to moan, to tell me just
how  good that was. I took time to get used to the idea of sucking cock, he
explained  to me how to hold my breath and take cock into my thought and by
the time I'd  finished I was a convert in the art of deep throat sucking. I
remember later how  I still had the taste of him in my throat and ir was
something special, to think  that at last I had been initiated  and was well
and truly converted.

"We both enjoyed taking each other in our mouth's, sucking stroking and
balling simultaneously, it was wonderful and I was well and truly ready for
his  fuck, much more than I ever thought I would be, I didn't feel
apprehensive or  nervous any more, I just wanted the feel of hard cock deep into my
aching  ass.

"And when he actually did take me, John  it really was so lovely, I  was
thinking why on earth did I not come out before, that I had missed so much,
and by the time Phil was in full penetration, pumping me for all it was
worth,  it felt so wonderfully gratifying and natural. He fucked me good, took me
in  different positions, but favourite of all was me bending on all fours,
feeling  his mouth suck me out before he pushed Freddy deep in to me,
feeling the throb  of him inside, the wonderfully satisfying feeling when
occasionally he paused,  taking a breath before the next firm fucking, letting me
feel his throb inside  me, that was really something special, sp much so that
for hours later it seemed  as though he was still up inside and all the
feelings were there.

"When he saw me off, I felt so good, it was like I was a guy complete at
last, I felt so right and good with the world and just so much look forward
to  seeing  Phil again soon"

"So pleased for you, I really am, you are a good mate, Martin - perhaps I
shall find my lucky guy Huh?"

"Sure you will and when you do, you will be the happiest guy in the world,
John. The thing is just to accept what you are, don't worry what others
think,  you will be missing out otherwise, just be yourself and feel the
pleasure."