Date: Sun, 5 Nov 2006 17:32:27 +0100
From: frank <defaultuserxxx@googlemail.com>
Subject: sixteen and horny

This is a detailed description of my first time.
It is written as close as possible to the actual events.
There is no piece of fiction in it,
this has happened exactly like it writted down here.
No fantasy, just facts.
responses, comments and questions welcome.


I realized that I was turned on by other boys when I was about 15. But
jerking off side by side to my best friend from school was the closest
to a sexual experience that I could get. Once I tried to trick him
into sucking his cock, but in the moment he realized what I was up to,
he stopped me and became serious about our little games. He told me
that sucking would be too gay for him, and that day we ended
anything sexual in our friendship. Somehow we managed to stay friends;
later he would even be the first to know that I actually was seriously
gay.
But before that I had the urge to do something seriously gay.

After losing my jack-off buddy, I was -- like any male between 14 and
18 -- in desperate need of sexual encounters. Basically, sex was only
thing I was thinking about. I needed sex, gay at best, but anything
else would be welcome, too.

It took a soccer-accident to give me a kick-start. An injured ankle
forced me to staying in bed for about two weeks, not long before I was
turning seventeen. My parents supplied me with the necessary news and
entertainment, comic books, newspapers and magazines -- since I refused
watching television. I had a lot to read. And that particular Issue of
the TimeOut that my parents bought for me that week was "the big gay
special issue". I don't know if they had looked at the cover before,
but if they had, they sure wouldn't have minded. They are very
liberal, and I know they are happy to have a gay son that does not
watch too much television.

Anyway, I studied this piece of paper intensively for a whole week, I
read about every detail of gay life in my city, including sex-facts
and health-issues. The moment I was able to walk again, I was up for
something. And I was well prepared.

One Friday night I told my parents that I would be hanging out at a
friend's place and it might get pretty late that night. Instead, I
took the subway to one of the gay bars that I read about. I had a long
time choosing which place would be the best for a 16-3/4 year-old to get
in contact with some decent gay man. I was not sure if I was looking
for a boy of my age or a grown up, and I didn't mind. I was out to
have any kind of sex.

The bar of my choice proved to be a comfortable, but totally boring
place. Well, any bar is boring before midnight, but I had no choice. I
needed to get back to my parents home with the last train, and that
train was running about midnight.

So what happened when I entered the bar? Of course I was the centre of
attention, because I was by far the youngest guest. And my looks were
quite alright. I ordered a drink, a coke; I didn't want to push my
luck. It was illegal enough to keep me in the bar and not having me
kicked out, but beer would have gone too far. So I stuck with a
non-alcoholic drink and sat down on a chair next to the bar.

Next to me sat two guys about thirty years old, a bit nerdy, but
instantly friendly. One of them was the good looking shy guy; the
other one was geekier, but also more aggressive. They looked like a
couple to me. I was happy to have some nice conversation, and I was
happy not to have ended up in a place for total sex-pigs or even
worse, total hipsters.

The two guys were asking many questions about my life: If I was gay at
all, if I wanted a boyfriend, what kind of experience I had, and so on
and so on.
The conversation took a new direction when I said:

"I am basically looking for my first time gay sex; I want someone to
try out these things with".

They were stunned.

"Actually, we are not a couple" was the first thing that aggressive
geeky guy replied.

And this is how it went.
Geeky guy suddenly realized that he had the chance to show the world
of gay sex to a horny teen. While shy guy was focussing his attention
on another guest in the bar, geeky guy tried to persuade me to come
home with him that night.

"If you want it, you can have it tonight. I will suck your cock all
night" he said.

"I want it, but I have to be home in an hour or my parents will become
suspicious." I said.

"But you can sneak in tomorrow morning, and they won't notice a thing."

"I want this very bad, but if we do it tonight it will go wrong. If
you want this as much as I do, then trust me, let's do it when we have
enough time and I have a good excuse to stay away from home for a day,
or something like that."

"Then give me your telephone number."

"I give you my number, but this is my parents' house, we have only one
number. Don't call me! Give me your number and I will call you,
promise."

"Okay. Call me on tomorrow."

"Okay. I will."

This is how my first night in a gay bar ended. I got my train back
home, horny as hell, my cock rock hard, precum leaking into my
underpants, thinking about what I just missed tonight. I was angry
about having to go home, I could have been in sexual ecstasy that very
moment, having my cock sucked - or even more. Instead of that I was
sitting on a subway train, my cock pressing against my belt, my balls
aching to get off.

When I got home went to bed I jerked off and shot my load against the
wall behind the headboard of my bed. It was definitely time.


I called Tom -- that's his name -- the next day like I promised.

"Hi, I'm glad you called."

"Hi! And I have a plan."

"That's good, what's you plan then?"

"I just told my parents that I will be on a bike tour with friends all
day long tomorrow."

"So you can stay away without any risk?"

"Yeah"

"So I will see you tomorrow. Will you be here for a late Sunday breakfast?"

"That sounds alright, where do you live?"

Tom told me his address and we said goodbye, me hard and horny just
thinking of what might happen the next day.

When I got to Toms place the next morning he waited on the doorstep of
the house his flat was in. He was 30 Years old, definitely taller than
me, a long slim body, little hair on his arms, brown curls on his head
and a bright smile. I never fancied that my first sex would be with a
quite nerdy average grown up man, I always thought of something steamy
happening on a class-trip of in the shower after sports-class, but
this was real life and no porn movie.
Tom and I stepped into the elevator and the minute the door closed he
carefully touched my face.

"Can I kiss you?" he asked.

"Sure" I answered.

I had kissed before, but all tongue-playing with girls in summer-camp
was childish fooling compared to what Tom did with my mouth. I had no
Idea how it feels when you really try to push and suck and snog and
everything. When the elevator reached his floor, my cock was hard
again, and I could feel his cock growing inside his jeans. I was
bursting with excitement.


Tom and I sat down at the kitchen table and he offered me tea and some
breakfast stuff.
I could not eat anything at all. I was way too excited. Suddenly he said:

"Have you ever watched gay porn? Do you know what gay sex is? Sucking
cock, fucking butts, rimming?"

"No, yes, but, let me...." I tried to answer.

I was a bit overwhelmed by that question.
I started again:

"I know that there is oral sex and anal sex, but what is rimming? And
no, I have never watched gay porn; I do not even watch television."

"Alright, then let's put on a little video, and the rimming is for later."
He paused, and then continued:
" What exactly did you have in mind when you came here?"

Again I was not capable of answering directly.

"Well ...I just thought we.... just see how far we get, and what I like.
And I think I would like to buttfuck, or at least give it a try today,
I don't know," I said.

"It's fine with me, it's Your first time, so You must say when you
have enough, but if you want, we can also fuck today. But let's start
with some porn first. What do you prefer? American Muscles or
Bulgarian Boytoys"

He put on the tape with the Bulgarian boys, and we both sat down on the sofa.
The whole time my penis was full erect and pressing against my jeans.
I was so ready to go. I think I just didn't notice any of the action
going on on-screen; I was just waiting for my personal action to
begin. And I did not have to wait for long. After about one minute of
watching porn Tom switched the Video off again and said:

"Porn is boring, lets do something ourselves."

He bent over to me, gave me a short kiss on the mouth and started
opening my pants. My belt went open, my pants were being unbuttoned
and suddenly I could feel Tom's big warm hand touching my cock. His
hand covered my whole crotch, my briefs still on.
And I was already close to cumming.
He gently stroked my dick and balls through my briefs, an amazing
feeling like never before. Then he kept still and just held my package
in his one hand. For a minute or more without a move, he just sat
there next to me, holding my dick and smiling at me.
Slowly I was relaxing a little.

I became curious about his dick.
When he rose up from the sofa I also stood up, following him to the
window. He closed the window blinds and we stood there face to face,
well -- my face to his chest, his face to my forehead.
I kept staring on his pants, where his quite impressive bulge was
indicating that he was aroused as me. I opened his belt and unzipped
his jeans. When he pushed down his pants I could see that his penis
was hardly fitting in his briefs, his top and balls sticking out where
the briefs did not provide enough space.
I ran my fingers over his bulge; he made a faint moaning sound and
smiled even more. Almost simultaneously we started pulling off each
other's t-shirts. Still by the windows we just stood there, shirtless
with jeans at our ankles, stroking each other's bursting briefs. We
didn't say a word and then moved on to his bedroom.

Before we laid on his bed, we finally removed our underwear. His
briefs came off and his cock came to full sight, eight inches long,
pretty thick, and uncut.

"I have never been so close to such a big dick!" it's beautiful" I
said, embellishing the fact that I had never been so close to any dick
at all.

"I bet yours is really really beautiful" he replied and slipped his
hand into my brief.

For the first time with no layer of fabric between his fingers and my
dick, the feeling was even more intense than the first touch minutes
ago. My dick was sticking up against my briefs so bad that he actually
had to hold it down to pull down the briefs. So when he released his
hand, my dick sprang up against my belly, making Tom laugh a short
laugh.

"See, it's a perfect teen penis, it's wonderful, I already love it", he said.

I had quite some pubic hair going on, but my chest and arms were
hairless by then. As a late developer, I was quite small for my age,
including my dick, which was about five inch long and relatively thin,
but Tom didn't seem to mind.

We were lying in the bed and Tom was stroking my dick and balls, I was
doing the same with his. Suddenly he sat up und bent over to my dick,
kissing the top, licking away the shiny drop of precum. I was in
shock, I real guy was just seconds away from sucking me! I could not
believe it. Tom was licking around my dick, around the balls and back.
He kind of sucked my whole testicles, which was weird, but it felt
wonderful. I was just sitting there watching this happen, hardly
believing what I was seeing.
And then it happened! He engulfed my dick with his soft lips, slowly
sucked, and I was in heaven. I could not believe this feeling. My dick
was sending waves of energy and tension through my body; I fell back
to my back, sticking up my dick towards Tom's mouth, where he was
steadily moving his tongue and lips around my penis.
After about 30 seconds of oral sex I was seriously climaxing. I gave
Tom a quick warning:

"Stop! I'm cumming!"

But he just kind of overheard my warning and kept on sucking. And so
my orgasm was coming. I felt it almost as a pain in my balls in the
top of my dick, but soon it burst out to a wonderful orgasm, as I shot
my load into Tom's mouth.

"Holy shit!" I screamed;

I had never felt anything like that before.
I collapsed on his bed and let the orgasm take over my body until the
last of the spasms subsided and I floated slowly back into reality.
Tom just kept on sucking, like he wanted to get as much semen as
possible of my teen juice, swallowing every drop of my cum greedily.
I was shocked. First because I had just been sucked off by a man
nearly twice my age and second because swallowing cum was totally
against any rule of safer sex!

"You can't do that!" I complained
"It's totally dangerous to swallow cum, haven't you heard of HIV?"

He was still smiling and licking his lips.
"Well, do you have HIV?" he asked me.

"No, of course not" I said angrily, "but I could have lied to you."

"Well, I can somehow tell that you have never had sex before, that's
for sure at least" Tom said. "And I trust you."

I was sure that I was right, but on the other hand I was glad that Tom
was such an irresponsible person. Somehow this was pretty cool, being
sucked off and cumming into his mouth was definitely fun. I stopped
arguing. I did not want to talk about safer sex as long as I was on
the safe side anyway, and Tom was right, the chance of me infecting
him with something was just ridiculously small.

Anyway, the other problem was that I was pretty exhausted after all
this and now the tension of the whole morning and the days before came
off. I fell back down on Tom's bed and almost fell asleep. Opposite,
Tom was still pretty horny. And there was a problem of sex in general
that I had thought about and never found a satisfying answer: What
happens if one cumms, and the other one is still horny?
In my case the solution was just about 12 minutes away, because it did
not take that much time for me to become horny again. I was sixteen
then. And sixteen year old boys are like fountains of semen, the
sexual drive does not stop for years. And lying next to a naked man
with a hard eight inch cock was more than enough to start me again.
Tom stroked my balls and my dick and it did not take much time for it
to become hard again.
He started sucking me again, but this time he started in a different
way. He opened his mouth wide and took in my whole cock and my balls
at once! He just kept still like that for quite some time. The top of
my dick softly enclosed by the back of his throat, I was in heaven
again.

But now I wanted to explore his dick and balls with my tongue as well.
Tom realized what I was up to and changed his position. From kneeling
between my legs he rose up and turned around. I was still laying on my
back, my arms and legs wide spread, my cock sticking up in the air --
or more like directly pointing to my chin.

Tom climbed on top of me on his knees, his face right over my cock,
his cock dangling right over my face. He slowly lowered his hips, his
huge cock coming closer to my face. I grabbed it and guided it to my
mouth and started licking around the head. The taste, the texture, the
site of tool turned me on. I licked his balls, which were not pulled
tight to the base of the penis like mine, but were hanging low and
kept clutching my face.
I was a little scared to suck a big dick like his. And the position
which gave me no space to move made me a little uncomfortable, but the
moment he that Tom was sucking my dick again made me forget all my
worries and I happily took the red and lush top of his dick into my
mouth. This went on for a while. I sucked his dick in various ways he
told me to suck his balls and I did.

He showed me how he wanted his dick sucked by performing it himself on
my dick. And I tried my best to give to him, what he was giving me
down there. Then I showed him what I liked best by performing it
myself on his dick and his balls. So we spent quite a while like this.

"And now, can you do it like this?" *slurp*

Again, I was climaxing. And again, Tom sucked every drip of cum from
my dick, leaving me pretty exhausted again, shaken from a second --
even more intense -- orgasm.

"I need a break", I told him.
"And I am hungry and thirsty and want to get dressed."

"But are you alright with what happened?" he asked me.

"Well I do feel a bit awkward, but I guess it has nothing to do with
you, it's just general weirdness."

"Fair enough, this is your first gay sex, you have every right to be
weirded out."

"How do you mean that?" I asked

"Well, I am from a very religious family and it took me years not to
feel guilty about gay sex. Do you feel guilty right now?"

"Yes, in a way I feel guilty. I mean, I lied to my parents and everything."

"Do you want to take a shower? Maybe that helps. Cleaning your body is
always cleaning your soul as well."

"Alright, sounds like a good idea."

"Come with me, the bathroom is this way."

So we went to the bathroom, where Tom handed me a towel and showed me
to the shower.
He left the bathroom and I stepped into the shower. It took about a
minute until the Tom knocked at the door.

"Can I come in?" he asked

"Well... yes" I hesitated a bit.

"I know I am a nasty person, but I can't resist you."

"Okay, come in."

Needless to say, my cock grew hard again the very moment that Tom
entered the bathroom.
Tom opened the door to the shower and smiled a bright smile.

"Somehow I knew you'd have a boner again"

"Yeah, I know, I just can't do anything about it"

"So do you mind if I give you a proper washing then?"

"Well, no, but a boner does not mean that I am into wild sex again." I said

"That's not a problem" he said

"I just want to touch you, that's all."

Top entered the shower cabin and grabbed the soap. He started soaping
me from head to toe. I just stood there while Tom was standing behind
me, his cock pressing against my back. He rubbed my body and naturally
paid the most attention to my cock, balls and ass. His fingers running
back and forth through my crack felt good, and it was giving me an
exciting glimpse of what was to come later that day. But for now, Tom
kept soaping my hard cock, one hand moving up and down my dick, the
other hand had a tight grip on my balls.

He stood behind me tight, rubbed his cock against my body and it
didn't take long until I was again ready to cum.
Tom kept masturbating me, I was moaning, the Top of my dick already
feeling hot and sensible, now that my third orgasm in one hour was
coming towards me. The liquid shooting from my dick was thin like
water now, all sperm was shot out before, and it was just the watery
fluid from the prostate, staining Toms bathroom tiles.
Tom left the shower and let me finish alone.
I was irritated and happy at the same time.

"Let's grab something to eat outside, the weather is great" Tom said
when I stepped outside the bathroom, while putting on pants and
shirts.

We took our bicycles and rode around his neighbourhood. We stopped at
a burger restaurant and got us some fast food. We talked a lot about
many things, but nothing really deep.

About one and a half hours later we got back to Toms flat. We were
joking and laughing, grabbing each others dicks and asses as we
climbed up the stairs to his floor.
We stormed into his flat and landed on the sofa -- like the beginning
sequence of a Simpsons-episode.

"So how do you like gay sex so far?" Tom asked

"I love it" I said and smiled.

"And do you want o go all the way today?"

"Sure! Why not?"

He smiled and said: "You know that there is always a top and there is
always a bottom..."

"Yeah, I know. What is your preferred role?" I asked naively.

"Well, I'm pretty much 50/50, you know? It always depends on the
partner. If I see a cute ass like yours I want to top it right away.
But if I see a big hunky guy with a big cock, my asshole starts
twitching and I want to be fucked."

"Do you mean you want to fuck me now?" I asked.

"If you ask me like that... I have to tell you .... that I wanted to fuck
you from the very first moment I saw you." He said.

I was irritated a bit.

And he continued:
"But let's put it this way, you are sixteen and this is your first
time. I won't force you to anything.  Let us do it like this: you fuck
me, and then decide if you want it the other way round as well."

And he put on his bright smile again.

"Alright" I said, still a little uncertain "Let's give it a try"

Now I was excited. I was about to fuck a guy's ass. It seemed weird to
me though, he was older and bigger. It would be kind of natural to be
fucked by him, but what the hell. If fucking was only half as good as
getting my dick sucked, this day would be the best of my life.

Tom got up and started undressing. I started undressing as well. My
cock was hard as rock again, though already aching a little from the
last three comings. I went to the bedroom and placed myself on the
bed, while Tom was taking a bottle of lube and a package of condoms
out of his drawer. He sat next to me and let himself fall back on the
bed, his legs swinging up in the air, where he kept them still. Then
he placed his feet on each side of me, exposing his dick, balls and
hole right to my sight.

"You know what this is for, right?" he asked, while popping open the
lube and dripping the thick liquid over his index finger.

"Yes, I know. I'm inexperienced, but I'm not stupid" I said and smiled.

"Alright, alright. Get some yourself, come over here!"

He took my right hand and put lots of lube on my index finger as well.
 Then I got back to my position observing his asshole and watched Tom
massaging it.

"The more relaxed it is, the easier it goes in" he said, his cock
slowly rising to full erection.

So far he had touched my asshole only shortly in the shower, but even
from that brief moment I could imagine how it must feel to get a good
massage down there.
Then Tom slowly slid one finger up his own ass and moaned in pleasure.
I saw that he was pushing his asshole against his finger, revealing
more and more of that darkish roselike muscle.
I was a bit sceptical if he was showing off, and if his finger would
be full of shit when he would pull out. But his impressive hard-on
told me he was not faking; and when he released his finger from his
ass there were no traces of shit on it. I was relieved, but still
sitting there a bit stunned and distant.

"Come on, if you want to fuck me, you have to finger me!" Tom said.

He took my hand and guided it to his asshole. I stuck out my well
lubed finger and placed it right on his hole.

"Now go ahead" he said and I actually started to push my own finger
into another man's ass for the very first time. It made me want to
fuck him immediately. It felt great, especially that Tom would sigh in
pleasure every once in a while when I hit certain spots in his inside.
"Take a second one."
He didn't have to say that twice! I lubed up my middle finger as well
and started fingerfucking Tom with both fingers.

"Can we fuck now?" I asked.

He just smiled and reached over for the condoms without letting go of
my fingers that were still stuck up his ass.
"Here! Let me put it on you."

Now he sat up, letting his knees drop to the bed, my fingers slipping
finally out of his ass. He shifted his bodyweight up again to grab my
little dick. He rolled the condom over my cock and put more lube on
it. Then he turned around and sat on all fours with his backside to
me. I was about to fuck him doggy-style.

I sat up on my knees right behind me and probed with my finger to
locate his asshole again. Then I came closer bit by bit and finally
reached a good position. The top of my dick was now touching his hole.
He reached around his back to me, holding my buttocks in his hands and
pushing my hip into the direction of his ass.

Then my dick entered his hole. There was a slight resistance, but not
as much as I imagined. It felt warm and tight and good, but somehow my
dick was seriously aching. It had endured a lot today. And soon I
realized that it would be impossible for me to enjoy this fuck.

I hugged this guy from the back, my dick up his ass and somehow he was
having more fun than I did. I didn't understand: I always thought that
the top part was the fun part, and the bottom was some kind of victim.
 But this was different: I started to slide my dick in and out Tom's
ass, but the more we did it, the more it felt like I did all the work
and he had all the fun.
After a while I had to stop because my dick was hurting too much.

And maybe shy-and-inexperienced-teenager fucking a
straightforward-30-year-old was just not in the sense of
gay-anal-sex's inventor.
So we stopped and I pulled out.

"So what's wrong?"

"My dick aches!"

He just smiled
"It had a lot to do today!"

I was a bit disappointed. After a spectacular day with lots of
kissing, jerking and sucking, now the highlight -- the fucking -- just
didn't work out like I wanted.

"Don't be sad. You came off three times today. I wish I could ever do
that." Tom said.

"But you could when you were my age, right?" I asked.

"When I was your age I was still six years away from my first sex."

"You were 22 when you had your first gay sex"

"Yes, and it was awful. I want yours to be better than mine."

"It is definitely good" I said and smiled.

"Do you still want to try anal sex the other way round? Do you want me
to fuck you?"

"I don't know" I said. "I'm a bit scared."

"Let me help you to make up your mind."

I thought I knew what was about to happen. He was going to suck me
again. But my dick was aching and I was captured between excitement
and exhaustion. I wanted to get off again, but I couldn't anymore!
He positioned me on my back like before -- just as if he was about to
suck me off again - so I said:

"I'm afraid you cannot suck me of no more, it was too much for my dick so far."

"Relax. I won't touch your dick. Promise. But you have to trust me."

"Alright"

So I just laid there and waited for him to "convince" me.
He pushed my head back down to the bed and grabbed my thighs from the
underside. Then he lifted my legs up and moved his head closer to my
now exposed ass.

 "Remember the rimming?"

And then I had another revelation. Tom ran his tongue around my
asshole, a tickling and wet sensation rushed through me. This was
brilliant. Tom continued seriously wetting my asshole with this
tongue; I grew more horny and horny. My dick was rock hard all the
time, I was desperate to get off, but the sensual sensations came to
my own surprise not from my dick, but from my asshole!
And then I felt Toms tongue entering my hole just for a second. He
gave some muffling sound: "hmmmmmmm" I was excited as hell and wanted
more of his tongue up my ass, but he moved back and asked:

"Are you alright with that?"

"Are you kidding? This is fucking great! Please go on!"

He just smiled very bright and licked his way across my whole body
back to my asshole.
His tongue went up my ass again and I sighed in relieve. It was like
the ultimate relaxing massage.
After some time of rimming I was ready to burst.
And then I just heard myself saying:

"Please fuck me Tom!"

I guess he kind of convinced me.

Nothing happened, no response. Toms tongue was continuously wandering
around, in and out of my asshole. I was again captured between ecstasy
and uncertainty.
But I could not stop it, so I said a little louder:

"Tom, I think I want you to fuck me."

This time Tom stopped and turned his face towards mine. He looked
happy like a kid at Christmas. He smiled widely.

"Alright" he said, "we'll do whatever you want."
Tom moved his away from my ass and came closer to me. He smiled and
kissed my forehead.

"Does it hurt?" I asked.

"Yes, but in a good way."

"Did I hurt you when I fucked you?"

"Well" he said and laughed a little.
"It depends on the size of whatever you shove up your ass... and I had
much bigger things up my ass than your cock. No offence. And I had a
good fingering."

"But do you think you will hurt me?"

"It depends. If you relax enough, my dick could just slide in like
nothing. That's why fingering is good. You can slowly adapt your
asshole to the size you need. I will put as many fingers up your ass
until you can take my cock easily. Let's go"

Tom grabbed another condom and the lube. He unpacked the condom and
rolled it over his cock. Since it was pretty big, he had quite a
hassle doing that. When he was done with the condom, he put lube on
his finger and rubbed it against my asshole. I didn't move all the
time, my legs were still spread and up in the air.
Tom placed my thighs on his shoulders and started pushing his finger
slowly against my ass.
"Now push your asshole against my finger, just like if were taking a shit."
I did like I was told.
Doing that, the muscular resistance disappeared and his whole index
finger slid into my ass. This was another sensation. It just felt
awesome. Tom smiled at me and I smiled back.

"Is that alright?" he asked.

"Hell yes" I answered.

He moved his finger in and out my ass and probed around until he hit a
spot that made sigh in pleasure.

"Your prostate." He said. "You know it, don't you?"

"Yes" I said, hardly able to speak straight without trembling.
"But I didn't know how it feels to touch it" I continued.
And then: "Please touch it"

I wiggled my body from side to side. My Asshole being the centre of
movement, where Tom was giving me a serious fingerjob, eventually
hitting my prostate and making me moan. Then he introduced a second
finger into my asshole. It hurt a little, but the pain subsided fast.
I was still in full ecstasy. In addition, he deepthroated me from time
to time, I felt like in heaven again. Then a third finger came in and
my ass began to feel really full and tense from the inside. Tom smiled
at me and worked his three fingers up my ass, just to let them slide
out completely again. I felt empty end restless. I his fingers back up
my ass.
When he pushed his fingers back in, the slid in easy like it was only
one. My asshole must have been pretty relaxed by then. I was entirely
happy with his warm and big hand down there, giving me sensations from
my butt. My penis gave an unsteady stream of a clear watery liquid,
but I was not even close to cumming.
Tom was now over me, his one arm placed next to my torso, supporting his body.
His other hand moved in an out of my ass.
My legs were still placed on his shoulders, but since he had moved his
head closer to mine, my knees were now almost over my shoulders. In
other words, he was positioning us for fucking.

And then I felt the top of his dick pressing against my asshole. Tom
still had three fingers inside me, and now he used them to guide his
cock into my ass. And then he shoved a big part of his eight inch cock
up my ass. And yes, I did hurt. He pushed more and I felt like I was
exploding. He slid the full length of his cock into me!

"Ughh" I said. My eyes were wide open. Pain and pleasure were equally
distributed, but I needed a break.
"Please stop" I said.

"Sorry" he said and removed his cock from me. He sat back looked at me.
Then he said:
"Maybe this is not the right position for starters. We can stop for
today if you want to."

But while saying this, he had already slid a finger into my ass again
and was hitting the right spot again. I could impossibly stop here.

"No, don't stop now"

"Alright, I would also love to fuck you some more, if you asked me.
You are a hot piece of ass. Then let's try something else."

Tom laid back on the bed, now his cock sticking up in the air. He put
more lube on it and wiped off his fingers in a towel he had placed
next to us on the bed earlier. Then he guided my Torso with both his
hands on top of him. I sat on him like riding a horse. He looked up to
me and I looked down to his face. Then he started pushing my hips and
legs down towards his dick.

"Try to sit on it" he said "So you can control how much you take in."

I did like I was told and this time I grabbed his dick and guided it
towards my asshole. I pushed like I was shitting, just like Tom had
told me earlier. The top of his cock slipped in. I stopped there and
waited. It didn't hurt at all. Tom sighed and hummed in pleasure. I
was willing to take more. Somehow I was pretty obsessed by the idea. I
must take his whole cock. It must be possible. I wanted it just to
prove it to myself. And right now it was pretty comfortable. Not quite
as hot as the fingering, but every second it became better.
I pushed my ass back down his cock. He just held still and sighed. I
moved back up a bit, to relieve the pain. But with each inch, the
pain/pleasure-ratio became better, and when Tom started pushing his
dick into my ass himself it felt as easy as his first finger.

"Are you still alright?" he asked me while sliding the most of his
eight inches in and out my butt.

"Yeah" I said. By this time I had completely adapted to his size and I
was receiving simply a good fucking.

Tom started pounding me and sweat began running from our foreheads. We
fucked quite some time like this until Tom suddenly said:

"I think we should try another position. I can't climax this way, and
maybe for you it's also more pleasurable."

"Aright, whatever you say"

Tom let his dick slide out of my ass and rose up. He pulled the condom
off his dick and opened another one. His dick was really big. I was
shocked that I had this thing all the way up my ass.
I got up from the bed as well.

"So what do you suggest?" I asked him.

Tom rolled the new condom over his cock and lubed it up.
"I would suggest that we walk into the kitchen and you stand right two
feet in front of the kitchen table"

"Alright" I said, if he wanted to fuck me there I was fine with that.

So we went to the kitchen and I stopped two feet before the table. Tom
bent my torso towards the table so I had to support my body with my
arms placed right on the table. Tom stepped back behind me and tilted
my hips back so that I was now standing like one of the Bulgarian boys
from the porn movie that we had watched for a minute this morning.

Tom performed some jerking moved on his cock, distributing the lube
and giving it the right erection. Then he came closer to my backside
and ran his fingers through my crack. When he found my asshole, he
stuck a finger inside, which gave a boost to my erection again. I was
instantly back on the track.

Guided by his finger, his dick slid up my ass again. He pushed it up
all the way, this time with no pain at all, leaving me breathless with
pleasure. Tom started fucking me again, this time a bit harder and due
to the other position, his cock hit my sensitive spot more often than
before.

He was giving me a good pounding right away, the precum-like clear
liquid was now flowing from my hard cock from time to time as we went
on; Tom reached around and started to jerk my penis with his lubed
hands. I just grab his hand and push it against my balls to stop him
from masturbating me, but it's effortless. The pressure of his and my
hand against my belly makes it even worse, I'm climaxing even more
like this. His cock is thrusting against my prostate even more like
this; my balls and cock are aching like hell.

I feel like I have to explode, but instead of orgasms I experience
waves of arousal coming and going. It feels like orgasms, but I don't
ejaculate; it feels like ejaculating, but there is no orgasm. Tom
fucks me steadily and grunts like an animal.
I hold Toms hand tightly and he holds my cock and balls. But he is
much stronger than me and so I give in. Tom starts jerking my dick in
the same speed like he is fucking me. And this time I have absolutely
no chance. I am finally climaxing for good. I scream. It is the most
intense feeling I have ever experienced.

I shoot my load and scream.
"Fuuuuuuucckk!"
My cock and balls pump incoherently like there as still semen left in
me to shoot out. Spasms shake my whole body; my ass is contracting and
relaxing, making Tom even hornier. Tom is screaming as well. He is
cumming, too, the very same time. He just keeps pumping his load up my
ass. I feel the condom being filled with his juice. But I am out of my
mind. I collapse on the kitchen table. And Tom collapses over me.

Minutes passed by and Tom and I just stood there, our Torsos collapsed
on the kitchen table.
I felt his dick still in me, suddenly giving me a strange feeling. I
had not only lost my virginity to a man, but also I had been seriously
turned on from being fucked up the ass. Now I felt a bit guilty.

Tom's dick began to shrink and he pulled it out of my ass. I felt
strange and empty. I watched Tom wrapping the semen-filled condom in
some twinkies and throwing it into the kitchen-dustbin. Just standing
there, my legs still spread, I felt small and big ad the same time. On
the one hand this was definitely an adult thing. I was really into sex
with men. But on the other hand I was definitely some kind of child
having been fucked by an adult.

Tom came back and handed me a glass of water. I drank, it felt good
and healthy.
We walked back to his bedroom, curled up under his blankets, not saying a word.
I wanted to go.
Tom was looking at me like he was feeling a bit guilty as well. I
think he realized that our fucking had ended up pretty rough. And that
the whole day turned from careful introduction into plain hard
fucking.
We both looked at each other like we had done something forbidden,
which technically -- considering the fact that I was definitely
underage -- was the case.
I got dressed and Tom put on some fresh clothes.
Then he broke the silence:

"Will we meet again?"

"I don't know", I said, "but I thank you for the day."

Silence.

"You don't have to thank me. I have to thank you." He said. And then
after another break:
"I understand if you don't want to answer any questions now. But if
you get horny again, and you feel like coming here, you are more than
welcome, just remember that."

"I know" I said.

Another silence passed until I continued:

"Well, I get horny pretty often. And this was a great day. I'll call you."

"Alright, I trust you."

"But now I want to go home."

"Fair enough, I'll guide you down to your bicycle."

"I think I walk from here to the next subway-station. I don't feel
like biking right now" I replied.

"Then I'll walk you there."

Walking in the fresh afternoon-air next to Tom made the whole
perspective on gay sex much more appealing then it had looked so close
after our fuck.
My ass began feeling strangely good and the pure thought of what just
had happened made me horny again. I smiled.
Without talking we reached the subway-station and Tom waited with my
on the platform until a train came. I sat down, smiling at Tom who
smiled back from the platform. While the doors were being closed, Tom
stuck his whole index finger into his mouth, sucked it, pulled it out
and gestured like he was sticking his wet finger slowly up an
imaginary ass right in front of him. I got the message. And my cock
went hard again.