Date: Thu, 20 Apr 2006 16:32:34 +0100 (BST)
From: edward peters <sheer_nylons2002@yahoo.co.uk>
Subject: The Lifeguard (part 2)

After my first ever gay experience with Luke, the young lifeguard I went
through a period of denial, which lasted for about three to four weeks. I
felt that what I had done was wrong and it got to the stage where I felt
ashamed and in a way, disgusted with myself for being so easily lead
astray. I regretted what had happened and now I was trying to cope with it
as best as I could. But the constant urges and vivid memories of that
encounter with Luke were proving very difficult to ignore. I realised how
miserable I was making myself and knew I had to either get over it or
pursue it further, after all life was too short. Eventually after all the
worrying and stressing I came to the decision that I had to live with the
fact that I was bisexual and in a way I was relieved that I could actually
accept this.

 I did eventually go back to the swimming pool where I had met Luke but
unfortunately he wasn't working that day. I went back a few more times and
still no Luke and I did wonder whether he had quit his job and moved on. I
did see the chubby guy that had been in the shower room room with Luke but
for obvious reasons I couldn't ask him whether Luke still worked at the
pool. The only way of finding out about Luke's whereabouts was to ask one
of the other lifeguards, but I realised that would only arouse suspicion as
to why I was interested. I was quite dissapointed because I felt ready to
explore my bi sexuality further and with Luke seemingly unavailable I
didn't have a clue on how I could do this.

  It was the internet that provided the opportunity to explore things
further. I found a website where you could contact guys in your area, which
had chat rooms and message boards where gay and bi men could arrange to
meet up with each other. It was while I was reading the message boards that
I noticed a lot of these guys seemed to visit a particular gay sauna called
" Flamingos". Apparently if you were looking for horny sex with other guys
this was the place to visit, judging by some of the comments made. There
was an address and phone number for anyone interested in visiting and when
I realised it was only about two miles away from where I lived I thought it
may be a good idea to visit this place. The only concern I had was there
was a possibility that if I did go to this place and with it being so local
I might see guys there who I knew and that would be so embarrassing. I
wondered how I would react if I saw one of my work colleagues or even
someone who used the same bar as me and I knew I wouldn't be able to handle
a situation like that. But the idea of visiting a gay sauna did seem the
perfect way for me to satisfy my constant urges and so I decided to search
for other saunas in neighbouring towns where I was less likely to bump into
someone that I knew.

 I found another sauna which was in a town about twelve miles away and
again after reading other guys experiences at this place I decided that I
would go there. I thought it would be best to go there one afternoon on a
weekday when it wouldn't be too crowded hopefully, which might be a bit
overwhelming for my first time there. I jotted down the address and phone
number and made a decision to visit this place the following afternoon. The
opening times were from 11 am to 11 pm and on weekends they stayed open
until 2am in the morning which I guessed was when it was fairly busy. I
couldn't really believe that I was going to visit a place like this and
tried not to think about it too much as I knew this would only instill
doubts in my mind and I would end up not going.

 The next day after a few moments of indecision, I went to the sauna as
planned and after a twenty minute drive, followed by another twenty minutes
finding somewhere to park the car, I finally arrived at the place. There
was a buzzer on the front door and a camera looking down from above and
after pressing the buzzer it took a few seconds before I heard the lock. I
pushed gently on the door and it opened so I stepped inside.

 " Good afternoon" came a voice over to my right.

 I turned and in the very dim light I could see this freaky looking guy,
with spiky, blonde hair standing behind a of reception desk. I walked over
to him and as I got closer I noticed the face jewellry and heavy makeup he
was wearing and he looked like a throwback from the punk era. He wasn't a
particular welcoming sight and already I was getting bad vibes about this
place.

 " Your first time here?" he asked, in a slightly camp voice, as he looked
me up and down

 " Yes it is" I answered

 " OK Well it's 10 and that gives you access to all the facilities and
there is no limit on how long you wish to stay" he explained.

 I fumbled in my pocket for the money and handed it over to him

 " So what facilities have you got here" I asked

 He handed me a leaflet, which I started to browse through

 " If you'd like to make your way inside, there's a bar where you can get a
drink and read through the leaflet" He suggested.

 I took his advice and after thanking him I made my way to the bar
area. The first thing I noticed was the smell, stale beer combined with
cigarette smoke and also a strange musky, almost unclean aroma. I walked
over to the bar where there were about five or six other guys, all enjoying
a drink and chatting amongst themselves. It reminded me of one of those
dingy, nightclubs I used to frequent in my younger days.

 As I ordered a beer I noticed one of the guys at the bar looking over at
me. I glanced in his direction and he smiled and started walking towards
me.

 " Hi you are new here" he said

He was dressed casually, about six foot tall and very thin and didn't
really come across as gay, which was a good thing for me as the camp,
affected mannerisms that some gay guys seemed to adopt was very offputting
to me.

 " Hi yes it's my first time here" I replied.

 " Paul" he announced offering me his hand

 " Edward " I answered and we shook hands.

 " A virgin then" he said, looking at me and smiling.

 " Well I suppose you could put it that way"

 " Gay or bi?..or maybe you are just curious? which is it?"

 This guy was very direct, but why shouldn't he be, after all everybody in
this place was probably looking for the same thing.

 " Bi really, well I've tried it once and so I'm not really sure" I
answered, starting to feel a little embarrassed.

 " Well did you enjoy it?" he asked

 " Yes I did"

 " Well there you go then, that's all that matters and now I assume you
want some more, otherwise why else would you be here?"

 " Yes that's true" I answered,not sure of what else to say

 " Well why don't I show you around?" he offered

 " Yes OK"

I had no idea how to play this. Paul was obviously interested in having sex
with me, but I was concerned as to what that would involve. I had only
sucked and wanked Luke but maybe this guy would want more than that and
that was quite scary to think about.

 " The film studio is the best place to start, we can watch some porn and
get into the mood" he suggested.

 " OK sounds good to me"

 I was trying to sound calm and relaxed, but inside I was as nervous as a
kitten.



Paul lead me out of the bar area and down a corridor, then he opened one of
the doors and we entered a very dark room. On one wall was a very large
screen, showing a gay movie where a black guy was fucking this white guy
and with the volume turned up very loud all I could hear was the white guy
in the film, literally screaming as the black guy fucked him hard. Paul
nudged my arm and as I looked at him, he nodded towards a row of seats,
signalling me to sit down. We both sat at the end of the row and as I
glanced around the room I could see there were quite a few other guys
watching the film. Paul moved close to me and whispered in my ear.

 " Take your cock out" he said

I felt so horny by now that his suggestion was easy to comply with and so I
undid my trousers and fumbled inside my undies and took out my hard
cock. He grabbed my cock and started to slowly, wank me off.I watched the
film as this total stranger moved his head down into my lap and took my
cock into his mouth.He began to suck me and I looked around to see if
anyone could see what we were doing. There was a guy who I hadn't noticed
before and he was seated at the other end of the row we were in. I could
see his hand pumping up and down and rather than watch the film, he was
looking over at us instead. As my cock was expertly sucked by Paul I looked
over at the other guy and whether he took this as a signal I wasn't sure,
but he stood up and started to walk along the row towards me and Paul. I
could feel my heart beating fast as this guy came right up to where I was
sat. He was still holding his hard cock and I watched as he pointed it
towards my face. It was obvious what he wanted and I obliged him by moving
my head forward and I started to lick the tip of his wet, hard cock.His
cock was uncut and about six to seven inches in length with a very thick
girth. He continued to wank, sliding the wet foreskin all the way over the
head and there was a lot of precome leaking out, which tasted quite strong
and I could also smell the strong aroma coming from his cock. I don't know
how long he had been wanking before Paul and me came into the cinema, but
judging by the way he was thrusting his hips and wanking faster now, I
guessed that he was probably very close to coming. I clamped my lips
tightly around his cockhead, and with Paul slurping away on my cock it was
a very horny feeling and I was more than ready for this guy to shoot his
hot come into my mouth. Paul seemed oblivious to the fact that this other
guy had joined us or maybe he was just used to this sort of thing happening
here. The guy I was sucking, started to wank faster and faster and as I
felt his cock swell in my mouth I knew what to expect. He started to spurt
his come and he seemed to go on forever, spurting more and more hot come
into my mouth which I willingly started to swallow. This guy certainly came
a lot and I wondered if he was ever going to stop, it felt like he was
pissing the stuff into my mouth and it tasted really strong and tangy, but
eventually he finished and casually removed his cock from my mouth. He
zipped himself up, turned around and walked away, back down the row of
seats and out of the cinema.

 I was a bit taken aback by this guys cheek, how he had simply walked over
and offered his cock to be sucked, then after coming in my mouth he just
walked away without a word of thanks or anything, but then again it was
this openness and relaxed attitude to having sex with total strangers that
made this place seem so appealing.

 Paul stopped sucking me and once again leaned in close and spoke in my ear

  " Better not make you come too soon, there's other places you must try
out here" he said.

 He stood up and I quickly did my trousers back up and followed Paul out of
the cinema wondering where he was taking me.



Paul gave me a full tour of the whole place, showing me everything
including a jacuzzi, a shower room and a sauna room where three guys were
indulging themselves in what Paul explained to me later was commonly known
as a 'spitroasting'.There was one guy on his hands and knees who was
sucking one guy off while another guy fucked him from behind. What struck
me as odd was that neither of the three guys took any notice of me and Paul
as we entered the sauna and they just carried on having sex. We left the
sauna and after Paul showed me around the rest of the facilities which
included a gloryhole room, a sling room and even a scary place which was
aptly called the dungeon. Paul described what went on in each of the rooms
and I had to admit the gloryhole sounded very inviting. I could just
imagine how horny it would be to suck cock after cock through the hole
without seeing the guy you were actually pleasuring.

 " There's also a few private cubicles where you can go if you don't want
an audience " Paul said.

 " That sounds more like my sort of thing to be honest" I answered

 " OK let's go and have a shower first and then we can find somewhere
quiet" he suggested

We both stripped off in the changing area and strangely enough I didn't
feel particularly awkward or embarrassed at undressing in front of another
guy as I thought I would have. My cock was fully erect and when I saw Paul
naked my eyes were immediately drawn to his lovely, looking cock. He was
quite hairy but fairly well endowed and uncut. His cock wasn't hard and
hung down between his legs and the foreskin completely covered his cockhead
. Straight away he started to masturbate and very soon his cock was fairly
stiff and looked very inviting.

 " Shall we get in the shower then? " he asked

 " Yes OK " I answered

 " There should be some clean towels in the locker behind you" hesaid

 I opened the locker and took out two towels, offering one of them to Paul
as I followed him into the shower cubicle.There were five showers in alarge
open area and Paul turned two of them on and adjusted them to the right
temperature. There were bottles of shower gel provided and we both got
under the showers and started to wash ourselves down. Before long Paul
started to soap my body for me and I followed his lead by soaping him down.

 " Turn around Edward" he said

 I did as he said and felt his hands on my bottom, squeezing and soaping my
bum cheeks and then I felt his hand slide between my legs and his soapy
fingers started to probe around my tight hole. I jumped suddenly as I felt
him slide a soapy finger inside me. He took me by surprise but as he
continued to use his finger on me and I could feel his hot breath on the
back of my neck as he rubbed up against me.

 " You ever been fucked Edward?" he asked.

 I tensed up immediately, scared at where this seemed to be going. I could
feel him spreading my tight, virgin hole wider as he continued to finger
me.

 " No I haven't" I answered

 " Would you like to try, I'll take it very slow and gentle" he said into
my ear as he pressed tighter against me. I could feel his hard cock against
my bum and I just didn't know what to do. He was coming on very strong and
I didn't want to upset him in case he got nasty and I couldn't understand
how the situation had changed so dramatically.

 " Paul I'm not sure about this, I've never even thought about doing stuff
like this before" I said, hoping he would get the message that I was
reluctant to let him fuck me.

 " Hey, I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you" he replied as he removed his
finger from my arse.

 " Sorry it's just a big step for me and I don't think I could manage your
cock like that"

  But realising that Paul hadn't intended to force me into it, started to
make me curious as to what it would feel like. His finger seemed to slide
in easy enough and didn't hurt but just felt a little bit uncomfortable.

 " Doesn't it hurt?" I asked

 " The secret is to try and relax and not to tense your arse muscle too
much" he explained

I reached behind me and took hold of his hard cock. I wasn't sure why I was
doing this but I pushed my bum out and rubbed it against Paul's hard cock.

 " Do you want to try?" he asked

 " Yes" I grunted, suddenly feeling so aroused at the thought of being
fucked in my tight arse.

 " Might be better if we go to one of the private cubicles, there's lube
and condoms there"



We found an empty cubicle which could be locked from the inside so that we
wouldn't be disturbed. Paul suggested I get onto the small bed as he
searched through one of the cupboards next to the bed. He seemed to find
what he was looking for and turned towards me.

 " If you get up on your hands and knees I'll lube you up" he said

I did as he said, feeling vulnerable yet extremely horny as I exposed my
bum to him. I felt his wet, slippery fingers rubbing the cold lubricant all
around my tight hole, then I felt his fingers slide inside as he opened me
up.I tried to relax as best I could which wasn't easy as Paul continued to
finger my hole. I couldn't see what he was doing but could hear him opening
something which I assumed was a condom to put on his cock. Then I felt his
hands on my hips, pulling me towards him.

 " Just relax and see how it feels" he said

I could feel something hot and hard nuzzling against my lubed hole and
prepared myself for his cock. It felt huge and as he pushed against my arse
I just couldn't relax and as I tensed up I knew I wouldn't be able to take
his cock

 " I know it's not a very nice thought, but try and imagine you are going
to the toilet" he suggested

 " How do you mean" I asked

 " If you push with your arse muscle as if you were taking a dump, it will
open you up"

 His graphic description didn't exactly sound very arousing, but I did as
he suggested and as I pushed I suddenly felt his cock enter my arse.

 " Oh fuck...gently, please" I gasped as I felt the sharp, searing pain as
his cock spread my arse wide open. I could hear Paul breathing heavily now
and the pain in my arse was almost unbearable. It felt really uncomfortable
and I had no way of telling how much of Paul's cock was inside my arse but
at least he wasn't forcing it and he kept still, letting me get used to the
strange sensation of being opened up by his cock

 " How much is in there" I asked, straining with the dull pain.

 " Just my cockhead" he answered

 It felt like a lot more and I was having grave doubts that I would be able
to take his whole length.But the initial sharp, stabbing pain was beginning
to ease, turning into a numbing, dull sort of ache. I was trying to relax
my muscles and determined as I was to experience being fucked for the first
time I gently pushed backwards against Paul's hard cock. I could feel more
of his cock sliding into me and encouraged by the fact that the pain didn't
increase I kept pushing .

 " Oh yes Edward, that's it you've almost taken it all" Paul gasped.

His words only spurred me on and I pushed some more until I felt my bum
pressed tight against him and I knew I had his whole length deep inside my
arse. It didn't feel pleasurable, just very uncomfortable but it felt so
arousing and in a way excitingly dirty that I was being fucked in the arse
by another guy.Paul began to gently, slide his cock back out, then slowly
in again so that he was now fucking me properly and I just kept totally
still, willing to let him use me like this. The uncomfortable feeling of
being full to the brim didn't really go away and as Paul began to increase
the pace a little I felt as if I was about to piss all over the bed. The
only way to describe the full feeling was when you need to take a dump and
that just didn't bear thinking about at this moment. I tried to ignore the
discomfort and concentrate on giving Paul pleasure hoping it wouldn't be
too long before he spurted his come .

 Paul's hands gripped my hips tighter and now he was thrusting harder and
faster into my arse, the discomfort had gone slightly replaced by a sheer
numbness as Paul fucked me hard.

 " Oh fuck yes I'm nearly there" he gasped

I started to push back to meet his thrusts wanting him to come and then I
heard him gasp out loud and his cock tensed and jerked in a spasm inside me
and I knew he was coming. I wondered what it would have felt like to feel
his come spurting inside without the condom, but knew that was a risk not
worth taking. Feeling his cock twitching and jerking inside me was actually
quite a pleasurable sensation and I wasn't sure whether I was going to pee
or come myself. But neither of those happened and when Paul slid his cock
from my well fucked arse I felt a rush of sheer satisfaction that I had
actually achieved what I had initially thought impossible.

 " Think we both may need another shower now" Paul said and both of us
started to laugh.

 Just as I had with Luke with my first gay experience, I didn't feel let
down or frustrated that I hadn't come myself and actually, providing the
pleasure was proving to be a big turn on for me. After sucking the guy off
in the cinema room and now with Paul having fucked me in the arse I
realised there was no turning back now. I was hooked and loving every horny
minute of it and had to accept this new found bi sexuality, whether I liked
it or not.



Paul and I took another shower together and even when Paul offered to wank
me off as a thankyou I told him it was'nt really necessary if he didn't
really feel like it as I had enjoyed what we had done together and my
satisfaction could wait for another time. I realised then that I had said
exactly the same thing to Luke after sucking his lovely, huge cock to
completion.We got dried and dressed and I said to Paul that I had better be
off as I wasn't sure how much time I had left on the parking meter. We
shook hands in the bar and I left the sauna. On the way out the young, camp
door attendant smiled knowingly at me as I walked by.

 " Did you have a nice time" He asked

 " Yes thanks" I answered, still feeling the numb sensation in my arse as a
reminder of the hot, horny time I had enjoyed.

 " See you again then" he said

 " Yes I think you probably will"

We said goodbye and I walked out of the sauna and made my way to my car.