Date: Wed, 21 Apr 2010 09:53:05 EDT
From: Julyguy1@aol.com
Subject: The New Life

The New Life
Copyright Alex Carr 2010

I first met Kevin in Morrisons supermarket, he was just another till
cashier, but it seemed most every time I did my weekly shop I saw him there,
happily doing his work.

At the time I thought nothing of it that I liked him, I guess because of
his  cheerful and spirited manner, and so every time I shopped at Morrisons
I mad sure I was on the queue to be checked out by Kevin.
It came to the  point where he started to greet me by my Christian name
rather than just plain  "Sir" but of course our chats, he was a great
conversationalist, were always  limited because of "Tut-Tut's " from another
shopper behind waiting to be  served.

Before very long I felt I was getting frustrated, simply because I could
not get the opportunity to talk with him properly. In fact I found myself
attracted to him. Nothing unusual about that I told myself, he is just another
 guy you like and want to make friends with.

But I slowly realised it was more than that. It was something that had not
happened to me since I was at high school and had a crush on my male
teacher. It  happens I discovered, nothing unusual about that, doesn't mean you
are "that way  inclined" so to speak. So I shrugged it off and soon forgot
him when I left  school.

So could this be the same, with Kevin I mean. Lately he had seemed to take
more of a personal interest, asking me what I did, and all that sort of
thing. I  decided I would try and ask him if he would like to come surfing with
me down at  Newquay one weekend. With nothing more in mind than just a
simple friendship.  But who was I kidding, only myself - because it was
something else I felt, but I  was confused and could not understand. If it had been
a girl cashier that would  have seemed more natural, but a Guy?
However, disappointed I could not see  Kevin at any of the check outs for
weeks, had he given up the job, got sacked  (which I doubted, he was such a
keen worker) - I just had to ask at the  information desk.

"Kevin? do you mean Kevin Thomas?"
"Don't know his second name," I  replied.
"Well if you mean Kevin Thomas, he was promoted to Manager and it  now at
out Totnes store, it has to be him because he was the only cashier with  that
name."

Totnes wasn't far from Paignton so I decided to shop there instead, with
the hope of meeting Kevin again. As if it was meant to be I saw him talking
to  some shelf fillers. I hovered around to see if he noticed me, I was not
confident enough to interrupt but I noticed, although he was firm, he still
had  that wonderful cheerful disposition about him and he did look so smart
and good  in his manager's outfit. Then a thought flashed though my mind
which made me  hesitate in approaching Kevin. I realised my feelings for this
guy were more  than just casual, I felt it was much more than that, I felt
sort of physically  attracted, like I wanted to be with him - which really
took me back. So confused  was I that I decided to back off before he saw me
and quickly went to continue  my shopping.

But as if by destiny I heard this shout behind me, calling my name, swung
around and it was Kevin. "Aren't you going to talk to me then?"

My heart fluttered, what was happening to me. I was so thrilled that he had
 noticed me and wanted to chat again. He asked how I found him at Totnes
and how  he wanted to tell me about his promotion and everything but it had
happened so  quickly as the former manager had been sacked for misconduct..
"Look, come up  to my office, Pete. It is my break time, come and have a
coffee with me."

Of course I submitted. It was how it all started really, we hit it off
straight away and  gradually we grew to know each other more intimately  when
we spent time together a lot, surfing, at the cinema and at his  place.

But what really sparked off something deeper than being simply buddies was
when he complimented me on my casual way of dressing. It was when he said I
 looked divine that made me come out of myself and accept that I was as
much  inclined  as he was to the alternative sexual leaning - as Kevin liked to
 call it.
"It is just somehow I have never quite understood myself that way" I
confided. We were having a real close conversation, he sat next to me on the
sofa in his flat.
"In which way do you mean. Pete, can I call you Pete  rather than Peter?"

I paused but he prompted me to come out with my thoughts, not to be shy, to
 just let them flow. In fact that was Kevin all over, his great Charisma
was so comforting.

"I have always thought tit is unnatural that's all" I submitted in a very
guarded way.
"If it is right for you, it is natural for you, Pete" he  reassured,
touching my hand with his for the very first time, except that when  we shook
hands when we departed.

Now was different because his fingers gently stroked mine in a way which
was most stimulating. I felt so very much drawn to this lovely guy, it was
like  a new life had come for me, he made me feel so wonderful and at peace
with the  world.

"So, Pete, just let it flow Huh? You are what you are, simply that. Let us
get more acquainted I would I'd like that, are you for it?"

I gulped. Lost for words immediately. Kevin said if I wanted time to think
about it, that would be fine.
But I found myself at perfect ease with Kevin,  He was such a wonderful
guy. I knew than out relationship was about to grow to a  new and thrilling
crescendo, when we would be so much more than just simply new  friends.

I felt his hand tighten over mine as he so gently lifted my chin up, so
that his lips were level with mine, then I felt the touch of his lips, just a
touch, on mine. Closing my eyes to this new and strange sensation I felt my
 whole being stir, and all at once I felt just like putty in his arms as we
 embraced and kissed.
But I guess Kevin could tell from my body language I was  nervous. It was
ala happening at once and I was hardily prepared for something  which had
been waiting to burst out of my system, I knew this and apologised to  Kevin
for my apprehension, saying it was nothing at all to do with him - but
myself, that I had to come to terms with myself and what was happening to me,  all
the new and unknown stirrings I had always imagined could only occur with a
 member of the opposite sex and not with a guy of the same genre.

He placed a finger against his lips and beckoned me to say no more, that he
 understood entirely, He went on to tell me how it was for him first time
he came  out, when he  realised he had fell for another guy, Jeffrey who was
killed  in a road accident,  "Oh please do not concern yourself, and anyway
as far  as I am concerned there is no pressure, so please don't  think you
have to  do anything right now, it may spoil it if you did, if you tried to
force it, far  better to wait for the right moment and you will know when
that is, Pete. Just  let me know if and when you want to go further."

I felt so calm about Kevin, he was so very nice and considerate, and
understanding. After his kiss, something that would have made me feel very
uncomfortable before I met Kevin, I felt submerged in his  being, that I  wanted
physical contact, and yet Kevin was right, to start anything then   would
have created a feeling that maybe I was expected to do it, and that was  the
wrong reason.

Kevin slid his palm along the top of my thigh which was  erotic enough  and
we left it there, that it had been a very nice evening which we agreed
would  be repeated soon, if not sooner - "and then we shall see" he said before
he saw  me to the front door , gave me another sweet kiss, this time ion
the cheek, held  my hand tight and whispered goodnight.

That night I couldn't sleep thinking of Kevin. I was fantasising of how it
might be, something I had never ever done before, except maybe when I had
thought of girls in my early teens, but now the emphasis was on Kevin.

I found myself massaging myself until I was very hard and stiff. What would
 it be like doing it with Kevin. I'd read about how guys do it together,
how some  like to give and others take, some both. And I found the   thought
of  oral sex very stimulating and imagined how I would be with Kevin, I was
keen to try it with Kevin, keen to try anal too, I wondered what it would
feel  like, how it would be - and he with much more experience, what he would
do to me  or with me.
During the night I had twice reached a very strong ejaculation,  each time
with a naked Kevin in mind, by morning I knew I was absolutely ready  to `go
further' with him, I texted him and arranged to meet him at his place the
same evening.

All day my heart, my mind was obsessed in the thought of being with Kevin
again, I found it difficult to concentrate on my work, in fact I was so
obsessed  I just had to take the afternoon off and drive over to Morrisons
Totnes, in the hope that I may just see Kevin that all, I was that immersed in
 him.
I felt the urge to text him when I got there, He appeared straight away
and I was quickly prompted into his office.

"I am so pleased you came, Pete - it is as off you read my mind, I feel I
just can't live with out you, I feel I love you, Pete."
I  replied that  I felt just the same, told him about taking the afternoon
off so I could  see him before the time we arranged.

It was as if we were both thinking  the same thoughts completely, and
when, in the confines of his office, I felt his warm kiss mould against mine, I
knew than I was ready for the off and whatever that meant!
"You know  something, Pete - you really turn me on, I feel good and at one
with you."

He smiled so generously, I was still in the magic of his kiss, and the way
he tipped up my chin. His hand went down to me - but then he took it away,
telling himself the office was not the place.
I smiled at him and longed for  that sweet touch again.
"Later" he whispered as if reading my thoughts.
"I  so look forward to that, Kevin"  we were strong and resisted our
temptations but now I knew was the time to go that bit further into our
relationship, and as Kevin said, we would have quality time together without the
fear of disturbances, out first time should not be in the confines of the
office  but at home because it was something to be cherished and nurtured.

I guess I was falling deeper and deeper for him, admiring his consideration
 in waiting for that really special time for us to at last be together.
After his  break I left reluctantly but felt somehow that I had stolen a bit
more of the  guy I loved, the guy I wanted to be with more than ever now.

Driving home I felt the swell come again, like it had done several times in
 the night, I was feeling an aching hunger that I had not quite experienced
in  the same way before. It was so overwhelming I just had to pull into a
quiet  siding and sooth my ache away. I closed my eyes, leaned back and
imagined it was  Kevin undoing my trouser zip. Would he be pleased with what he
saw, I hoped so,  I was well equipped in that direction and as I hooked my
erection out from the  confines of my boxer shorts and through the gap in my
trousers I made for a nice  slow squeeze and massage at first, gradually
building and building into a  crescendo, I soon felt the indescribable feeling
of release and jumped as I  reached the climax, which seemed to spurt and
spurt more then ever before. Me  feeling that if this is what Kevin did to me,
just the thought of being   with him and feeling his fuck for the first
time, what will it be like live, not  long to wait, I looked at my watch, time
for a shower when I got home and a  ready meal, then I'd spruce up to see my
new guy, my inimitable Kevin at 7  o'clock.

It seemed ages waiting, but I was home having a crafty afternoon off but
Kevin was still working, and then he'd have to get home, have a bite to eat
before I called on him at seven.

All the time I felt my carnal instinct  was working overtime - I had  done
it twice to relieve myself to some degree but still the pumping was there  l
ike it wasn't going to go away until a real time bonding with Kevin was
achieved.

Hooray, the time had come and there was I stood on his doorstep ringing the
 bell. Me thinking I hoped I would ring his bell later. And when he
answered,  there he was, looking divine, so casual in his beige chino's and loose
hanging  Hawaiian style shirt

He looked delighted to see me, his cheeks flushed I noticed, we soon got
into conversation after he had planted his kiss once more on my waiting  lips.

He came and sat next to me on the leather clad settee, warming to me,
whispering that perhaps now was the time to `go further' - his after shave was
divine and really created the perfect atmosphere
"You know something, Pete?  You wouldn`t believe just how much I have had
the hots for you since you left  the office."
"Me too! I replied.

He looked at me. "At least you could do something about it in the privacy
of your home. For me stuck in the office which had been like a tube station
with  office girls coming and going, I had no chance, and imagine how they
may have  reacted if they had caught me."

I laughed and commented they may have liked.

But he then said the sweetest thing, "Now I have met you I have no inkling
towards girls at all, you have been on my mind constantly, it has been hard
to  carry on and it seems I have constantly had a hard-on, which I have had
to hide  behind the shield of the desk would you believe?"

I liked Kevin, I really did. Never before had I felt so amorously inclined
with another guy, to me he was heaven in a bundle of masculine joy and I
was  his  coupling.

"I have been looking forward to this so much, the thought of our coupling
send me crackers"
But there was Kevin roaring with laughter.
"What's up" I  said confused.
"You sound so posh, `coupling' indeed."

"Just the way I have been brought up I guess Kevin, I am the innocent, I
will need your guidance."
"Oh! You poor wonderful being, Pete, Where have you  been all my life.
Baby, when we get together you will want to create sexual a  real kick , I just
cant wait for your fuck, I imagine you are so tight and  exiting, There I've
said it, that word you seem reluctant to use. In the act of  loving Baby,
it really helps, you will see."
"Just me I guess, Kevin. It  seems so unromantic that's all."

He said just to relax, his right arm enfolding me around the waist as I
enjoyed the wonderful sensual touch of his lips once more tantalise my soul,
brushing his lips along the curve of my neck. My whole being was in a state
of  suspension it seemed as I felt his hand slowly brush down the side of my
arm,  touch my hand, then his fingers pressing teasingly into the palm
making me feel  so very ripe for him.
"Just let it go, Pete" Kevin murmured as I heard his  breathing  stronger
now.  God! I was so vet hard, so stiff like I was  bulging down below. Kevin
making sounds of pleasure commenting on "what have we  here" and the like,
I stretched right back now, relaxing as Kevin asked, my eyes  closed in
anticipation of what was to come.

I watched him roll his hand over me, feel me over my blue jeans, squeezing
me there, It was heavenly.

"You feel so good, Pete. I have longed for this moment. The time when we
can really share our longings, our deep passion."
"I really think we ought to  let him have his freedom don't you, look he
must be so uncomfortable trapped in  there, you agree?"

It was the way he was calling  it `him' - made me feel so warm and  wanted
and as he slowly unzipped me I knew we were really on the road to a deep
and lasting  relationship. I felt my whole body stirring to his touch,
although I still had this feeling of bashfulness I just let Kevin do whet he
wanted, that's what he wanted, telling me how good I was to touch and to feel,
that he would want to seek me all over, that later we would bed completely
naked  and discover every sinew about each other, that was real intimacy, we
would  develop a true harmony as we enjoyed each other to the full.

"Can I taste you. Pete. You are so inviting." he whispered teasing  me
out though the opening of my boxer shorts and jeans, "That is so very nice,
just  how I imagined," I must have looked awkward as he started to sniff me
there.  "Don't be embarrassed, it is simply lovely, I dearly love it, want to
taste you  through and through, you will love it,  I promise."

I nodded  knowing I wanted him to do it, but still unsettled, But then  I
felt this so wonderful sensation as I watched him take me slowly but
deliberately into his mouth, his right hand gently cupping my vesicles and his
left holding tight the base of my now full erect on. Then he opened his eyes,
came away from me there and looked up at me, appearing very satisfied and
flushed.
"There you are, Baby that wasn't really so bad was it?"

"I found some words which sort of meant yes, but I was in a state of pure
ecstasy as he started to stretch my tightness back exposing  what was
beneath, something that I had never shown to anybody before, he was moaning as
he sniffed me once more saying I was so good, and then took my swollen knob
end  into his mouth once more and I saw him rolling it with his tongue
wrapped  around, and it did feel so good, the more he sucked the more I felt the
palpitations, I laid there eyes closed then and simply enjoyed the moment,
his  fingers so wonderfully pampering all of me down there, his tongue
licking and - as he described between  his doings, savouring me.

I heard him take a quick sip from a glass of lemonade and resume to suck me
 deeper, the sound of his sucking made it all the more stimulating and I
was in a  state of something I cannot give a proper expansion, simply that I
wanted just  to be submissive to whatever he wanted so when I felt his
fingers begins to  explore my hind I had no more reservations, they had gone and
we were both in  the state of ecstasy, feeling now the way his small fingers
were teasing and  teasing me between my balls and anal region as he prompted
me to remove my jeans  and boxer shorts completely and just lay down and
spread wide open, "as wide as  you can, Baby" he  eagerly asked and I was
putty in his hands, enjoying  whatever he was doing, closing my eyes to the
sensations, that tinge that shot  up and down my spine as I felt his finger
anoint me with some lotion, I think it  was baby oil, and begin to work it so
wonderfully gently into me, manoeuvring it  around and around, saying just to
let him know if it hurts, but this was the  best way to prepare me for his
fuck, and now he was using that word as we  enjoyed foreplay it seemed to
blend perfectly with our enjoyment.

The heavy breathing mellowed somewhat as he paused _ I guess to  ask  me
how it felt, if he wanted me still to continue, and then, if I would like to
taste him, like he had tasted me. "I am all ready for you and it will be so
nice, and when you get used to it perhaps we can both do it simultaneously,
That  which a month ago would have seemed repugnant to me, with Kevin
seemed the  natural thing to do, I had imagined how it would be. The feeling of
oral sex  divine, to feel the swell of him inside my mouth as a prelim to
feeling him  inside my anus was something very erotic and wonderful.

His finger still inside me, made me feel warm and wonderful, I went down to
 feel him through his chino's, he was very full and I could even feel it
throbbing in my palm as I continued to rub him there.
I went ahead and  unzipped which gave me more of a thrill than I could ever
have imagined, the  head of his erection pushing out , as if asking for
attention, he smothered it  into my face, with his black briefs still in place,
I sniffed his scent, very  earthy and pungent, it was so endearing and
seemed to be just yearning for my  attention, The best part was to come as he
momentarily stood up and lowered his  chino's and underwear, his heavy and
very swollen cock standing to  attention.
"How's that, Pete, you like?"
"I like, very much, Kevin. In  fact I adore everything about you."
"How about I stand here, legs apart like  this, and then you can have your
fill of me, Pete?"

I found a cushion to kneel on, there between his parted thighs looking so
wonderfully masculine, I cupped and felt his balls for the first time naked,
 they felt so wonderfully warm and good, just rolling them in my cupped
palms was  ecstatic, he moaned and asked me to complete the job, I hesitated, -
"go on it  is now or never, just close your eyes and go for it, Pete" and
my reserved ness  had gone, I opened my moth as wide as I could and moved my
head forward to get  the first touch and taste of cock, of Kevin's cock so
sublime and so velvety to  touch with my tongue - and yet firm and solid, I
felt the throb in the middle  part, teased it around in my mouth, and like
he did I took a swallow of lemonade  which mad it so much better to suck and
manipulate in my mouth. I soon realised  what I was doing felt so right, I
felt I could live with this every day, to have  my dose of Kevin would be
sublime and wonderfully perfect, it tasted so good,  its odour so masculine. "
Find my p-hoe, Baby_ he urged and I did like he had did  for me, the least I
could do, and besides I was enjoying it so and longed to  feel the touch of
its foreskin stretched fully back, my small finger and thumb  holding it
back in position as I started to suck the beautiful red plum, teasing  my
tongue around it and gently poking its p-hole with the tip of my  tongue.

"Baby are you ready for me to fuck you now?" came the question I
anticipated, feeling his passion grown and grow, his breathing faster now, he  was
really ready for me I realised that, and soon I would feel the wonderful new
sensation of  Kevin's fuck. I trusted him that he would not be too rough
with me first time. As if again he read my thoughts he said he would initiate
me  like a good'un, but he could not account for not being rough in the
future.

He showed me how he wanted me, and when I bent over presenting my hind to
him I knew at last I was nearly there, that I had come out good and proper
and  my initiation would make it all complete.
"That's lovely Baby - you have a  fantastic ass." he stretched me open
with his strong hands, prizing and   easing  his throbbing erection between, I
felt the nudge first, it didn't  seem quite to be in the right position but
I thought well he must know what he  is doing. I didn't have to wait long
because he soon found me, working it into  me, he prompting me to assist by
moving my ass from side to side, and when I  felt the stretch and the sudden
plunge I was relieved, to know that I was easy  enough for Kevin to get a
good penetration of me as he worked it fully inside  me, for the next five
minutes I felt the passion and the pain, for first time I  knew it would hurt
and Kevin told me that, but he was constantly asking if it  was okay and to
tell him to stop if not. I gritted my teeth, I anted to be  everything for
him, the pleasure overwhelmed the pain easily and when I felt the  surge of his
climax with that final deep thrust, I knew I had been fucked good  and
proper,

I felt him remove it from me, the feeling divine, so good. Now I was his
and  in the morning, after a shared shower I went home, still feeling eh
numbness inside me, like it was still there wedged inside, making me feel on
top  of the world.

At ;last I had met the challenge and come out. And there was such a new
life out there, to be shared with Kevin and already we had agreed we should be
 living together.
You know something? I will never look back, Kevin is the  world to me, and
the way he loves, the way he likes to experiment and the way he  fucks me is
so complete.