Date: Thu, 7 May 2009 08:27:40 EDT
From: Writersinterlude@aol.com
Subject: The Way Julian Loves Me

The way Julian loves me...  Copyright Alex Carr 2009

It is so good to be loved in the way Julian loves me. He makes me feel
complete and utterly wanted and needed. And rarely do we disagree. For a year
now we have been together and for us I have always been the  taker and he
the giver - that is until recently when one day he just came out with it,
that  he'd been thinking just how it must feel for me, him inside.

Although before he had never wanted  that - just lately  since  I'd been
teasing him there with my index finger as I enjoyed  my usual deep  cock suck,
he asked if maybe I would like to try something -  that was  after we had
been talking about what I did in my younger days, how I used to  experiment
with a screwdriver handle of all things, it had a nice bulbous feel  about
it, not too big, enough for me to get a real sensual feel  as I laid  there,
on the bathroom floor, well lubricated, watching myself with the aid of a
well placed mirror, slide the handle slowly in and out of me, seeing just how
deep I could get it, and gradually gaining the confidence to try one with a
 longer handle, I can still feel its bulk stretching my  though I remember
it used to hurt sometimes when I hadn't lubricated enough, its amazing the
things you do when you are young and experimenting - but I really grew to
enjoy  that, closing my eyes, occasionally looking, and feeling the vibes of
the deep  probing fuck.

But when I had my first real flesh fuck it made me appreciate just how much
 better and less clinical it was and I have never looked back.

Well this obviously set  Julian thinking, I said I still had an anal
vibrator I used myself and would he like me to give it a try, it was called a
spiral delight and made for a deep twisting effect as you pushed it inside,
which I found quite nice really, that is, as I said before, I got screwed by
Ned  in his allotment shed . You may just have read some of my accounts with
dear  departed Ned.

"How do you want me, Pete?" he asked. I always liked it bent over myself,
either on all fours or laid on my side with my thigh well placed for easy
access.. It's funny I had never thought of being the giver, until now, when
seeing Julian perched over like that, over the arm of the settee. Of course
we had done the sit-on thing many times and lots of time I had sucked and
licked his ass, and he me, but this was different, and I had to get the
mode for it, but kneeling down behind him, examining him in that posture
made for sheer delight, he had a simply adorable bum and I felt the urge
not only to oral him all over but now to let him have a taste of what he
had given me.

I teased him with the vibrator, just sort of edged it around his crevice
and between his thighs, teasing him just a little around the anal region. to
give him the feeling, but he said he'd rather enjoy real thing as he had
the  opportunity and all. He'd helped me get quite a good hard on before, with
what I  always called his expertise oral delight! - but my fear was that I'
d lose it at  the most important time, when I'd worked his hole and balled
him enough to make  him want it, but I was still throbbing which was a good
sign, so I spent some  time, tasting and exploring his hole, which I always
found so very thrilling and  exiting, and to listen to his moans too, rimming
it with my finger, first one  and then two and then three, he groaned a
little but said to continue, I loved  it when he sort of rolled his ass on
full display, me

thinking then it was made for fucking and yes, something I had always
fancied doing, spanking, I'd done it to a girl once or twice, she let me spank
her over her tight jeans as she bent across my knee which was nice, and then
 fucking her red ass afterwards - but now this, with Julian, all those
feelings  were coming back - but one thing at a time, he wanted this, wanted to
feel my  hard cock up inside his ass, I took to rolling it around his
crevice, firmly and  slowly - and I realised I could now go for fucking , I sort
of worked my end  into him sideways, finding the best approach, all the time
he was helping in the  way he moved himself, we did it gently at first, I
wanted for Julian to enjoy it  just as much as I did of him, that he wanted
the experience and feel of my hard  cock inside. Well he was beautiful and as
I positioned myself neatly behind,  finding the right height I started to
manoeuvre my cock straight now, I felt the  heat of him inside for the first
time, it was so nice and gratifying, so this is  what it was like to fuck
another guy this way, I went for it, started to  gradually increase my thrust
in hope that I  could get full penetration  first time, then I realised yes,
it was his first time as well as mine, fucking  this way, he was my virgin
and that was another bonus, to be the one who fucked  Julian for the very
first time..

We played each other while, I was into him about two inches when he asked
me to stop, I said did he want me to take it out, he said no just to give
him a  breather, to get used to the idea, he wanted that and he was enjoying
the  first feel of the cock he had enjoyed orally so much. Standing there
motionless  awhile was something special too, because I could feel my throb
pulsing inside  him, and he said he could feel that too, and how wonderful it
was, and then  after about a minute he said for me to continue, and I gently
pushed deeper,  squeezing myself into his tight hole, working it this way
and then that to get a  deeper penetration and all the time he was moaning
and telling me how good it  was.

Then he asked me to give him a firm wanking as I started to get deeper
inside, that was a sheer delight, another first timer, feeling and massaging
his  well stiffened cock as well as squeezing his balls the way he liked. His
movements became easier now an soon I was in full penetration, he gave out
a  huge sigh and a groan acknowledging the fact, he spread eagled for me so
I could  really enjoy the fucking, just how he liked it with me, lots of
vibrancy and  thrust, now I felt him stretch to me.

Who would have thought I'd cum this way, when before the only way I had
done it with Julian was orally. I loved that as much as he did, feeling the
spurt of his hot cream drench my being, my tongue sticky with it, sucking it
all  up as he came more, feeling it ooze out over my face, Julian licking it
off my  face as I liked to with him, it is something so specially intimate
to experience  that with each other. I love to sense the feel, the smell and
the taste of him  all the time, and now he had been all ass for me in the
most wonderful way, it  had grown to a very rough  fucking, shaking his ass
all over as I let  myself go and spurt deep inside him. yes I would want more
of his ass, more of  everything - the way Julian loves me!