Date: Thu, 25 Nov 2010 12:06:14 -0600
From: Jason Gordon <jaygordon_1981@hotmail.com>
Subject: a-light-in-the-darkness-II-3

Disclaimer: The following is a work of fiction which will include t/t and
m/m relationships, and probably some sex too.  If it is illegal in your
area to read this, or if you are not old enough to read this (you know who
you are), stop here.  Otherwise, please enjoy.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: This story is sequel to the "Things that Go Bump" and "A
Light in the Darkness" stories.  You should probably read those first!
Sorry for the long break but I've started a new and demanding job (third
job, anyway)!

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Nifty, so if you are interested, you can check it out.  It's closed
membership to avoid spam and flames, so just let me know!


Chapter 03

	"What's up?" James asked, peeking into Sebastian's office wearing
only a pair of silk boxers.  "You never came up when you got home..."
	Sebastian looked over at him with an apology in his eyes.  "Sorry,
but Avery's dragged William into a mission to wipe out a swarm of
cryptovamps..."  Sebastian quickly explained the long and the short of it.
	"So what are you doing?" James asked.
	"I'm monitoring the village via a satellite we hijacked," Sebastian
said with a smile.
	"What are those two red dots?" James asked, awed by the technology.
	"That is the heat signature of living humans.  Those two are Avery
and William...  Those clustered are the villagers...  And the light blue
ones are cryptovamps..."
	"Shit!" James exclaimed.  "They're all over the place..."
	"Damn it!" Sebastian exclaimed in response.  "WHAT ARE THEY DOING?"
	The two red dots were moving fast toward the village and the swarm.
Then, suddenly, the display lit up with heat and nothing was clear anymore.
	Sebastian hit the desk and looked up at James, who nodded.  "Get
changed and be ready in three minutes," Sebastian responded.  "And get
Marcus and Spencer!"
	In more like five minutes, James returned with the two men pulling
on the last of their gear.  "We're going into a Central American village
swarming with cryptovamps..."
	Lt. Spencer asked, business-like, "Is the consul aware we're
entering his territory?"
	"Damn fool is there ... with William Jennings on a `training'
mission!" Sebastian responded.
	The men nodded and grabbed their wands.  The portal Sebastian had
opened led them into the jungle about a quarter mile from the action.  As
soon as they were through, the quiet calm of Sebastian's home was replaced
by the sounds of a very upset jungle.  At first the sounds of scared,
fleeing animals was overwhelming, until the high screams emanating from the
distant village penetrated.  They began moving toward that direction and
soon began to see blue and red light glowing up out of the village.  Those
would be spells slung by Avery and William.
	"James, you and Spencer flank right...  Marcus, you're with me and
we'll flank left.  And be careful of William..."
	"And Avery," James added with a cheeky smile.  Sebastian nodded and
they were off into the jungle gloom.  *** William and Avery were standing
on the edge of town, back to back, casting spells as quickly as they could
in almost every direction.  The steaming remains of twenty cryptovamps
surrounded them at various distances.  "We can't keep this up, William,"
Avery yelled, sounding fatigued.  William responded, "I know...  We need to
get inside that little temple...  It's a stone structure, and we can defend
it...  If we can lure one inside, we can capture it..."
	"ALRIGHT!  Let's move!"
	William and Avery moved toward the structure without separating,
William covering their retreat and walking backwards.  Inside, they
cornered two of the creatures feeding on a priest, his face smeared with
white paint and red blood.  Avery dispatched the two beasts, while William
covered the door.  Then they tossed the bloody body in front of the door,
hoping its smell would serve as bait.
	Both of them leaned wearily against the back wall, taking turns
killing the creatures as they arrived.  "Think we can make it `til dawn?"
William asked.
	"If not, we can open a portal out of here," Avery sighed.
	Suddenly, in a rush, a bunch of the creatures entered the room, and
William and Avery were quickly to their feet.  More were pouring in as they
fought the ones who had slipped in first.  Soon, the influx threatened to
overwhelm them, and there was no time to open a door to anywhere.
	Suddenly, a light from the door so bright it seemed as if the sun
had come up distracted all the creatures.  Outside, a vortex of fire
incinerated the creatures trying to break through.  While the cryptovamps
were paralyzed in fear, Avery casted a binding spell on one of the
creatures, and he and William quickly killed the rest.
	Both wizards slumped to the floor as the sounds of fighting outside
increased to a fever pitch, and they had a moment to rest.  "WHO IS THAT?"
William wondered aloud.
	Avery smiled wearily and said, "I only know one person who likes to
open with an infernal vortex...  Sebastian...  Your lover must have called
him..."
	"Chase?  Why?"
	"He called me to tell me he didn't want you in any unnecessary
danger..."
	William looked angry for a moment, before he laughed.  "I guess
this counts..."
	"Yeah," Avery said, laughing, "he's going to kick my ass..."
	"Sebastian?" William asked.
	"Chase," Avery said seriously.
	Soon, the noise outside died down as the last cryptovamps fled into
the woods for their lair.  After a few moments, the first villagers stuck
their heads out, and, finding the four men dressed as soldiers, a cheer
went up.
	Sebastian smiled and shushed the people gently, as the women began
crowding around them, patting them on the arms and shoulders, while the men
let out loud cries.  "WILLIAM?  AVERY?" he called.  Unsteadily, the two
emerged from the temple, leaving their captive restrained inside.  "Thank
God," Sebastian muttered.
	"Well, how many do you think we got?" Avery asked.
	"I'd say 80%, all told," Sebastian responded with a steely gaze.
"Two men, Avery?  Honestly?  You brought a relative novice along on THIS
mission?"
	"I figured we could get out quick if things got hairy," Avery said
defensively.
	"AND COULD YOU?" Sebastian asked, almost yelling.
	After a long pause, the man finally admitted, "No..."
	"Avery," Sebastian began, and Avery could hear a lecture coming.
	"Look, like I explained to Chase, my JOB is to train William.  I
trained his father and this task falls to me!"
	"Not anymore," Sebastian declared.  "Not until you demonstrate that
you'll show some fucking restraint, some fucking JUDGMENT!  You may see it
as your duty to your friend to train his boy, but my duty is to see to it
that he's safe, or at least as safe as can be reasonably arranged...  For
the immediate future, William will train in my jurisdiction, under my
supervision..."
	Avery started to speak, but at last William blurted out, "Is anyone
interested in hearing from ME about this?"
	Sebastian nodded.  "Go ahead."
	"Sure, this was a bad idea, but Avery's plan was much better...  I
convinced him to come into the town, because I couldn't bear to listen to
people dying `til morning..."
	"That may be, William, but part of a teacher's responsibility is to
judge the situation, regardless of the noble intent of the student, and
discern whether it is appropriate.  The end was noble, but the means could
have been catastrophic.  Think of Alex!  You've got a son, for God's sake.
Imagine never having known your father!"  William was struck dumb.  "You
are young, too young for all the responsibility that has been and will be
thrust upon you.  Please let the rest of us look out for you as best we
still can..."
	William nodded.  "I still want Avery to teach me..."
	Sebastian looked from William, to the smiling man at his shoulder.
"Very well...  You'll meet at my house for training sessions until
... otherwise announced..."
	"Sebastian," Avery began to protest, but Sebastian cut him off with
a steely gaze.
	"It's my way, or no way," Sebastian said dryly.
	"You aren't High Consul anymore, Sebastian," Avery replied,
testily.
	"Maybe not, but I can cast spells from morning to noon so that no
inter-dimensional travel between my region and yours is possible..."
	"Enough..." William said, exhausted.  "Please!  Just do it, Avery?"
	Then man nodded, but didn't look happy about it.
	"It's time to go," Sebastian said.
	"NO!" William protested.  "We can get them all, now...  We have one
captive in the temple...  Please, let's finish this?  Free these people?"
	Sebastian looked at him and shook his head.  "Alright!  When the
sun is almost up, we'll put a tracker on him and let him go...  He'll make
tracks for their lair.  Then we'll burn them out!"
	Avery and William rested in the temple as Sebastian guarded the
prisoner.  When the sky began to lighten, Sebastian cast a tracking spell
on the creature and they released him at the edge of the village.  He ran
so fast he almost couldn't be seen, even by the vampires.  By the time the
team arrived at the cave, the sun was well up.  There was a drowsy sentry
at the cave mouth, but Sebastian silenced it with a single, stealthy spell.
Then, every one of them raised their wands and simultaneously conjured
their most powerful fire spell and unleashed it into the caves until there
were no more screams to be heard.  Then James and Sebastian went inside to
kill any stragglers, who were no danger to them since they had already
turned.  ***
	It was early in the morning, and Chase jerked awake.  "What is it?"
Matt asked, groggily.  He had his arm draped over Chase, so the movement
had roused him from a deep slumber.
	"I thought I heard the baby," Chase laughed.
	"Go back to sleep!" Matt said, shaking his head.
	"Nah, I'm awake now," Chase said, stretching.  "I'm going back to
Xavier's to see Alex..."  He gave Matt a quick hug and the boy rolled over
to go back to sleep as Chase pulled on his clothes and slipped out the
door.
	Back at the house, he found Xavier holding Alex while drinking his
morning coffee.  "Mommy's home," the man exclaimed with a good-natured
smirk at Chase.  "William just called.  He said he'd be home after
lunch..."
	"I guess it wasn't so bad then," Chase said with a smile.
	"No, it was bad...  Sebastian saved their asses..." Xavier frowned
as he handed the baby to Chase.  "And it sounds like none too soon."
	"I guess we'll have a talk when he gets home..."
	"Take it easy on him, okay?  It sounds like Sebastian's already put
his foot down big time..."  Chase raised his eyebrows, so Xavier explained,
"William will be training with Avery under Sebastian's supervision from
here on out..."  Chase nodded, and grabbed a bottle to warm for Alex.
Xavier changed the subject.  "How's Matt?"
	"Same old Matt!  Daniel was over last night too..."
	"How was that?" Xavier asked with a smile.
	"Okay, he's not too bad, I guess..."
	"That's magnanimous of you," Xavier laughed.
	"Alright, alright!  He's nice.  He's a little weird, but nice.  I
wish ... Matt was still next door..."
	"You guys would have had to get used to being apart sometime...
Even if you went to college together, you probably won't end up in the same
town..."
	"I know," Chase said.  "I just hoped it would be later rather than
sooner."
	Xavier smiled and put his hand on the boy's shoulder, squeezing.
"I know...  Nothing about anything that's happened in the last year fits
into anyone's plans...  BUT you've got William and Alex, and a whole bunch
of friends to show for it...  You can see..."
	"But I'm crippled," Chase reminded.
	Xavier laughed.  "You've got a limp and a pain in your hip..."
	"You're right...  Life is good," Chase nodded.
	He laid Alex on a play mat in the floor and watched the boy play
with the little mobile for a while, before the baby rolled onto his side
and started whining a little.  Chase smiled and picked him up, grabbing a
book while he was up.  Within a few minutes Alex was napping and Chase sat
reading.  But the warmth radiating off the little bundle soon lulled Chase
to sleep as well.
	When William arrived home, he found them like that on the couch.
He sat down softly next to them and gave Alex a kiss on the forehead and
laid his head on Chase's shoulder.  "Mmmm, you're home," Chase sighed.
	"I didn't mean to wake you," William whispered.
	"No, I'm glad you did...  I'm glad you're home," Chase said.  He
got up gently and took the sleeping baby to the crib and returned.  "I hear
it got a little hairy..."
	"Yeah, well, I guess it's a good thing you told on us," William
said, with grudging thanks and a bit of sulkiness.
	"Well, you're damn lucky Sebastian showed up in time," Chase said,
getting a little angry.
	"Why didn't you trust me?" William asked angrily.
	"What are you talking about?  I trust you...  But you almost got
yourself killed!  I've got to know you aren't going to leave me alone,"
Chase closed with a tone of desperation in his voice.
	William's reply caught in his throat at the look on Chase's face as
the boy went upstairs to their bedroom and locked the door behind him.
	"You are my nephew," Xavier said from behind him, startling him
again.
	"I'm not in the mood for..."
	"Shut up, you damn fool boy, and listen to me...  You wanted to
know what I had against Sebastian?  I was a kid, a little younger than
James, and Sebastian was my teacher.  I tried to seduce him, but he sent me
away to study with Avery...  I was angry and spurned, and Avery wasn't such
a stickler for the rules.  But it wasn't good for me, for either Avery or
for me, and Sebastian intervened again.  He saved me, really, and it was
only because of what he did that I ever got together with Aiden..."
	"What does that have to do with anything?" William asked, venting
his anger again, now toward his uncle.
	"Chase DID set Avery straight, but when I found out what he was
doing and how dangerous it was, I called Sam and asked him to let Sebastian
know.  Just liked he saved me from Avery's irresponsibility; I knew he
would do the same for you..."
	"So Chase didn't..."
	"Chase always believed you'd be alright...  Oh, he felt a lot
better knowing that Sebastian had your back, to be sure," Xavier smiled,
putting his hand on his nephew's shoulder.
	"Avery figured, since Chase had called him..."
	"William, Avery knows a great deal about magick and mysteries of
the universe, and I had hoped the one great love he shared would teach him
something about people.  But in many ways he's the same selfish little boy
who learned to bend time to his will because he was afraid to die...  You
know he found a vampire to turn his brother when he couldn't keep him with
him any other way..."
	"Chase," William said, looking up at the locked door.
	"He loves you...  You should have asked him rather than accusing
him, William.  "And never trust Avery for relationship stuff..."  Xavier
gave him a big hug, before leaving him alone.
	He knew what he ought to do, but somehow walking up the stairs and
knocking on that door seemed suddenly very scary.  But at last he took the
first step.  When he made it upstairs he leaned on the door and knocked
very softly.  "Chase," he said softly, "I don't want to wake Alex..."
	"He's up," Chase replied his voice flat.
	"Chase, please?"  When the boy didn't open the door he continued,
"Chase, I'm sorry!  It wasn't you who called Sebastian, was it?"
	"No..."
	"Chase!  Please, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have..."
	"You shouldn't have jumped on my case for not trusting you?  When
it was you who wasn't trusting me?" Chase asked, angry.
	"Exactly," William said with a sigh.  "I should have listened to
you, rather than Avery's ... guesses..."
	"Darn right," Chase said, trying not to curse around the baby.  He
unlocked the door, but didn't open it.  A minute later, William came in,
his head hanging.  Chase handed Alex to him, and the boy giggled, forcing a
smile to both their faces.  "I'm going out with Xavier," Chase said.  "Play
with Alex and think about how you're going to make this up to me," he
added, trying to repress the smile he was wearing.
	William nodded somberly before kissing Chase on the cheek and
turning his attention to his son.  "Xavier," Chase called as he tromped
downstairs.
	"All better?" the man asked.
	Chase ignored him and asked, "When are you going to meet that
artist?"
	Xavier smiled.  "I'm about to leave.  You still coming?"  Chase
nodded.  "You weren't too hard on him were you?"
	Chase smiled.  "I let him in and let him talk, but I told him he
needed to think about how he was going to make it up to me..."  Xavier
raised his eyebrows and Chase smiled wider.  "Anyway..."
	When the two of them were in the car, Chase looked at Xavier and
asked, "You told him you called Sam, didn't you?"
	Xavier sighed.  "Yes...  What's it like to be so perceptive?"
	"It sucks," Chase said.
	"Chase, for everything you've been through, you're both still just
teenage boys...  You're very sensitive, and aware, but William is ... well,
he's a typical boy in a lot of ways.  He's very responsible and loving, but
he's brash and impulsive, and sometimes he doesn't think things through.
But he isn't just thinking of himself, and that's something."  Chase
nodded, and they drove off in silence.
	Soon they pulled out in front of a building not far from Xavier's
gallery, and old brick warehouse that had been converted into trendy lofts.
Xavier pushed the button and a silky-soft masculine voice replied, "Yes?"
	"Xavier Montrose and my nephew Chase," he answered.
	"Oh, very good," the voice replied, and the door buzzed open.  They
took a big lift up to the sixth floor, and both were surprised when it
opened not into a hallway but a huge open room.  A tall young man, perhaps
twenty-two, in a painter's apron approached them with a brilliant, dimpled
smile and held out his hand.  "Dorian Brandt!"
	For a moment both Chase and Xavier were embarrassingly silent
before Xavier took the man's hand.  Dorian was shirtless beneath his smock
and his smooth, dark skin and rolling muscles cut a captivating image,
particularly smeared, as he was, with various colors of paint.  "Excuse
me," the man laughed.  "It's just cheaper than burning through smocks and
shirts, plus there's less laundry..."
	Chase nodded and at last took his hand.  "I'm Chase..."
	"Indeed," the man said appreciatively.  "Well, thanks for coming.
It's always nice when a professional takes an interest in your work..."
	Xavier looked around and said, "You seem to be doing well for
yourself..."
	Dorian laughed, seemingly unembarrassed and said, "Thank my
father...  He owns this building.  When I moved to Richmond for college, he
bought it as an investment, rather than paying rent to `Maintain me in my
accustomed lifestyle...'"
	Chase's face wrinkled up, and Dorian unselfconsciously put a hand
on his shoulder.  "Don't think badly of my father...  He's a good man, he
just ... doesn't get me.  But he does his best to be supportive," the man
added, indicating the huge apartment.  There was one large open work- and
living-space, a closed off kitchen and a big bedroom suite.  Overall, the
open room must have been over 1,500 square feet.
	Changing the subject and brushing between Chase and the young
painter toward a group of paintings sitting around in the corner, Xavier
said, "I'm having a grand opening gala in a few weeks and I wanted to have
something fresh to add.  I saw a painting of yours at the university's art
department when I was meeting with the department chairwoman, and I was
intrigued.  I believe it was called..."
	"Sacrifice," Dorian said, leaving Chase behind and following
Xavier.
	"Yes," Xavier said.  "I'd like to take ten of your paintings on
consignment.  Of course, if we can work that out, I'd like you to come on
Friday and Saturday night to meet the patrons..."
	"Of course...  Well, let's see if we can find ten that you think
are worthwhile..."
	It took about an hour for Xavier to find the ten that he thought
would be perfect for his show.  Chase just stood by, examining the
paintings and observing.  Dorian was an extraordinary artist, though his
painting was a bit dark for Chase's taste, and the man was incredibly
handsome.  There was no doubt about it.  But there was something else.
	As they were leaving, Dorian shook Xavier's hand, then Chase's, and
he held on a little longer than he should have.  Xavier put his hand on
Chase's shoulder and gave the boy a little shake.  As they stepped into the
elevator, Xavier said, "I'll send some men by to pick up the paintings in a
few days.  I'll call to work out a time..."
	"Thanks again, and very nice to meet you," Dorian smiled, and the
door closed.  As it did, both Xavier and Chase sort of let out a breath
they'd been holding subconsciously.
	"Wow," Xavier said with a laugh.
	Chase laughed too and said, "YEAH!"
	Xavier laughed again, and as they stepped outside, Xavier said,
"Dorian was seriously in to you, Chase..."
	"Nah...  He was just being nice to me to get on your good side,"
Chase laughed.
	"You have an effect on people, Chase, especially guys," Xavier
laughed.  "Just watch out when he's around you.  You don't want to get in
an awkward situation..."
	"Well, I won't be around him that much..."
	"There's the opening," Xavier replied.  "And I imagine he'll find a
reason to come around, now," the man added, knowingly.
	When they arrived at the gallery, Chase was surprised at all the
activity.  Crews were carefully putting the finishing touches on the store
space, while others where tromping up and down the stairs working on the
offices.  "Well, it sure is busy around here!"
	"In a few more days, all the workmen will clear out of here and we
can start setting everything up."  Xavier showed Chase around, indicating
the store-room, the updated office and the little staging kitchen for
events.
	"It's very impressive..."
	"Yeah, it's much nicer than my space in D.C., and it'll pay for
itself.  Most of my business is still with established clients via internet
and shipping, but maybe I'll develop a new clientele here..."
	"Will some of your friends from Washington come down for the
opening?" Chase asked.
	"Yeah, a few will.  It'll be nice to see everyone..."
	"Thanks for moving," Chase said seriously.  "I don't know what I
would have done..."
	"You're welcome...  But I wouldn't have made William move, not
after everything that happened.  The move was more for me than anything
else, and I'm just thankful Aiden agreed to it...  He knows what makes me
happy..."
	"You're lucky," Chase said with a smile.
	"We're lucky," the man answered.  Xavier took Chase back to the
store room and showed him some of the pieces that had arrived from D.C. and
told him more about his plans for the show.  After about an hour, they
returned home.  Aiden was in the living room with Alex and William.
	"Shorts and a t-shirt," Chase asked with a laugh.  The man was
rarely out of his work clothes, or at least dress casual.
	"I decided to call it an early weekend and spend some time with my
guys!" the man exclaimed, bouncing Alex on his knee.  He shot a strange
look at Xavier and smiled brightly.
	After dinner that evening, Xavier was holding Alex and William
dragged Chase out onto the porch.  He pulled him into a bear hug and
whispered in Chase's ear, "I love you..."
	"I love you too, silly," Chase said with a sigh as he melted into
the boy's arms.
	"Chase, I just don't know what I can ever do to...  I'm so
sorry..."
	"I know," Chase answered.  "I was mostly joking about the whole
finding a way to make it up to me.  I just wanted you to think...  But if
you wanted to move the crib into the guest room for tonight, I can think of
some things you might do to get started," Chase said, arching his eyebrows
and making William laugh.
	"Yeah?" William asked with a big smile.
	"OH YEAH!" Chase laughed.
	Meanwhile, Aiden sat across from Xavier on the couch and watched
the man with his grand-nephew.  "The whole world's going baby crazy," Aiden
declared with a gentle, deep laugh.
	"Don't you start," Xavier chided with a smile.  "I saw you with him
earlier!"
	"I wasn't making fun," Aiden said more softly.  "I was thinking..."
	"Yeah?" Xavier asked expectantly.
	"Well, I know we talked before, and we both decided the time wasn't
right, but..."  Xavier reached out and grabbed his hand.  "I think we
SHOULD talk about it again...  Tonight, maybe..."
	"Maybe in the morning," Aiden winked.  ***
	"So Avery was angry," James asked as he lay in bed with Sebastian
that evening.
	"He'll get over it," Sebastian said, stroking James's chest.
"We've been through this before...  Almost invariably, when he's working
with a student, he oversteps some boundary...  With Xavier, it was sexual,
with William it was foolhardiness.  I could tell you stories about saving
his ass!"
	"Has he ever lost a student?" James asked, sounding concerned.
	"Yes, but not like you mean...  In the 1930's, when the Nazi's were
preparing for war, they were scouring the earth for weapons, including
supernatural powers...  One of Avery's students got jealous of the
affection Avery had for a new young recruit, so when he was approached by
the Nazis, he went over to the other side.  Because of his association with
Avery, the Nazis got access to ... too much.  The council was forced to
enter the war on the side of the Allies...  We very nearly didn't succeed,
because the Reich was devoting so much energy to magickal research and to
breeding vampire squads.  That's when I went to consult the Oracle...  She
gave me the information we needed, but she injured me severely – the
most nearly fatal attack I've ever suffered.  It took me nearly three years
to recover, during which time I was relieved of my command.  I spent my
time convalescing with friends – Americ and Pedro, especially...  Musa
always wanted me to come stay with him, but I dared not return to Egypt
... for obvious reasons."
	"What happened to Avery's student?" James asked, stroking his
partner's hair.
	"His name was Balthazar Schilling.  He caught up to me in 1944 as
they were moving me to Pedro's compound in Central America...  He killed
all the men with me but one..."
	"Richard?"
	"Yes...  You remember I told you once that Richard had killed
precious few and those he did kill deserved it...  Balthazar was a
formidable sorcerer, and I was still VERY weak.  He had me, and he had
dealt Richard what he thought was a fatal blow.  But he made a mistake and
turned his back on a dying man to kill his friend.  With his last burst of
energy, Richard launched himself at Balthazar and tore out his throat
before the man realized what was happening...  And in a poetic turn, his
blood was enough to sustain Richard until Pedro's men could come to our
aid..."
	"Were Avery and Balthazar...?" James began.
	"Lovers?  Oh, yes, and so much more.  Balthazar was Avery's –
how to say this without sounding grotesque – legacy.  The most gifted
young wizard I'd met since Avery, but such a dark heart.  He preyed on
Avery's every weakness like any natural predator would."
	"Wow..."
	"Yeah, until her, Avery's love life was a series of terrible
mistakes, with the occasional pleasant interlude," Sebastian added with a
smile.
	"A lot of those interludes were ... with you?" James asked.
	Sebastian smiled softly and patted his chest.  "Yes...  A lot of
them were with me.  Things were always simple between us..."
	James sighed, and said, "I know you've been ... with a lot of men,
and boys, and for the most part, that doesn't bother me...  You've lived a
long time...  But Avery's different..."
	"No, James," Sebastian said with a smile, rolling on top of James,
"You are different...  Avery is my best friend, my misguided, childish,
brash best friend.  I don't know what I'd do without him.  But I could...
It's hard for me to say that.  But James, I love you.  Every time we make
love, it's special to me, it really is...  And I couldn't do without
you..."
	"Well, then, I'm going to give you a very special evening," James
said with a big smile, wiping a tear from his eye quickly.