Date: Sat, 12 Apr 2003 21:22:00 -0400
From: Jasin Chau <magic2312@msn.com>
Subject: about a boy 3

     Finally, the movie started.  I was just as excited as Brittany was.
She just couldn't stop smiling.  I felt so good that she came with us.  We
waited awhile at the counter and bought a few popcorn and sodas.  As usual
they jacked up the prices with food.  People who owns the movie theater
really do know how to profit from us teens.  Tricky bastards.

            "Wow this place is big."  Brittany awed at the site of the
movie screen.

The theater is real nice and big with comfy elevated seats to sit in.  Its
better this way because when your watching the movie people's big heads
don't get in the way.  Laura and Eddie where sitting next to each other,
obviously and held each other's hand through out most of the movie.  I, of
course sat next to Eddie.

            Once in a while his arm would brush through mine and it kind of
distracted me.  His arms were so soft and hot.  I couldn't help, but pop a
woodie; thank god it was dark in there.  This was too much for me so I
walked out of there before I creamed on myself.  Looking back, Eddie was
whispering to Laura's ear and she laughed.  That made me sigh to myself and
feel so depress, so 'alone.'

            At the moment I thought about relieving my 6 inch woodie in the
bathroom, but I was actually NOT in the mood.  Wow that was a first.
Instead I walked out of the theater and laid my back against one of the
walls and I just stared at the parking lot.  Its times like these that
makes me just stare at nothing and wonder; is this going to be the rest of
my LIFE?

            I'm gonna be FUCKING NOTHING for the rest of my life! A LONELY
fucking FAGGOT!  Haha. I laughed and cried at the same time.  Its just not
fair- I thought to myself.  IT JUST NOT FAIR .

            I was struggling so much in my head.  I just wanted escape;
some kind help.  I'm so alone everywhere; I would give anything for just
having that special second of being with somebody.  Nobody understands what
that means to me.  This feeling inside of me is so, incomplete.  The tears
couldn't stop flowing if I wanted to and it seemed to go along with the
rain drops falling.  It just one great storm, drop after- drop- after drop.

            Nothing seemed to be making me feel any better till something
happened.  Eddie walked out the door and was looking for me.

            "YO dude, everybody been looking for yah.  Where have you been
man?"  Eddie asked.

     Quickly I wiped away my tears, trying to hide the fact that I was
ACTUALLY crying.  But Eddie caught on and was genuinely worried.  You can
tell- I don't know how, but his eyes shows his emotions.  He looked so
beautiful to me I couldn't take it anymore.  What I usual do is I shut
everybody out, ESPECIALLY the cute ones.

            So, I turned my back on him and began to walk out in the rain.
My soaked cloths clung on to my slender body, but I didn't care.  I just
wanted out.  Surprisingly though Eddie followed, I wasn't anticipating this
so I began to run.  Eddie though, wasn't giving up, in fact he caught me by
the arm.  Damn, him and his lean basketball body.  He forcefully turned me
around and held me by the arms.

            "Jason!  What's the hell is the matter with you?  Why you've
been acting so weird?"  He asked.  I couldn't help but still stare at him.
Even in a moment like this I couldn't help it.  From each stream of
flashing car lights passing us by; it gave him this angelic glow around
him.

            I looked away from him trying to hide my emotions as best as I
could.  It was reaching to a boiling point and was ready to come out at any
minute.  But Eddie never gave up, but instead used his hands and adjusted
my head to face him.  "Tell me please?"  Eddie asked

            "Its YOU ok.  You happy now." I yelled back.

I could tell that took him by surprise and that was enough to make my
escape.  Each step I took was a step further away from Eddie and it hurts.
Flashes of him going back to Laura, kissing her, hugging and loving her
went over my head.  Eventually, my running got slower and after stopping,
my knees just couldn't support my weight any more.  I fell down on my knees
and sobbed a little.  This time there was no Eddie to comfort me.

            In about a few minutes, I got myself together and walked home.
Don't forget, it was still raining at the moment and I WALKED home.
Getting home all wet got Mom real mad.  But she also noticed I was crying.
She held me tight in her arms and just held me their till I couldn't cry
anymore.  I was too exhausted after that and I was knocked out sleeping in
bed.



            Laura was really enjoying her date with Eddie.  She liked the
way he talked to her.  The way he whispers sweet things in her ears.  It
gave her this tingly feeling inside.  Every moment was magical.  "Laura you
look real pretty tonight."  Eddie said in a low voice.  He kissed her
softly on the cheek.

            Laura blushed and laid her head on to his shoulder.  Sigh.this
is such a great night, she thought to herself.  "You know, Chris been out
for awhile, where he go?"  Eddie asked.

"I dunno, he probably went to the bathroom."

"But that was like a half an hour ago."

"That IS weird.  But lets stay here till the movie is over.  I'm sure he's
fine."

"I think there is something wrong.  I'll be back in a few minutes, k?"
Eddie asked politely and gave Laura a quick kiss.

            Sigh.OMG HE IS SO HOT.Laura said out loud melting in her seat.
Josh and Brittany both looked at her and said SHHH.  "You know, you been so
kissy and touchy all night that you don't even know people around you are
looking."

  Laura looked around and saw faces looking at her.  Josh and Brittany
laughed hysterically and Laura was just plain embarrassed-red faced and
all.

The alarm woke me up, but today I felt like crap.  Man.I think I caught a
cold.  Stupid rain.  My mom came and took my tempura and yup it's a fever.
YES! NO school.  Also it's a good thing too, I don't' want to see Eddie
after that incident at the movies.  I know exactly what's was going to
happen.  We are going to see each other and just stand there and have that
scary silence.  That would of sucked and I didn't want that.  I don't want
Eddie to think I'm weird or boring.  So, instead I'm laying in bed watching
all the morning shows, which are very boring.  Like Jerry Springer, montel,
maurry, and etc.  I think its ALL bull crap, just like wrestling.  Nothing
really caught my attention.  Eventually, I fell asleep and it was a good
one too.  But you know what, some one HAS to wake me up.  The door was
pounding loudly and rapidly.

" I'm coming I'm coming." I said a little annoyed.  I opened the door and
said "what" not looking exactly who I was talking to.  You can't blame me,
I was still half a sleep with out a shirt on.  But when I looked up it was
Eddie!  Omg, why the hell is he here, don't he have school.  Wait, where's
mom?  Uh oh.something is going to happen, I know it.

            Well, you know the whole story about what happened with Eddie
and Chris.  But what is Eddie's side of the story.  Sorry this one is too
short, but its better this way.  Eddie should have a big story so just
wait.

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