Date: Mon, 27 Jun 2011 11:13:02 +0100 (BST)
From: Anthony Lane <al.edu29d@yahoo.co.uk>
Subject: Alex's guardian angel Ch5

Alex's Guardian Angel

By A Lane

Warning:

This story contains scenes of love and a sexual nature involving males with
other males.  If the reading or possessing of such material as this is
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Disclaimer:

Most of the places mentioned, and none of the characters exist in real
life. Whilst there are references to celebrities in places, no inference
should be taken as to their sexual orientation in real life. This story is
completely fictional.

This is my first attempt at writing fiction. I was inspired to pick up the
pen after reading several stories by David Lee which can be found in the
prolific authors section on Nifty.

I would like to send out thanks to both David and Tom who have both helped
to edit the errors out. If you would like to send me an email about this
story please put Alex's guardian angel in the main title. Thanks for
reading.

Chapter 5

Sarah gently knocked on the door to the guestroom where Alex was sleeping,
she didn't want to walk in and embarrass him. "It's ok, I'm awake." Alex
had only been awake long enough to use the toilet and had just finished
getting dressed when he heard the knock on the door.

"I realised earlier that you might need a few things. I got these from
Justin and here is a toothbrush." Sarah handed him a small pile of clothes.

"Thanks, are you sure Justin won't mind me wearing his clothes? They look
almost brand new."

"He's the one who chose them, he also said he'd be playing on Burnout most
of the morning if you want to join him."

"I would like to have a shower if that's ok? I have a problem though; the
doctor told me if I got the bandage wet then I should change it, any
ideas?"

"That's easy, I always keep a well stocked first aid kit around the house,
so I'll change it when you've finished. There should be some shower stuff
in the shower and the towels are kept in the closet on top of the
stairs. When you have had your shower, come down to the kitchen and I'll
fix your bandage and sort some breakfast out for you." Sarah left him and
went downstairs.

Alex went and got a towel, undressed then realised he wasn't familiar with
the shower controls. It took a few seconds to work out what he had to do
and set the water to as hot as he could stand it. When he got in the shower
he stood there enjoying the feel of the hot water sliding down his back and
front. He found that the hot water was having more than one effect on
him. The first thing he noticed was the tension in his shoulders melting
away with the water. The other effect was far more noticeable; he was
beginning to sprout wood. He was used to getting erections, as every guy
is, but for Alex it was never welcomed, to him it was just another reminder
that he was a freak. He hadn't had any sex education because his parents
thought it was something he didn't need until he was married.

Alex was not aware that every teenage boy got erections all the
time. Unlike Justin, Alex had not had a best friend who told him about
masturbation. As Alex had been trying not to be gay he had not masturbated
very much, more often than not he just left his cock go down on its own.

This morning however his cock was already at full mast when he went to soap
it up. He slid the foreskin back and started rubbing the soap around the
cock head and down the shaft. He noticed the feelings he was getting by
stroking his cock with the soap. He started to enjoy the slippery feeling
the soap and water was giving him so he started to stroke with more
purpose. As he was sliding his hand up and down his shaft his hips started
thrusting his cock into his hand. Within seconds he was shooting a load of
cum. It left him so weak at the knees he had to sit on the floor of the
shower. As he was sat there he could see the cum sliding down the glass
panel.

His emotions were pulling him in completely opposite directions. His body
was on a natural high from the orgasm and then there was the guilt he was
feeling. Alex felt that it was wrong to masturbate, not that he knew what
it was he was doing. He eventually got up and finished his shower, making
sure that he washed the shower down when he was done.

After he had dried off, being careful with the bandage on his arm, he put
on a pair of the briefs Simon had bought on his way home from work last
night; then he took a closer look at the clothes Sarah had given him. His
earlier assumption about the quality of the clothes had been correct. There
was a pair of jeans, a couple of long sleeve tops and some socks. He was
glad the tops had long sleeves; he was ashamed of the scars on his arms and
tried to avoid showing them. He put the socks on first, and then tried the
jeans on. He was surprised at how well they fitted; when he first saw them
he thought they might be too small. They were the new style he had started
to notice around, where they sat on the top of your hips rather than around
the waist. He picked up one of the tops with blue and grey stripes and put
it on before going downstairs.

"Do you feel better now? Sit down and I'll have a look at that bandage."

"Thanks." Alex sat down by the breakfast bar. It didn't take Sarah long to
change the dressing for a dry one. Alex had expected her to be shocked when
she saw what was under it, but she showed no reaction at all.

"It looks a little nasty, are you sure it's not hurting you too much, we
have plenty of painkillers if you want them?" Although Sarah showed no
reaction when she had removed the bandage, she did think that it had to be
hurting more than Alex was letting on.

"I am not sure whether it is because I have been cutting my arms for so
long now or because it was deeper than normal, but it doesn't hurt that
much, it itches more than anything."

"I meant what I said yesterday mind, if you feel the need to start cutting
yourself, I want you to talk to me first, or Simon for that matter. We want
you to feel comfortable enough here that eventually your need to cut
yourself will be a distant memory."

"I thought I was only staying here temporarily?"

"Well that's something I would like to talk to you about, but first what do
you want for breakfast? There's cereal, toast or I can do some scrambled
eggs if that's what you want."

"I'll have cereal, if that's ok?"

"Do you want cornflakes, coco pops or Justin's favourite, sugar puffs?"

"I'll have the cornflakes please." Sarah placed a bowl, milk, sugar and the
container of cornflakes in front of him.

"Now going back to your question, Martha signed an emergency order last
night giving Simon and myself permission to provide you with a home on a
temporary basis, so your assumption was correct. However, Simon and I
talked about it last night between us, we have also spoken with Justin, and
if it's what you want, we would like to see if we could make it
permanent. I know it's hardly twenty four hours since I spoke to you on
that bench but we want to help you."

"You don't really know me; you found me yesterday in the roughest part of
town. You have given me a bed to sleep in, not knowing if I would rob you
or worse, and now you are asking me to be a part of your family. Why?"

"Firstly, you have to live somewhere and I think here is as good a place as
any. I told you yesterday about how I try to help people like my brother
and you remind me so much of him. Simon thinks you deserve the break that
we are in a position to give you, and Justin, well he said he has always
wanted a little brother."

"I bet he wouldn't say that if he knew about me being a freak." Sarah felt
sorry for Alex when he insisted on referring to himself in that way, but
she was determined to get him to a point that he was happy with being the
way God made him.

"Alex I wish you would stop thinking of yourself like that. I have known
gay people for as long as you have been alive and they are better than a
lot of the straight people I know. I'll tell you this so you know I am
being genuine, if Justin told me he was gay, I would be just as proud of
him as I am right now. I am not saying I wouldn't be a little disappointed,
but that would only be because there are still people out there like your
parents and mine. Besides I think I know Justin well enough to know that
your sexuality wouldn't make any difference to him." Both Sarah and Simon
were almost ninety nine percent sure that Justin was gay, they were just
waiting for him to be comfortable enough to tell them.

Alex was feeling really uncomfortable, on the one hand he wanted to believe
Sarah because he was tired of trying to change and getting nowhere, but if
he didn't he'd never see his family again and he was already missing them,
even though they had never shown him the kind of love and support Simon and
Sarah had shown him.

"I definitely know you stopping to talk to me yesterday was the best thing
that could have happened to me. I dread to think what would have happened
if I had had to spend the night sleeping rough. I am grateful to you for
that, but asking me to stay is too much, how would I pay you back? Nobody
is going to employ me. I am not even allowed to finish school yet."

"Alex, we are not asking for you to pay us. I would hope that if you chose
to stay with us you would stay in school and go to a university if that was
what you wanted." Sarah didn't feel it was necessary to remind Alex that
thanks to her parents and Simon's job, they were pretty wealthy.

"How is that going to be possible, all my school things are at my parent's
and I can't see them letting me in the house again?"

"Well that is part of the reason Martha's coming around today. Worse case,
Justin has kept all his school books since he started Connor High so you
could just borrow his old stuff." Sarah hadn't thought about the fact the
boys may have taken different choices when it came to some subjects or that
they were on a different educational level.

After a few seconds of thinking Alex spoke again. "I know God exists and
there are angels around us all the time but you must be my guardian angel."

"I am glad you think of me in that way, I take it then you would like to
stay here permanent?"

"Every objection I can give you, you have come back with a better argument
for me staying. I would be an idiot to refuse your offer for something
unknown. I have one question, I am pretty sure I wouldn't be welcome at the
church I have gone to with my parents, do you go to one or could you take
me to one?"

"We don't go to a church every week, we tend to only go on special
occasions but we were planning on going for some of the Easter services, if
you like what you see I am sure we can sort something out, so you could go
every week. How about I take your dish and you go up with Justin, I'll give
you a call just before Martha is due to arrive and you can help with
lunch?" Sarah felt that by asking him to help with lunch, he would feel as
if he was contributing something.

"Are you sure? I don't mind washing it up myself."

"Yes I am sure. Now scoot." Alex knew when to give in, besides he was
looking forward to spending some time getting to know Justin a little
better, especially after the comment about Justin wanting a little
brother. Could he really start to think of this place as his home? He was
definitely treated better here than his parents.


Thanks to all who wrote this week they are:

JR & Bud, George S, Dave S, Michael L, Ezra P, Sammy H, Tony W, Trish,
Richard C, Derek A and Alfred A.