Date: Mon, 11 Jul 2011 15:07:14 +0100 (BST)
From: Anthony Lane <al.edu29d@yahoo.co.uk>
Subject: Alex's guardian angel Chapter 8

Alex's guardian angel

By A Lane

Warning

This story contains scenes of love and a sexual nature involving males with
other males. If the reading or possessing of such material as this is
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Disclaimer:

Most of the places mentioned, and none of the characters exist in real
life. Whilst there are references to celebrities in places, no inference
should be taken as to their sexual orientation in real life. This story is
completely fictional.

This is my first attempt at writing fiction. I was inspired to pick up the
pen after reading several stories by David Lee which can be found in the
prolific authors section on Nifty.

I would like to send out thanks to both David and Tom who have both helped
to edit the errors out. If you would like to send me an email about this
story please put Alex's guardian angel in the main title. Thanks for
reading.


Chapter 8


When Alex went into Justin's room, Justin knew that the news was good, it
was written all over Alex's face. "I take it Martha's said you can stay?"

"Yep, your mom and dad have to sign some papers and then it's
official. Martha is going to get my stuff this afternoon as well so
hopefully I won't have to keep borrowing your clothes."

"That's cool, I meant what I said earlier, you can help yourself to
anything in here." Justin meant it literally and was including himself in
the statement but didn't think Alex would catch it.

"So what time are we going for this run?"

"Whenever you are ready to go. Sound ok to you?"

"Sure. I'll have to take it easy though, I'm still not completely up to
scratch after yesterday."

"Don't worry, I wasn't planning on doing the London Marathon and I can
match your speed so you are not running on your own." Justin was planning
on staying slightly behind Alex to get a really good look at his butt when
they were out.

"Where were you planning on going?"

"There's a cool park nearby, it's big enough so we won't have to run too
many laps, and still get a good run in."

"I know the one you mean, I haven't been in there for years, my father read
something in the papers once about how the police had found a lot of gay
men having sex in there, he stopped my brother and me from going there
after that." Justin knew all about the reputation the park had, it was one
of the reasons he liked going there, not that he had worked up the courage
to actually do anything there, although he did catch an occasional view
that made him rock hard.

"We can go somewhere else if it makes you uncomfortable, but honestly I use
the park a lot and I've never had any trouble there."

"I think it'll be ok, it's not like there's going to be that much going on
there, not at this time of day, I'd guess they don't start doing anything
till late at night when it's darker." Justin didn't bother to correct
Alex's assumption.

"I keep all my sports stuff in that cupboard over there, help yourself to
something you feel comfortable with." Justin had a variety of clothes in
there, from long sleeve football shirts to vest tops, shorts like the
basketball players wore which came down to the knees to shorts that only
just covered his arse. Alex picked out one of the long sleeve tops and a
pair of the longer shorts.

"Do you have a spare pair of runners? My trainers are not really made for a
long run?"

"Sure, if you look there should be a pair in the bottom of the cupboard."

"Got them, I suppose I'm lucky we're similar in size. Thanks for letting me
borrow this stuff."

"No probs. Now if you want, you can change in here or the bathroom's
through that door." Justin pointed to the door Alex had assumed led to the
en suite when he was here yesterday.

"I'll change in the bathroom."

"Whatever you feel comfortable with." Justin was disappointed, he really
wanted to see what Alex was hiding under those clothes. As Alex was going
into the bathroom he thought that Justin seemed to have a disappointed look
on his face, but when he took a second look it was gone, he started to
wonder if he'd imagined it. He quickly went into the bathroom and got
changed before going back into the bedroom.

"Here take over for me while I get changed" He passed the controller to
Alex and pulled his top off. Justin thought his arse was his third best
feature, next to his face and his cock, he planned on giving Alex a show to
see if he could get a reaction that would indicate whether he had a chance
of getting anywhere with him. Whilst Alex had always tried to deny his
attraction to other boys, his body had never got the message. His body
reacted the instant Justin had started to take his top off. As Alex was
looking at Justin's back he noticed that Justin had dimples near the base
of his back just above the waistband of his jeans and either side of his
spine, as Alex noticed them his cock went hard instantly. He wanted to turn
away so Justin wouldn't catch him staring, but he was hooked. As Justin
bent down to take his jeans off, he gave Alex a really good look at his
arse. Alex had thought he couldn't get any harder until he saw Justin start
to take his jeans off.

Alex had lost all interest in what was going on with Burnout, he had
nothing in mind but Justin. He was hoping that Justin wouldn't stop there,
he was almost begging for Justin to take his boxers off, he had never been
this turned on. Part of his mind was screaming at him to stop looking, this
was queer and queer stuff is wrong, but the urges throughout the rest of
his body was overpowering that little voice. He knew what he wanted and was
disappointed when Justin started putting on a pair of shorts. With that
disappointment came the realisation of what he had just been wishing for,
which brought on a guilt trip the likes of which he had never experienced
before.

Alex wanted to cut up so badly that he almost ran out of the room to do
it. Then he thought about how he could explain the fresh cuts to Sarah
later, he was too ashamed to tell her that he cut up over what had just
happened. What would she think, he knew what Sarah thought of him being
gay, but did that mean she would be just the same knowing that he was
attracted to her son, what if Justin found out, would he be so happy to
have him as a little brother now? They had only just agreed to take him
in. If they knew about this would they throw him out as well? What was he
going to do? He quickly got up and ran out of the bedroom while Justin was
putting a top on.

When Alex got into the room he had slept in last night, he closed the door
and broke down in tears. He was so confused. He had Sarah and Simon telling
him it was ok to fancy boys, his father and priest telling him he would
burn in hell and then there was his body`s reaction upstairs. He hadn't
asked for this, why couldn't he be normal. Why did he have these
feelings. He had tried for years to change, what would happen if he stopped
trying? It would only lead to one thing. How could he go on living knowing
that with every breath, he was getting closer to the fires of hell. He
decided that he would talk to Sarah, but only to see about setting up a
time to go to church, where he could ask a priest what he should do. After
all they had to know what to do when this type of thing came up.

Justin couldn't help but notice the sudden departure of Alex. The bulge in
his shorts had told Justin he had gotten the type of reaction he had only
dreamed of. Then Justin started to think about what had happened. `Why did
he run out, was it because he was ashamed of getting a stiffy? Did he think
I'd turn against him for it? Maybe I shouldn't have been so quick to put on
a show?' All these thoughts started going through his mind at once, he was
also wondering if he had done something that would cause Alex to want to
leave. How could he talk to him about it without upsetting him even more?
He finished getting dressed; he had to let Alex know that as far as he was
concerned he didn't see a problem with what had just happened.

Just before he knocked on the door to Alex's room, he could hear the sobs
coming from within, this made him even more determined to sort this out and
sorrier for what he had done. "Alex, can I come in? I think we need to
talk." He heard Alex stifle a sob and get up from behind the door before
opening it. As Justin went into the room Alex was just sitting down on the
bed and wiping tears from his face. "I think I know why you got upset and I
know it's embarrassing but will you tell me please?"

"You tell me what you think it is." Alex wasn't sure what Justin was
thinking so he didn't want to go first just in case he said the wrong
thing.

"I think you're upset because you sprung a woody, please don't get upset
about it, I get them all the time. I was in the locker room at school just
after we had won a game against the Newtown boys, we were all covered in
mud before we jumped in the shower. Half way through cleaning up, I get a
boner, I tried to hide it from the other guys, but they caught me. I have
never been so embarrassed, they all teased me about it, I just wanted the
ground to open up and swallow me. I had been so focused on trying to get it
to go down that I had missed the fact that two others had begun to sprout
wood as well. By the end of the shower half the team was on their way to
showing off their third leg. I've even sprung one in the middle of math
class once, at our age it`s natural."

"I thought you only got them at certain times?" He was going to say when
you are attracted to someone but that would only tell Justin his body felt
an attraction to him.

"It can be, I mean we all want them when we are with someone in particular,
but then you can also get them when thinking about chicken salad. At our
age they happen at all times of the day or night. Usually I find that I'll
wake up in the morning with one, but you can also find that they will pop
up at anytime in the day. Some people say the best way of controlling it is
to wank off regularly, that way your balls are not so full."

"I never knew that about an erection." Alex was beginning to calm down a
little because he thought Justin hadn't realised what he had been thinking
upstairs.

"You should have been told that in sex ed? Who took you for those classes?"

"My father wrote to the school and got me excused from them, he told the
school he would tell me all I needed to know about sex, when he was ready."

"OK, well if it's not going to weird you out or anything, dad's already
done the talk with me as well as the ones in school, I could go through
some of it with you?"

"You wouldn't feel awkward or embarrassed? Don't you find talking about sex
embarrassing?"

"Nope, I enjoy talking about it, everyone I know does, it's not something
to be embarrassed by. We all get attracted to somebody, our bodies react
automatically. We don't control it, I would actually say more often than
not, Junior controls me."

"Who's jun.....wait, you call your willy Junior?"

"Yep, Justin Junior, I find it's a more polite way of talking about him in
public." Alex smiled at Justin's answer, he had to admit it did make
sense. "I'll tell you what, why don't we go for that run like we planned,
when we get back, we can grab a quick shower and then we can chat about
some of the questions you have about sex. If I don't know the answer we can
always try and find the answer online. Sound ok with you?"

"Yeah. I'm sorry about running down here and getting upset." Alex was glad
that it appeared Justin hadn't worked out the real reason. While it didn't
take away the guilt, he was curious enough to want to know more.

"Don't be, you didn't know there wasn't anything to get upset
about. Remember what I said though you can talk to me about anything, I
won`t get embarrassed. Before we go though, you might want to wash your
face?"

"Ok, give me a second then." Alex quickly went to the bathroom, gave his
face a quick splash of water and dried off. "Let's go then." The boys went
downstairs and out the front door, before they started the run they warmed
up in the front garden. When they started Justin set the pace to the park,
it was only half a mile away and the sun wasn't too strong so it was fairly
easy going. When they reached the park, Justin had to wait a few seconds
for Alex to catch up, so he told Alex to set the pace that was comfortable
for him when they started off in the park. This had the benefit of allowing
Justin to stay back a little eyeing Alex's arse. It was a pretty quiet day
in the park, there was only a handful of people in there. When they got
half way through their run, they stopped at a small café where Justin
bought a couple of bottles of water, handing one to Alex.

"You didn't have to buy one for me as well."

"Of course I did, it's no big deal anyways. So what do you think of this
park, is it as scary as your dad made out?"

"I don't see anything to be scared of, we've only seen half a dozen people
since we came in, and most of them were old women with their knitting."

"We haven't gotten to the part of the park where the guys go looking for
sex."

"You mean you actually know where they go? Have you ever gone there? Of
course you haven`t, why would you, you're straight." Justin wasn't sure
whether it was safe to correct Alex's assumption yet. He was almost sure
that Alex wouldn't try to hurt him, besides he could handle himself when it
came to one on one. No, what Justin was afraid of was everyone else finding
out and turning on him, he still wasn't quite ready for that.

"You ready for the trip home? Do you mind if we pick the pace up a little?"
The boys started back off and Alex was surprised by how he well he managed
to keep up with Justin at the faster pace. When they got back both boys
went to their bedrooms to get changed and shower.



Thanks to all those who have written this last week, they include:

Wayne N, Keith F, Kev, Adam J, Trish, Chris W, Fyre G, Ross F, DM P,
Cozach, Dave S, Bob C, Brandon J, Xavier A, Paul S, JR & Bud and Chris O.