Date: Fri, 7 Sep 2012 20:12:46 -0700 (PDT) From: KD D <kd_stories@yahoo.com> Subject: Alive in the lights- Ch. 4 Alive in the Lights ch.4 This story is pure fiction and is not intended to imply anything This story contains sexual Contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where You live then please hit the back button now!! Everything in this Story is made up, the names and people are fake: they are not Real! Please do not copy or paste this anywhere else, but please feel free to email ---------------------------------------------------------------------- The next Chapter of AITL ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Grey Alexander Holden Age:16-Main Character Victoria Holden- Age 35-Mother Tessa Palmer age: 19-Grey's PR/tutor Kaiden Ryan Barens Age: 16 ---------------------------------------------------------------------- I walk into the spare room, I don't say anything just yet, I just watch as Kaiden is sleeping. He is so cute I want to kiss his soft lips so bad, but I don't want to jeopardize my friendship with him, that and I don't think it would be a great idea to have a sexual harassment complaint filed on me. I look at his soft brown hair, and his cute nose, and the lips, down to his bare chest. What I would give to peek under the covers, but I fight the urge and I clear my throat. "Kaiden, time to get up dude." I say loud enough. His green eyes flutter open, and he looks at me then around, and back to me. He stretches, causing the covers to fall down his chest, and his tan torso comes into view, I have to bite my lip at the sight I want to jump him right now. He falls back into the bed, "Hi..." he says with a sleepy smile. I smile back, "Morning, so we have about 30 minuets and we need to be leaving." "Dang, what time is it?" "It's not even seven." I say laughing. He slaps his forehead, "It's to early!" "Well go shower, breakfast is ready!" I say leaving him alone, even though I wanted to see if he had morning wood. I walk down the stairs, and Tessa is pacing around on the phone, I see she even chose a casual jeans and a tank top. "No! I can't promise anything I will ask him, but I wont push him into, ok I have to go now." I stop, and she sits on the couch, "What was that about?" She rolls her eyes, "You remember the interview yesterday? Will she will be there today, and was trying to get the first interview post break up." "I don't understand what the big deal is. We were barely seen together, besides at award shows, and occasionally when we weren't on tour! I just wished I could be myself!" She gets up and pulls me into a hug, "I know, I know it's hard but this is your life. You knew it was going to be tough. Babe if you don't want to hide anymore than don't. Just make sure it's what you want." "I'm just 16 I don't know what I want, I just know I am gay, and I.." I trail off not really wanting to complete the sentence. "You like Kaiden don't you?" Tessa says. "I don't want to talk about it." I say. "Well go make you bowl of cereal, because I'm not making it for you." "I thought you would have something made?" I complain. "Like you said you are 16 you can feed your self." She says laughing. I make my way into the kitchens, and look through the cabinets, I finally find some cereal, I can tell I am going to hate them. Who the hell eats wheaties? I pour a bowl, and add a little bit of milk. Leaning back on the counter I start to eat. After a few minuets Kaiden comes in he sees me and smiles. He is in a plain white t-shirt, baggy cargo shorts, and black slip on vans. His hair is still damp from his shower, he looks so cute right now, I want to kiss his lips over, and over. "Wheaties?" He asks. I nod my head while I try and chew. He just laughs and looks into the fridge. I guess he doesn't find anything he likes, because he reaches right above me, and his shirt climbs up his stomach revealing a light brown treasure trail, and I have to put my bowl of cereal down or I would have dropped it. He grabs two apples and a banana. "Is that all you are eating?" I ask. "Yeah I'm not a very big breakfast eater." "Well it is the most important meal of the day." I tell him taking another bite out of the cereal. He laughs at me, "Well I guess I'm unhealthy!" I watch as he takes the banana and starts to peel it, I wonder if he is going to take it into his mouth. I don't think I could handle it if he did it like that, it would be too suggestive for me. He doesn't he breaks a piece off and eats it, I finish up my cereal. "I am going to go see if everyone else is ready." I walk out of the kitchen, I couldn't watch him anymore. If I did I would have had to touch him, and that would be bad considering I am wearing gym shorts and if I was to get hard it would show easily. I don't even ask if any one is ready I know they are, they are just waiting for us to be ready, I sit outside on the steps of the house waiting on Kaiden. I'm not sitting long when the door opens and he steps out and sits next to me. "What you thinking about?" He asks. "Just about everything, I know a few people are going to want to do interviews with me, but I don't want to talk about the huge break up with Crystal." I tell him. "That's understandable then don't answer the questions. Guided the questions to what you want to talk about." "That's just it I don't know what I want to talk about." I say laughing. "Well then talk about your plans to relax, talk about the music you plan to do for the next album, just be you no fake talking to them, just be like I'm relaxing for the next few weeks until it's time to start on my new album." "I never thought about doing that." I admit. He just smiles, "Is that what you are wearing?" he asks. I nod, "Dude it's an outside concert I am not going to be wearing pants, besides what's wrong with my tank top and gym shorts?" "Nothing, just didn't think you would perform wearing it.." he says smiling. I see his eyes linger a little longer, and he knows I am I notice and he blushes. Tessa comes out, "Let's go boys." She says shuffling us to the car. We get into a black SUV, I don't know who had them send a black one but I hate it. I don't say anything though, it's not my car. Kaiden sits next to me our knees touch and I see him blush a little and I can't help but smile. "Okay Kaiden, so this is your access pass, wear it around your neck. DO NOT freak out when you meet other celebrities, I cannot stress that enough! You will be on the side stage watching Grey perform, I would just stay with him for the rest of the time." Tessa says looking at Kaiden. "Yes, ma'am." He says taking the pass from her. "That's the whole routine everyone has to do with each person that has that pass. Don't worry, most everyone we meet will be super nice." I tell him. I see him visibly relax once I reassured him. "I think I am going to take a nap." He says looking at me. "That sounds like a really good idea actually." (Kaiden's POV) I feel a tapping on me, and I open an eye, and see Tessa looking at me smiling. "Get up we are ten minuets." I nod, and I notice that I am leaning on Grey's shoulder. I go to pick up my head, and I feel Grey's head on top of mine. I blush a little and move my head waking Grey up. "Sorry, but we have like ten minuets till we are there." He leans forward, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. I can see him smiling, "I was fast asleep." "So was I." I say avoiding his eyes. I look outside, and I can see a huge crowed of people, mostly teenagers. I look behind them, and I see the stage and someone performing on it. I can't see who it from this far, but we pull around to the back where some security guards are waiting. The SUV stops, and behind the guard rails girls start to yell and scream. The security officer approaches the passenger window where Tessa is. She rolls the window down. "Grey Holden." She tells him holding up a pass, and also pointing to the back seat and Grey smiles. The security officer takes a step back, and has them open the barricade. He motions us forward, and we start to move. I notice Grey rolls down his window, so the girls can see him and he waves. I have watched it on TV, but to actually be there when they start shrieking is a whole new experience I thought for sure my ear drums were going to burst. "GREY! I told you, you need to stop doing that!" Tessa scolds. Grey just smiles back and looks at me. "I love doing that she hates it!" "I have to agree, that was intense." I tell him. He gives me a playful shove, "come on." I follow him out of the SUV, and Tessa hands me the pass. Putting it around my neck I follow Grey who acts like he knows where he is going. "Do you know where you are going?" He looks back and smiles, "Not a clue." "Don't let him lie; he knows where he is going." Tessa says. A man with a headset comes up to us, "Grey good to see you, so let's get you into the chair. Is that what you are wearing?" "Yeah is that an issue?" Grey asks with a more of a don't question me tone. The man puts his hands up, "No that looks great." I look at Tessa and she smiles, "That's one thing I can say, Grey never lets anyone push him around. This is good I have seen so many young stars controlled by people, but Grey is tough he makes decisions he wants." "I don't think anyone can push him around." I say. "His mother tries, but they clash all the time over things she wins usually "I don't want to overstep...never mind." I say not wanting to upset her. "That his mother doesn't care? That she treats him like he is property? Yeah we all know that, and it sucks for Grey." "Yeah that does. He is so genuinely so nice, like I honestly figured he would be such a douche bag that I would hate him....I actually like him a lot." I tell her, I just wished I could say how much I really, really liked him. Even though that would make me seem foolish because he is who he is, and I am some stupid kid from Haysville. "He likes you as well, and I think its nice Ms. Anna hired you. It will keep Grey entertained so he won't bug everyone." Tessa laughs. "Yeah, but I still have a job to do. I don't want to be paid to entertain him." I tell her. "Don't tell him that." She laughs. Grey finally stops arguing and the guy walks away, "Well that was fun." "So, what's the deal?" Tessa asks "I go on in like thirty minuets minuets, and it's like a forty five minuet set list. So lets get me into the make up chair." We follow him into a tent that is set up, a girl with neon pink hair, is sweeping up hair from the floor. "Hello." She says. "What's going on?" Grey says as he sits in the chair. "What are we doing today?" she asks turning her attention to him. Grey doesn't say anything right away I see him thinking about it, "Can you cut good?" She laughs, "That's why I am here." "Cool, cut my hair." He says. "How short should we go?" She asks looking over to Tessa. "Tessa doesn't decide how I want to look I do. Cut it how most teen age boys are wearing it now." "Sorry, I didn't know a lot of managers won't let them, well most boys do short hair they can put in a faux-hawk, or a little long but short, that way you can still have a some bangs but a lot shorter than yours so you can have the messy bed head look." She says running her hands through his hair. I want to be her running my hands through his hair, he looks over at me. "What should I do?" I stutter for a second, "I think messy bed head would go over real good." "Do it." he says. "Can I talk to you outside please?" Tessa says tugging on my shirt. I follow her out, as I hear Grey making the girl laugh as she starts to cut his hair. Once we are out of ear shot Tessa turns towards me, "Look I know you are crushing on him, but you have to realize it will never happen and that sucks. I can't have him making rash decisions like this, his mother is going to kill someone when she gets back and sees that his hair is all gone. I don't want the blame to be put on you, you are a good kid. But if you are going to be a friend try to persuade him from being radical like that." I look at her, "I don't know what you mean I am not crushing on him." "It's obvious the way you look at him, it's Grey Holden every girl crushes on him every guy wishes they were him, and a lot of guys want him. Look I won't say anything but just please help me keep him from making hasty decisions." She says putting her hand on my shoulder. "Ok, but it's what he wants." I tell her. "I know, but sometimes you can't have everything you want even Grey can't. I start to reply, but the tent opens, and Grey walks out. I thought he was hot before. With his hair shorter it made his face look thinner and well just looked older. I tried not to stare to long, but he caught me and smiled. Of course I blushed. "Well how do I look?" "You look good." I say shooting a look to Tessa. "You look adorable. Now come on we have to get you to the stage." She says. We start the short walk over, and I look at Grey, "Is that?" He laughs, "Yeah I knew she would be here." She steps down the stairs, and smiles, "Hey Grey!" "Hey Katie how are you?" He says. "Good, doing great since my movie came out, and I am about to do some recording!" she says kissing him on the cheek. "You should watch my set." Grey says smiling. "Wouldn't miss it sweetie. Love the new hair, and sorry about Crystal." She says. "I cant believe that I just was so close to..." I stutter watching her blue hair bob up and down. "Yeah met, her at the choice awards, she is so amazing. So I need you to hold this for me ok." He asks handing me a guitar case, that he took from a guy that brought it over. He breathes in and out, "Well it's now or nothing." He says and turns to the guy we met with the headset, who gives him the thumbs up he sprints up the stairs, and onto the stage. I can hear all the fans roar. Tessa motions me to follow her and she flashes her pass, and so do I. We come out from behind the curtain and move to the side of the stage so we aren't seen. Grey is getting the crowed to get ready for his performance. "How's it going!" he says and the crowd responds, "It's hot out so thank you all for coming to see me! it's going to be great!" "He knows how to work the crowed." Tessa whispers to me. He launches into his first song, and I am entranced by his dance moves, and how he keeps up with singing as he jumps around. I can see how much the crowd loves it, and they sing along. After a few more songs he stops and smiles to the crowd. A guy brings a stool out, and a rag. Grey wipes his brow, and sits on the stool. He readjusts the mic stand. "So, I thought I would do a song that I wrote a few days ago, at my house. No it's not a break up song since every thing that has gone down. It's a song I personally wrote I hope you all enjoy it, now if my good friend Kaiden would bring me my guitar." He looks to the side at me, and my jaw is almost hitting the floor. I look over at Tessa she laughs and pushes me forward. I step out and the crowed cheers, I walk to the middle of the stage to him, and I swear it seems like 15 miles until I reach him. He smiles. "Thanks!" he says taking the guitar from me. I rush back to where I was standing, "I can't believe he did that to me!" She puts her arm around me, "Welcome to life with Grey he loves to drag people out on stage you should have seen the time he did it to me I was like no, and he dragged me out there." I am still red in the face, I watch as Grey is having someone help him set up. He is still smiling, I think that's all that boy does is smile. I am not complaining because he has one sexy smile. "Okay, so this is still a little rough, but here it goes." He says. He starts strumming on the guitar, and brings the mic closer to his face he starts so sing, I listen to him the whole crowd is quieter than I have heard them all day. "Bright eyes I see you smiling at me, and it makes me light up inside. I want to hold you close bright eyes..." I see the crowed start to move, and I am fascinated by his voice, and how he is so calm. "How is he not nervous?" I ask Tessa. "He is passionate about what he does, he truly loves to sing and perform. I think its risky doing a new song, but its Grey they will love it. At least he cleared it up that it's not about Crystal." I don't say anything I listen to the rest of the song, and once he finishes the crowd erupts into screams and, I just laugh and Grey tell them thank you! He starts to head our way, and a worker takes the guitar from him. "Well how was it?" he asks approaching us. "You were great as always." Tessa says hugging him. "You were awesome." I gush. He gives me that smile, and throws his arm around my shoulders, we start to descend down the stairs from the stage, and I start seeing flashes from cameras. I don't understand what's going on, and Tessa steps in right away. "Please no photos just yet, I am sure if you give him a few minuets to cool down and get a drink he would love to talk to you all." "Can we please get a word from him first?" A man asks. Grey is about to, but Tessa cuts him off, "Please let him cool down first." "Well we have a few fans that won a meet and greet of their choice, and they want to meet Grey." A female with a headset yells out. "Hey, I will do the meet and greet I would love too, but as Tessa said let me get some water, and cool down. I would never deny them that." Grey says. "Can we get a few words from you?" The same guy asks. "Would love too after the meet and greets." He says, and we start to walk to a tent. "You don't have to talk to them." Tessa says. Grey is sitting in a chair with a towel and a water bottle, "I am going to have too sooner or later I won't say too much." "Well I will be there, so if they ask a question you aren't supposed to answer I will intervene." He shrugs his shoulders, "You going to be there too right?" he asks looking at me. "Yeah, sure if you want me to be." I tell him (Grey's POV) I don't know why I asked Kaiden to be there with me, hell maybe it was because I just feel better when he is with me. I finish toweling off, and tell them I am ready. The lady with the headset is outside the tent, "Are you ready to meet the winners?" "Sure, where would you like to do this at?" I ask. "Can we do this in the tent? I am Lisa by the way I work at the local radio station." She says extending her hand. "Nice to meet you, and that sounds great." I tell her and head back into the tent. "That was fast." Kaiden says. "They are coming in here. So how has today been?" I ask. He doesn't get to answer because Lisa comes in with two teen girls as I figured it would be, "This is Ally and, Cara." I step forward and shake the skinny read heads hand first, "Hello I'm Grey." She just stares back shocked at me, "I'm..I'm...I'm...Ally." "Nice to meet you Ally." I turn to the Brunette and she kind of throws herself at me and hugs me. "I'm Cara!" She says way too excitedly. I see Kaiden laughing but trying to contain it, "Well it's nice to meet you too." "Okay ladies lets take a picture with him, I am sure he is a busy person." Lisa says. Ally is first, "Can I have a hug?" she asks. I smile and hug her and look at the camera as Lisa takes it. "Grey part of the contest was a signed CD of yours would you mind signing them?" Lisa asks. "Not a problem." I tell her taking them both and signing them. I take a picture with Cara, who about squeezed me half to death. "Can I kiss you on the cheek?" she asks. I laugh and turn my cheek towards her, and she kisses me on the cheek, and I know Lisa takes a picture of it. I am watching Kaiden's expression it seemed that he was a little jealous he turned to Tessa and tried to talk to her. I watch them leave and I turn back to Kaiden, "You okay?" "Yeah just tired, it's been a long day." "I promise I will make the interview quick, I am tired too." I say. I make them walk out with me, and as soon as we are out of the tent the harsh sun beats down on me. I see the guy out there and I wave him over I see more cameras flash but I don't pay them any attention. "Hey man, I have a few minutes but it has to be short, I am on a tight schedule." I tell him. "Okay, I am Brian with Teenzine. Okay so first that was a great song that you did last will it be on the new album?" "It might be, I am not sure." I tell him. "You said that you wrote it before you and Crystal broke up was the song about her?" He asks. "No, it was not about Crystal." I tell him. "So there is someone else? Is that the reason she broke up with you?" "No that was not the reason; there is no one else that I have my eyes on." "But you just said the song wasn't about her, which implies that there is someone else?" He shoots back at me I run my hand through my hair, Tessa knows this as a cue to jump in, and she does. "I am sorry, but this topic is not up for discussion, Grey and Crystal are still friends it was better if they both went their separate ways but there is no ill will towards each other." "Okay, so what are your plans for the summer?" Brain asks. "Just to relax write a few more songs, and just have fun with some friends." I say looking over at Kaiden. "What about the haircut care to elaborate why you cut the locks that the girls love?" "It's really hot outside." I laugh. This gets him to laugh as well, "I don't blame you, so you said you plan to hang out with friends. Do you have any friends that aren't famous like from your childhood? What about your old band mates?" "I have not spoken to the boys in a while, but who knows. I do have some friends that aren't famous. I just plan to relax before I focus on my next album." "Is he one of the friends?" Brain asks motioning to Kaiden. "Yes, he is. I hate to cut this short, but as I said I am on real tight schedule." "I understand and thank you, for the time." We don't talk much as we head back to the area to be picked up, Tessa is on the phone, and she keeps talking about how today went I am sure it is the record label or my mother one of the two. I look over at Kaiden who has not said a word since the interview. "Are you okay?" "Just tired." He mumbles. This makes me sad, I don't know why, or what happened. A limo pulls up, and Tessa gestures us to get in, "What happened to the SUV?" "This is all they had." She says pausing from the phone. I let Tessa, and Kaiden get in first and I get in last closing the door. Tessa sits on the other side of the limo, so she can talk on the phone I am guessing it's her boyfriend now. I was going to sit next to Kaiden, but he is on the opposite side of the seat looking out the window. I get my phone out and type out on a message, "Are you okay?" and slide the phone over to him. He types something out on the phone and slides it back over, "Just tired, would you be mad if I just go home?" I know it's visible that I don't like what I read, I don't say anything back. I just put the phone in my pocket and look out the window. I try hard not to cry, and I fucking don't know why I feel like crying. I guess I fee rejected, and I feel like I did something wrong but I just don't know what it was. Finally about fifteen minuets later Tessa gets off the phone, "So I talked to your mother, she isn't happy about you cutting your hair, but is happy the show went great. She said she would be home late this week she wants to stay out there for awhile, and that your father would be coming home with her. Grey is it okay if I go ahead and head out, I am ready to get home and see my boyfriend." "Yeah, Tess go ahead, not like I am going to do much anyway." I tell her. The rest of the car ride is silent, I don't know whether Kaiden is asleep or not. I sit there and rack my thoughts, on what to say to him. We are back to the house before I know it. Kaiden and I get out, Tessa is going to have the limo drop her off at the airport. "Text me if anything is wrong." She says. "Nothing will go wrong. It will be fine, go enjoy your time off." She reaches over and hugs me, "Im going to miss you!" "Miss you too now go home!" I tell her. Kaiden and I walk into the house, and go up to my room. I watch as he goes to pick up his bag, I grab his arm. "Please don't leave, I don't know what I did but I'm sorry." "You didn't do anything, it's just it's getting late..." He doesn't complete his sentence. "Stay with me, please I don't want to be alone. It's just going to be you and me. No more famous world at all. Just two regular teen boys." I plead with him. "Grey I had so much fun, just like the guy said I'm not famous and I saw how he looked at me, I don't belong in your world at all. I think it's just better to be your employee..." "Please....Don't do this to me." I beg him, and I try but I can feel the tears building up. "Look you are pretty much the only person I know outside my job and I like you okay you are the most down to earth person I know." He laughs, "I guess I can stay." I smile back, "Yes! So what do regular teenage boys do?" I ask. "You know watch porn, eat pizza, drink soda." He jokes. "Well perfect I can order some pizza and turn on some porn. I tell him laughing. He just laughs more, and I walk over to my TV and look through the DVDs I have, and I pick the one that I know is straight porn. I figure it's safer than the other ones I have. I don't put it in just yet, I first pick up the phone and call the pizza place, they said they are busy and that it would be thirty to forty minuets. I ask Kaiden if that's okay, and he says yeah and that he likes pepperoni pizza, I nod and place the order, and adding two, two liters of coke and smile at him. I pop in the DVD, and lay on the bed. Kaiden doesn't ask what I put in but sits on the other side of me. It picks up where I last watched it this chick is sucking this guys dick, while the other is eating her out. "Oh shit, you actually have porn." He says nervously. "Hey it's what every teenage guy loves." I tell him. I try not to look over at him so much, but I cant help but see that he is getting horny, I start to rub myself through my gym shorts. I peek over and see him doing the same thing. I am now rock hard and its obvious, the guys on film have moved to fucking her, I cant stand to hear her moan, but I love watching the guys cocks. I look over and Kaiden is fully hard too. I pull my shirt off and I feel Kaiden watching me, as I do. I lean back and watch to see if he will take his off or not, and after a few minuets he does. He leans back and our arms touch, I feel the warmth of his skin and I can't help but get more excited. "Dude...so I can't help it I need to jack off." I blurt out. I don't let him say anything I pull off my shorts and boxers before I lose my confidence, my boner springs free hitting my abs, Kaiden isn't watching the screen anymore instead his focus is now on my hard cock. "You can too if you want." I say smiling at him. I start to rub my cock, feeling the precum leaking and rubbing it over the slit of it. I let out a soft moan. I take the six and a half inches in my hand and start to slowly jerk it. I feel Kaiden lift up and pull off his shorts, I can't help but watch his boner spring up and slap his stomach like mine did. He has a nice cock; he takes it in his hand and start to jerk off as well. I try not to stare at his cock so much I glance every now and then, but I try and keep my focus on the TV. I hear him give a little moan, as he jerks away. I start to jerk a little faster on mine, I guess it excites me more that he is right next to me jerking off. I feel his leg against mine as he spreads out, I do the same and we both kind of giggle. I see him openly looking at my dick and it makes me harder. I stop trying to avoid watching his dick, and I watch as his balls bounce as he jerks his cock, and how he stops every now and then and fondles them pulling at them, and rubbing them. I don't even notice that I start to do the same thing. I want to reach over and stroke his hot cock for him, but I also don't want to cross the line. I turn my attention back to the TV and both hot guys start to double fuck the chick. I can't help it that it makes me start to jerk off harder. I can feel my orgasm start to build; I look over at Kaiden who is also pumping his cock faster than originally. I start to moan, and pant harder as I start to get closer. "I'm gunna cum." I moan out, as my orgasm hits, and a thick rope of cum hits my chest, followed by two smaller loads. I jerk a little longer milking my cock a little more as cum slowly dribbles on my hand. I sit there panting. I look over at Kaiden, and his eyes are fixed on my cum covered chest, and I hear him moan and his cock shoots out three thick loads of cum onto his own chest. We both laugh as we are coming down from our orgasm. "That was intense." I say smiling. He nods his head; I reach for my shirt, and wipe cum off me. I watch as Kaiden does the same with his. "That wasn't awkward or anything was it?" I ask nervously. He laughs, "Hell know that was fun." He says. I laugh too, "I don't know but I love being naked. But I guess I will put some boxers on since the pizza should be here soon." I tell him. He is already off the bed bending over pulling on his boxers. I can't help but look at his tight ass and I swear I fill my cock start to get hard again. I have never seen an ass look so good. "Oh I forgot to ask, do you think you could run the money out to him?" I ask. "Dude that's no problem besides I wouldn't want anyone to know that you live here. He flashes a smile at me. Hey everyone I hope you are enjoying the story! Feed back is always welcomed and encouraged! Thanks KD kd_stories@yahoo.com Like the fb page to stay up to date on the next posting! http://www.facebook.com/pages/KD-Stories/287283501292852