Date: Fri, 4 May 2012 17:33:49 -0400 From: Kidd Crazee <kidd_02012@hotmail.com> Subject: An Evergrowing Wonder Ch.4 An Ever-Growing Wonder Ch.4 This story is pure fiction and is not intended to imply anything About the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual Contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where You live then please hit the back button now!! Everything in this Story is made up, the names and people are fake: they are not Real! Please do not copy or paste this anywhere else, but please feel free to email me kidd_02012@hotmail.com -------------------------------------------------------------- Cole Allen Dunham-15 Devin Nicholas Faden -16 Stephanie Dunham-15 (Cole's Twin) Dylan Dunham- 12 (Little brother deaf) John Dunham-35 (father, Bioengineer) Susan Dunham-33 (Mother, New column writer) Raymond Faden- 40 (Devin's father, Mechanic) ------------------------------------------------------ "School was so boring today." I say laying next to him. "It's always boring, work was slow tonight that's why they let me go early." Devin says. I link his hand in mine, "Well I'm glad you're here tonight." I hear him let out a sigh, "Yeah me too. Beats being at home with my father." I pull back the sheet, "Do you like the color of my boxers?" I ask showing him my purple boxers. He laughs and puts the sheet back on me, "There blue like your other ones." "No there not, they are purple!" He lays his head back against the wall, "I'm red green color blind, it's a little hard to tell red green colors." I start to ask, but he interrupts me, "We are not playing the what color is this game." He says. "Ok fine." "Why don't you tell me more about your life." I ask looking up at him. He laughs, and lays a hand on my chest, "Because my life is boring, and I rather hear about yours." I take his hand and bite the side of it, "Please! I thought that's why you come over so we could get to know each other, and then maybe develop something more." "I never said that. I said I would keep coming to see you at night, and we would talk about how you're adjusting to being gay." Sitting up looking at him, "if that's the only reason you come over because you feel obligated to make sure I'm adjusting to being gay then leave! Cause I don't need you sympathy." Laughing he pulls me down and strokes my face, "You are so cute when you get mad." I blush and turn my back to him. "I'm serious!" I feel him put his arm under mine, letting his drape over my side across my stomach. "What would you like to know?" he asks. "Why do you work so much, and why do you show up late to school a lot?" He's close to my ear now, "Well anything I want I have to buy, so I have to keep working to pay for my phone, clothes, food, and whatever else I want. Some days I have things come up that cause me to be late." "What about your dad?" "What about him?" he asks. "Why doesn't he take care of you with like money and stuff, what is he like?" He sighs, "Me and my father don't see eye to eye at all. He is a mechanic, and is kind of a dick. He doesn't support the fact I am gay, and we just try to avoid each other, it's not good when we don't." "I'm sorry....Devin, you do realize that I have a major crush on you right?" I blurt out before I lose the confidence. I hear him laugh, "Yes I know you have a major crush on me." I turn and face him, and force a kiss on him, and he pushes me back into the mattress, "What the fuck Cole?" "Why don't you want me?" I ask. He hands still on my shoulders pinning me down, "I do want you! You are not ready for that though!" "Don't tell me when I am ready to have sex, I will whenever I want!" I say struggling underneath him. I just saw his expression harden and he seethed "FINE!" I see him peel off his shirt, and throw the sheet off me, I reach up to kiss him and he pushes me down, I feel his hands on my chest, not soft like he was last night, but hard, and reaching for my boxers, he doesn't even wait he starts to yank them down. My heart is pounding I don't understand what he is doing. He flips me on my stomach and pushing me in the middle of my back to stop me from getting up, I her him unzip his pants. I can't stand it, I never seen this side of him, a choke out a stop, before I start to cry. I didn't think he was going to, but he pulled my boxers up covering my butt again. He grabs me and pulls me into a hug, I cry into his chest, "You aren't ready for sex." He whispers. "That wasn't what I wanted; there was no kissing or anything in it." I say trying to stop crying. "That's what sex is, you want someone to make love to you and care for you. Cole you aren't the person to just go have sex, you want it to mean something." He says. I just keep my head in his chest, I can't argue with him, because he is right. I'm not ready for sex, I want what he described I wanted to make love. "You scared me." I whisper. He kisses the top of my head and lies down with me, I am still clinging to him, "That's why I told you, you are not ready not to tell you what to do, because you said you freaked out when Jordan tried to have sex with you. Cole I don't want to see you hurt, you are a good person, and something like that could just mess you up I know." "What do you mean?" I ask. He shushes me and tells me to just lay down, I listen just feeling so comfortable in his arms. I like the feeling of having him next to me, I just wished he would feel the same I feel for him ************************************************************************ "COLE! WAKE UP!" I hear Stephanie scream in my ear. I jolt awake with some ones arms still around me, "What?" I ask groggily. "What is he doing here?" she says pointing to someone behind me. I look and see that Devin fell asleep with me, nudge him, "Devin wake up." He wakes up and looks around, "Oh shit." "Yeah oh shit, you got to get out of here! You are so lucky I get up thirty minuets before mom does!" Stephanie says. I run to the restroom trying to hide my morning hard on from Stephanie and keep myself from turning bright red. I use the restroom, and wash my hands and face to wake me up. I am not freaked out at all I love the fact he fell asleep with me, maybe that means I make him comfortable. I hear Stephanie talking to him. "Look Devin, I don't have a problem with you, I think you are cute, and think you and my brother are cute wrapped up like that. But you hurt him I swear to everything that is holy I will cut off your balls myself. He is my twin, so don't think about hurting him do you understand." I can just imagining him giving a grin, "Hey if you want to touch my balls all you had to do was ask." "You are such a perv!" I hear her say. "I am not going to hurt Cole. We aren't going out or doing anything, I fell asleep I usually leave I am just helping him come to terms that he is gay." He says. I brush my teeth since I really don't want to talk in there, and be grilled by Stephanie and her questions. After I brush my teeth I walk out into the bedroom and it's just Stephanie on the bed looking at me. "Where's Devin?" "He left, like he should have done last night!" She says crossing her arms. I lean against the wall, "I'm sorry, okay." "Just what if mom came in here and found you like that?" She walks towards me with my phone. "I don't know how we were." I say taking my phone. I look at it, and it is Devin, and I sleeping, he has his arm around me, and I look so peaceful, and so does he. "You took this?" I ask looking up. She smiles, "I couldn't help it you two were so cute. So he said there is nothing going on between you two is that true?" "Yeah, he thinks he would be taking advantage of me, until I am ready and not just coming to terms with being gay." "So you didn't have sex?" She asks. "NO! We both had clothes on!" I say going to the closet to pick out some shorts, and an American eagle shirt. "Lets go down and see if mom is making breakfast as normal." Stephanie says walking out the door. I throw on my clothes and deodorant and follow suit. I didn't even have to second guess, I smelled the food she was making. "Hey mom." I say sitting down next to Dylan. "Hey sweetie, you want breakfast?" She asks. I shake my head no, "I think I am going to ride my bike to school today." I say. "Doesn't Jordan pick you up normally?" Mom asks. "Yeah, but we kind of had a disagreement, and stuff." I say not wanting to talk about it. She comes over and hugs me, "I'm sorry baby, your father will be home tonight if you want to talk to him about it." I hear a horn outside, and look to Jordan she just shrugs her shoulders, I don't know who it is until my phone starts to buzz. Jordan [I'm outside for you.] Me [one sec.] I just sigh, "That's Jordan, I guess I'm not riding to school on my bike, Steph text me when you get to school." I say saying good bye to everyone. I head outside, and it's hot already this early. I get into her car, and she throws a bag at me. "I will stop at a gas station so you can change." I inside and its board shorts, "I like shorts I'm wearing." I say. "Cole, please. We aren't going to school, I want to make up for yesterday, okay it was wrong of me, and I want to have a good day with you." She says pleadingly. "Fine, but Stephanie and Jeff are coming with us, because I know Mandy and her boyfriend will be there." I say. I see her grip the steering wheel tighter, "Fine." She says. I get out my phone and text Jeff, and Steph. They both said it was awesome, "Sounds like a good thing glad you thought of it." I say knowing it's going to upset her. She doesn't say anything, just drives and we pick up Jeff and Stephanie at the gas station close to school. "Hey Jordan, I am glad you thought of the beach!" Jeff says jumping in the car. "Jordan Thanks, but I need to run back by the house and get my bathing suite." Stephanie asks. "Fine." She says. We drive by my house Me, Stephanie, and Jeff run into my house. I go change in my bathroom while Jeff uses a pair of boarding shorts. "I think Jordan is pissed." Jeff says from my room. "Who cares, I am still upset from yesterday." I say walking out of the bathroom. Walking out I see Jeff pull up the board shorts, and I get a little shot of his cute ass, I smile at the sight and he turns around I hide the smile fast. "You need to put your short on over them, so mom doesn't catch on." We meet Jordan back in her car, and she looks more agitated, "Hey babe." I say sitting next to her, I lean over to kiss her cheek but she turns away. "We need to go. Mandy and Sean are already there." The ride was silent, Jordan just turned on the radio, and we just listened to it. I heard Jeff and Stephanie talking in the back, but up front me and Jordan are silent. My phones vibrates and I check it. Trent [Hey sexy I haven't heard from you in a bit, you ok?] Me [Yeah, sorry just been busy with stuff whats up?] Trent [Just miss those lips. When am I gunna see you again] Me [Whenever you want let me know] Trent [Well I want to soon, and not just at the bar, maybe come back to my apartment ;)] Me [ Oh, well we will figure something out, I got to go later] I didn't know if I liked the idea of going back to his apartment, cause he is only going to want to have sex and I am not going to let my first time be with him. We arrive at the beach, Jeff and Stephanie run down the pier to the sand, I stay behind and get towels and blankets out with Jordan. "Look I know you're mad, but sometimes I want to be around other people besides Mandy and Sean." She looks up from the trunk of the car, "No worries babe. No big deal having your twin and best friend tag along and be the third and fifth wheel on our little day." "Whatever, I am not going to deal with you being sarcastic." I walk off and head to the beach, sure enough Mandy and Sean where there, and she was already yelling at Jeff who was being hyper as always. I feel Jordan come up and kiss me on the cheek, "Come on babe take off your shirt, I will put some sun screen on." I hesitate, Mandy is watching me with a smile on her face, so I smile back and take off my shirt and discard it. My shirt doesn't even hit the sand and Jordan is putting sun screen over my chest. I look her in the eyes, and she smiles at me. "My sexy boy." She says putting the sun screen over me. I take the bottle and put sunscreen at her, but I am not paying attention to her. I am distracted by Stephanie and Jeff who are flirting up a storm, it clicks that's who she must like! I just smile, and finish putting the sun screen on Jordan's back. I sit next to her on a blanket that she set out. I get up and play Frisbee with Jeff, and Sean. We have fun running back and forth. I workup a good sweat, enough to forget about how unpleasant Jordan is being. Even though I keep catching Mandy whisper something to Jordan and laugh while looking at me. I am sure she is making some stupid joke about how I am getting a four pack or my small frame, but I don't focus to much on it because I know a few people who think my frame is perfect....well maybe two I don't know if Devin likes my frame. We stop to take a drink of water, I am bent over hands on my knees taking a breath of air when Jordan comes over, "Lets go walk." She tells me taking my hand. "I was in the middle of playing." I tell her. She doesn't care, so I follow her down the path hand in hand. We get out of earshot from Mandy and everyone else. I should be happy that I have a hot girlfriend and we are walking on the beach like the stupid pictures you see that just say perfect couple, but that's not us because I don't even like girls, and I feel extremely guilty at this moment. "Look, I just wanted to say it was wrong that I told Mandy yesterday." She says looking over. "That's your apology? You shouldn't even be talking to her about our relationship to her." I can tell it's upsetting her, "Wow ungrateful, she is my best friend Cole!" "Yeah Jeff is my best friend, and I didn't tell him anything." "Stop being such a dick about it, you couldn't even have sex with me." she says. I stop and drop her hand and look at her kind of hurt, "I'm being a dick? You are being dramatic, you are the one who was acting like a dick yesterday. That shit was supposed to be private and yet you tell the loudest person to school about it, I heard about what she said about how I look." "Oh think you are big and bad, cause little Cole is cussing." She mocks. I hate when she is being like this, when she is in this mood it's always an argument. "When your done being a bitch we can talk." The scowl on her face makes me grin a little, but I didn't expect her to hit me in the face, I go down hard in the sand grabbing my face I look up at her, "Are you fucking crazy?" The look on her face says she even surprised herself on this, "Oh my god, Cole I am sorry baby I just I lost control." She bends down, and I scoot away from her touching my lip I can see it's busted. She is almost in tears, and I just stare at her, not sure what to say. I get up and she tries to dust the sand that is sticking to me "Don't touch me!" I say with a shakey voice. I can tell she is hurt, but I don't know what for I was the one she gave a right hook too. "I'm so sorry babe..." "No your not." I tell her. "What are you going to tell everyone?" she asks. I ignore her and start walking back towards the group of people, she runs up to me and tries to take my hand and I don't let her., but she doesn't take no for an answer, so I relent and let her hold me hand. "What are you going to tell them happened?" She asks. I don't answer her I just let her hand fall out of mine and keep walking; I know this doesn't satisfy her at all. "Cole what are you going to tell your sister when she asks?" saying it louder this time. "I don't know yet." I say seeing the pier, but I guess everyone headed to the parking lot since I can't see them anymore. She grabs me on my upper arm, forcing me against the pier her nails digging into my skin, the sensitive part by my underarm "You need to think of something now!" she says. I feel her exert more pressure, and I wince, "let go." I tell her. "Cole, you are going to tell them you slipped coming up the pier, and that's it. Do you understand?" I nod my head, and she finally releases the death grip she had on my arm. She grabs her bag, where they left it and throws my shirt at me and I put it on. I follow her to the cars. As on cue, Stephanie asked about what happened to my lip looking at it closely. I told her exactly what Jordan told me to say, I watched Jordan's eye as I did. She didn't break contact at all. Stephanie keeps looking at me asking if I have a headache and stuff, "Steph, I'm fine ok." We get into the car after we all packed everything away, "Do you guys want to stop and eat?" Jordan asks. Everyone says they are to tired, and I am mentally relieved I need to get the hell away from her. We drive in silence, I act like I am sleeping. I miss Devin; I want to feel him next to me touching me with the force of caring that he has. I don't even want to meet up with Trent, I just want Devin. His blue eyes that can see right through my conflictions, and his perfect lips to be on my body. I look in the back seat, and I see Stephanie has fallen asleep on Jeff, her head on his shoulder. I can see that they are holding hands as well. I catch his eye, and he just smiles, it's not a cocky smile. It's a smile that says he is happy. I avoid making eye contact with Jordan. She is bobbing her head along to the radio, acting if she wasn't a complete crazy person. I check my arm where she had me, and I can see the marks of her fingers, and I know they are going to bruise. It makes me mad, because now I am going to have to hide them, and that's hard to do. I hate the fact I am littler than her, and she feels like she can over power me which she can. We arrive at the house, and we are lucky that out mom is out of the house, I hear Jeff gently wake Stephanie up, and they get out of the car and Jordan pops the trunk for them to get their stuff out. I start to get out, but Jordan grabs my wrist, so I stop, "Steph, I will be inside in a moment take my bag for me." She nods and winks at me, I just roll my eyes. I watch her and Jeff go into the house. "Cole I am sorry about what happened at the beach, I don't know what came ove..." I cut her off, "Save it, you aren't sorry. If fact you get a rush, because you can over power me and hurt me. You need fucking mental help, you know what I would never have sex with you, even if you were the last person on earth I'd rather die a virgin, and by the way me and you were done so go fuck off." I tell her getting out of the car and slamming the door shut.