Date: Thu, 11 Oct 2001 22:19:52 EDT
From: THUNDERCATS1982@aol.com
Subject: Andrew and Ryan..part 1

It was the first day of school, which always frightened me. I'm Andrew and
I'm 16 and a gay teen at a big school always filled with lots of hot boys,
that I knew I could never have. I was isolated and thought that I was the
only gay kid in school. Seeing all the hot boys just made me go crazy as
usual, so I just shoved the thoughts out of my mind and went over to a
group of my friends I seen standing by the stairwell.

 We were standing there talking when I seen him. He was the most perfect
boy I've ever seen, he was about 5'9", about 140 pounds I guessed,
beautiful blonde hair that was just perfect, and ice blue eyes that would
just make you melt at first sight. I just look at him as he walked
along. He must of known that I was staring, because he glanced over as he
walked by. I thought to myself, I could never be so lucky as to have him.
The warning bell rang, so I said bye to my friends and started to my first
period class.

 I got to class just in time. As I sat there, all I could do is think of
that boy I saw. Math is my first period class, so you know how boring and
useless that class is. Finally the bell rang and I got up and started
walking to my second class, American government. I get there and walk in
the door and my heart drops to the floor. There he was sitting in front of
the class just staring ahead with those beautiful eyes. I seized the
opportunity and walked over and sat at the empty desk next to him.

 I looked over and introduced myself. "Hey, I'm Andrew." I said. He looked
over and had a half smile on his face and said, "Hi, I'm Ryan." I just sat
there happy with the thought that I had at least talked to him.  Something
was wrong though; he looked really sad for some reason. The bell rang and
the last few people spilled into the room. The teacher was acting like a
real ass, so I didn't try talking to him again, I just sat there and did my
work. It was approaching the end of class and the teacher said to turn in
our work and we could talk the last five minutes. Ryan still looked really
upset. I looked over at him and told him that he looked upset and asked if
there was anything he wanted to talk about. He just sat there for a minute
and looked over and said, "I'm fine, thanks for asking though". So, I just
left it at that. Just then the bell rang and we got up and I said, "I guess
I'll see you around", he said, "cool" and walked away.

 The rest of the day just dragged by and I could do nothing but wonder why
he looked so upset. I had also wondered why I had never seen him before, he
was in my grade and I knew almost everyone or at least knew his or her
faces. The seventh period bell finally rang and the day was over. I left
with a hurry and jumped in my car and left towards home. I pulled onto my
street and noticed that people were finally moving into the old Withrop
mansion. It was owned by a very rich and old man named who hated kids. I
seen, what appeared to be a mother, father, and their daughter.

 So, I pull in my driveway and get out to go inside, when the lady I saw
came over to introduce herself. She said they had just moved here from
California and told me that she had a son my age that was not home yet, but
she said that I should come over later and meet him. I told her ok and went
inside to get something to eat. I got some pizza and sat down and popped in
an old movie I taped and sat there and actually fell asleep.  I awoke to
the doorbell ringing and jumped up. I looked over at the clock, 6:45, damn
did I actually fall asleep for that long?, I thought to myself as I walked
to my door. I opened it and almost died, I was the Ryan, who I had met in
school earlier that day. He looked about as shocked as I did, I said,
"what's up, Ryan". He looked at me and said, "hey, Andrew, my mom told me
to come over and meet you, we just moved into the house across the street".

 I was so excited, I almost pissed my pants. I couldn't believe the luck of
it all. I invited him to come in and watch television with him and said,
"sounds great". We walked in and sat on the couch. The television had
nothing on it but static. Then I forgot that I had been watching an old
movie earlier and it must have reached the end of the tape, so I pressed
stop on the VCR and grabbed the controller and asked him what he liked to
watch. He said, "whatever is cool", so I just flipped it to MTV and we sat
there. He looked so cute just sitting there, I mean I wasn't to bad myself,
I was 6'1" 170 pounds, brown hair with blonde highlights and emerald green
eyes. I just wanted to jump on him right here and now.

We started talking about where he used to live and when I asked him how
school was out there, he changed the subject. I didn't think too much about
it and kept on talking. It turns out that he is actually pretty cool.  He
was 16, same as I was and he liked to party, drink, and smoke. I told him
that we should party sometime and he sounded really happy about that. It
was starting to get late and he said he had to go, because there was still
a lot of unpacking to be done and it was almost bedtime, so we said goodbye
and he left.

 I ran upstairs to my room and just laid there on my bed thinking of how
great it would be to have him here with me on my bed with me. I got so hard
and horny laying there thinking of Ryan, so I decided to have a little fun
and pulled out one of my porno magazines and started to jack off. Thinking
of Ryan of course and it was only a matter of seconds before I blew
everywhere. Then I fell into a deep sleep. I woke up the next morning and
looked over at the clock, it said 7:25. Oh my god I was late school had
already started and I just got up and said, "fuck it". I jumped in the
shower and then got dressed and went downstairs to eat some breakfast. I
jumped my mustang and burned rubber all the way to school.

 I got there just in time to start second period. Immediately I ran in and
sat next Ryan who was sitting there lonely as usual. I started talking to
him and he said he didn't drive, so I offered to drive him to and from
school everyday, and he smiled and said, "that would be awesome". I was so
excited that we were turning out to be friends. The rest of the week went
by pretty fast and we became closer friends. We would hang out everyday
after school and smoke some weed and just have fun. Friday finally came and
I got up to my alarm clock screaming and got up showered and went to pick
up Ryan, but no one answered the door, so I figured that his parents took
him to school.

 First period went by really slow and I was just so excited to get to next
period and see Ryan. The bell rang and I went to second period. I walked
into class, but did not see Ryan. The bell rang and class went by and I had
no idea where Ryan was. The rest of the day went by really slow and it
finally ended. I left school and went to Ryan's to figure out why he wasn't
in school. I went up and knocked on the door and his mom answered. It
looked like she had been crying and I asked her where Ryan was and she said
that he was in the hospital...