Date: Sun, 4 May 2008 13:54:31 +0200 From: Endre Kovács <endi.kovacsendi@gmail.com> Subject: Andy's Life chapter 21 Hi my name is Endre Kovacs (hun) and I'm the author of this story which may have gay sexual content, so if it's against your beliefs, don't read! I've just started writing and please forgive my grammatic mistakes for I'm no english. I hope you'll enjoy reading my stuff and please give feedback at endi.kovacsendi@gmail.com ! ------------------------------------------------------------ -- Andy's life -- ------------------------------------------------------------ -- Chapter 21 -- -- Love You Forever -- ------------------------------------------------------------ Andy ran as he could. He was breathing heavily and chased Pete down the road. He had absolutely no idea where the boy headed. The shocking picture of Mr. Staunton's dead body violated Andy's mind and his head still hurt bad from the injuries. But there was a more disturbing image in Andy's mind; the eyes of Pete when he stabbed the old man and saved Andy's life. That craziness, and that pleasure; Pete could have gone mad. Andy felt tears running down his cheeks but he couldn't slow down just for that. They ran up some stairs and up the mountain road. It was a heavy track but they didn't care about it. The sounds of the city faded and the boys reached the top of the rocky slides where there was a small and dishevelled little bridge crossing between two rocky edges above a fearsome pit. Pete ran half way across the bridge and stopped. Andy followed him and stopped in some meters from his long lost love. `What are you planning to do?' `I'm gonna jump off!' shouted Pete back. `No you won't! I won't let you!' Andy was shaking with fear. He had never wanted to be involved in such a thing. But he couldn't run away now. He knew it was Pete's last chance to turn from the edge and back to the light. `If you jump, I'll jump too.' shouted Andy. `No, you won't! You are happy! You have found your way, I can see it in your eyes!' cried Pete. `Yes. I know what am I gonna do with my life, but it doesn't mean I forgot about you!' `I loved you...' softened Pete's voice. `I loved you too, Pete!' `I couldn't bare the thought that I was gay. I'm so sorry for breaking your heart.' `I'll live. And so do you!' `You don't know what that bastard did to me! He stole something from me! My soul!' Andy made some steps and Pete hadn't realized it, so it was a chance to grab him. `You can still live your life! With the ones you love! With me!' `No. I'm sorry. I don't want t pull you down with myself. I can't do it. I love you too much!' Andy jumped at Pete to catch him, but he was quicker. Pete jumped down from the bridge and into the deeps. Andy shouted as he could. It was the end. Pete died. He just began to realize it. He still felt something for Pete. His old scars were ripped again and his heart ached so much. He fell down his knees and cried. He remembered all the funny days and sweet kisses Pete and him made. The pain got stronger and he didn't have the chance to breath. He stood up and wondered around the edge of the bridge thinking of jumping down too. He was standing there and waved his hands above the deeps. It was so inviting. He stepped forward, but suddenly... Colin, Seth and Ben came into his mind. And the acting club, it was so vivid. It was something that worth living for. Those memories pulled him back and made him stronger and stronger. He regained control over his body and left the bridge, although he never came back. The police had found out everything about Mr. Staunton, Pete and Andy, but they didn't tell to anybody about what happened. The people in the street had never got to know that Pete or Andy was gay. It was Pete's will. He didn't want anyone to think he was different and that caused him his life. But the end of the story is far from here. Andy became an actor, a damn good one. He became famous and rich. He also confessed that he was gay and nobody cared. He was a shining star and played hundreds of great roles, but it was one thing he waited the most during his years. He met Colin, Ben and Seth every year in summer for a week to spend together. They could have their secret life together. They could forget about everything, and could be themselves. Many times, they were telling stories to each other about the past, when everything was so wonderful. And Andy could be himself as well, young again, happy again, alive again and loved again... ------------------------------------------------------------ -- Andy's life -- ------------------------------------------------------------ -- Thank you for reading my story -- -- I hope you liked it! -- -- The End -- ------------------------------------------------------------