Date: Sun, 5 Oct 2014 22:11:42 -0700
From: A Marc <wonder_now@yahoo.com>
Subject: Angel and Sean

Summer time and out of high school. Time for parties and hanging with my
friends. We would normally congregate at whoever happened to have some weed
available.

My names Sean. I'm an average kid, no muscle god and didn't think I was a
dweeb. I wore my blond hair long just cause I liked the feel of it.
Otherwise I stood about 5"11" and was skinny at 155 pounds.

I would see other kids from school and the neighborhood and began to notice
one very quiet kid whose name I learned was Angel. Angel was a small guy,
standing only about 5'6" and couldn't have weighed more then 120 pounds. He
looked to be a mix of Native American and Mexican descent. I certainly did
not think of myself as gay, but I couldn't help but to think how attractive
Angel was. He had long black hair and a face that would be beautiful on a
girl.

Like I said, he was quiet, and the most I had ever heard from him was a
hello or a goodbye. He always seemed to hang in the background of everyone
else. I would catch myself looking for him in our get togethers, but was
too shy myself to ever go talk to him. That soon changed.

Friday was a party at someone's home, as summer was coming to an end and
school would be starting back up. One of my friends came up and handed me a
beer. As we were talking, he pointed out an older guy in his 30's I didn't
know. "See that guy? Bill? Last year he was at a party and took that kid
Angel out back for a while. I'm pretty sure he fucked Angel in the ass."

"Why do you think that?"

"Well, Angel came in after a bit and it looked like he had been crying. He
also had a tear in the back of his pants. He left before anyone could talk
to him and won't tell anyone what happened."

"The guy used to be in the Marines and is kind'a a dick."

I could see the guy was pretty muscular and cocky. I wouldn't have taken
him for someone who would rape a guy though. I wouldn't have put it past
him to rape a girl, why else hang with such a younger bunch.

I felt bad for Angel if he had been raped. I also didn't think much of my
friend for smirking at Angel as he was now considered to be a faggot.

I'd never really thought about my sexuality. I wasn't overly interested in
a girlfriend, but had broken up with the one after we lost our virginity
together. I didn't really think I was gay as I didn't go out of my way to
look at other guys or really find myself attracted to them. Not to mention
the social stigma of being labeled as gay with all the accompanying
harassment that would follow.

I noticed Angel slide out the front door, and decided I wanted to at least
get to know him. Truth be told, I was also interested in what my friend had
told me.

I slipped of the party and caught up with Angel around the corner. He kind
of jumped when I caught up with him and he gave me a quick look and
continued walking,, letting his hair cover part of his face.

"How come you left the party?" I asked.

"Not really interested", was his short reply.

"You headed anywhere in particular?"

"No, just walking."

"Want some company?"

"You might not want to be seen with me. People will start saying stuff
about you." Angel quietly said.

"Uh, yea, someone told me some shit back at the party."

"So, what, you just want to make faggot jokes at me too?" Angel said
angrily. He started walking off faster, his head hung lower.

I don't know what I was thinking. I mean there was something about him that
I didn't want to admit to, but I cared that Angel was hurting.

"I just wanted to talk to ya. That's all."

Angel stopped and looked at me. His brown eyes brimming with unfallen
tears. "Why" he choked out.

" I don't know, I guess ii just want to get to know you. Why don't we go
over to the park and sit."

Angel reluctantly agreed and we headed over to a park bench by some trees.

Angel and I started talking about school and some of the things we liked to
do. I told him how I wasn't real keen on the people we hung with and he
admitted he wasn't either.

I could see him relaxing as we talked and realized we were sitting side by
side, our hips touching each other. I had a flash of liking being this
close to him, but got nervous and slid a little bit away. Thoughts of what
others might think of me sitting next to Angel going through my head. I
could see a moment of loss in Angel's face as he realized what I had done.

Angel suddenly said he had to get home and not sure what to say, I told him
I had to also. I watched him walked off and felt sad that he was leaving.
Walking away with his head down.

Part 2

I started looking for Angel when I was at school. He was a junior and I was
a senior that year.

I didn't see him until the one day I went into one of the bathrooms between
classes. I saw the back of one of the school football players, Try. And
then heard him calling someone a faggot who likes dick. The guy was telling
the kid to give him a blowjob.

I then saw Angel standing in front of the player, tears falling from his
eyes and shaking like a leaf. Troy had Angel's shirt bunched up in his
fist.

"Troy, leave him the fuck alone I yelled." Troy looked back at me and said,
"what are you, one of his faggot friends?" You two meeting in here for a
little knob cleaning?" he sneered.

"Fuck you, you're the bitch trying to get him to give you a blow job. Seems
to me, that makes you the queer one."

Troy turned on me and started to reach for my shirt. I pushed his hand away
and without thinking, swung my fist and hit him in the face.

I'd like to say I decked him, but I guess that's only in the movies. Troy
rocked back, and snarled that I was a bitch. Then he swung and nailed me in
the side of the face. I went flying into the garbage can and slid to the
floor.

The noise attracted a passing teacher, who stuck his head into the
bathroom. "There a problem in here gentleman?" he asked.

"Nah, no problem" Troy said as he made a hasty retreat out of the
bathroom. I was busy picking myself up and trying to think straight. Damn
that guy could punch. I was sorely regretting my act of heroism as I felt
the pain to my face and back where I had slammed into the metal can.

"You alright?" the teacher asked. "Anything you want to tell me about what
was going on in here?"

The teen code kicked in and I wasn't going to snitch to an adult about
anything. I assured him I was fine, and had just lost my balance and fallen
into the garbage can. I could see the teacher didn't believe me, but he
also could see I wasn't going to tell him anything.

"Well get to your classes, the next period is about to start." With that,
he turned and left.

I looked towards Angel, who was doing his best to just blend into the
wall. "You okay I asked.

Angel had stopped crying and said he was alright. He then got a little
smile on his face and told me that was the bravest, and dumbest thing he'd
ever seen any body do. I laughed with him and agreed as I continued to rub
my sore jaw.

"You want to meet after school?" Angel asked me shyly. Looking into his
brown eyes, my aches faded from my mind as I agreed to meet with him.

We left the bathroom together, still chuckling over how next time I should
have a Superman costume on under my clothes.

The next two periods seemed to take for ever as I kept thinking about
meeting up with Angel. My heart was beating so hard, I could have sworn the
kids around me could hear it.

The recess bell finally rang and I quickly headed to my locker, then the
front of the school to meet with Angel. I found him standing to the side of
the front doors. A smile came to his face as he saw me coming. If I was
being honest with myself, I would have sworn the look he gave me made me
feel like I was in love. I also noticed a tingling in my nether regions,
and suddenly realized I was getting a hard on.

Being the naïve youngster that I was, I had always been embarrassed
about getting an erection. I was small and skinny, but I wound up having a
big dick. I always feared someone would see it getting hard in my pants and
making fun of me. I had avoided the showers after PE for just that reason.

I met up with Angel and he asked if I wanted to go over to his house and
watch television. Angel told me his parents were at work until the
evening. Angel told me apologetically that he didn't have any of the new
video games since his family couldn't afford them. I told him that was
find, thinking how happy I was just to be with him.

Angel's house was only a few blocks from the school and though we got a few
smirks from some of the other students leaving, no one said anything to us.

Angel's told me they rented the house as they could not afford one of their
own. He had no siblings and is parents both worked to make ends meet. It
was a small two bedroom in a bit of a rundown area. The inside was clean
and well kept though.

Angel got me a soda, one of the luxuries his parents would buy him. We then
sat down in on the living room couch and started watching MTV. Angel had
sat at the other end of the couch from me, no doubt remembering when I
moved away from him at the park.

I don't consider myself altruistic, Hell, I didn't even know what that word
was back then, but I slid across the couch until our hips were touching.

I was watching the tube, when I could feel Angel's eyes on me. I turned to
see him looking at me. He quickly looked away, blushing.

"What?" I asked him with a little smile.

"Nothing, I just um, wanted to thank you for what you did today."

"Yea, big hero I was. I got slammed after hitting that idiot in the head. I
should have known not to hit him in the head. He hasn't used anything up
there in his life."

Angel sprayed soda out of his nose as he fell back laughing. "Yea, I think
your right about that." Angel spit out.

We laughed together and I found myself just looking at Angel. He had
stopped laughing also and was looking back at me. I felt like I was on a
date as I slowly moved my head towards his. I can't say I was consciously
thinking about it as I moved towards him and kissed him on the lips. His
lips pressed back against mine as we sat there, with our lips together.

I suddenly realized what I was doing and pulled away. Angel had his eyes
closed as I began to sputter out an apology.

"No, don't. I kinda liked it" he quietly said. It was my turn to blush, but
looking at him, I admitted I had liked it too.

"I'd like it if you did it again, if you wanted to." Angel said.

I felt that I did and moved towards him again. Our lips touched in another
kiss and I found myself opening my mouth and pushing my tongue against his
soft lips. Angel opened his mouth and accepted my tongue into his mouth.

We continued to kiss as I put my hand to the back of his head, holding his
lips to me. My other hand was around his back, rubbing up and down his
side.

I felt angel's hand against my cheek. Stroking me as we kissed. I then felt
his other hand softly stroking my leg, moving up towards my crotch.

I jumped away as Angel's hand fell from my leg. "I'm sorry Sean, I, I
didn't mean to do that." Angel quickly said.

I was having a flurry of thoughts as we sat there looking at each other. I
could see the dejection and shame on Angel's face as he began to turn his
head. I knew I wouldn't allow myself to hurt this lovely person again.

"No, it's okay Angel." I'm just really kind of shy." I've never been with a
guy before and just got scared."

"It's okay, if you want to take off, I understand." Angel told me.

"No, that's not it at all. I liked what you were doing." I tried to explain
my embarrassment to him as best as I could. How I thought I was a freak
because of my skinny body and big dick.

Angel turned back to me with a smile that melted my heart. "You'll never be
a freak to me. You came to my rescue. No one has ever done that before."

"Um, so can we , you know, talk about this a little bit?"

"Okay", was Angel's response.

I asked angel if it was true about him being raped by Bill. Angel nodded
his head, and told me about that night.

I was at a party and had a beer and smoked some weed. I was feeling good
and went into the kitchen to get another drink. No one else was in
there. When I turned, there was Bill blocking the way out.

Bill told me I was a cute little bitch, and said he was going to show me
how a man handles a bitch. Bill grabbed me and pulled me out the back
door. I've always been kind of quiet and shy, so I didn't really put up to
much of a fight. I was scared he was going to hurt me.

Bill took me over to a table and then pushed me down on the ground. Bill
unzipped his pants and pulled his dick out. He told me to get my mouth
around it and start sucking or he would start beating me. I was so scared
that I did it. I had mouth around his cock as he grabbed the sides of my
head and started pushing and pulling his dick into my mouth. He told me I
better get it real wet, because I was gonna need it. I didn't know what he
meant, but I could already feel my mouth getting wet and I was scared to
death to stop.

Bill then lifted me off my knees and pushed my chest down onto the table.
He must have had a knife in his pocket, because the next thing there was a
tug on my shorts and I felt a cool breeze on my butt.

Bill was holding my body down with one hand, then I felt his legs up
against mine. I could feel him jabbing at my butt with his hard dick. Then
I felt his dick push against my asshole.

I thought he was ripping me in half as he shoved his dick into me. I
couldn't scream, I just lay there crying as he started fucking me. He
fucked me for a few minutes then he shoved against me and I knew he was
coming inside me.

He stayed there for a few seconds, then pulled out and told me that now I
was his bitch. I laid there crying as he zipped up and went back inside.

I was scared, embarrassed and hurt. I laid there crying before I was
finally able to pull myself up off the table. I knew I had to go back
through the party to get out of there. I went in and went straight for the
front door, but I guess some of the people there had seen Bill come in and
then me. Someone had also seen that my pants were torn. That's what had
started everyone calling me a faggot, Angel said. He told me he has done
his best to stay away from Bill since. He had left the party I had seen him
at when he realized Bill was there.

I suddenly realized I had tears running down my face. I pulled Angel to me
and hugged him against me. I told him I would never hurt him and would do
anything I could so he wouldn't be hurt again. Angel cried in my arms as we
sat there. I rocked him as I would a child. I realized I really did love
this shy young man.

I brought angel's face up and kissed the tears from his cheeks. My lips
went to his lips again and this time his tongue was pushing it's way into
my mouth. I could feel my passion grow and my cock felt rock hard. I lifted
Angel's hand and placed it on my erection. I felt his sudden breath, but I
held him against me as we continued to kiss. His small hand began to caress
me. I could feel myself leaking with each stroke of his hand. I moved my
hand to his pants and felt his smaller, hard dick. I suddenly thought of
this being the first time I had ever touched someone else's cock. It just
seemed to feel right and I began stroking him through his pants.

We were both starting to pant and are grip was getting harder as we
continued to masturbate each other. I felt Angel's head pull slightly away
and opened my eyes to see him looking into mine. I was no Don Juan, but I
could see the lust in his eyes and was sure I had the same look in mine.

Angel was about to say something when we heard a car pull up in front of
his house.

Angel jumped back saying it was his parents. We quickly moved to opposite
ends of the couch and tried our best to stop blushing and get our breathing
back under control.

Angel's parents walked in a moment later, and Angel introduced me as his
friend. His mother and father were very nice, but I could see that his
mother thought something had been going on. I quickly made my exit saying I
had to get home for dinner.

I could only think about Angel as I had dinner with my parents and brother,
before going to my room to do homework. I shared a room with my brother, so
I could only lay there in frustration that night, hornier then I had ever
been.

Part 3

I didn't see Angel for a couple of days around school, mostly because I was
doing my best to avoid him. Part of me didn't want to as I wrestled with my
thoughts. I didn't want to think of myself as being gay, but I could not
deny that I was attracted to Angel sexually as well as wanting him near me
the way I would a girlfriend.

A couple of my friends had noticed how quiet I was and had asked if I had a
new girlfriend. How could I let out that I had someone I loved, but who
wasn't a girl.

Angel finally caught up with me between classes. "Hey Sean, I haven't seen
you in a few days."

"Hi Angel, uh, yea I was kinda busy with school work and all." I said. I
could feel myself being distant to him. My fear of being labeled was
overwhelming my thoughts.

"Oh, yea, okay. Well, I'll see you around," Angel said, before walking off.

I watched him walk away, feeling this dark hole opening in my heart. All I
could do was stand there why'll part of me was screaming to go after him. I
just couldn't do it in the school hallway with all my fellow students
around me. I let my fear overcome my heart, turned, and headed to class.

I knew I had hurt Angel and he was now avoiding me. All that I could think
about was how much I hurt not to talk to him and be with him. My parents
commented that I looked like a love sick puppy that got tossed to the
side. They didn't suspect how right they are, and would have never guessed
that the depression was because I was love sick for turning my back on a
boy I truly loved.

I made up my mind that night that I was going to go see Angel at his house
after school. The gay rights movement was making news and I decided that if
loving Angel made me gay, then so be it.

The next day I headed over to Angel's house. I knocked on the front door
and after several minutes, Angel came to the door.  Angel was red faced and
started stuttering as he asked what I was doing there. I saw movement
behind him, and suddenly, there was Troy, zipping up his pants with a goofy
look on his face.

"What the fuck?" I shouted. Your sucking off this stupid fuck head?" I was
angry and hurt as I glared at Angel. I could feel the tears coming to my
eyes as I felt my heart break. I felt that all I was willing to give to be
with him seemed like a huge joke to him now. I turned to leave, not wanting
him to see my tears and pain.

I felt a big hand fall on my shoulder and pull me back.

"Who you calling a fuck head you little shit?" Troy said as he turned me
towards him.

All my pain and hurt welled up inside me. Without saying a word. I spun
towards Troy, forming a fist and speeding up my rotation. I punched Troy in
the groin as hard as I could, tears falling from my eyes.

Troy stood for a moment, reminding me of stories of dinosaurs being so big
and stupid, it would take a few minutes before pain would register in their
pea size brain. Suddenly Troy groaned and dropped to the ground, gripping
his crotch with both hands.

I gave one last glare at Angel, turned and walked away, ignoring him
standing at the door crying.

I felt like a zombie after that. Not saying much to anyone, just going to
school and ignoring the world. My parents didn't know what to say to me and
stopped trying after a week. I know I was ignoring Angel and would turn
away when ever I would see him in the hallways. I could see the hurt in his
eyes, but I felt nothing but anger towards him. I felt used and betrayed
when I was ready to open my heart to him. I had heard that Troy had missed
that weeks football game do to some undisclosed illness. I felt smug
satisfaction picturing him with an ice pack on his balls, nursing his pain.

About a month later, I heard someone running up behind me as I was waking
home from school. Angel ran in front of me, turned and stopped. I stopped
as he was right in front of me.

"I am so sorry," Angel said. I was just so horny and the way I was starting
to feel towards you scared me so much," Angel said. Tears were running down
his face as he continued. " I know I acted like some kind of slut, but I
didn't know how to handle it. No one has ever been as nice to me as you
have. I've never wanted anyone the way I want you."

"I mean, I'm gay, I know that. I like guys and sucking dicks. I realized it
after Bill had raped me. That just added to the shame I felt after what he
had done. Given different guys blow jobs was like a punishment I did to
myself because I felt so dirty after what he had done to me."

"But your different. You were different. You didn't see me as just a way to
get your nut off. I could feel the way you cared for me and when we kissed
I felt like I loved you so much."

"I just got stupid and told myself it wasn't true, no one would want to
love me."

"So I found Troy and invited him over so I could go prove to myself that I
was just a dirty faggot cock sucker."

"When you came to the door, and I saw your face and the hurt I had caused
you, I realized you truly did love me for me. It made me see myself
differently. It made me start to think that I am someone who could be
loved. I don't know how to make you know how sorry I am. All I've thought
about is you and that I've thrown your love away. I, I just wanted to tell
you that. I understand you don't want to see me, but I wanted you to know I
love you."

Angel turned and began to walk away. I felt stunned. All the anger that I
had held inside of me vanished. He said he loved me. I caught up to Angel,
spun him around and kissed him there on the sidewalk. I didn't care who saw
us. I vaguely heard a couple of car horns and some one yell out "Look at
the sick faggots," But I didn't care. I just held him to me, our mouths
pressed together as we held each other.

I pushed him out to arms length and told him how much I loved him and
wanted to be with him. How he had come to mean so much to me, and how I
wanted to be with him. He smiled the smile of an angel as he moved towards
me and pressed his lips to mine.

We walked to his house holding hands. I felt like my smile was from one ear
to the other. Angel told me his parents would be home soon, but he really
wanted me. I told him to tell his parents he was coming over to my house
for a sleep over. I had an idea on how we could finally consummate our
love.

I arranged with a friend to use his house for the weekend.. His parents
were divorced, and his mother was always away on the weekends with some new
found love. My friend let me know he had a new girl, and they were going to
go camping that weekend. He just asked me to not make a mess and to take
care of his dog. I knew he didn't really want to take the damn dog with
him.

I was on pins and needles waiting for Friday to arrive. Angel had gotten
the okay to spend the weekend with me. His parents were glad Angel had a
friend as they had worried about how little social life he had.

I met up with Angel after school and we walked to my friend's house
together. We had barely shut the door when Angel dropped his backpack,
turned and pressed his mouth to mine in a kiss that quickly became a
dueling of tongues.

I began to pull his t-shirt up from his waist, enjoying the feel of his
skin against the back f my hands. We broke the kiss long enough for me to
lift the shirt over his head. My hands began caressing his back as we
returned to our kiss. His hand going under my shirt, the feel of his hands
felt like the greatest thing I had ever felt.

I broke away from our kiss long enough to suggest we move to the couch
instead of standing at the front door. Angel got this devilish smirk on his
face as he told me we could go, but had to be naked by the time we got to
the couch.

I about broke my neck pulling my shirt and shoes off as I moved towards the
couch. I just about fell on my face as I was pulling my pants down while
still trying to walk. I could see Angel was stumbling just as much as he
was working on his shoes and pants. I ripped my underwear down a step
behind Angel pulling his off. I stopped to stare at his naked bottom,
thinking how lovely it looked on him. I stood there naked as Angel realized
I had stopped moving. He turned towards me with a questioning look on his
face.

"What?" was all he could say as he saw me staring at him. I'm sure he was
starting to think I was chickening out as I saw his eyes begin to drop.

"You are so beautiful," was all I could say as I took him in. His black
hair was laying across both of his small shoulders. I stared at his rising
chest, panting from his rush to undress. My eyes moved downwards to take in
the dark black pubic hair. His body had a natural tan to it and his 5" cock
stuck out from his body, beckoning me to it.

I saw a smile and blush come to his face as he held out his hands to me. I
moved towards him as if in a trance. He stopped me at arms length and it
was my turn to blush as he looked at me, his eyes moving from my face, down
to my erect cock. "Well, you certainly put Troy to shame in one
department.' He said with a smirk. "Bitch" I said as I pushed him down onto
the couch. Angel was laughing as I fell upon him. I stopped his laughter as
I pressed my lips to his. I could feel our dicks rubbing together as I laid
atop him. My pre-come oozing out to mingle with his on his belly. We laid
there kissing for several minutes as it suddenly occurred to me. Shit, now
what do I do?

I rose up as Angel looked at me. What's the matter?" he asked. "I, uh don't
know what to do?" suddenly embarrassed. "A smile came to his face as he
pulled me to him. "Don't worry, we'll figure it out as we go."

Angel reversed our positions so I was now laying on the couch. Angel was
over me, his knees on the floor. Angel leaned forwards and began kissing my
forehead, then moving down to kiss each of my eyelids. He gave me a kiss on
the nose which brought a giggle of all things out of me. He gave me a quick
kiss on the my chin as he continued to kiss my throat. I tilted my head to
give him more access. The feel of his lips driving me crazy with
desire. After several kisses around my neck his lips continued downwards. I
had a moment of self consciousness thinking about how skinny I am. Those
thoughts quickly vanished from my mind as I felt his lips surround my erect
nipple. He suckled my nipple into his mouth, running his teeth gently
across the hard nub. His hand was caressing the side of my face as I leaned
my head into the feel of his warm palm.

Angel switched to the other nipple and it felt like his lips, tongue and
teeth were touching and teasing it all at the same time. All I could do is
lay there moaning when I felt his other hand wrap around my hard cock. I
felt like I would shoot my load if he as so much as twitched his
hand. Angel used the knowledge he had learned and simple held me a his lips
continued their descent onto my stomach. I felt myself arch towards him as
he kissed his way to my belly button. I had never felt anything so erotic
as when he pushed his tongue into my sunken belly button, probing me wile
his lips lay upon my skin.

Angel paused and looked up to my half closed eyes. My look of sheer lust
must have pleased him as a small smile came to his face. He shifted and I
suddenly felt his tongue against the base of my cock. My head fell back as
he ran that tongue from the root up to the head. My head felt like it
weighed a thousand pounds as I looked down to see his tongue extend to lick
the clear pre-come that had gathered on my stomach. He turned slightly and
I gasped as I felt his warm, wet mouth surround my cock head. He slowly
began to swallow my length until I felt my cock head hit the back of his
throat. His lips began to ascend and I realized I couldn't hold back any
longer. I tried to warn him that I was coming, but all I could do was let
out a grunt as I felt the heat in my balls, rush up the length of my cock.

Angel sealed his lips over my cock head, swallowing down my seed as my body
arched in climax.  I felt like my very insides were shooting into Angel's
mouth as spurt after spurt shot from me into his warm, inviting
mouth. Angel made no movement, holding his mouth around me as I spent
myself into him.

I lost track of everything around me as I slowly began to recovery from the
greatest orgasm I had ever felt. I looked down towards Angel to see a
satisfied smile upon his face.

"Wow, I can see why you were such a hit with the football players." I
commented with a smile.

Angel softly gripped my nut sack and said, "Yu know there's a time and a
place for certain comments. I'm not sure your in a good position to be
making comments like that." As he began to pull my sack down. "Okay! Okay,
never mind." I hastily added. Angel smiled as he moved up to me. Angel
brought his lips to mine, giving me my first taste of come.

"That was strictly for you. I never swallowed those jerks come." I knew
this was your first time and I wanted it to be as special as I could."

My love for him grew after his comment. I had been thinking that I might be
just another cock he's sucked off. But looking into Angel's eyes, I could
see his sincerity.

"I want to do the same for you" I said as I began planting kisses onto his
beautiful face. His hair cascaded around us as his head bent back allowing
me access to his neck. I shifted us so he was now laying on the couch. I
began to follow what he had done for me, unsure of what I was doing. As I
continued down his body, I forgot my naiveté. The feel of his warm skin
against my lips felt so good. Angel's head was laid back, small moans
coming from him with each kiss. My thoughts were to please him, though I
found myself loving more and more the feel of his skin against my lips and
hand. I saw Angel raise his head to look at me as I had reached the pool of
his precum that had gathered in his belly button.

Looking him in the eye, I slowly lowered my tongue just bellow that pool
and slowly ran my tongue through the sticky licked, sucking it into my
mouth. I found myself thinking that it was really rather tasteless, though
a little salty.

I had a brief worry that I would not like the taste, but instead found
myself enjoying it, along with the look of sheer love Angel was giving me.

I could feel angel's hard cock bumping against my cheek. I turned my head
and took his cock into my mouth. Angel groaned as his head dropped back
onto the couch. I pushed my lips downwards, feeling his hard, warm cock
enter my mouth. I ran my tongue around the side, feeling each little bump
and throbbing blood vessel. I relaxed I had his whole cock in my mouth as I
suddenly felt his pubic hairs hitting my face. I began to slide my mouth
off of him, stopping with just his cock head against my lips. I ran my
tongue around his head and along the so soft area just below his cock
head. Angel was twitching and humping his hips upwards. His head rocking
back and forth as I could hear him muttering.. I realized he was repeating
"I love you' over and over.

I lowered my mouth around him again and sucked my mouth in to feel more of
his cock. I could actually feel his cum rising up thorough his straining
dick as he arched his back off the couch. I felt the first blast of come
hit the back of my throat. I raised my mouth so I could feel and taste him
as he continued to shoot into my mouth. I found myself enjoying the taste
and texture of his thick fluid Running my tongue around my mouth after
swallowing all that he had given me.

I suckled his cock lightly as his come stopped spurting, knowing how
sensitive I am after I jerked off.

Angel flopped back onto the couch, a sigh escaping his lips.

I gave his cock a last lick as it exited my mouth. I moved up to his face
and kissed his lips as he laid there with his eyes close.

"Did I do alright?" I asked, my uncertainly showing.

"Oh my god, if the football team had found out about you, I would have been
celibate." He said smiling up at me.

"You shit head" I said as I found his ticklish spot on his side. After
several minutes if him begging me to stop. I laid down atop him, enjoying
the feel of our naked bodies together.

"so, does it get better then that?" I asked.

 "I don't know' Angel replied. That's the first blow job I've ever been
given. And I've never been with someone that I love like you." I kissed
Angel again, swallowing the joy I felt of having him against me and his
lips pressed to mine. I suddenly thought about what he had said and raised
up.

"What do you mean your first blow job?"

" You mean no one ever gave you one in return?"

"No, the shit heads I had sought out only cared about getting their nut
off. They didn't give a shit about me. I was just a warm mouth to give them
a few minutes of pleasure."

"I figured that's all I deserved anyway." I didn't really think there was
anyone that could love me until you found me."

Tears were again brimming at Angel's eyes. I could not believe people could
act so callously to this loving, beautiful person.

I kissed each tear filled eye as I told him how much I lived him and he
would never be going back to those people again.

Angel smiled up at me as he snuggled against me. I lowered my head to the
side of his face as I felt him drift off to sleep. I followed soon behind
him.


Part 4

We both woke up after about an hour of sleeping. Angel gave me a shy smile
and kissed me on the lips.. I returned his kiss which began to grow in
passion when I heard Angel's stomach give out a rumble.

Angel giggled as he announced the obvious, "I'm kind of hungry."

I sudden realized I was starving also. We made our selves some peanut
butter and jelly sandwiches, staring into each other's eyes as we ate.

I snuck out the back door to give the dog some food and water. It felt
exciting sneaking outside while nude. The backyard had a wood fence and a
lot of shrubbery, though I really had not even thought abut the neighbors
seeing me.

We both made bathroom runs before we went back to the living room and sat
on the couch to watch some television. I suddenly realized I had been naked
with Angel all this time, and had not had one thought of being
self-conscious.

I felt Angel's hand slide along my naked thigh, rising up towards my
steadily hardening cock.

"Seems someone is getting a little frisky for round two' I commented
smiling over at him.

"Well, it would be a shame to waste all this time we have alone together"
angel replied with a devilish grin.

I had reached for him and began running my hand up and down his now hard
dick. Angel laid his head against my shoulder as we gently masturbated each
other.

I could feel Angel wanting to say something and looked over to him. "Yes?"

I could see his hesitation as he refused to look at me. Quietly, I heard
him ask "Would you fuck me?"

I thought about what he had told me and his experience with Bill. "Are you
sure that's what you want?" I was nervous as I did not and could not
imagining myself hurting Angel.

"Yes, I want to think of you as my first lover. There was nothing good or
loving in what Bill did. I know with you it will be completely different."

I thought about what Angel was asking and decided I would do anything for
him that he would like, even though I was really unsure of what I was
doing.

I recalled a movie that had been out some years ago that had made a big
deal about one of the characters using butter as a lubricant to fuck some
girl in the ass. I thought it would be easier on Angel if I could slide
into him. I told Angel to hold on a minute and went into the kitchen. I saw
a bottle of olive oil on the counter, and figured that would be better then
sticking cold butter into Angel's butt hole.

I came back into the living room and could se Angel looking at me from the
light of the TV.

"Okay,, but I'm gonna use this oil to slide into you so you don't get
hurt. Angel smiled at me,, then got up and dashed into the bathroom. I
thought he really had to go until he quickly returned with a beach towel he
had found.

Angel opened the towel onto the floor and got onto his hands and knees.

I thought about it a minute, then asked him to lay on his back. Angel
looked back at me questioningly.


I want to see your face as I do this, I told him. One your too beautiful
not to look at and two, so I can see if I'm hurting you.

Angel quickly flipped over with a smile. Angel raised his legs towards his
chest as I knelt down by the back of his torso.

I looked down at his hard cock, and could see a drop of precum start to
drip from the opening of his cock head. I leaned down and lifted his cock
to my mouth. I licked the drop away, and pressed my tongue against the
little opening.

Angel began to moan as I ran my tongue down his shaft and began to lick his
ball sack. I could feel the testicals moving inside as my tongue lathed his
hairless sack.

I could see how good this was making Angel feel. With out really thinking
about it, I let my tongue travel across the skin between his nut sack and
his rectum. I paused at that puckered hole, before running my tongue around
his asshole.

Angel let out a load moan as he felt my tongue teasing his backside. I
began to push my tongue against his tight ring until I felt it begin to
open for me. I continued pushing as I felt tight ring of muscles grip my
tongue as I entered him.

I continued to tongue fuck angel, but could see from his look that he
wanted more. I could tell he didn't want to rush me or scare me, even
though I thought he should be the one who should be scared.

I moved my head away and reached for the bottle of oil. I poured a small
amount onto his upturned asshole and slowly began to push it into him with
my finger. Again I could feel the muscles pushing against my finger when
they felt like they just gave up and my finger sunk into him.

I heard a slight hiss from Angel and quickly looked up to see if he was
alright. Angel assured me that it felt really good, and asked me to keep
going. I began to finger fuck his hole, figuring that would help loosen
him. When I felt my finger sliding into him easily, I added some more oil
and pushed a second finger into him. Again there was some resistance and
Angel let out anther hiss. I slowly worked my fingers in and out of him,
pushing against the ring until both fingers were moving in and out of his
asshole.

"Okay, you ready?" I asked. Angel only shook his head yes, his eyes
closed. He didn't appear to be in any pain. I kept my fingers in him when I
realized I was hard as a rock. I hadn't really thought about me fucking
Angel, but my cock was definitely thinking it was a good idea.

I eased my fingers out of Angel, and shifted forwards so my cock was close
to his opening. I pushed the head of my dick against his closing hole, and
felt the head enter Angel.

I pushed a bit against the ring, the head easing past the initial ring of
Angel's ass. I heard him moan and quickly asked me to stay still a
minute. I was nervous that I was hurting him, but Angel assured me it would
be alright.

After a minute of trying to be as still as a rock, Angel told me to go
ahead. I poured some more oil over my cock near his hole and applied some
more pressure, slowly watching as my dick disappeared into Angel.

Angel had me hold up again as I told him I was all the way inside
him. Angel raised his head up to see, smiling as he realized he had taken
all of me. After another wait, I began to slowly pull out. The oil seemed
like it was working as I didn't feel any burning friction on my dick.

Angel seemed to be okay, so I started slowly moving my hips forwards and
back. I could feel his tight ass gripping me. It felt really good, like a
tight, warm hand milking me.

I started to fuck Angel when I felt him move his legs and wrap around me. I
could feel his legs pulling me in then releasing and took this as a sign to
speed up.

Angel was now rocking his head as I was fucking him. Pushing harder and
faster into him. I could feel myself approaching an orgasm and could see
Angel's dick rising and falling with each thrust. Angel's cock was leaking
steadily now and not really thinking, I grabbed with my hand. I began
jacking him to match my thrusts in and out of his ass.

I stopped thinking about Angel, just feeling as my orgasm approached. I was
slapping my thighs against Angels legs, which had fallen to the side,
opening him wider for me. Angel was moaning constantly when I slammed into
him and felt my come pumping into his ass. My hand had gripped Angel's dick
and he to began to climax, his first shot of come shooting up to his chin
as he yelled out.

We were motionless as we rode out our combined orgasms. My breathing hard
and fast, seat dripping down my face. I could see a sheen of sweat on
angel's face as well.

"Oh damn, that felt so good" was all I could say as I finally was able to
get control of my trembling body.

I could here Angel repeating over and over, "so good. That was so good."

I slowly pulled myself out of Angel, getting a small grunt as the head
popped out.

I moved up his body, licking up the come that had landed on various parts
of his stomach, chest, and finally chin.

I could see Angel's eyes were closed, a satisfied smile on his face. I
kissed him softly as I laid my head next to his. Angel pushed his cheek
against mind,, running his hands across my back and sides, saying nothing.

"How do you feel?" I asked.

"Fantastic" he responded. "That was so great. I knew you would be a great
lover."

I held him as we enjoyed the after glow of the moment, enjoying the
knowledge that I had brought my lover such happiness an hopefully
dissipating the bad memories he had from his previous experience.

I finally roused myself and suggested we take a shower. Angel reluctantly
agreed and we headed for the bathroom.

We showered together enjoying the feeling of our hands on each other's
body. We were both to tired to do anything more,, so after drying each
other we fell into bed.

I could feel Angel snuggle his body against mine as we face each other. I
kissed his lips as we both said, "I love you," at the same time. With a
smile on both our faces, we fell into a sound sleep.

I was awakened in the middle of the night to feel Angel stroking my cock
back to life. I opened my eyes to see his smiling face.

"You awake?" Angel asked with a smile." I am now."

"Good, I want to try something."

I groaned as Angel threw back the blanket covering me. Next thing I knew,
he had straddled my head with his knees and I was looking up to see his
stiff cock and hanging balls, right over my face. Now I was awake, as I
felt Angel's mouth swallowing my cock.

I reached up and ran my hands over the soft round cheeks of his
ass. Pulling him down, I began to lick and suck his dick into my
mouth. Angel was quickly working me to climax. It felt like he was sucking
the come right out of my very balls. I tried to keep up with him, holding
his cock in my mouth, but it was too much. My head fell back as I again
shot a load into Angel's eagerly sucking mouth.

I could feel Angel start to rise up, but I wanted my chance to please
him. My hands went back to his rear and held him above me as my mouth again
took him in. I slipped his rod out until again just the head was just
inside my lips. I ran my tongue around and over his piss hole, feeling
Angel's hips trying to push more of his cock into my mouth.


I could feel his need and copied what I thought he had done to me, sucking
my mouth tightly as I took his length into my mouth. I could tell this was
working from the way Angel was again muttering in his sighing breath.

I sped up my movements, letting Angel piston into my mouth. After only
several strokes, I felt Angel's body stiffen above me. His cock becoming
hard and firm as the first spurts splashed into my mouth. I could tell he
had not come as much as he had the first time and was able to easily
swallow the come he gave me.

Angel collapsed on top of me as he recovered. Angel turned around and came
to rest atop me, kissing me as we laid together, tasting the remnants of
each others come. We again fell asleep with my arms around Angel, while his
hands laid against my sides.

We spent the rest of the weekend naked. I let Angel fuck me, but was glad
he had a kind of small dick. I didn't think I'd get as much pleasure as he
seemed to if someone put a cock as big as mine up my ass.

I thought Angel was going to break the bed when he fucked himself on my
cock as I laid on the bed on my back.

I started to think I'd die of dehydration for all the times my lover made
me come that weekend.

I found pleasure in just running my hand down Angel's back, caressing his
lovely, soft butt cheeks, as he would lay next to me. I enjoyed hearing him
softly moan as I would occasionally lean over and kiss and lightly bite his
cheeks.

I had asked angel if he was okay after a couple of long stays in the
bathroom. Angel blushed and went into the bathroom returning quickly
holding something. I saw he had a hot water bottle with a hose
attached. Angel explained he would give himself enemas so he would be clean
for me. He shyly admitted that he had given himself one before we had met
on Friday, wanting and hoping so much for me to take what he considered to
be his anal virginity.

By Sunday, Angel seemed like a new teen. He had a constant smile on his
face, the hang dog look of despair he had seemed to carry was gone.

The weekend finally ended and after assuring my friend we had taken care of
the dog and cleaned up the house, we left hand in hand.

Part 5

My feelings of love for Angel overcame my feelings of fear in other's
knowing I was gay. We received our share of mockery at school by some of
the more ignorant students, but suddenly found support from other's who had
also hidden away their true desires. We even had a private chat with a
couple of teachers who admitted to us that they were in gay or lesbian
relationships.

It didn't take long for the novelty of us being seen in the hallways
holding hands and just acting like a loving couple to become accepted as
normal.

A couple of the guys that Angel had given blow jobs to in the past tried to
get him to satisfy them. Angel had found new strength in our relationship
and told them in no uncertain terms that he was done with that activity.

Troy, of course was a bit denser then some of the others. After Angel and I
told Troy that we would be glad to tell everyone how he enjoyed another guy
giving him oral sex, indicating he may be gay, Troy caught on and left
Angel alone. The added scourge being how Angel pointed out to him that the
was kind of puny in the cock department. Since Troy showered with the rest
of the team, we knew he could not deny our threat to out him about such
intimate knowledge.

The school year continued with Angel and I going on dates to the movies and
restaurants when we could afford it. Finding time to be intimate with each
other when we would have sleepovers. My brother had gone off to college,
leaving me the bedroom to myself. Angel and I spent many a night in bed
together, sucking each other and my fucking his always-willing ass. We had
discovered lubes specifically for this when I was able to have one of the
gay teachers buy us some.

We agreed at Christmas to come out to our parents. Angel and I sat hand in
hand on the couch as I told my parents that I loved Angel and that I was
gay. My father was initially defensive at this announcement, asking if I
was sure. I assured him I was, and happy with my choice. He could see the
love Angel and I had for each other, and accepted our relationship. My
mother told me later that she had suspected as much when Angel and had
first met. She said she could see our love for each other blooming over the
following months and approved of the strength we gained from each other.

Angel's parents were less accepting, citing how their religion forbid such
relationships. We had very few stays at Angel's house, though his mother
would let us have time in his bedroom alone when his father would be away.

Bill finally learned the error of his ways. He was caught screwing a
fifteen year old girl while she was drunk at a party. Call it karma, but
the girl's father was not only a police officer in the town, but also a
bigger, and badder ex-marine. I heard Bill lost a testical from misplaced
kick and a broken jaw while "resisting" arrest. Bill was convicted and
sentenced to twenty years. I could only hope he was several inmates bitch
while he served his time.

School came to an end with me graduating. My mother gave me some money and
loaned me her car on grad night so Angel and I could spend the night
together at a hotel. She told me it was her graduation gift to us.

We had gone to the graduation dance, clutched together during the slow
numbers. Everyone was wishing each other good luck as the party ended,
knowing many would be going off to college.

Angel and I headed to our hotel room. I pulled Angel into my arms as soon
as we entered our room. Our tongues danced with each other as we stood
locked in a deep kiss.

Angel broke our kiss and backed away. He slowly removed his clothing
standing in front of me. I could feel myself beginning to pant as he
exposed his beautiful body to me. I wondered how I could be so lucky to
have such a beautiful young man as my lover.

Angel, now naked stepped back to me, kissing me hard on the mouth. He
slowly lowered his body, a smile upon his face. Angel knelt in front of me,
looking into my eyes as he unfastened my belt and slowly lowered my
zipper. My cock, rock hard at his impromptu strip tease and his hands
running down my body.

Angel lowered my pants and underwear so slowly. I found myself groaning
from the anticipation of feeling his mouth on me.

Angel began to lick the head of my cock, his hand wrapped around my shaft,
slowly stroking me. Angel began feeding my dick into his hungry mouth. I
was struggling to not shoot my load down his eagerly awaiting throat.

After just a couple of strokes in and out of his mouth, angel released
me. I growled with frustration at his teasing. Angel only smiled as he rose
and backed towards the waiting bed. He surprised me more as he turned
towards the bed, bending forwards until he rested his head on t his folded
arms. Angel gave his cute little butt a wiggle and I suddenly noticed a
dark object in Angel's rear. Momentarily curios, I approached and felt a
rubbery object pushed up against his rectum.

"Go ahead and pull it out" Angel directed me. I grabbed the object and
slowly began to remove it from his orifice. It seemed to be stuck for a
moment before I notice a flared bulge ease out.

Angel looked back with a smile and simply said, "I'm ready."

My curiosity could wait as I placed my hands on his naked cheeks, and
pushed my hard cock against his slightly opened hole. I eased into Angel,
feeling his ring grip my cock like a warm, loving mouth.

Angel's head dropped back to his arms, a moan escaping his lips as I buried
myself to till I felt his soft butt cheeks pushing against my groin.

I gripped his sides, loving the feel of holding the curve where his legs
and torso met.

I began fucking harder into Angel, pushing myself and making slapping
noises as our bodies met. Small grunts coming from Angel as I began to
pound myself into him, caught up in my need for release.

I felt Angel's ass grab me tightly as he began to come from the pleasure he
was feeling from my fucking and the rubbing of his cock on the bed
sheets. His climax through me over the edge as my body went rigid and I
felt myself pumping my come into him.

After several moments of catching our breaths and enjoying the connection
of our bodies, I slowly eased out of Angel.

Before he could rise, I dropped to me knees and sank my tongue into his
open,, quivering rectum, tasting my warm come that I had so recently
deposited inside of him. Angel laid there as I lathed his holes with kisses
and my tongue. Feeling the bumps and rigidity of his rectal ring. I knew it
was to soon for him to come again, but I just wanted him to feel the
pleasure and let him know how much I appreciated him and our lovemaking.

After several minutes, I heard Angel asking me to kiss him. I backed away
from his lovely behind and quickly shed my shirt, having kicked off my
pants earlier.

Angel had rolled over and I fell into his arms for a long passionate kiss
as we laid together.

After several minutes of post climatic bliss, I raised up and asked Angel
what that was that was in his butt.

Angel explained that he had been reading some books about gay love, and had
read about anal plugs. Angel had gotten the teacher who had bought us the
lube to buy him a plug.

"So you had this all planned out and had that thing in you all night?"

"Yea I thought I was going to come on the dance floor a couple of times
feeling in moving around inside of me" Angel shyly told me.

I laughed and admitted how I had been thinking of how I would be seducing
and leading Angel in our lovemaking. "Hell, you were planning ahead of me
on this by days."

"Well, more like by a week" Angel admitted with a smirk. "You horny little
bitch." I said, giving Angel a smack on his rear with my hand. Angel
actually cooed after my smack. I looked at him with surprise as he left me
with my jaw dropping, telling me he had read about couples giving each
other spankings.

"Shit. You are full of surprises tonight."

"Yea," was all he said, a devilish glint in his eyes.

We moved up to the pillows and laid cuddled together. I began to softly cry
as I held Angel to me. Remembering the shy, broken person I had met what
seemed like such a short time ago.

"You okay" Angel asked with concern?

"Yea, I just don't know how to tell you hoe much I truly love you" I said
smiling down to him. I pulled him tighter to me, kissing his head as we
snuggled, drifting off to sleep.

We spent some more time gently exploring each other's bodies later into the
night, taking turns sucking each other off.

We rose the next morning and seem to automatically fall into a 69, almost
competing with each other to see who could bring who off the best. I called
it a tie as I came almost immediately after Angel shoot his juices into my
mouth.

We showered and headed back home after stopping for breakfast. I felt solid
and right in my love for Angel.

Part 7

As the end of summer approached, I had to broach to Angel that I would be
going away for four years to college. My grades had improved enough for me
to get a scholarship at a school out of state. We had talked about this
before, but suddenly the actuality was upon us.

I was excited to be going away to college, away from home for the first
time. I also felt my heart ache with the pain of knowing that Angel and I
would be separated. Angel had grown in our relationship, coming out of his
shell to be an activist for gay rights at school and a great debater. I of
course kidded him that I had always thought of him as a fantastic
masturbator.

A part of me worried that I was keeping Angel from discovering someone else
that would be better for him then me. He would always deny it when I tried
to tell him. I got him to hesitantly agree that we both could be free to
date others while I was away. I know Angel thought I was trying to break up
with him so I could fuck around at college, but I knew I would never love
anyone as I had loved Angel.

The day came for me to leave, and Angel was over to my house. A grabbed him
in a fierce hug, Pulling his lips to mine as I told him I loved him as well
stood hugging. Angel followed me out to the car with tears in his eyes. I
waved to him one last time, my heart breaking as I saw his head drop as I
drove away.

I'd like to say that we wrote and talked to each other often while I was at
college. We did for the first year, but our communications began to
decrease into my second year. I know Angel was disappointed that I had not
come home for Summer, but college was a bit harder and I wanted to make up
some classes so I would not have to be away for more then four years.

We stopped all communication into my third year. I can't say if it was me,
or him, but life just seemed to whirl by as I enjoyed college life.

I had met some other gay students, and even dated a couple briefly. I found
most of the self proclaimed college gays to want nothing more then someone
to give them relief from using their hand, or just full of themselves. I
did meet a couple of guys I liked that were down to Earth, but I knew in my
heart they were not who I wanted to be with.

I graduated with my degree in marketing, and was even able to find a great
staring position with a company in Chicago.  I returned home to enjoy a
couple of weeks with my parents and visit with my brother, who had married
and now had a son of his own.

My thoughts though were on seeing Angel. I went by his home, but noticed
another family was now living there. I talked to a few friends from high
school that told me Angel's father had died, and his mother had moved away
to be with family. I felt the world crash around me thinking I would never
see Angel again. Then I learned that Angel had stayed in the area,
graduating from the local junior college, and working as a clerk at a near
by company.

I decided to make a surprise visit on Angel at his work. I asked to see
Angel Rodriguez, only to be told no one by that name worked there. I
described Angel, and the woman asked if I meant Angel Highhtower. I knew
that was his mother's Native American name, and quickly told her that was
him. She told me to held down the hallway, and Angel would be in the second
cubicle.

I felt like the hallway was a mile long, wondering how Angel would react
when he saw me. Had he found someone else? Had he decided that it would be
easier to being heterosexual? I ha all kinds of stopped thoughts and worry
as I moved closer to the room with numerous cubicles. I passed the first
cubicle and stopped at the entrance to the second. I saw that long,
shimmering black hair on the back of the head of a now young man.

Angel's back was to me as he was reading some documents on his desk. I
knocked on the wall of his cubicle, and as he looked towards me I asked,
"So is this the department for arranging powwows?" I know it sounded
stupid, but I just felt at a loss of words on how to talk to Angel.

Angel's eyes opened wide and a huge smile came to his face as he leaped
from his chair and grabbed me in a fierce bear hug.

"Oh my God, Sean! When did you get back into town? How have you been? How
long you going to be hear?" Angel rapidly questioned.

I could see Angel raising his head to mine, and I felt the need and desire
to kiss those still delicate looking lips. Angel suddenly pulled back and
composed himself. I could see the look of uncertainty that was in his eyes
as well as the realization he was in the middle of his work.

I quickly asked if we could have lunch together and he agreed.

Faster then I even imagined Angel was leading me out of the building.

We went to a nearby diner that was busy with a lunch crowd. We talked in
generalities during lunch, my fear of finding out Angel had moved on
screaming in my mind. I could see Angel was also hesitant to talk about us,
or if there was an us anymore.

I didn't want to leave without knowing, so I asked if angel would meet me
for dinner. He told me he had a couple of meetings the next few nights, but
agreed to meet me Friday night.

The next couple of days seemed endless as I awaited our meeting. I did my
best to hide my uncertainty, but from the occasional back rubs and hand
grabs from my mother, I knew she was aware of my anxiety. Both my parents
avoided asking me abut Angel.

Friday came and I awaited Angel at one of the nicer restaurants in town. I
ha been given a hiring bonus and couldn't think of anyone else I wanted to
spend my money on then Angel.

Angel arrived a short time later and was escorted back to my quiet table. I
had chosen the place for that also and it's romantic atmosphere I guess I
wanted him to know that I was still interested and wanted to at least show
that I would fight for his love.

Angel still looked beautiful as he approached my table, His tight jeans,
and Indian motif button down shirt looked fantastic on his lean
body. Angel's long hair still hung over his shoulders where I had more of a
businessman cut now.

Angel sat and I asked if he wanted some wine. I felt like I was on a first
date and stumbling over my words. Angel quietly agreed and we both started
to look over our menus. After being served his drink and ordering our
dinners, we sat looking at each other, saying nothing.

The silence and uncertainty was killing me. Finally I blurted out, "So, are
you seeing anyone?"

Angel sat looking at me, the pause causing my stomach to flip flop. Finally
he responded quietly "no."

I loudly exhaled a breath I hadn't even realized I was holding. Angel
looked at me, and began to laugh lightly. "So I'm guessing that was the
answer you wanted to hear?"

"Yea, yea it was. I've missed you so much." I felt tears coming to my eyes
and could see Angels shoulders begin to quake as he cried quietly across
from me. I reached out my hand and he readily placed his into mine. I felt
like my ears were pushed to the back of my head from the smile I felt like
I was wearing.

We began to tell each other what had occurred over the last few
years. Angel had also dated a few others and had not felt like they were
the ones he wanted in his life. He didn't say it, but his eyes told me he
only thought I would be that one person.

We finished our meal in comfortable conversation,, but I could feel my
desire for angel growing with each minute that I sat across from him. I
noticed angel was fidgeting towards the end of our meals, and this reminded
me how he would fidget when he was horny, and dying to make love.

"So, um, did you have any other plans for tonight?" I asked hesitantly.

"Well, yea I kind of did" Angel responded. My breath left me with a
huff. Angel then looked up at me with a grin and said " I was planning on
taking this stud I know home with me, and hoping we'd spend the weekend
fucking the shit out of each other."

"You little shit!" I retorted as sternly as I could. "You about killed me."

With a laugh I refused Angel's offer to help pay for diner and we left the
restaurant hand in hand.

I followed Angel to his apartment, and like old times I spun him towards me
as I pulled him in for a long tongue infused kiss. Angel's lips mashed
against mine as we felt our long denied desires come forth.

Angel stepped away after several minutes. A grin on his face as he repeated
the strip tease he had performed for me on graduation night. I took in the
sight of his taut stomach, hairless chest, and how his arms and legs had
filled out with muscle since I had last seen him.

Still grinning, Angel turned and leaned down onto the back of his couch. I
broke out laughing as I saw the small black nub at the center of his butt.

I could see Angel's body shaking as he tried to laugh quietly. I walked
over and pushed the plug up against him, bringing a quick halt to his
laughter.

"Pretty damn sure of yourself, aren't you bitch."

"Well, I figured if you didn't come home and screw me, then I'd be screwing
myself anyway. And if you did come home with me, well, I knew the screwing
would just be a hundred times better."

"Just a hundred times?" as I began to pull and push the plug into him.

Huskily, Angel replied, "okay, maybe a thousand times."


I wrapped my arms around him and pressed myself against his back as I
kissed his neck, a satisfied hmmmm, coming from Angel.

"Seems one of us is way to over dressed right now" Angel whispered. I stood
up and quickly discarded my clothes, tearing a couple of buttons off my
shirt in my haste.

My cock was at full mast as I lifted Angel into my arms, with a squeak from
him, and carried him into his bedroom.

"I've waited four years to see that beautiful face I'm not going to wait
any longer" I laid Angel down on his back, removed his plug and slid myself
to the hilt into Angel's warm, tight welcoming hole.  Our lips met in a
passionate kiss as I started thrusting into him. I felt Angel's arms wrap
around my body and his legs lift to shove me harder into him. We moved as
one as are passion grew. Far shorter then I wanted, I felt myself spewing
my sperm into Angel's body. I half noticed the warm feel of Angel's come
shooting between our bodies, smearing along our stomachs as we shuddered.

"God I missed you so much."

"I missed you to. I was so scared that I had lost you Angel said.

"You've never lost me. I've loved you since the first time I saw you. I'm
never letting you go again."

It suddenly hit me that I would indeed be leaving Angel again. As we laid
together, I told him about my new job in Chicago. I was afraid to ask him
to move there with me. Angel quickly asked, "Think they can find a job for
me?"

I laughed and pulled Angel against me, kissing his face over and over as I
held him tightly. The rest of the night spent reuniting ourselves and our
bodies to each other.

Well, like fairy tales, Angel and I remained together. We worked together
and our company had no problem with our relationship. Of course it helped
as I knew the owner was also gay.

We await the country to catch up with us so we can officially decree our
love in legal matrimony. Even without the governments okay, we continue to
love and cherish each other.

The end.