Date: Tue, 13 Jul 2010 23:30:08 -0700 (PDT)
From: Tsctv Tsctv <tsctv1@yahoo.com>
Subject: Before and After Part 14

                  Before and After :sizzling Summer
                  Secrets reveal everything pt 1
                  Written by Tony

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Previously on before and after , school was finally out and I was able to
go to Pocono's mountain with friends for the summer . Tyler and I finally
had sex and we weren't the only one's fooling around apparently Ben and
Megan were as well. And Oliver and I had a talk that ended up with both of
us frustrated me more because I was between a rock and a hard place I was
in love with two guys for two different reason. but that was only the
beginning of what was to come .
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We all decided to go hiking . Tyler packed us some food and we decided we
would spend the night under the stars . As we walked through the woods we
held hands

"are you okay" I asked

"yeah, I just have a lot on my mind and IÂ want to tell you something but
don't really know how you'll react to it" he looked intently at me

"Tyler what ever it is , I'm sure we'll be okay"

"Steven you know I love you so much . And I would do anything for you for
us , but something happened a while back that I think you should know"

"hey guys" mark interrupted us

"mark we were in the middle of a conversation can you excuse us" I stated

"oh I'm sorry"

"forget it baby" he kissed me on the lips

We went up a trail with the rest of the group

"everyone okay" George asked

"yeah , I just rather be by the pool" Megan stated , Amanda agreed

"we can rest here for a few minutes then we will be at one of my favorite
spots" George added


Once we rested up , we were walking on the trail again, Tyler was talking
with Mark and Amanda , Oliver stayed by my side


"So , who would have thought we would be hiking"

" I know" his hand touched mine I half smiled

"Steven I'm happy that you are finally happy" Oliver smiled at me I smiled
back

"thank you I appreciate that , so you came out to your brother" I asked

"yeah , I feel , free I mean I still haven't come out to my mom , but step
by step right"

I nodded in agreement as we walked up the trail

"Â you know I was thinking about being gay and out and I'm thinking about
maybe going out with a guy"

Why was he telling me this I thought , the thought of Oliver and Amanda
Stung but the thought of him actually moving on with another guy hurt more
because I believe Oliver would never do to anyone else what he did to me ,
and Oliver is So sweet and special and what ever guy has him would be so
lucky

"Good luck" I patted him on the back , I looked around and everyone was
gone

"um Oliver I think we walked off trail, I think were lost" he looked around

"crap , I left my cell phone at home do you have yours" he asked

I reached in my pocket and got my cell I tried to call Tyler but it didn't
go through

" I don't have nay signals we are like deep in the woods"

"um , I have food packed so we wont go hungry and I can build a fire I
guess and we have the tent with us" Oliver suggested

We walked and found a log , I sat down he did as well

"I think we should stay here until morning because we can get even lost at
night " I agreed with that

He took his back pack off and unreleased the tent . Then started setting it
up

"aren't you going to help me" I laughed

"no your good"

"Funny , I think you should sleep outside the tent then" he put his hand on
his waist I stood up

"okay alright don't be a little girl about it" I walked over and helped him
, we put the tent up in seven minutes. There was only one sleeping bag ,
well two could sleep in it but I didn't think it would be good for us
sleeping together . Oliver took off his clothes leaving his socks and under
wears on , he looked over at me

"aren't you coming to bed" he asked

" I don't know?"

"Steven I wont try anything , I know your with tyler you keep on saying
that , so come to bed" he went in the tent .

"yeah , its not you I'm worried about" I mumbled to myself. As I took off
my shirt

I went in the tent the same as Oliver with under wears and socks

He scooted over I got in the tent and laid beside him

"Can I ask you something" I asked

"yeah"

"I know about you being scared but why did you hurt me , I just haven't
gotten an answer that I I think I deserve"

"your right , Curiosity , stupidity all played a factor , you're a good guy
and I loved you Steven I still love you , and I'm a fucking idiot , I'm
glad Tyler can be the guy that can love you . I didn't think Steve about
you or what I would do to you by my actions , I was selfish and cruel to
you your so special and it hurts me everyday that I'm not with you . But I
made my bed and I'll lie in it and hope that one day you will come back to
me" I closed my eyes and tears flowed I missed him, this being close . I
fell asleep.

I awoke to Oliver Snoring I turned the light on in our tent and turned over
Oliver was sleep but his hair was sticking to his face and neck he was
sweating I grabbed a towel and wiped his forehead his arm reach around me
and pulled me to his chest my mouth was right next to his nipple . I tried
to pull away but he had me in a grip, so I just stayed there he loosened
his grip on me I found my hand rubbing his stomach what was I doing I am
with Tyler I thought but my love and lust for Oliver was Winning over ,
what I felt for Tyler I inched my body up more to reach Oliver's face , I
kissed him on the lips I felt his breath on my lips then his eyes flew
open he looked at meÂ

"Steven , what's going on"Â he asked

"I don't know" we looked into each others Eyes then he leaned in and kissed
me I laid back and he got on top of me , I spread my legs to give him more
access ,I wrapped my legs around his beefy thighs and he began to dry hump
me as we both had on briefs the friction of him grinding into me , was
making me weak in the knee's

" I love you Steven so much , no one compares to you" I moved my hands down
his hard sweaty back to his nice round ass that was pumping up and down
into me and squeezed it

"take them off" I suggested he did as I said and he slid my under wears off
then his he began to grin into me again his cock rubbing up and down mine
as he buried his face in my neck

"fuck Steven , I haven't had sex in so long I'm going to blast" he
quickened his spped which made my cock get a tingling feeling "awww" I
moaned into his ear he moaned back "Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" we both yelled
together as we came at the same time . He was panting and his body shook
. He stayed right on top of me , I wrapped my arms around his body and
kissed the top of his head I went back to sleep

*Morning*

I yawned and stretched out Oliver was running his fingers through my hair

"Good morning" he smiled

"good morning Olli"

" I think getting lost was the best thing that ever happened to me" Oliver
said , suddenly my pleasure with Oliver turned to Guilt for TylerÂ

" Oliver this isn't right , I cheated on Tyler" he rolled off of me

"no you didn't , I mean we didn't have intercourse , no parts of you or me
went into any holes mouth or ass we just helped jerk each other off"

What he said made since but I knew Tyler wouldn't see it that way , I
barely saw it that way

" Steven, I really wish you give me a second chance everyone deserves a
second chance right"

"yeah, but I have a boyfriend who is committed to me and who would never
cheat on me"

"how do you know , those four weeks he thought you wanted me back how do
you know he didn't sleep with some other guy" Oliver asked

" Oliver , I know Tyler he would never hurt me"

"you knew me as well and look what I did to you , don't ever assume you
know anyone Steven, please just think about us . I don't want anyone I want
you , but I know if you don't want me back I have to move on"

This was all so complicated . I love them both but could only be with one
boy ,

"right now , I just need to focus on Tyler and I , I owe it to him . What
we did will not happen again Oliver , please just forget it ever happened"
he looked hurtÂ

"fine , forgotten" I leaned over and rested my head on his cheast

"what are you doing I thought you wanted to forget about it"

"I do , I just miss your body"

he wrapped his arm around me pulling me in close to him , I could hear his
heart beating a mile a minute


"you don't have to miss it any longer , just tell me I am your boyfriend
again"

"nice try buddy but this situation is complicated.

 I sat up and put on my briefs then my shirt he did the same we laid
back down he grabbed my hand in his

" we are going to be Juniors when we return to school , Steven and I want
to return to high school with you by my side"

"I cant"

"whatever , I guess I should move on then"

"yeah maybe you should.

 we got dressed and packed everything up and we started walking again then
we heard voices

"hey anybody there" I heard rustling sounded like someone doing something

"hello , we're lost" Oliver spoke

"Steven , Oliver!" we heard mark we walked and went around the bushes he
was standing there, something seemed suspicious

"hey we got lost , I hope Tyler isn't worried about me"

"he isn't I don't think , um come on guys lets get you back to the house"

We followed him and we ended up back at the house

"hey" tyler got up from the table and hugged me

"where were you , we were worried , Mark called the park ranger and
everything

"we were talking and you guys were fast we must have turned somewhere and
got lost I tried to call but there was no signals"

"I'm glad your alright" he hugged me , I smelled something , haha it
probably was me

"I'm going to take a shower"

"mind if I join you"Â Tyler asked I nodded yeah , I could see the hurt in
Oliver's eyes , I winked at him, he formed a smile and winked back . We
took a hot shower , he kissed me and began touching on my body , something
felt off with us. Maybe it was because fooled around with Oliver a little

*Later*

I noticed Adam and Oliver talking they looked cozy sitting next to each
other Amanda sat down next to me "it seems our Oliver has moved on" she
pouted

"you should as well" I stated she raised an eyebrow "you are an attractive
girl who could have any guy , I mean you help your self to my boyfriend
. Just go out and find a cute guy from around town, its summer have a fling
or two "

She smiled

`you are so right, and boy if you weren't gay you would be my first lay"
she got up

The thought of having sex with Amanda was um ,, not something I want to
think about . I looked back over at my ex. And got the shock of my life
Adam was kissing him, they were making out , I wanted to get up and go over
there and throw Adam into the fireplace (its not on people , remember its
summer) and take Oliver away from him but I couldn't I was with Tyler. I
turned back around and sat there for what seem like a hour I heard the
kissing and rubbing , I got up I needed to go for a swim

Marks uncle went to his girlfriend house and left us on our own, I went to
the pool for a swim I was the only one out there . Megan came down with
her laptop

"hey"

"hey , this house has so much Wifi , I don't know what to do with myself" I
laughed at that

"what are you doing" I asked

"updating my face book page, oh look Mark added me" I rolled my eyes and
continued to swim

"Steven ! , there is something on here you should see" I turned to face her

"what" I askedÂ

"get your sexy ass out the pool and come here" I swam towards the later and
got out the pool , I grabbed my towel and walked over to her

"what"Â

She pointed to the screen , there was a picture of Mark and Tyler , clearly
at a party of some sort

"it may no mean anything"Â I looked at the date it was put up , about two
weeks after I woke up from that short Coma I was in

"you think anything went on with them"

"Steven honey I don't know , I hope not , look it may not mean anything
just observe them , if you feel like they are sneaking around behind your
back then say something if not then leave it alone"

I went inside and Adam and Oliver were talking then Adam kissed him they
broke the kiss and Oliver saw me standing there

"Steven I"

"its okay ,your moving on I'm not mad , have a goodnight " I smiled and
waved to him, I was not mad how could I be , when I was in a relationship
with Tyler I walked to my room and went in Tyler was watching tv I got in
bed with him he didn't look at me but was still watching the show I noticed
something on his neck, a hickey

"um Tyler you have a hickey on your neck" he smiled and turned to me

"I know you gave it to me" did I give it to him , I cant remember , we did
have hot sex and I kissed and sucked places on his body but did I give him
the hickey I don't remember seeing it , maybe my mind was playing tricks on
me, I just eased it out of my mind and went to sleep.


Hey , guys in closing, I quote myself when saying Intuition is a strong
since in self knowing , when something isn't right it isn't right . And as
a human we have a strong sense of this . As I lay here with Tyler
something just doesn't feel right . Nothing is Adding up here "should
people ignore there intuition or look into it?"

-Steven


To be Continued.....