Date: Fri, 2 Feb 2001 20:53:50 -0500
From: Hephaetus Talbert <heptal@hotmail.com>
Subject: Ben   Installment: 1

Ben
Installment: 1
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Chapter 1

Ben wasn't your average run of the mill guy. I mean yeah he was
hot as all hell, I got an erection even thinking about him with clothes
on. He was in all my fantasies, of course they were just fantasies: I
had known I was gay for five years now and never had the chance to even
make out with a guy. He was mostly what I thought about like all the
time. He occupied my thoughts, my dreams, and was all I thought about
while I was how would you say, "rubbing one out". It's not like I
never got to talk to him, we were pretty good friends, i.e. we hung out
at school but we never really spent any time together. It was my first
party (yeah having your first party at the age of 16 is pretty
pathetic, but my parents are strict as hell) and I had invited him
over. Everyone was in the hot tub for a while, when we both got out, I
because the heat was starting to get to me, and he maybe for the same
reason but at this point, I'm not sure. I was drying off and he was
standing a few feet from me. I  (being a sneaky little closet case)
used drying my hair as a peek opportunity. He couldn't see my face as I
was staring so intently at his crotch trying to see through the gray
boxers he had on. Of-course, although I may think I'm perfect I don't
have x-ray vision. Anyway, so from the rather long peek I got I
estimated the print to be about a four and a half. No disappointment,
he might grow up to a 6 and a half I thought, who knows. So we went
inside to talk to Krystle who had just been sitting there by herself
playing with my cat for the duration that we were in the hot tub, I
guess she just didn't' want to get in so she just stayed in and sat. I
decided I had to go to the bathroom, and while I was in there I could
hear them talking, I thought I heard my name a few times, but I didn't
know. Krystle was my best friend, she couldn't be telling someone my
secret could she? I passed my suspicions away with "they were just
talking about the party".

Chapter 2

It was about two weeks after the party and Ben and I were at
lunch as usual with our little clique of friends the general hum of
conversation was enough to keep anyone busy, but I had chosen that day
in particular to sit next to Ben, I wasn't talking much, I had a lot on
my mind. I just smoked my cigarettes in peace, never questioning anyone
about anything. It was Friday and knowing that this was going to be
another boring weekend where I did nothing and just sat at home, I was
deep in thought. That was when it happened, Ben turned to me and with
his normal grin he said,

"Hey mike, what are you doing this weekend"
"Nothing" I replied solemnly "as usual"
"Why don't you come over my house we can chill, and if you want to get
out of your house even longer, you can stay over tonight." He said,
intently looking at me
"Sure, let me borrow your cell phone I need to tell my parents"

Can you imagine my excitement, I was going to get to sleep over
at Bens house! I couldn't have asked for more. The rest of the day
dragged by very slowly, so slowly, I though it would never end.
Finally, 3,742 hors later the bell finally rang. I had been thinking
all day about what this meant, did it mean that he wanted to get with
me? No, that wasn't possible as far as I knew Ben was straight. Or
did it mean that he was just trying to help me get out of my house.
Either way I didn't care at all, at most however I expected to see his
manhood, I mean what do 16-year-old guys do when they're together?
That's right Jack off.

Chapter 3

So Ben and I had spent most of the day together already, it was
coming up on 12h00m, and we were downstairs just watching TV.

"Hey Mike," he said, "do you want to go upstairs and maybe you can
give me some head?"

I laughed out loud and called him a pig knowing that he was always
joking around like that, the cute little pervert. I played along anyway
and went upstairs with him just for the fun of it. We were upstairs in
his room I was laying on his bed, and he was stretched out on a black
leather couch. We were talking about something dumb when he said

"So mike how about that blow job?"
Again I played along and said
"But Ben your parents will hear they're only next door aren't they?"
"NO DUMBASS" he said, "they're not their bedroom is on the third
floor, and it wouldn't matter even if they did, they know I'm gay"
"You're what?" I said astonished
"I'm gay, you didn't know? That's weird, everyone else does, Krystle
told me you were gay, so I thought you know..." He trailed off
"Absolutely Ben" was all I said

Chapter 4

	I rolled off his bed and sat down in front of him on the couch. I
pushed myself up on his legs to kiss him which is what I felt was
probably the right thing at the time. Our lips met for a long and
passionate kiss. As we separated, he stood up to remove his shirt.
After he got his shirt off, He took me in his strong arms, and for the
first time, of many times I hoped I was pressed against his warm chest,
I could feel his heart beating. I felt so safe and so comfortable.
Still in his arms he sad to me

"Mike, is this your first time?"
"Yeah, I replied."
"Are you sure you want to go through with it?" He asked?
"Yeah" I said.

As I said this I slid down his body and out of his arms, when I was on
my knees again, I slowly slid his ADIDAS pants down his legs, revealing
his boxers. He had tented his underwear and the bulge was huge, as I
slowly pulled his under-pants down, I thought of how good it felt to
finally be with him. I was finally getting something I had wanted for a
long time, it didn't even have to be with Ben, although I was more than
elated that it was, I had just wanted to be with a guy for a long time
now, and now that I was, I was never more relaxed.
	Ben had sat down now and was totally naked, as I sat there in
front of him; I took in the smell of his man-meat, now oozing pre-cum.
I raised my head up to him for a final look, I loved the way his brown
eyes and brown hair looked on his face, I truly did.

"Just take it slow" He said
"You don't have to do this"
"I want to" I said quietly
"You don't have to swallow, I didn't my first time"
"I'm going to" I said more determined now

And with that, I moved in, I placed my mouth just on the tip of his
cock, and began to swirl my tongue around it, while slowly stroking the
remainder of his 7 and a half inch long piece. He began to rub my
shoulders slowly and softly. I was in heaven. I was definitely a top I
had decided that, I was sucking the dick of one of the hottest guys I
had ever known, and he was giving me a back rub to add to it.

I continued swirling and stroking for a few more minutes, until I
thought he may be bored with that, they I switched to a full length
suck, going down the side every so often. He was moaning a lot by now,
and I thought I heard him say faster sometime, so I did just that,
faster. While I was sucking him, my free hands explored his body, I
played with his pubes, I massaged his nipples, and I stroked his crack.
After a few minutes of this, I felt him tense up and then I felt his
hands closing around my head and him pulling my mouth off his dick, as
if to tell me not to swallow. I ignored him and put my mouth over his
head just as the first squirt escaped.  I gagged, a lot; it felt like I
was going to throw up for the first few seconds of it. But after the
first few shots, I had grown accustomed to it, even started to enjoy
it. I continued sucking right through the orgasm and stopped only after
he was done. I looked up one final time to see him before he realized it
was finnished. He looked so perfect and delighted, his head was laid back
against the head rest on the couch, and he had his eyes closed, he was so
perfect I thought to myself. He opened his eyes and looked down at me with
that beautiful wide grin.

"Well, what did you think?" he said
"Fuckin awesome" I said


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more to come in the future
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